Alpha Kade’s POV
“Emilia,” Jackson barks, “show our guests to the rooms you had made up for them.” I am disgusted as I glance at the girl and see the fear in her eyes. One of the girls next to her inconspicuously taps her on her lower back, almost like she is trying to reassure her that everything is done. Emilia turns her head slightly and the girl gives her a small, barely noticeable nod.
My guess? She didn’t know she was responsible for preparing our rooms.
“Follow me,” she murmurs softly, motioning for us to follow behind her. I turn to look at the warriors and my ranked members. Two of my warriors’ step-in front of me, following directly behind the girl.
I swear my men sometimes take their tasks too serious sometimes. I highly doubt this measly Omega could harm any of us, even if she wanted to. She looks severely malnourished and underweight. It doesn’t look like she has even an ounce of muscle on her.
Whenever I leave the pack, I always bring four warriors with me as added protection because you never know what the hell you are going to be walking into, especially going to another pack. At least if I am walking into an ambush, I have some form of back-up with me. Sometimes, they just take it too far.
‘What are your thoughts on Alpha Jackson?’ Marcus, my Beta, asks me through the mind-link.
‘He seems like a self-entitled prick,’ I tell him with a metaphorical shrug of my shoulders.
‘And the girl? What’s the deal with her? You seem adamant she attends the ball tomorrow. She’s just an Omega, Alpha.’
I glance at him, making sure I keep my face blank as I respond. I don’t want him to know I am just as confused by my actions. ‘I don’t know, Marc, no clue at all. There is just something about her—something I just can’t put my finger on. I have no doubt she will be at the ball tomorrow. Jackson is going to want to do everything in his power not to piss me off, especially if he wants this treaty with our pack.’
We abruptly come to a stop as Emilia stops outside of a few of the rooms. “These are the rooms the head Omega, Candy, had prepared for you. Alpha Jackson didn’t tell her how many to expect, so she only prepared ten rooms…some of you are going to have to share…I’m sorry.” She mumbles the apology weakly, her eyes never leaving the ground.
Marcus glances at me and I can see it in his eyes he feels sympathy for the girl. He wants to help her, at least make her feel comfortable, but that isn’t what we are here for.
I swear this man is one of the toughest in my pack but put him next to any woman or child who looks like they need some type of ‘saving’ and he is all over that shit.
He wears his heart on his sleeve.
Not always a bad thing, but it can get you killed.
Love is a weakness; a weakness I will never force myself to have to endure again. It’s better this way, for anyone that might be involved.
The only reason I came here is for the goddamn treaty. If it gets signed and I agree to it, then I have to be here for it. And my men…they have all been itching to find their mates, but many of them don’t leave the pack unless I have somewhere I have to go. Even then, not very many come with me. And I usually don’t go to place surrounded by women.
I think women are a distraction, but I know my men feel differently. I would never take away their chance to get their own versions of their happily ever after.
“No need to apologize,” Marcus assures her. “The warriors are perfectly fine sharing a room, and I don’t mind bunking with the Alpha. He only snores sometimes.”
I just roll my eyes and shoulder pass him, heading straight for the room in front of the girl. I don’t say anything, just waiting for her to move out of the way. Her eyes dart to me and I see the fear clouding her eyes as she takes in my form before she quickly looks away, moving out of the way of the room I am claiming as my own.
Within minutes of me entering the room, Marcus follows behind me. “You are a douche bag, you know that, right?” he asks, chastising me for my rude behavior in the hallway. “That poor Omega is utterly terrified of us and you just had to go and make a big scene of scaring the bejeezus out of her.”
“Always the perfect gentleman, you are,” I respond. “She is the one who showed us to our room. She was at the dinner when I said we were tired and would be retiring.” I shrug my shoulders, not care about what my Beta thinks of my actions. “Common sense would have told me to not be blocking the damn door. Not my fault Jackson’s Omegas aren’t the brightest cookies in the cookie jar.”
“Gosh, ever since Leila—”
“Don’t you fucking finish that sentence!” I growl, cutting him off. My aura slips from me, and he flinches back. “I am who I am because I have to be. I am the deadliest Alpha in this century, and I don’t plan to change that for some fucking Omega who isn’t part of our pack.”
Marcus holds up his hands in apology. “Sorry, man. I forgot she is a sore topic for a moment.” He pauses for a second before adding. “Don’t forget she was still my sister, man. You can’t expect everyone to avoid talking about her forever.”
I ignore his words and pull out a pair of shorts out of my bag. I move to the bathroom and slam the door shut behind me.
He’s right about her. I can’t expect everyone to avoid talking about her, but it doesn’t mean it hurts any less every time she’s mentioned.
I killed the part of myself that feels anything about her; the part of myself that felt any type of grief.
‘Keep telling yourself that,’ Ghost, my wolf, says gruffly.
Instead of gracing his comment with a response, I ignore him, choosing to continue with my shower in peace. I push Ghost to the back of my mind, focusing on why that girl bothers me so much.
There is something about her that feels like it should be familiar to me; yet she isn’t familiar. I have never been to Alpha Jackson’s pack—at least not since I was like five and even then, I don’t remember her. I would remember her—at least I think I would.
I shake the thoughts about her away as I shut off the water. It doesn’t matter anyway. She isn’t my responsibility. She belongs to Alpha Jackson’s pack. She will attend the ball tomorrow, most likely as a server. My warriors will attend the ball and ceremony in hopes of finding their mate, then we will leave the day after tomorrow and the Black Claw pack will just be a distant memory.
I am not sold on this treaty yet. I don’t see anything about this treaty that might even be remotely beneficial to me, which means Jackson is the only one getting something out of this.
To me, it doesn’t seem worth it.
Marcus encouraged me to come to this fucking meeting just to hear them out, but I think he secretly wanted me to come because he knew they were hosting the ball this year.
I am really only here for my pack. IF any of my men find their mates here, I think it will be worth it.
I glance at the time on the bedside table and sigh. I push all the thoughts away. I can deal with everything else in the morning. I need to get some sleep before I have to deal with all the hustle and bustle of that damn ball. I already know I won’t be able to excuse myself early tomorrow.
Maybe I will be able to find someone to keep my bed warm tomorrow night. I think that will make this trip worthwhile.
No strings attached—my favorite type of relationships.
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Emilia’s POV
My alarms goes off; the annoying blaring doing nothing but piss me off. I blink slowly, my eyes feeling like sandpaper. I barely got any sleep last night. My dreams repeatedly reminding me of what happened to my parents. I close my eyes for a brief second, fighting the tears as her screams rings in my head again.
I quickly shake my head, fighting the memories away. I don’t have the fucking time for this. I have to make sure this ball is ready for this evening. And then I have to return here so I can look somewhat decent for this ball since I am now the fucking head server.
Thanks, Alpha Kade.
Not.
He literally ruined everything I had planned. Jackson made sure I knew he is going to have someone monitoring me all god damn day, making it extremely difficult to slip away.
I hurry and rush to get ready as the fifth alarm starts going off. Before leaving my room, I take a quick look at my attire and let out a soft sigh. I close my eyes, a single tear trailing down my face.
“Happy 18th birthday, Emilia,” I whisper to myself. “I am going to end all our pain and suffering soon…I hope. We just have to be strong a little bit longer.”
Now, I just got to believe the words I am speaking. In reality, I tell myself it to try and remain strong, but I don’t believe the words leaving my mouth.
I rush down the stairs, narrowly managing to avoid the Beta’s son. He growls at me, but doesn’t say anything, just continues what he’s doing.
Six hours later and I am staring around at the work I have done. I thought putting up a lot of the decorations was going to help make it easier for me today, but boy was I fucking wrong. I still had so much fucking work to do.
I slowly leave the ballroom, cracking my cramping knuckles. As I turn to leave the ballroom, someone grabs me by the back of my shirt, pulling me backwards. A gasp escapes me as I am slammed against the wall.
“What the fuck?” I yell at my attacker. I gulp as I meet the eyes of the boy that has me pinned against the wall.
The Beta’s son. Kendrick.
Fuck. I knew it was weird it didn’t overreact when I nearly ran into him this morning. He acted too calmly.
Kendrick raises his fist and slams it into the side of my face. My feet automatically kick out, intending to fight back, not caring about the trouble I am going to be in for fighting back.
“Remember watch the face and visible body parts.” A soft voice interrupts Kendrick before his fist can make contact with me again. “Dad doesn’t like it when she gets bruises when we have guests here. And you heard that Alpha. He wants her at the ball tonight. The Goddess only knows why he requested this scrawny thing.”
I glance at the opposite wall and see Ozara leaning against it.
Kendrick nods in response, but it doesn’t stop him from hitting me. He raises his knee and hits in me in the stomach. A small, pained cry escapes me.
“Next time watch where you are fucking going, fucking waste of space,” he growls. He leans forward, his breath tickling my cheek as he whispers in my ear. “Just because Ozara is here to make sure I don’t hurt you too much, doesn’t mean he will always—”
“What the fuck is going on?” A voice growls at the opposite end of the hallway. Kendrick and Ozara freeze, both of their eyes zeroing in on the newest arrival to their little meet up with me.
Emilia’s POV“What the fuck is going on?” I glance to the other end of the otherwise deserted hallway and see one of the guys who accompanied Alpha Kade storming to us. He comes to a halt in front of Kendrick, towering over him. “I will ask only one more time. What the hell is going on?”“This doesn’t concern you,” Kendrick growls, pushing himself off the wall. “None of this is your fucking problem.”The guy laughs and his eyes dart to me, momentarily softening as he takes in my appearance before turning back to Kendrick, his eyes hardening.“Whenever I see a man towering over someone ten times their size and punching the shit out of them, while she tries and fights back, it becomes my problem. What the fuck could a damn Omega do to you to warrant this kind of treatment?”Neither of them answers him which only seems to further piss off the man. He brings his fist back, letting it collide with Kendrick’s nose. A small smile spreads on my face when I hear the crunch of his nose cracking
Emilia’s POV I stand in front of my mirror, gingerly holding my shirt up so I can examine my bruises. My entire stomach looks horrible. If you didn’t know I am white, you wouldn’t be able to tell just from staring at my stomach. My stomach is a sickening black and purple. You can see the imprints from each place Kendrick hit me. I think back to the weird conversation I had with Beta Marcus after he stopped Kendrick from hurting me anymore. I pick up the gauze wrap I managed to sneak earlier after I finished prepping the main course for tonight. I try my best to wrap my ribs, making sure I am gentle, so I don’t hurt myself any more than I already am. “Fuck!” I growl under my breath when I accidentally squeeze my side a little too hard. “Emilia!” Luna Isamlda yells from downstairs. “You are supposed to be at the ballroom getting ready to greet the guests when they arrive!” I internally curse myself. I can hear the anger in her voice. I was hoping she wouldn’t notice my presence was
Alpha Kade’s POV “Marcus! What the hell were you thinking?!” I roar. My dumbass Beta just informed me of what he spent his afternoon doing, including breaking up a little tussle with that damn Omega from last night. “Alpha, she needs help. You didn’t see what the Beta heir was doing to her while the Alpha heir stood back and watched. I get it...you don’t help people, not since her. You refuse to take a chance on anyone, I get it, I really fucking do. But for fucks sake, you can’t expect everyone around you to be fucking heartless too! Lei—” “Watch yourself, Beta!” I growl as he starts to mention her name again. “Don’t bring her up again!” His face softens slightly before he continues. “Kade, I just want to help her. She has no one here—nothing. You didn’t see the suffering she was in and you didn’t see the look in her eye when I tried to help her. All I want to do is help her. Get her out of here. I don’t care what the hell we do with her once we get her out, but no one should hav
Emilia’s POV Pain wracks my body as I lay curl up in a ball on the dungeon floor. Fuck that bastard. I don’t know who the hell he thought he is by picking me up and carrying me back to that dumbwit Alpha. I gingerly roll over on my other side, praying the pain goes away soon. Everything freaking hurts. After Alpha Kade dropped me on the ground in front of Alpha Jackson (further damaging my already broken ribs—it didn’t help anything with me fighting him the entire way from the forest to the flipping ballroom, my dickhead Alpha allowed Kendrick and Ozara to choose my punishment. Guessed what I am subjected to now? Yep, you guessed it! Another fucking beating and I earned myself a week in the cells. Very cliché, don’t ya think? I’m in the dungeon. They promised me I would get one meal a day, one bottle of water, and a thin ass sheet to keep me warm, so I don’t die of hypothermia down here. Even though this sheet isn't doing anything to keep me warm down here. Unfortunately, this is
Emilia’s POV“What do you mean my new home? Will you not be taking me back to the Black Claw pack?” I ask uncertainty.“You are no longer a member of the Black Claw pack. Your Alpha should have broken the connection to you by now and if he hasn’t Alpha Kade will take care of it later,” Marcus answers me. Alpha Kade just stares at me, almost like he is examining me, trying to figure out everything he possibly can about me.“Am I your slave here too?” My voice is quiet and even. I know how this work. I am being sent to a new pack as a slave. The treatment is going to be the same. I am sure Alpha Kade has a Luna who is going to be just as dark and twisted as Luna Ismalda was to me.And then I will plan my escape from here and I won’t let the asshole Alpha stop me.Beta Marcus glances to his Alpha, a look crossing his face that I can’t seem to place before his eyes turn back to me, softening just slightly.“You are not a slave, Emilia. You are an Omega—there is a difference. And you will
Beta Marcus’s POVI have been waiting for the last two hours for her to come out. Dr. Evans came twice—once to chastise me for the Alpha making her think she didn’t have a choice and to remind me everyone has a choice in her hospital. Her exact words were if ‘Alpha Kade has a problem with the way I run my hospital and giving people a choice, then he can bring his ass over here and say it to my goddamn face.’ Then, she stormed off, going back to Emilia’s examination room. The second time she seemed calmer but rattled. I wanted to ask her if everything was okay, but I know her. She wouldn’t tell me if something was wrong. She told me she is preparing an x-ray to take a look at her ribs and then she is going to rebandage them before sending her back to me.The last time she came out here was about an hour ago, so I am sure they are almost done. Just as the thought crosses my mind, the door opens, and Dr. Evans steps outside.“Beta, can I talk to you please?”“Of course.” Something is sti
Emilia’s POVThe walk back to the pack house was much different than walking to the pack hospital. Marcus seems more upbeat. As we are walking, he points out the different businesses and the shops, while making sure to tell me who works where and their significance to the pack.“As an Omega in the pack, you will be making your own living. The Omegas each receive a paycheck and they are pleased to do what they want with it. Your pay is based on what area you are in. You are going to be working in the kitchen and filling in as a housekeeper when it is needed. Each Omega has a schedule, so you will not be working seven days a week, but you can always choose to pick up extra shifts if you want.”I stare at him in shock. “What do you mean we get a paycheck? Do you mean I will get my own money? Why would you pay me? Aren’t I nothing but the pack’s slave?” I ask him in bewilderment. That’s unheard of. Omegas are considered the pack’s slaves. Their reward for the work they do is being able to
Emilia’s POV I don’t even know why I’m crying. Once the tears started, I couldn’t stop them. So far, being in the White River pack has been ten times better than the last eleven years of my life when I was in the Black Claw pack. Yet, I am not expecting it to last. I’m terrified I am going to fall into the same pattern I was in while at the Black Claw pack. Pain and sorrow have been my life for eleven years. Each night I had nightmares resulting in me waking up in a panic—usually covered in a cold sweat with tears streaming down my face.My dreams consist of the day my parents died, and my life completely shifted. Gamma Garrett—the bounty hunter—has haunted my dreams for years and now we are in the same pack. I can’t let that go. Maybe I got it all wrong though… Gamma Garrett’s eyes aren’t as cold and heartless as the bounty hunter’s eyes were that night. He looks just like him… Looking at the Gamma, he looks to be around my age, maybe slightly older, but still not old enough to b