Alaria:
“Liam, no.”
I said, looking at my husband who sat quietly, staring at me as if I was some kind of lunatic. His eyes were cold and void of any emotion. It was as if this was the most casual thing that he was throwing at me and he was just expecting me to accept it. “I am not going to sign these papers. Not like this. I'm not going to agree to something like this.”“I am not asking your permission, Alaria. I am telling you to sign them. Whether or not you agree does not concern me.”
He, the man I once loved, the man I trusted with every broken part of me, the man who once held me as though the world would crumble if he let go, spoke like I was a burden. Like I was the one ruining everything.“It is going to be a lot easier if you sign them without a problem.” He said, crossing his arms over his chest. He walked towards the hearth and I watched as he poured himself a glass of whiskey.
I blinked, staring at the ink-stained line with my name already printed above it. He had already signed his part, he was just waiting for me to sign mine. My hands trembled, but I kept them clenched at my sides.
“What do you mean it's going to be easier?” I whispered, barely recognizing my own voice. “You’re asking me to let go of everything like it means nothing. You’re walking away from this, from me, without even giving me a reason. You did not even consider to come and talk to me about it, you know, as a woman, as your wife, for you to come and discuss this with me.”
“There was no need for me to discuss this with you. The two of us know that our marriage was nothing more than a deal.”
“Yes, it started out as a deal, but it ended up being something that is real. You know that!” I took a step forward, needing him to see the truth, to feel it. “After everything I’ve endured for you… with you… you’re really just throwing it all away. Why? What happened? What did I do to make you change like this?”
My hand moved to my stomach, cradling it gently through the fabric of my dress. He didn’t notice. He never really noticed anything anymore. He didn't even know about it. I wanted it to be a surprise, but it seemed to me that it fate had other plans.
Just a little longer, I told the life growing inside me. I need you to hold on.
“I gave you years, Liam,” I continued, forcing down the lump in my throat. “I gave you my name, my loyalty, my youth, and you give me this? Paperwork? And needless to say, that paperwork means ending everything that I believed was real between the two of us. A divorce paper.”
There was so much I wanted to say, so many words trapped behind the steel walls of pride and heartbreak. But he just looked at me, unbothered, unmoved.
“It’s because of her, isn’t it?” I asked, my voice barely more than breath as I wrapped my arms around myself. “It was always about her.”
“It’s you who never understood,” he said coldly. “There was never anything between us beyond duty. We married because of the contract, and that contract is now fulfilled.”
I flinched at the way he said contract, like I’d been nothing more than a signed deal, a pawn on a legal page.
“I don’t think we need to keep pretending. I’m tired of pretending. Aren’t you?” He asked, sighing. “Aren't you tired of playing lovers all the time when there is nothing that is real between the two of us?”
“Liam…” I tried, my voice cracking.
But he cut me off.
“No one is ignoring anything,” he said. “I’m giving you an out. I’m telling you to take it. Go live your life. Isn’t that what you always wanted? You had dreams. You wanted school. Freedom. A normal life. Why are you clinging to something that was never supposed to be permanent?”
Because I loved you, my mind whispered.
But I didn’t say it. I wouldn’t give him that. He didn't deserve it.
“Is that it?” he pushed, standing now, looming tall with that Alpha stance he wore like armor. “You got a taste of power, and now you don’t want to let it go? Is that why you’re fighting this?”
Tears burned behind my eyes, but I refused to let them fall. I wouldn’t cry for him.
“Things will be simpler if you just sign them, Alaria,” he said, almost tired now. “Dragging this out isn’t going to help anyone.”
“Well, suddenly deciding to throw a marriage away without discussion doesn’t help anyone either.” I looked him in the eye, letting my heartbreak bleed into my stare. “You didn’t even try to talk to me. You just decided. And you are expecting me to just accept it because you want this to end? Just as everything went around in our lives, whatever you wanted had to happen. Whether or not I agree to it, you did not really care.”
His expression didn’t change.
Silence stretched between us like a canyon.
I reached for the pen.
Not because I agreed.
Not because I forgave him.
But because I was done begging for something he’d already buried.
I signed slowly, the tip of the pen cutting through every last thread of my pride. And when I pushed the paper back across the desk, I didn’t look up.
“You’ll regret this,” I said softly.
“Oh, I doubt that I will.” He said, looking at the papers as if they were everything that he could have ever wished for.
His voice didn’t shake. His hands didn’t tremble. But mine did.
“Go to hell.” I said, taking a step back. “Because that's the one place where I believe that you might be welcome, Alpha…”
Alaria:“This is not going to be a good idea, Liam.”“You enjoyed it last night. It's not likely that you won't today.” He said, and I rolled my eyes. “I suggest that you start getting used to sleeping in my room. It's going to get harder for you to persuade me as to let you sleep anywhere else.”“Is that a threat?”“Not at all. I would like to think of it as an agreement between the two of us. Something that I know that you like and I will find myself enjoying a lot.” He said, leaning and connecting his lips with mine. I shook my head as I put my hand on his chest, gently pushing him away. He put his hand on mine, letting it stay right where his heart was beating. “You see this? Do you hear it, Alaria?”I didn't say a word as he looked me in the eye. But the deepness of his voice, the way that he looked at me, everything about it, it just felt far too intimate. And for a moment, I just found myself feeling mesmerized. I was completely lost in his gaze.“This belongs to you. It beats
Liam:By the time we got home, Anastasia was fast asleep in my arms, her small head tucked against my shoulder, her teddy bear dangling from her hand.She’d fought so hard to stay awake, insisting she wasn’t tired, but the moment we got in the car, she’d slumped against me, completely gone. And though I did not speak of it for a while, I just found it amusing that she was denying something like that when it was clearly obvious. Her mother knew her best, but even she allowed her at the moment seeing it that she was enjoying herself.As I stepped through the front door, Alaria followed close behind, shaking her head with that knowing look only a mother could pull off.“I told you she was exhausted,” she whispered, keeping her voice low so as not to wake the little wolf. “We could have just gone back earlier before she got to the state.”I smirked, adjusting Anastasia in my arms. “Worth it. At least now we know she had a good day. You saw her smile, it was worth every second. Plus, isn't
Liam:The park was buzzing with weekend life, children laughing as they chased each other, parents chatting on benches, the faint creak of swings swaying in rhythm with the breeze. Anastasia darted ahead, her tiny hand clutching her teddy bear like it was a shield against the world.There was a prize that she won and it amazed me how happy she was to get it. It was as if it was the one toy that she always wanted, though I knew that she had others.“Look, that's a big tree!” Anastasia cried out as she kept running. “And it has a bench under it.”I had to fight back chuckling, watching as her small legs carried her as fast as she could go.I kept close behind her, my eyes tracking her every movement with a possessiveness I didn’t bother to hide. She was the brightest spark of joy in my life, though she still didn’t know who I truly was to her. I was just thankful to be around her, to get to know her, to at least have a moment to experience by her side.We stopped near a shaded bench, an
Alaria:“So, we are going out?” Anastasia asked excitedly as I helped her with her shoes.“Nasia,” I sighed, smoothing back my daughter’s hair as she sat with that cheeky grin on her face. “What did I tell you about opening doors without knocking? I think that we need to address this point before we discuss the fact about us going out, don't you?”She blinked at me innocently, clearly unfazed. “But Mama, I was excited! I wanted to tell you about the park. I looked everywhere for you. And when I found you, I was very happy. I was very excited.”I narrowed my eyes, trying to keep my expression stern though her little pout nearly broke me. “Excited or not, you knock first. Always. Do you understand? You don't just enter someone's bedroom without knocking on the door.”“Yes, Mama.” She looked down, fiddling with her bear’s ear before glancing back up. “But… why are you in the Alpha’s room? Shouldn’t you be in yours? I looked for you there and the maids told me that you were not, and then
Liam:Her body was warm against mine, soft curves pressed to my chest, the faintest trace of her scent still lingering on my skin from the night before.I had to admit, I was quiet as I just watched her in silence, knowing that waking her up would be one step closer to her getting out of bed.I gently ran my finger over her hip, smiling when she let out a small sigh of contentment in her sleep.I shifted slightly, and she stirred, her lashes fluttering open.“Morning,” I murmured, brushing my lips over her temple.“Mhm,” she whispered, her voice husky, her eyes still heavy with sleep. She stretched, the hem of my shirt riding higher on her thighs, exposing bare skin that made my pulse thunder. “What day are we?”“Saturday.”“It is too early for me to be awake. Why did you wake me up?” She asked, making her chuckle.“You can always go back to sleep.” I said, and she sighed as she looked up, more like playfully glared at me.“You woke me up already. I am not going back to sleep.” She sa
Alaria:I didn’t know how I ended up here.One moment I was telling myself I needed to leave, the next I was standing in Liam’s room, his presence behind me like a weight I couldn’t shake.“I should go to my room, I doubt that this should be a good idea, Liam.” I murmured, refusing to meet his eyes.“No, we already agreed on this, Alaria.”“We agreed to another. Thank you are the one who wanted this.“At least let me get clothes. I can’t stay here like this.” I said, trying to find the way to live. I did not want to be here. At least I didn't want to admit that I wanted to be here.“You don’t need clothes,” he said simply, moving past me toward the dresser. He opened a drawer, pulled out a dark shirt, one of his, soft, oversized, smelling like him, and held it out to me. “You’ll wear this. It's very comfortable and you're not going to be bothered by it.”I blinked. “Liam, I…”“You're not going to argue, Alaria.” His gaze was steady, his voice firm but not cruel. “For tonight, you’re m