เข้าสู่ระบบNaya’s POV
I couldn’t move, I mean, I could, physically, but my fucking legs had decided they weren’t going to listen. My chest felt so tight, my lungs heavy, and my heart was doing this wild, stuttering thing that made every breath feel like I was dragging it through water. The bond… the bond wasn’t just pulling away from Kade. It was dragging me like a chain toward the border, toward the trees, toward something that felt… alive, patient, and knowing. I swallowed hard, I tried again to meet Kade’s eyes, but every time I lifted my gaze, my stomach twisted, my hands went clammy, and the pull from the bond tugged harder, like it was dragging me toward something my brain didn’t want me to see. Something I couldn’t understand. Kade noticed it immediately. His eyes narrowed down, not with angry, not worried, not confused, not the Kade I had learned to read. This was deeper, it was Sharper, and Older. “Stay close to me,” he said, quiet but firm. The way he always said it when he meant it, not as an order, but as a warning, as a shield. “I’m not that fragile,” I said, even though I felt like I was breaking from the inside. He didn’t say a word to me, not at first. His jaw clenched, his fingers flexed slightly, as if he was ready to move at a moment’s notice. But the longer he stood there, the more I realized he wasn’t guarding just me, he was guarding something else…something I couldn’t see yet. Something at the edge of the forest, just beyond the border, hidden behind the shadows of the trees. The silence stretched so heavy and oppressive, then I felt it, not with my ears, I felt it in the back of my skull, like a pulse, like a vibration that wasn’t coming from the ground or the wind but from somewhere… older. Someone was there. I shivered and looked at Kade. His eyes flicked to the treeline, sharp and precise, scanning through, and calculating. The bond hummed low in his chest, in a restless and impatient way, the way it usually hummed around him when he was thinking about me, about protecting me, or about us… it wasn’t that anymore. It was alert, Like a warning. “Who is it?” I whispered, but my words felt small, felt Fragile, like saying them aloud might make the bond scream again. Kade didn’t answer, I mean, he didn’t need to because i could feel his mind stretching toward the border, reaching without moving, sensing without seeing. His wolf was awake, pulsing beneath his skin, quiet but deadly, a hidden troubled side beneath his calm face. And then i realized, with a cold stab in my stomach, that whatever it was… whatever was out there… Kade didn’t fully know either. My fingers twitched, my stomach rolled, I wanted to step back, i wanted to run, but my feet felt glued to the ground, and the bond kept tugging. That sensation…the magnetic pull…it wasn’t desperate, it wasn’t angry, It was expectant, Patient, and watching. Like someone was waiting for me to notice something I had always known but had buried so deep I’d almost forgotten it. Instantly, I remembered my father. I flinched. Why should I be remembering my dad in this situation? I hadn’t thought of him in that sense in a while, Not since the war, the blood shared, Not since the destruction of my pack. At this point, i was too careful not open my mouth to speak, as though mentioning him could summon him from the dead. I hadn’t wanted to remember him that way, but now I did,and it wasn’t pleasant. I remembered his hands first, big, strong, Warm in a way that made you trust him without thinking. I remembered standing on his boots when I was little, when he walked with me, when he carried me on his shoulders when I wanted to see the world from higher than my height. I remembered the way he would watch everything…every movement, every shadow, every ripple of wind in the trees…always calculating, always thinking three steps ahead. I remembered how fucking calm he always was, even when something dangerous was happening, even when people around him panicked. Calm, precise, always damn terrifyingly calm. A shiver ran down my spine. I could feel the bond tug again, it was stronger this time. Kade shifted, sensing it too. I could see the line of tension in his shoulders, the way his hands flexed at his sides, ready to move at a second’s notice. But even as tense as he looked, he didn’t panic. He rarely did, and that made it worse, because he had felt this too, whatever this was, and the way he stood there… that told me it was big. “what is this..what is going on?” I asked. My voice was so small. It was lost in the wind that rustled the leaves around us. “Something familiar,” Kade said finally, picking his words carefully. “Something tied to you.” My stomach flipped immediately, I wanted to deny it, i wanted to tell myself I was imagining the whole fucking situation. But I wasn’t, I knew it in my bones that something out there is calling out for me. Not a stranger, not a rival, not some rogue wolf from another pack but Something…could it be my Father? That’s impossible right, because I heard him…I heard my father’s wolf cry out in pain when he was murdered, I felt the connection snapped, so it can’t be him, who is it then.. Immediately, a branch snapped in the distance, it was so damn close that my heart jumped out of my chest. It was not dangerously close, not yet. But it was close enough that I could feel it in my chest. The scent hit me next. it was barely there, but I knew it was there. Leather, smoke, and a bit of metal underneath it. Under all of that… a clean, precise scent, not wild, not raw but Calculated and controlled. My throat felt dry, My eyes stung, the bond pulled harder and my hands shook a bit. “Kade…” I whispered. He didn’t need me to finish my sentence, I could see it in the way his nostrils flared, his jaw clenched, and the muscles in his arms flexed. Not because he was about to strike, but because he was processing, calculating, preparing. Something in the air made him… cautious and uneasy “Do you… recognize it?” I asked, with a trembling voice. Kade’s eyes flicked back to mine. His eyes were full of something I couldn’t name. His wolf was low, I felt a vibration in my chest and spine and stomach all at once. “I do,” he said slowly. “But I don’t… fully understand it yet.” I wanted to say something, say everything that was going on in my head, but my tongue was too heavy to utter a word. My body felt so heavy, My mind was spinning with fragments of memory, half-feelings I didn’t want to name, half-images I couldn’t fucking place. I wanted to scream, to run, to fall apart right there and let the earth swallow me whole. It was too much, too fast and too real. The bond twisted inside me like something came alive..and Kade felt it too. I saw it in the way his breathing shifted, In the way his eyes darkened, not with confusion… but with realization. Slowly and dangerously, he stepped closer to me. “I think…” His voice was low, rough and certain. “I’m beginning to understand this.” My heart stopped for a moment. Because the way he said it…Sounded like he’d just figured out something that could destroy us both.Naya’s POVI couldn’t move, I mean, I could, physically, but my fucking legs had decided they weren’t going to listen. My chest felt so tight, my lungs heavy, and my heart was doing this wild, stuttering thing that made every breath feel like I was dragging it through water. The bond… the bond wasn’t just pulling away from Kade. It was dragging me like a chain toward the border, toward the trees, toward something that felt… alive, patient, and knowing.I swallowed hard, I tried again to meet Kade’s eyes, but every time I lifted my gaze, my stomach twisted, my hands went clammy, and the pull from the bond tugged harder, like it was dragging me toward something my brain didn’t want me to see. Something I couldn’t understand.Kade noticed it immediately. His eyes narrowed down, not with angry, not worried, not confused, not the Kade I had learned to read. This was deeper, it was Sharper, and Older.“Stay close to me,” he said, quiet but firm. The way he always said it when he meant it,
Naya’s POVThe dawn was super quiet, like it was plotting something. I hadn't slept, but I was stuck, you know? Not like I was scared... more like I was holding my breath. What if I looked up and he was there? What would happen if I really saw him? Then the first light crept over the balcony, this soft, gold glow that felt kinda magical... and my chest just tightened.He was already there, not speaking, just standing a few steps behind me. I could feel him…There was this low hum, like he was holding back, waiting... and it was so fucking comforting. I hated that I liked it. I hated wanting it.“You’re awake early,” I said, my voice steadier than I felt.He didn’t flinch, and he rarely did. “I don’t sleep much,” he said.I didn’t care to ask why, I didn’t want the answer to sound like an excuse, Instead, I turned fully to him, letting my back straighten, letting my shoulders show what they could. “I want to walk,” I said.I was stating it. No demands, no begging. Just... stating it a
Chapter 20— Naya’s POVThe bread felt heavy in my hand, heavier than it should have, as if every bite was a test I wasn’t sure I could pass. My fingers trembled, and I tried to force them still, forcing my focus on the taste, the texture, the simple act of eating. I was alive, but it didn’t feel like enough. My stomach twisted, knotted in ways I couldn’t name. Every chew reminded me of the chaos that had brought me here, the screams that haunted my sleep, the fire that never really left my memory.Then I felt him, not looming, not demanding, Just… there. Sitting patiently and quiet on the floor, close enough that I could feel the warmth radiating from him without even turning my head. My chest tightened, and my fingers shook again, though this time it wasn’t just the food. I hated that it calmed me, I hated that it made my heart beat slower in relief, instead of faster in fear.I wanted to pull away, to curl into myself and pretend like the room was empty, but I didn’t, I couldn’t, ma
Kade’s POVThe morning after Dorian’s ridiculous performance, I woke up before the sun.Old habits they say, never dies, Or maybe I just didn’t want to risk opening my eyes and finding her gone. The pack stirred faintly beyond my door. Guards rotated shifts. Metal clashed in the distance from the training grounds. Life moved the way it always did, as if nothing had changed, but everything had.She was still here.That thought alone did something ugly and tight to my chest.When I stepped out of my room, Naya was already standing by the balcony doors. Dawn spilled over her shoulders, turning her into something almost unreal. Gold in her hair, soft light across her skin, too soft for this place, too soft for me.She didn’t flinch when she sensed me behind her, that nearly undid me.“You’re awake early,” she said, not turning around.Her voice wasn’t sharp, no venom, no edge, Just… normal.“I don’t sleep much,” I answered.Understatement of the fucking century.She hummed lightly, like
Kade’s POV I stayed on the floor beside Naya, letting her take slow, shaky bites of her food while her breathing stabilized. The evening sun, through the window cast long lines across the stone floor. I watched as her hand trembled slightly as she held the bread, but she was eating. That alone made my chest ache with relief. I wasn’t expecting anyone else. Not yet, I needed the quiet peace that we were enjoying to last forever, but then the door swung open. "Naya, you're finishing this food even if I have to fight you, do you hear me?” Dorian said before the door was even fully opened. His voice carried too much damn cheer and glee for this late hour. He stepped in with a tray of eggs, fruit, and more of that ridiculous herbal tea he liked so much and had been forcing Naya to consume. Naya froze, eyes widening as he strolled in. My jaw tightened in anticipation. I hadn’t spoken, hadn’t moved from my spot on the floor, just letting her slowly adjust to my presence without cringing
"I should have died with them,” I whispered before I could swallow it back.The words fell heavy between us.His answer came immediately with a growl.“No.”I laughed bitterly. “You don’t get to decide that.”“Correct,” he said. “But I’ll still say it.”My hands curled into fists. Tears slid from my eyes, further humiliating.“Kade... I can't continue like this... I hear them,” I said. “When it’s quiet. When I try to sleep. When I breathe too slowly. They’re still there, and when I hear them, I hate you even more... I feel the bond, I do... But I can't bring myself to go with the flow of the bond because I hate you so much for making me like this... You ruined me... You ruined everything!!!”His jaw tightened not with anger like I expected, but with restraint.“I know, I understand... I do,” he said.“You don’t know.”“I know what survivor’s guilt smells like,” he answered softly. “It smells like you right now. And honestly, as much as I thought I was doing the right thing by invadin







