KNIGHT I glared at Zarah. I knew what I wanted. I wanted her even the first time our eyes met. I knew she was mine, and I knew without a doubt that I would protect her with my life— but she was also human, so I thought I did what was rational at that time. Yeah, I wasn’t ready to have a mate, didn’t know how to deal with her, and wasn’t near ready to meet her too soon. And things got out of hand, but she was mine and mine alone. “Knight, please?” Kailin pulled me back to reality. “We have to protect her. I don’t know how to convince her to come with us, but I’m the only hope you have. She trusts me. I will help you break the news. And maybe she will believe me if we show her the truth about us.” “Just don’t drop the bomb all at once,” Zarah warned us. “She hates me.” “And who’s fault is that?” my cousin blamed me. I chuckled sadly. “I never wanted to reject her. I don’t know how to handle the situation, and the pull drives me crazy.” “You’ve never been in love. I got that, Alp
NIRVANA Axell caught me off guard when he tried to kiss me. “I’m so sorry, Vana. I know I made a mistake. I should have been upfront with you.” “It’s fine, Axell. I’m sorry, too. I guess we’re friends, and we’re not supposed to kiss.” Yeah. My feelings for him just vanished into thin air. Maybe I never really fell in love with him. I wasn’t sure what to feel anymore. “Give me another chance.” He reached out for my hand. I agreed with him sending me home because my car was with Kailin, and he wanted to talk. So this was the talk that he wanted. “Give me some time, okay? You hurt me, Axell. You shouldn’t have told me you were having second thoughts about the trip.” “I know, babe. I’m sorry.” “I’ll call you.” He barely nodded. He must have seen the reaction on my face that there was no chance for us to be together again. In my defense, he was not honest, and he already broke that trust. “It’s okay.” I stopped him when he was about to help me out. Before I could unlock the door
KNIGHT “You know, you didn’t have to do this.” She watched me clean the dishes while helping me put them into the dishwasher. “You don’t have to help me, Nirvana. I can do it myself.” “If you say so. Anyway, if you wish to stay, Kailin’s room is open. Some sheets and blankets are clean. You can stay there. It’s all yours.” “I’m good with the couch.” “I think that’s too small for you. Bed is better, but it’s up to you. Knock on my door if you need anything.” “Thanks.” “I suppose you’re not gonna wring my neck in my sleep?” I could do many things, but definitely, it didn’t involve wringing the neck. If there would be, it should be a kink. I held that thought. She left the kitchen. When I told her I liked her, she didn’t react. I didn’t know if she decided not to respond or didn’t believe me. After that, we didn’t talk about it anymore. After cleaning up her tiny kitchen, I brushed my teeth. Then I grabbed two pillows and Kailin’s comforter and arranged them on the couch. I
KNIGHT“I don’t know I have one.” Nirvana put her fingers on where I touched it, and it didn’t hurt her, and the glow was gone. “Are you okay?”“Yeah.” I checked my finger. It had already healed, but it didn’t change the fact that it seared me, and that birthmark just glowed against my touch as if protecting itself. “Goodnight, Nirvana.”“Goodnight.”When she closed the door to her room, I was mind-blown and puzzled at the same time. I picked up my phone and sent a message to Zarah.KNIGHT: I need you in her apartment early in the morning.She replied right away.ZARAH: What’s the emergency?KNIGHT: Have you heard about a birthmark that burned when someone touched it?ZARAH: I knew it.I let go of a shuddering breath before I typed my reply.KNIGHT: Tell me more.KNIGHT: Please?ZARAH: Have you told her about you?KNIGHT: I can’t do it alone. I need you, Kailin, and Case with me tomorrow.ZARAH: Then start texting them. I’ll be there.KNIGHT: See you. Thanks.“Shit.” I shut the laptop
NIRVANA “Hey, girl.” Kailin was unusually jolly today as she hugged me tight before entering the apartment. “Grandpa.” “Hey, honey.” He put his arm around my shoulders and kissed the side of my head. “Mr. Blackwell.” “I think we passed the formality, Case.” They shook hands. “So, how was your night?” Kailin asked her cousin. “He probably has a headache or neck pain but hides it very well.” I joined them in the living area when the doorbell rang again. “I got this,” said Kailin as she went to the door. Then Zarah walked in, looking gorgeous in her white corporate dress. “Zarah.” I got up, surprised to see her. “My dear, good to see you again.” We did a cheek-to-cheek kiss. “Me too.” I suddenly felt uneasy when the apartment felt small for all of us, and I had a bad feeling that this meeting was set up. “Can I get you something to drink? Coffee? Tea?” “I’m good, darling.” Zarah took a seat to my right. “Honey, we have something to tell you.” When Grandpa started in that
NIRVANA My heart was in my throat as I watched something like a mini tornado spin before me, but nothing was flying besides my hair, and then Zarah came closer. She looked like she was walking inside the golden, shiny magic weaved. And then it disappeared. “I’m a witch,” she said to convince me. “If you don’t believe me, I can show you something about your parents.” “Is a witch supposed to be riding a broomstick or wearing a hat?” I was still denying everything I was seeing because it was just impossible. “She can create a portal and appear wherever she wants.” “So you’re also a werewolf?” I scoffed at Knight. “Yes. He’s my alpha,” said Kailin proudly. Alpha. McKaye called him alpha, but it didn’t mean anything, right? I laughed again. “You guys must be under the influence of drugs.” “Do you know your ex is a werewolf?” “What?” Kailin asked in surprise. “I never met the guy. They began dating as soon as I left for California. Is he? How did you know?” “I caught his scent l
NIRVANA “He’s not!” I glared at Kailin. “This dickhead? This arrogant son of a bitch is my soulmate? No freaking way! I don’t accept it! And I don’t believe in that mate thing. This is insane.” I left the kitchen when the silence became deafening. “You can’t deny the mating bond, the pull, Nirvana. This is what it is,” said Zarah. “Well, I’m not one of them. At least, not right now. So, I’m out that setup or whatever the Moon Goddess has cooked up there or wherever she is. Why him anyway? He hates me. He kicked me out and treated me like garbage.” All of a sudden, I remembered what he said to me before I interrupted him. “Why? Because I’m not like him? Because I’m only human who happened to be blonde. Well, get this. I hate him, too.” “Don’t say something like that, Nirvana.” Zarah just freaked out as if I pulled out a pin of the grenade in my hand. “Why? Because he’s a freaking werewolf and an alpha, whatever does that mean. I don’t give a damn about any of these. Three days ago
NIRVANA “Honey, what are you doing?” Grandpa asked immediately. “Be careful. He might not be in control of himself anymore.” “I don’t know, Grandpa. Maybe, to calm him down.” I stopped before Knight. All I saw were his dark, sharp claws shining in the daylight. God, it was real. I saw the claw marks on the wall. It was big and deep. My heart was hammering in my chest, but if I could stop his pain, I would try my best before he could sink those sharp claws into my skin. My limbs were shaking. My teeth tattered as I put a hand on his rigid shoulder. “Be careful, honey.” “Knight.” I put a little pressure on his shoulder when he no longer heard me. “Knight, how can I help you?” “It fucking hurts!” He began sobbing. “It fucking hurts. I can’t stop it. I’m so sorry if I hurt you.” “Hey.” Trembling, I kneeled before him and placed both hands on his shoulders. “I guess I was shocked and maybe mad at you. I don’t understand any of this, but I didn’t mean what I said. I swear. How can I