LOGINAlpha Kade’s POV
I could still smell her. Even here, all alone in my quarters, with stone walls closing in and the fire dying low, I could feel the heat of her skin, her blood, clinging to my lungs. It lingered under my skin. Quiet, dangerous, and very unsettling. I dragged a hand through my hair and cursed under my breath."What the hell have I done? I should’ve left her in that forest. I should have let the wild beasts in the forest claim what was left of her. She was a runaway wolf. A ghost from a fallen pack. Nothing… Weak…Broken... why?"
Goddess help me… when I saw her crumpled in the dirt, barely breathing, I didn’t see weakness. I saw a firestorm waiting to wake.
Something in me… something primal… came alive the moment I touched her. I knew it wasn’t mercy, I did not have a single merciful bone in my body… No, it wasn’t mercy. It was instinct. It was...possession.
And I’d been restless ever since.I paced the room like I was hunted. Something wasn’t right. I hadn’t slept a wink since I found her. Every time I closed my eyes, I saw her.
She was defiant, bloodied, half-dead, and yet I could not give myself a reasonable excuse to leave her there. She was obviously mated to someone else, I saw the dead, half eaten dead child beside her.
It made something twist inside me. Something I hadn’t felt in years.
I wasn’t used to feeling. Not like this. I had control. Over my pack, my people, my mind… I was used to control. I was used to command.And yet here I was again, walking out the door, down the torch-lit corridor that led to the dungeons. Straight to her.
The guards standing by her cell door straightened the instant they saw me.
One of them…Alek, started to speak.
“She’s been quiet, Alpha. No movement, I went in to...” My glare cut him off. “Don’t talk to her. Don’t look at her. Don’t even breathe too close.” He nodded quickly, and I didn’t move until I saw the fear settle in his shoulders. Good. Then I opened the door.She didn’t even bother to look up at me this time. Didn’t even bother sitting up. She just curled herself on the thin mattress. Her skin looked pale against the blanket. Her bandages were still clean.
“You’re healing,” I said.
She blinked once and then slowly opened her eyes. “You sound disappointed.” I almost smiled at her response. Almost.“The rogue’s poison is nearly gone,” I murmured, stepping closer.
She arched a brow. “Oh my, isn’t that exciting?” Sarcasm coated every word she said. She definitely was a handful. It was definitely going to be a problem.I walked the small space slowly, circling her like my prey. Her gaze followed me, but her body stayed still. But I could still feel her tension in the air. Everything around her felt electric. Like she was charging up the air just by existing.
“I don’t know what you are,” I said quietly. “But you’re not just a random wolf.” She raised her chin. “So what am I?” I stopped in front of her. Close enough to smell her. Close enough to feel her pulse shift when my eyes met hers. “Mine.”The word slipped out before I could stop it. Her eyes widened, then narrowed at me. But I turned before she could speak.
I left before the urge to claim her became something I couldn’t control.
I’d let my wolf break through… I let him speak for me. That wasn’t supposed to happen.I went straight to the meeting I was supposed to have in the war room.
My Beta, Riven, lounged in his chair with a smirk. He always looks like he had no care in the world, but he was the closest thing I had to a friend in my entire council and my life in general.
The other members of the council were older werewolves, they were deadly warriors too, but I could feel their fear as they rose when I entered.
“Let’s make this quick,” I said. “Speak.”
Councilor Dorian cleared his throat. “Alpha, it’s been brought to our attention that you took in… a slave.” The silence that followed after he spoke was heavy.Riven whistled slowly. “News travels fast.”
“She was wounded,” another man added. “Near death even... The proper course would’ve been to discard her. Burn her body, as is custom.”“She’s not a stray dog,” I snapped.
“She’s a burden,” Council Dorian countered. “…and potentially dangerous. What is her purpose in this pack? Is she your spoil? A trophy?”This men really had me straining to control my already shattering mind. I still had no explanation for why she was here, why I did not leave her in the forest like I always did to runaways… I had no answer for myself, I definitely had none for them, but she was here and she was mine.
I leaned forward,looking each of them in the eye. “No one touches her. No one goes near her. She’s under my protection. Do you understand me?"
That shut them up for a heartbeat, then one fool dared to speak. “Forgive me, Alpha… but have you claimed her?”The words hit like a sharp blade through the already quiet room. Everyone broke into whispers, some of them casted uneasy stares in my direction.
My hand twitched, begging to snap a neck.“No,” I said evenly. But my wolf stirred, restless beneath my skin. He was revolting my decision. The fucker…
Council Dorian’s frown deepened. “Because if you have…”
“I said no.” I met every pair of eyes in the room until they dropped their gaze.Then Riven chuckled. “If she’s not your mate, maybe I’ll take her for a spin. I heard she’s feisty and…”
Before the words were finished, I had him by the throat, and slammed him against the stone wall. His boots scraped the floor. The others froze in terror.Riven only laughed in my face, coughing between deep breaths. “I was joking,” he rasped. “Damn, Kade. You’re really losing it over this girl.”
I dropped him. He hit the floor with a thud, rubbing his neck, still smiling like he’d won something. I realised with a growl that he had gotten me to react protectively in front of everyone, but I could care less, and neither did my wolf.The meeting ended in silence after that. No one mentioned her again, but I could feel it. I could feel the shift, the unease, and the suspicion that her presence in my pack caused.
That night, I dreamed of her again… naked, wounded, eyes like molten gold. She reached for me through the dirt, screaming my name, but chains pulled tight across my chest, dragging me back.. In the dream, My wolf howled, begging to break free, begging to reach for her, to touch her…
I woke up breathless, drenched in sweat.
And before I could stop myself, I muttered the one word that had been clawing at me since I saw her at the forest.Mate.
Was she?
No. She couldn’t be. She had a child. She had to be mated. Besides, I hadn’t felt the bond snap into place. I hadn’t gone mad the way others did. But still, I couldn’t stay away from her.Even now, my body moved before my mind caught up. I was already on my feet. Already reaching for the door. I just needed to see her. To know she was still there. Still breathing.
Still mine.Naya’s POVI couldn’t move, I mean, I could, physically, but my fucking legs had decided they weren’t going to listen. My chest felt so tight, my lungs heavy, and my heart was doing this wild, stuttering thing that made every breath feel like I was dragging it through water. The bond… the bond wasn’t just pulling away from Kade. It was dragging me like a chain toward the border, toward the trees, toward something that felt… alive, patient, and knowing.I swallowed hard, I tried again to meet Kade’s eyes, but every time I lifted my gaze, my stomach twisted, my hands went clammy, and the pull from the bond tugged harder, like it was dragging me toward something my brain didn’t want me to see. Something I couldn’t understand.Kade noticed it immediately. His eyes narrowed down, not with angry, not worried, not confused, not the Kade I had learned to read. This was deeper, it was Sharper, and Older.“Stay close to me,” he said, quiet but firm. The way he always said it when he meant it,
Naya’s POVThe dawn was super quiet, like it was plotting something. I hadn't slept, but I was stuck, you know? Not like I was scared... more like I was holding my breath. What if I looked up and he was there? What would happen if I really saw him? Then the first light crept over the balcony, this soft, gold glow that felt kinda magical... and my chest just tightened.He was already there, not speaking, just standing a few steps behind me. I could feel him…There was this low hum, like he was holding back, waiting... and it was so fucking comforting. I hated that I liked it. I hated wanting it.“You’re awake early,” I said, my voice steadier than I felt.He didn’t flinch, and he rarely did. “I don’t sleep much,” he said.I didn’t care to ask why, I didn’t want the answer to sound like an excuse, Instead, I turned fully to him, letting my back straighten, letting my shoulders show what they could. “I want to walk,” I said.I was stating it. No demands, no begging. Just... stating it a
Chapter 20— Naya’s POVThe bread felt heavy in my hand, heavier than it should have, as if every bite was a test I wasn’t sure I could pass. My fingers trembled, and I tried to force them still, forcing my focus on the taste, the texture, the simple act of eating. I was alive, but it didn’t feel like enough. My stomach twisted, knotted in ways I couldn’t name. Every chew reminded me of the chaos that had brought me here, the screams that haunted my sleep, the fire that never really left my memory.Then I felt him, not looming, not demanding, Just… there. Sitting patiently and quiet on the floor, close enough that I could feel the warmth radiating from him without even turning my head. My chest tightened, and my fingers shook again, though this time it wasn’t just the food. I hated that it calmed me, I hated that it made my heart beat slower in relief, instead of faster in fear.I wanted to pull away, to curl into myself and pretend like the room was empty, but I didn’t, I couldn’t, ma
Kade’s POVThe morning after Dorian’s ridiculous performance, I woke up before the sun.Old habits they say, never dies, Or maybe I just didn’t want to risk opening my eyes and finding her gone. The pack stirred faintly beyond my door. Guards rotated shifts. Metal clashed in the distance from the training grounds. Life moved the way it always did, as if nothing had changed, but everything had.She was still here.That thought alone did something ugly and tight to my chest.When I stepped out of my room, Naya was already standing by the balcony doors. Dawn spilled over her shoulders, turning her into something almost unreal. Gold in her hair, soft light across her skin, too soft for this place, too soft for me.She didn’t flinch when she sensed me behind her, that nearly undid me.“You’re awake early,” she said, not turning around.Her voice wasn’t sharp, no venom, no edge, Just… normal.“I don’t sleep much,” I answered.Understatement of the fucking century.She hummed lightly, like
Kade’s POV I stayed on the floor beside Naya, letting her take slow, shaky bites of her food while her breathing stabilized. The evening sun, through the window cast long lines across the stone floor. I watched as her hand trembled slightly as she held the bread, but she was eating. That alone made my chest ache with relief. I wasn’t expecting anyone else. Not yet, I needed the quiet peace that we were enjoying to last forever, but then the door swung open. "Naya, you're finishing this food even if I have to fight you, do you hear me?” Dorian said before the door was even fully opened. His voice carried too much damn cheer and glee for this late hour. He stepped in with a tray of eggs, fruit, and more of that ridiculous herbal tea he liked so much and had been forcing Naya to consume. Naya froze, eyes widening as he strolled in. My jaw tightened in anticipation. I hadn’t spoken, hadn’t moved from my spot on the floor, just letting her slowly adjust to my presence without cringing
"I should have died with them,” I whispered before I could swallow it back.The words fell heavy between us.His answer came immediately with a growl.“No.”I laughed bitterly. “You don’t get to decide that.”“Correct,” he said. “But I’ll still say it.”My hands curled into fists. Tears slid from my eyes, further humiliating.“Kade... I can't continue like this... I hear them,” I said. “When it’s quiet. When I try to sleep. When I breathe too slowly. They’re still there, and when I hear them, I hate you even more... I feel the bond, I do... But I can't bring myself to go with the flow of the bond because I hate you so much for making me like this... You ruined me... You ruined everything!!!”His jaw tightened not with anger like I expected, but with restraint.“I know, I understand... I do,” he said.“You don’t know.”“I know what survivor’s guilt smells like,” he answered softly. “It smells like you right now. And honestly, as much as I thought I was doing the right thing by invadin







