Five years have been nothing now that he had chosen her over me.
The full moon outside the window could have been the perfect company for me and Alpha Lucien’s anniversary dinner date had it not been for Charmaine—the Beta’s daughter who captured his heart ever since they were young. For once, I thought they were just friends. But it seems, I’m the one who looks like vying for Alpha Lucien’s attention. My phone vibrated again. Another picture of them circulated online, this time more intimate than the one I saw earlier. I never thought I’d be spending me and my mate’s anniversary like this: staring at the picture of Charmaine and Alpha Lucien kissing her cheeks in a bright and jolly background. The pack is becoming more involved in our relationship too, commenting with things like “Yay, Alpha Lucien and Charmaine? My dream couple!” and “Marry her already, Alpha Lucien! Dump your girlfriend somewhere and leave her be!” I read Charmaine’s caption on her post again, every word makes me nauseous more and more. “Thank you, Alpha Lucien. You always make me the number one priority in your life!” That says enough. Standing from my seat in the restaurant, I walked straight to the exit. After finding my car in the garage, I locked myself there like it was some semblance of a cage—as if being in a relationship with Alpha Lucien while he pampers another woman isn’t a cage enough. My phone chimed once. It seems I haven’t really run away from the problem after all. This time, a video showed how Alpha Lucien wasn’t ashamed of showing intimacy on camera—with Charmaine, burying his face on Charm’s lovely neck. I heaved a deep sigh. This day...this day should be happy for me. But it was only Lucien who was happy and celebrating. I was left here in my car crying because my boyfriend didn’t show up on our anniversary date. I shook my head and tried to wipe my face from my tears. But the tears kept coming faster, my tongue could now taste the foulness and saltiness of Lucien’s betrayal. I closed my eyes and I could hear Lucien’s laughter together with Charmaine’s snickering. I can hear the music and their party and their merriment. I opened my eyes and reality slapped me: I’m never going to be happy with Alpha Lucien. He just proved it now when he chose Charmaine over me. *** A Few Hours Ago… “Vesta, I’ll be late for tonight’s anniversary dinner. Something unexpected came up.” His voice was void of emotions. I can almost hear him sighing heavily on the other line. “Okay,” I replied, my voice shaking. He hung up first before I could say more. I grip my phone at what he just said. At least he remembered that today is our anniversary. After a day of working straight, I arrived early at the penthouse we shared, finding myself a seat next to the floor-to-ceiling window overlooking the buzzing city outside with a glass of wine in my other hand. “We’ll celebrate in the restaurant where we had our first date,” he promised last night. I shouldn’t have held on to the promises of my Alpha given that he has other priorities of his own. An hour later and I’m now sitting on our usual seat at our favorite restaurant. I was even wearing the dress when Lucien and I became an official couple. He was my boyfriend for five years ever since we were in the pack’s college. We didn’t immediately tell the world about us, not until we graduated. Charmaine, Alpha Lucien, and Beta Thomas have been inseparable since they were young. Friends at heart and soul, that’s their motto. Charm was the only one with no actual title, though being the oldest Beta’s daughter is perhaps a title enough. And perhaps it was a mistake to date him and love him. As a simple Omega with no myriad of connections or fancy background, the entire pack narrowed their eyes at me as if they were disgusted that I’m dating the would-be Alpha of the Brightheart Pack. Three years ago, he became the official Alpha. Though he never promised me to be his Luna, being with him and was enough for me. Another hour passed, and the waiter just kept on refilling my glass with wine as I refused to order food until my mate arrived. Every minute that ticked by, my heart was a thunderous beat in my ears. Cold sweat formed on my forehead. I was anxious that—that he wouldn’t show up again. That I will be left here hoping forward to nothing again. My fear came true when my phone lit up. I saw who was with Lucien. I ran to my car to avoid being seen crying. I know some of the Brightheart Pack was working and dining in that restaurant. I had enough gossip already for today. I cannot be the reason for another set of gossip in the pack tomorrow. With trembling fingers, I cleared my throat and dialed my mate’s number. A cold, emotionless voice answered after the first ring. “What is it, Vesta? I’m attending a company dinner.” Beyond his voice, the sounds of lively chatter and glass clinking and—is that fireworks?—made my lips curl in betrayal and anger. “Where are you?” I asked casually as if I just didn’t cry a river for what he’d done. “I’m at a business meeting. Party followed and dinner was served. What’s the matter?” I heard his footsteps walking towards a quieter place. I made him hear my sobbing this time. “Vesta, why are you crying?” Lucien paused and then groaned as if remembering what today was exactly. “Look. I’ll take you to a dinner date tomorrow, okay? Tonight is really busy. I promise I’ll be with you tomorrow.” His last sentence made me punch the wheel of my car. “That’s what you said yesterday too!” I don’t care if he got mad at my sudden outburst. Truth be told, he doesn’t sound like making up a lie but he doesn’t sound like telling the truth either. I remember Beta Thomas once warned me about having a relationship with Lucien. Is this what he’s warning me about? “Am I really your girlfriend or am I just some plaything to you?” I matched my voice with the coldness he usually uses. “What kind of question is that, Vesta?” “This doesn’t work anymore, Lucien—I couldn’t take it anymore!” “What are you talking about? Are you drunk?!” For a moment, I didn’t reply. And, as if the light from the Moon Goddess above enlightened me, I gripped my phone tighter as I said, “Let’s break up, Lucien. Let’s end our relationship here and now.”“Oh Moon Goddess,” my bestfriend uttered as soon as his footsteps receded and his figure disappeared at the infirmary’s door. “He’s a total idiot. He should have thought twice, or maybe three times, before cheating on you. None of this wouldn’t happen if he only kept his lips to himself.”“He insisted he was only comforting her.” We both snorted at what I said. “He doesn't accept that there was any sort of cheating happened.”Catrin laughed loudly. “Typical Beta Homer attitude.”I eyed her, furrowing my brows at her comment. “What? It’s true.”I shrugged and waved an idle hand. “I know...it’s just that I miss those days that I—we—are so in love with each other. Because it felt like...the man I loved years ago and the man I just talked to doesn't sound to be the same person. Sometimes I thought he had an identical twin, which I’m pretty sure he doesn't.”She sighed, resting a hand on my lap. “You know, Rhiannon. Some people are really like that. They make us doubt ourselves, question o
The Rogue who saved me was standing before me.Moonlight bathed the forest in a silver glow, and I stared at him very closely. I was barefoot on the soft moss, my breath catching as the Rogue slowly emerged from the shadows draping all over him and stood a few breath away from where I was.“Who are you?” my voice echoed in the forest, and the Rogue’s lips split into a smirk.“I am the one who saved you.”My brows met. “I know that.”His intense eyes locked onto mine. His dark hair caught in the moon’s ethereal light, and there was something primal about the way he moved towards me. Every step was beckoning me to draw closer to him.“You came back,” I whispered, my voice trembling with emotions I couldn’t name. “I could have died without you.”“I never left you,” he murmured, his voice rough yet gentle in my ears like the forest wind rustling through ancient trees in the dark of night.“Tell me your name,” I begged. “Please.”My heartbeat raced as he closed the distance between us, his
My father laughed hysterically, “Of course, you almost did. Look at your fucking self, Rhiannon!”“I didn’t expect an ambush!” He blinked as I told him, even my brother flinched. “It seems he had been eyeing me for a while. He seemed to have a deep grudge against you, father.”He snorted. “Of course, he does. I’m an Alpha. He’s a Rogue. We’re hereditary enemies, child. What else do you expect?!”We went silent for a few minutes as the Healer continued to clean my scrape wounds and bleeding nose. Then, Alpha Dorian called in for the two nearby Warriors. “Find this Rogue if he’s still in that forest. And if you find another Rogue, kill them too.”“But father—” I tried to sit up but the Healer pushed me down with one hand instantly. “There’s another Rogue who saved me,” I protested weakly. “H-He saved my life!”The Alpha grabbed my wrist, his grip firm despite my protests. “Stop being stubborn, Rhiannon,” he muttered. “He will die too.”“No!”But my father said, “He’s still a Rogue. And
The night air stung my lungs as I tried hard to remember the path to the Moonbeam Pack. Running away from an enemy while not knowing your path is more dangerous than outright facing your enemy in a fight.I hope my savior has contained him within his grip. Or killed him.I paused for a heartbeat, each step a struggle against the sharp pain radiating from my wounds. I almost forget about the pain that the thorns that shredded my clothes and skin has lingered, my broken back was still aching. “Fuck,” I uttered, my breath came in ragged gasps, the rusty scent of my blood might have attracted other Rogues already. I just hope they don’t come right away for me.Just as I was about to rest on a rock, a series of growls and snarling echoed. I’m pretty sure it came from the two Rogues still fighting. I’m pretty sure...that my father will scrutinize me and scold me for the danger I put myself into, and the dangers it meant for the pack.I inhaled a sharp breath and told myself that resting fo
I was immediately on both feet and unsheathed my claws.I growled at him as I stepped backward—narrowly escaping the sharp swipe he intended for my right shoulder.The forest was thick with shadows, the scent of pine and damp earth clinging to the air as I sprinted through the underbrush. Moonlight struggled to pierce the canopy, but my keen senses guided me through the gnarled branches and twisted roots. As the daughter of the Alpha, a proud and fierce one, I will never back down from a fight.But I can hide.And hiding is the best move to keep me alive tonight. I’m not really that trained in combat so I wouldn’t dare fight that feral Rogue with maneuvers that I barely mastered nor theories that I’m not sure would really knock him down and defeat him.I peeked behind me. The Rogue was relentless, his feral growls echoing through the cluster of trees nearby.“Where are you, Princess?” He purred, calling my name in the most malicious manner I ever heard.His back was behind me, larger
The dark forest is definitely not the best place to run crying to. Certainly, not the best place to seek fresh air either.Rogues live here. They roam here—And I just stepped inside their home uninvited.The air here is thicker, denser. And the darkness is as unsettling as how it smells.But even when I hate this forest, even when my father has warned me many times to never set foot in here, I still found myself resting at the bulgy roots of a giant tree sprouting from the ground.Finally, I let my tears fall freely. I never want this place. But this forest is the only place that I guess will not judge me even if I cry my heart out.No Omegas to gossip about me. No Beta’s daughters to roll their eyes at me.Just me and the trees and the sense of feeling empty even when you’re being seen by everybody.No one cares about me. My own father sees me like some brooding mare to be given away at the ripe age. My brother...my brother cares about me, yes. But he wouldn’t dare stand up against