Five years have been nothing now that he had chosen her over me.
The full moon outside the window could have been the perfect company for me and Alpha Lucien’s anniversary dinner date had it not been for Charmaine—the Beta’s daughter who captured his heart ever since they were young. For once, I thought they were just friends. But it seems, I’m the one who looks like vying for Alpha Lucien’s attention. My phone vibrated again. Another picture of them circulated online, this time more intimate than the one I saw earlier. I never thought I’d be spending me and my mate’s anniversary like this: staring at the picture of Charmaine and Alpha Lucien kissing her cheeks in a bright and jolly background. The pack is becoming more involved in our relationship too, commenting with things like “Yay, Alpha Lucien and Charmaine? My dream couple!” and “Marry her already, Alpha Lucien! Dump your girlfriend somewhere and leave her be!” I read Charmaine’s caption on her post again, every word makes me nauseous more and more. “Thank you, Alpha Lucien. You always make me the number one priority in your life!” That says enough. Standing from my seat in the restaurant, I walked straight to the exit. After finding my car in the garage, I locked myself there like it was some semblance of a cage—as if being in a relationship with Alpha Lucien while he pampers another woman isn’t a cage enough. My phone chimed once. It seems I haven’t really run away from the problem after all. This time, a video showed how Alpha Lucien wasn’t ashamed of showing intimacy on camera—with Charmaine, burying his face on Charm’s lovely neck. I heaved a deep sigh. This day...this day should be happy for me. But it was only Lucien who was happy and celebrating. I was left here in my car crying because my boyfriend didn’t show up on our anniversary date. I shook my head and tried to wipe my face from my tears. But the tears kept coming faster, my tongue could now taste the foulness and saltiness of Lucien’s betrayal. I closed my eyes and I could hear Lucien’s laughter together with Charmaine’s snickering. I can hear the music and their party and their merriment. I opened my eyes and reality slapped me: I’m never going to be happy with Alpha Lucien. He just proved it now when he chose Charmaine over me. *** A Few Hours Ago… “Vesta, I’ll be late for tonight’s anniversary dinner. Something unexpected came up.” His voice was void of emotions. I can almost hear him sighing heavily on the other line. “Okay,” I replied, my voice shaking. He hung up first before I could say more. I grip my phone at what he just said. At least he remembered that today is our anniversary. After a day of working straight, I arrived early at the penthouse we shared, finding myself a seat next to the floor-to-ceiling window overlooking the buzzing city outside with a glass of wine in my other hand. “We’ll celebrate in the restaurant where we had our first date,” he promised last night. I shouldn’t have held on to the promises of my Alpha given that he has other priorities of his own. An hour later and I’m now sitting on our usual seat at our favorite restaurant. I was even wearing the dress when Lucien and I became an official couple. He was my boyfriend for five years ever since we were in the pack’s college. We didn’t immediately tell the world about us, not until we graduated. Charmaine, Alpha Lucien, and Beta Thomas have been inseparable since they were young. Friends at heart and soul, that’s their motto. Charm was the only one with no actual title, though being the oldest Beta’s daughter is perhaps a title enough. And perhaps it was a mistake to date him and love him. As a simple Omega with no myriad of connections or fancy background, the entire pack narrowed their eyes at me as if they were disgusted that I’m dating the would-be Alpha of the Brightheart Pack. Three years ago, he became the official Alpha. Though he never promised me to be his Luna, being with him and was enough for me. Another hour passed, and the waiter just kept on refilling my glass with wine as I refused to order food until my mate arrived. Every minute that ticked by, my heart was a thunderous beat in my ears. Cold sweat formed on my forehead. I was anxious that—that he wouldn’t show up again. That I will be left here hoping forward to nothing again. My fear came true when my phone lit up. I saw who was with Lucien. I ran to my car to avoid being seen crying. I know some of the Brightheart Pack was working and dining in that restaurant. I had enough gossip already for today. I cannot be the reason for another set of gossip in the pack tomorrow. With trembling fingers, I cleared my throat and dialed my mate’s number. A cold, emotionless voice answered after the first ring. “What is it, Vesta? I’m attending a company dinner.” Beyond his voice, the sounds of lively chatter and glass clinking and—is that fireworks?—made my lips curl in betrayal and anger. “Where are you?” I asked casually as if I just didn’t cry a river for what he’d done. “I’m at a business meeting. Party followed and dinner was served. What’s the matter?” I heard his footsteps walking towards a quieter place. I made him hear my sobbing this time. “Vesta, why are you crying?” Lucien paused and then groaned as if remembering what today was exactly. “Look. I’ll take you to a dinner date tomorrow, okay? Tonight is really busy. I promise I’ll be with you tomorrow.” His last sentence made me punch the wheel of my car. “That’s what you said yesterday too!” I don’t care if he got mad at my sudden outburst. Truth be told, he doesn’t sound like making up a lie but he doesn’t sound like telling the truth either. I remember Beta Thomas once warned me about having a relationship with Lucien. Is this what he’s warning me about? “Am I really your girlfriend or am I just some plaything to you?” I matched my voice with the coldness he usually uses. “What kind of question is that, Vesta?” “This doesn’t work anymore, Lucien—I couldn’t take it anymore!” “What are you talking about? Are you drunk?!” For a moment, I didn’t reply. And, as if the light from the Moon Goddess above enlightened me, I gripped my phone tighter as I said, “Let’s break up, Lucien. Let’s end our relationship here and now.”My eyes flew open as I felt the morning sunshine seeping into my skin, my eyelids have never been heavy. I don’t know how much I cried last night. I fell asleep while doing so. “You’re breaking up with me on the phone?” My eardrums seemed to be almost shattered by Lucien’s screaming the previous night too.“Yes!” I exhaled. “If you can party with another woman kissing you while I wait for you to show up on our dinner date, I have all the right to break up with you on the phone!” After ending our call last night, I also bombarded him with messages that I know what he’s been up to and that the party is never a part of the business.Charmaine is HIS business!I poured myself a glass of water after getting out of bed. I deem it necessary, especially with the bawling and sobbing I wasted on Lucien last night.My phone rang. I only took one look at it before shoving it into my drawer.With a heavy heart, I straightened and began packing my things.***I’m now back in my old apartment, one
The Feast of the Rose Moon was one of my favorite pack gatherings. Not only because it marks the beginning of spring, but also because it’s a huge part of our pack traditions of giving thanks to the Moon Goddess and strengthening our relationship with one another as a pack.It’s been a month since Alpha Lucien and I broke up. And though I’m crying less and less each night, I can definitely say that there is still an ember of my love for him that remains ignited in my heart.The Feast of the Rose Moon was held at the Rose Moon Hotel itself. The celebration lasts for three days and all of the packmembers are given a free stay at the hotel. A fresh scent of roses found its way towards me, filling the air with its bold sweetness and soft aroma.The concierge and I reached our room and it was the most expensive room I’ve ever seen—close to the grandiose of the penthouse that Lucien and I once shared.“Thank you,” I said to the concierge and he gave me a soft smile before vanishing in the h
“Drive!” I yelled at the top of my voice. Alpha Lucien’s obsessive fans have surrounded the car from all sides. “They’re eager for you,” I hissed.His laugh was dark and hearty. Lucien tossed me a look and the ember at the bottom of my heart flared into a flame.I looked away.“You really want to go with me now?” Alpha Lucien asked, amusement ringing his voice.I bared my fangs at my ex-boyfriend, my wolf snarling. “It’s just a ride. Don’t be so hopeful.”True, I won’t let my guard down knowing that Lucien very well knew that I am easy to please. He’s just pulling the strings and I won’t let myself be some puppet with her threads left bare for anyone to pull.We managed to get out of that ridiculously chaotic crowd and Lucien sped away. But that sharp and thick scent of vanilla and lavender keeps clawing its way into my mind.Of course, Charm was here. Why wouldn’t she?And this scent...it wasn’t just an ordinary scent.Something happened between them for this scent to be so strong an
I woke up to the sound of someone knocking on my hotel room. Last night, when I reached my room, I spent half of my night drowning my sorrows in the bathtub, chugging down a bottle of red wine as I cry. It was only three in the morning when I realized I made the bathtub as my temporary bed.As my footsteps neared the door, I realized it’s the last day of the Feast of the Rose Moon.“Who is it?” “Room service for breakfast from Alpha Lucien!”I gasped—no, I groaned and massaged my forehead as I opened the door.Lucien didn’t run after me last night. Why would he?He got the love of his life across him and his best friend beside him, what am I to him?Well, I’m just a second choice and second priority—a backup for him in case one woman leaves him, he has an extra woman behind.But now, he’s winning me back through some breakfast delivery.The hotel’s butler brought me a table full of food and the meals were piping hot. There were scrambled eggs, pancakes, egg benedicts, fried rice, It
I went home to my apartment that day with a heavy heart and a slightly red fist from my table-slamming.Even with my begging on the phone, I know he wouldn't listen to me. He still wants to keep me like some spare pet.I took a nice cool shower to rinse off today's drama and finished my studying for the day about how to stitch deep wounds.As I plopped down my bed, I glanced at the ceiling. I may not see the stars but I can feel the moon."What will I do, Moon Goddess?" I found myself whispering, praying, on what to do with Lucien. We're mates, yes. But there's no longer love binding us. What Lucien does is he's just obsessed over the fact that an Omega like me finally chose to leave him-and it hurts his pride.He thought that I might be just an Omega and he's an Alpha that I will stomach him forever, that I will endure him forever. I will not. I will certainly not.Enough is enough.***My work the next day ended up smooth. No calls throughout my working hours, even in my coffee bre
The sound of the slap seemed to lingered. None dare to open their mouth to speak. Everything was starting to make sense now.So Lucien really did have feelings for Charmaine. I wasn't imagining things all this time. My gut was right. That explains why he was always so eager to be there for her, more than for anyone else. More than for me.Not even Fate or our mating bond can stop him from following Charm around like some obsessive dog who always wants to be there for his possessive master.Charmaine broke the silence. "Vesta, calm down. There has to be some kind of misunderstanding," she urged, her voice reverberating with fake concern."Oh, there is a misunderstanding!" I turned to Alpha Lucien, who's still clutching his face from my slap. "You're dating me but you also want to date Charm?" I hissed, "Where does your loyalty and heart really lies, Alpha? Or it doesn't get tired in living in lies?""Vesta, I'm sorry I missed our anniversary." Alpha Lucien's voice blasts through the t
I'm already prepared to fight or flight should he ever come face to face with me again.My gaze automatically followed the cedar-and-pine scent. There, in the shadows of the outdoor parking lot, stood my ex-boyfriend.A deep frown was what I noticed first. Then the hands on his pockets before my eyes glancing back at his face. His eyes were glowing with that golden signature stare of a werewolf on one step to shifting.Our eyes locked. I willed my wolf's eyes to shine too."Is something wrong, Blake?" Lucien's ears cocked as if hearing our conversation.I turned to see Francis, his eyes locked on the parking lot but did not notice Lucien. He was still seated in his car with the driver's window down. "Do you need help? I can accompany you to your apartment's door if you'd like."Francis might be from a powerful Beta family and the Head of the Healers but he's no match for an Alpha-especially to a mated Alpha. I'm pretty sure when an Alpha tossed a gaze to someone like that, any sane w
My work on the next day became chaotic. Gone were the days of a perfect work streak.A newly hired nurse bumped me as I opened a door, spilling a dozen iced coffees all over me. My hair, my face, my white uniform, even my feet were all freezing and smelling like almond macchiato. His apologies were genuine even when he was stuttering but I simply waved an idle hand off and told him to be careful next time.Even when it's me who should be careful.I know Lucien's late-night visit always has a negative impact on my life-whether at work or in person. Well, now it seemed he managed to check both.Although it still flashed in my mind the raw sadness in his eyes, the pure guilt. What if...what if he's really now accepting the truth that he's been the one at fault in our relationship?I shook my head. I should never think about him again.My lunch break came and I heard two females gossiping behind me."I think they're dating!" one said cheerfully."Nah. Charmaine is just clingy towards Alph
Short Story's Blurb:Gayle's world shatters when her mate, Alpha Miles, chooses his childhood friend, Nichole, to spend the night before their wedding. When Nichole boldly asks if Miles would make her his Luna instead of Gayle, his response cuts deep: "I would."Crushed, Gayle forces a smile and claps for their union, knowing that tomorrow's wedding will never happen. With her heart broken and her place in the pack shattered, she's done pretending. The love she's held for eight years is no more, and she's ready to tear it all down. ***Chapter 1I watch as my mate and fiancé, Alpha Miles, kisses his childhood friend, Nichole, in front of me.“That was fun!” she chirped, as if I, the bride-to-be and her future Luna, wasn’t in the same room as hers. “If Gayle wasn’t here, would you make me your Luna instead?”I pretended I wasn’t stunned; I acted as if I wasn’t even in the room. I know each pack has their own tr
"Don't worry, I was once in a relationship like that," Alex explained as soon as we got to our hotel room. "They're dangerous, not because they're obsessive, but because they no longer see the need to respect you. They see you as a possession of theirs that they'll chase even to the far end of the world." "Thank you," I inhaled. I found myself wandering to the window and there, Jon was standing outside. Thunder cracked the distance and soon, the rain started to pour. Alex saw him too."See. That's why."I understood what he meant and right now, instead of hatred, I feel sorry for Jon. He no longer feels the need to live. He doesn't know how to let go as if what he and Emilia have possessed him with intense guilt that he thinks the only way to solve it is to prove to me we can still be together despite what happened.Well, what's done is done.I dialed Emilia's number and spoke in a flat tone. "Stop letting him go out and make a scene." Dr. Alex tossed me a subtle smile. I just shook
'It only happened once, Anastasia.' I chuckled mirthlessly at Jonathan's words earlier. Only the dead would believe his lies.Although it made me vomit, I gulped down the bile that rose to my throat at the foul picture I received."Really? Is this all that you can do, Emilia?" I texted the unknown number and then blocked it right away.I went back to sleep as though I just dreamed all of it.***Dr. Alex approached me the next day. The Dawn Thorn Pack wants a Head Nurse as their current Head Nurse resigned after being married to another pack's Alpha.Alex has approached me with several offers from other packs but I rejected all of them because I don't want to be far from Jon.Now that I'm free from him and single, I immediately volunteered for it even when he didn't offer it to me at first."As soon as they mentioned Head Nurse, I immediately thought of you. But then I remember you always rejected all the opportunities I laid before you so I didn't tell you right away. What makes you
As I had my breakfast the next day, I found out Jon was just staying in the room next to mine.He kept on eyeing at me like some dog who doesn't want his owner to vanish before his sight. He even stayed with me at the Dawn Thorn Pack's hospital to finish some paperworks before Dr. Alex dismissed us. The Alpha stubbornly stayed with me all day and then went home with me as well.I couldn't argue further so I just let him.When I got home, as soon as I opened the door, there were already people there: Jon's friends and Emilia, including Beta Homer.They have prepared a table full of delicious food as if welcoming Jonathan back that they're glad they've seen him again for so many decades.It was only three days.Even with the food's appetizing look and mouth-watering smell, I feel nauseous.Emilia instantly met my gaze. "The Alpha only went to Homer's house that day and now you have to be dramatic and go to another pack without the knowledge of the Alpha? As the Alpha's girlfriend, you
"I'm busy. Dr. Alex sent me to the Dawn Thorn Pack because they had some accident there and they need more stuff." I made my voice as bland and boring as possible."Ana-"Then I hung up on the phone without second thoughts.Dr. Alex told me I'll be in the Dawn Thorn Pack for three days, unfortunately.I told the Head of the Healers that it was actually fortunate for me.I was walking to the hotel that Dr. Alex had booked for the Dusk Rose Pack healers when I saw Jonathan in the lobby.He looked extremely disheveled as if he had been trapped in a cave for so long and he just got out.As soon as his eyes met mine, I felt shivers down my spine. Cold sweat starts to form on my forehead. Before I could turn around, he immediately lunged at me and grabbed my arm with such force that I cried. "Anastasia, are you avoiding me?""Of course, I am. We have already broken up and it is right that I avoid you and you leave me fucking alone." "Where were you?" his voice dropped to a whisper."From
When I woke up the next day, Alpha Jonathan was gone. He never returned since that tiptoeing of his to answer Emilia's call.I was thrilled about this since I no longer had to worry about eating with him or hearing his second round of making-up excuses that Emilia and him have nothing between them.As I prepare myself a simple breakfast of a boiled egg and black coffee, I realize I can actually wake up every day without Alpha Jonathan after all.As I worked my day as a nurse in the pack's hospital, Alpha Jonathan sent several missed calls. He called repeatedly. Thankfully, I managed to put my phone in silent mode as part of the working hours rules."You're not going to answer that?" Dr. Alex whispered behind me and I almost yelped. We were both in the elevator as we headed home."No. I'm going home anyway." My entire day went smoothly and I went home feeling very satisfied.But I immediately dropped my satisfied smile when I opened the door to my house. The smell of cigarette already
I didn't let myself fall as I strode away. I clutched my chest as I turned around, the pain of the breakup and rejection clawed its way past my heart and into the core of my soul.My tears fell on their own accord, and I didn't stop even when I called for a taxi.I can still hear Jonathan's words earlier even when the taxi was already moving. "Don't mind her, she's just being fucking dramatic."Was I though? Was it dramatic for calling out your boyfriend and his bestfriend-feeling-girlfriend that they're acting more of a couple than the Alpha and I ever was?Even with the breakup, the pack party continued lively. The dancing and music have become even more vivacious since my departure.But I don't care. Everyone knew I was upset and they knew I wouldn't care about Jonathan on the floor, clutching to his chest too.If they gossip about me being heartless, then I'll show them heartlessness.The ride to my apartment took longer because of traffic. When I opened the front door, I already
Short Story's Blurb:For years, I ignored the signs, swallowed my pride, and told myself that Alpha Jonathan was mine. But tonight, as I watched him dance with Emilia, his so-called "friend," something inside me snapped. Their closeness, their whispered words-I'd seen it all too many times, and I was done pretending.At that moment, I decided I was done being second best. Standing, I met his surprised gaze, steady and unyielding. "I, Anastasia Stephens, am breaking up with you and severing our bond. I reject your love and affection from now on." Finally, I was choosing myself.***Chapter 1"They certainly love each other, don't they?" I compelled myself not to glare at Beta Homer as his words hit close to home.I crossed my arms, a displeased grin split my lips. "Oh, they've been doing that many times that I felt like the Alpha's personal Omega rather than the actual Alpha's girlfriend.Alpha Jonathan, my boyfriend of four years, is dancing closely with Emilia, another Beta's daugh
Everything is now over: Gianna is gone, the Winterfang Pack has faced severe consequences aside financially, and I have finally moved on.The scars remain, yes, but me and my mate’s priority is rebuilding our lives. Our future.“Here’s your favorite chocolate cake,” Paxton handed me the plate. I received it with both hands. “My beautiful mate is always captivating,” he praised. The sun was setting and it somehow drenched me and my white dress in gold and orange light.I blushed and stuck out my tongue. He laughed.The lake was so beautiful here, especially at this hour. I know the Silvernight Pack’s lands have access to the beautiful scenery that's why me and my mate cherish this pack so much.“Does it still hurt?” I knew what he meant.I set down the fork and the plate and shook my head, but then I looked at him again and I willed my tears to remain at bay. “It’s just...it’s something that we’ll never erase, love. The Moon Goddess knows that.”Paxton caressed my face. And for once,