Nolan:
She walked away from the ledge with the same fire in her eyes that she had when she stood on it. I had my arms crossed over my chest as I looked at her.
My bride.
She was the same woman that I wanted nothing to do with. She did not even know how I looked like. She didn't know who I was. I doubt that she would have been playing this game if she did.
I didn’t stop her. I didn't really care to do so. I had other things to take care of. She could deal with her anger, her rage, and whatever emotion she was feeling on her own terms as long as it was away from me.
I rolled my eyes and reached for another cigarette, letting the smoke burn through the silence she left behind. I stared into space for a moment, allowing myself to digest the moment of peace, but of course that was short lived.
“You just let her go?” a voice hissed from behind me. “Of people, you just let her go. She could have left, you could have been free.”
Mira.
Of course.
I should have known that you would see this. She would have heard what was going on anyway.
I turned to face her, watching as she was raging. She was ready to attend the wedding as a guest. I told her not to, but she insisted. She was proving a point, but I figured that she was also provoking herself more than others.
She stepped closer, arms folded over her chest like a shield she didn’t need. Her heels clicked against the wood of the bridge as if she owned it. Owned me. I raised an amused eyebrow at her as I smirked, watching her reaction.
“You could’ve ended it,” she pressed. “You could’ve let her jump and been free. You would have been free of all this commitment. She would be the one to run away. You would not be carrying anything.”
I took another drag. Didn’t look at her.
“You know, I did tell you not to attend the wedding. You shouldn't be here as a guest.” I said trying to change the subject. This was not something that I wanted to speak about.
“Why? Because you wanted to live this moment with her. You wanted me to allow you that moment of peace. I was not going to allow her to enjoy you. I am here because you are her mine. You're marrying her…”
“She’s not the problem,” I said flatly. “I don't need to be worried about her. She's the last person that I need to be concerned with. And she is the last person that you need to be thinking about.”
“No? Then what is? You said it yourself; you didn’t want this arranged crap. You don't care about something like this. You're not the man who commits to a marriage. Especially not like this one. You hate her family. You hate…”
“I made a deal. It is not one that I intend to break.” My voice was sharp now, like a blade drawn too quickly. “And I think that you know that I don’t break my word because my girlfriend is jealous. Whether or not you want to accept it, Mira does not really change the reality of how things are. I am not stepping back from this because I won’t start breaking promises now.”
Her mouth parted, ready to throw something else at me, words, fury, desperation, but I moved fast. I was done hearing her voice and I knew that it was the only way to stop her.
I cupped her cheeks with both hands and kissed her.
Not soft.
Not gentle.
Just enough to shut her up.
She kissed me back almost instantly. Though I knew that she wanted to pull away, she did not. She never did.
“I said don’t worry, I'm going to make this right one way or the other.” I muttered against her lips. “I don’t lie to you. But this is something that I need to do.”
Her hands clenched around my jacket. “Then why does it feel like you’re already leaving? Why does it feel like I'm not going to be seeing you?”
I stepped back, flicked the half-burnt cigarette into the river, and straightened my shoulders. I fixed my jacket as I looked towards her. She frowned at me, processing my words. A small smirk played on my lips once again.
“Because I am.”
She blinked.
“Where are you going?” She asked, frowning in confusion.
I gave her a dry smirk and adjusted my cuffs.
“To my wedding,” I said coolly. “As you may recall, I’m the groom.”
Nolan:The gates opened without a sound, but the silence that followed was heavier than chains.The car ride was quiet anyway. She refused to speak because she knew that I did not want to hear her voice at all. At least she understood that part. She stood her back straight, looking out the window as if trained to do what she was. Theoretically speaking, I believed that she was.I felt her shift beside me in the back seat, just slightly, like someone bracing for impact. Just like she was waiting for us to come. A fear of outcome and anger, a rage, everything that just spiraled about.The estate came into view. Moonstone Manor, they called it. Always polished. Always perfect. It was the way that I wanted it to be, strong, calculated and formed away from the disorder that was outside the world.It was always full of wolves who followed orders but rarely smiled. We had our duties and our missions. We were not here to mingle around. We were here for a reason and that was to survive, to sta
Natalia:The dance was almost over.And I couldn't help but want to live this whole wedding, this whole facade, everything that seemed fake about it. The perfect smiles, the dances, the movements. I just wanted to leave.I’d counted every step, every turn, every forced smile like seconds on a ticking bomb. My cheeks hurt from pretending. My feet ached in silence. My father glared, waiting for me to make a mistake. I knew better than to do so.Yet and surprisingly, Nolan never missed a beat. The man who wants to be my husband, the man whom my father forbade me from even speaking to. I did not even know how he looked like stood in front of me.His hand stayed firm at my waist, his eyes scanning the room even as he held me like we were lovers, like we weren’t strangers who just signed our lives away under the same roof. Like we were not strangers who barely missed. Just met today. He saw my picture, of course he did. I had to be to his liking, but I never saw his.I was quiet as I walked
Nolan:She stood across from me like a flame barely contained, eyes defiant, lips trembling just slightly, as if she’d rather bite through her own tongue than say the words that were expected of her. And truth be told, I would have wished that she didn't say them if it came from her. If she was the one who chose not to want this marriage, I would easily be out of it.But she said them anyway. Regardless of how I wanted things to be, she still chose to say the words.“I do.”My jaw ticked. I glared at her before forcing myself to calm down, reminding myself that we were amongst people.So I said them too.“I do.”The officiant smiled like this was some kind of love story. His voice rang out, thick with pomp and tradition. “You may now kiss the bride.”I stepped forward, slow. Measured. Her eyes widened just slightly, not in fear, no, she didn’t fear me. That was the problem. It was something else. Curiosity, maybe. Or disappointment. She didn't want me to kiss her.Too bad.This was a
Natalia:Everything smelled like roses and rot.While everyone was enjoying themselves, I found myself walking towards a path that I did not want to take. I found myself dealing with anger that I did not want to feel.Every step down the aisle felt like walking into a cage. The heavy organ music swelled around us, but all I could hear was the crunch of gravel from earlier, the sound of my own breath when I almost…“Keep walking,” my father muttered, his arm like iron beneath my hand. “And put a smile on your face. People are watching.”I didn’t respond. I gave the perfect smile that he wanted to say, the same smile that I've been learning how to perfect since I was twelve. The kind that looked obedient. Silent. Safe. The kind that would show them who I was, what I was to their liking, to their appeal and pressing them.His grip tightened. “You will not humiliate me today. I will not allow you to cross a boundary that you should not. I have given you more excuses at home, but now this
Nolan:She walked away from the ledge with the same fire in her eyes that she had when she stood on it. I had my arms crossed over my chest as I looked at her.My bride.She was the same woman that I wanted nothing to do with. She did not even know how I looked like. She didn't know who I was. I doubt that she would have been playing this game if she did.I didn’t stop her. I didn't really care to do so. I had other things to take care of. She could deal with her anger, her rage, and whatever emotion she was feeling on her own terms as long as it was away from me.I rolled my eyes and reached for another cigarette, letting the smoke burn through the silence she left behind. I stared into space for a moment, allowing myself to digest the moment of peace, but of course that was short lived.“You just let her go?” a voice hissed from behind me. “Of people, you just let her go. She could have left, you could have been free.”Mira.Of course.I should have known that you would see this. Sh
Natalia:The dress was too white.Too perfect.Too much like a noose stitched in satin.It was the reminder of the duty that they wanted me to carry. A duty that I wanted no part in. A rage that I felt coursing through my veins in ways that I didn’t even want to think about.And I couldn’t wait to get rid of it. All of it.I ran barefoot, the gravel slicing my feet, my lungs burning with every breath. Behind me, the bells tolled like a mockery, celebrating a union I never consented to. A union that my father had planned for me, but one that I planned to escape. I was not going to give in to what they desired, and I sure as hell was not going to give them what they wanted. I was not going to allow them to seal my fate.Let them ring. Let them be the reminder that what they were doing was not going to change the reality. Let them understand that I was not going to give in.“I will not marry a man that I did not choose. I will not give them that satisfaction.” I muttered under my breath.