Savage,“You are here and you brought the mutt with you. I see that after you gave it a little thought, you knew that she wasn’t worth causing trouble between us.”Dickson said as he stared at me when I came to his territory and announced my presence suddenly with my mate and some of my pack with me.Cyrus and Silas decide to tag along when I told them about my intentions because it was the right thing to do. Even though I don’t give a fuck about the opinions, I was going to do this no matter what. But I needed witnesses for the council.I gave Tamara a side glance and found her glaring at her brother in disgust, and honestly, I was feeling the same.“No, I came here to challenge you for the pack. The pack that originally belonged to my mate.”I said, raising my voice and aiming for everyone around to hear and the murmuring wolves around us went silent and the scent of fear filled the air.A growl b
Tamara,I smiled up at my mate as he grinned at me like a little teenager because I told him that this will be my brother’s reaction if I challenged him.And he was skeptical about it because he knew how arrogant he was and how would this hurt his ego because he thinks of me as a weak female.“What?”Alpha Cyrus said in confusion and I gave him a sheepish look as Savage let me go when the male snarled the word at us.“It is obvious they have played us all. These two knew that this will happen, so they used the alpha douche’s own weakness against himself.”Silas said chuckling as he patted Cyrus back and the male sneered at the both of us, then he left after Savage grinned at him.But we didn’t mean to trick anyone but my brother. Yesterday when Savage told me that he wants to take the pack for me, it was me who suggested that.He was right. This is my pack and it should be me who fights him for it, especially since I have suffered a lot because of my brother’s abuse.My old pack mates
Tamara,I ran and ran and ran and never stopped even though I heard Savage's voice calling my name, then he was running after me.I can’t stop. What if I hurt him the same I did to my brother? It was like something took over me. No, it was me and not me at the same time.And it is not my wolf as well. This evil thing inside of me enjoyed killing, and I enjoyed the fear that I planted in others’ hearts.No, I can’t be around Savage or anyone at all. I might do it again. I might enjoy it again. It felt so good then and I was itching to do it.I kept on running, not going to a certain place. I just want to disappear, to be alone, at least for a while. At least for me to be sure that I won’t hurt anyone.The image of my brother’s split and torn off head was burned deeply into my memory and I will never forget it, ever.I stopped and threw up after shifting. I hunched over beside a big tree and began to heave as I cried and vomited at the same time.“Tsk, I thought that you have overcome t
Savage,I stared at my mate as she slept with tears running down her face.Since we returned to the pack house and she just closed her eyes and fell asleep drained and exhausted mentally and emotionally.She seemed shaken up and skittish. She was even scared when the pups ran to her and hugged her in greeting, but thankfully, they didn’t notice. But I did.I can feel the fear and even anger waft off of her. This was her first kill, and it doesn’t matter if it was justified or not. The result is the same.Hell, if she act normal and as if nothing had happened, I would be confused, but this, this is normal. I can deal with this.I stood up, holding the bowl of hot water and the small towel, and went to the bathroom to clean them. I tried to clean her body from all the blood and dirt, but it barely made a dent. She must take a shower.When I was done, I took a quick shower myself and when I was out, someone knocked on t
Tamara,I hugged myself tightly as I walked around the pack house.I watched everyone as they did whatever the hell they did and gave me a wide berth and, honestly; I was good with that.I was still living the day I had killed my brother over and over again and vividly if I might add. It was so weird, but I guess it is that fox’s doing.Because I kept hearing her words and comments about the fight as she was telling me that there is a space for improvement still, which is a good thing for her, not for me.I’m her ambassador in her mind now, her own hero, champion, whatever the fuck she called it, and I must be as strong as her or at least try to be.After all, I represent her and I was made in her own image so I can’t bring shame to her, besides if I wanted to win this I must be stronger.The fox kept on plaguing me with scenes, images, and live repeats of her big brawls and sometimes her saddest moments, intimate ones as well.All of this happens so suddenly in my sleep, when I’m awa
Savage,“Look, Kronos, things are going to shit here. Cassius is…..going through… stuff, and I don’t think that this is the time to discuss anything with him. You can act in any way you see fit. You are officially working as the regent of the states at the moment, so I trust that you will make the best choice or whatever. But now I need to be with Cassius.”Adiran said, and I clutched the phone harshly and I actually heard it snap before he ended the damn call without adding anything.Fuck him and fuck Cassius, if you can’t rule and take care of your people then why do we call you a king and follow you, fucker.I have my damn issues as well, but you don’t see me standing here and whining about it. No, I go out there and do my best. I’m only alive for my pack and family.“Are things ok back on the island?”Sawyer asked, and I almost flinched. I had forgotten that he was actually here. Because we were discussing Aryan’s situation.“Fuck him, may the goddess curse him more, the asshole.”
Tamara,I dropped panting on the ground and found myself naked. I must have shifted without noticing. I was so scared, and I felt like breathing easily the moment I was away from everyone.I was afraid to hurt someone else while I wasn’t even aware of my surroundings. When I’m back, I need to apologize to whoever I hurt and just think of a way to get rid of this fox.I can’t keep on living like this, even if I had to kill myself. At least I must make sure that I won’t harm someone else ever again.I touched my belly and stroked it softly, and I hiccuped as tears dripped down my face. I didn’t tell him yet, and I wasn’t sure how or when would I do that.I know that he really needs this. He craves it, but at the same time, how could I do that to him again? He will just die if he lost his pup and mate again.We have never talked about it but I have heard the murmurs and heard him talk that other day before I ki….I sniffled harshly and hugged my legs and buried my face in my knees. Godde
Savage,I wanted to ask her so many questions, but my tongue got tied as I hugged her tightly while she cried pathetically loud in my arms.With every shuddering breath, I felt my own heart being torn apart. It felt as if it was my own damn pain and all of those tears that drenched me felt like acid on my fucking skin.‘That is because you love her. You feel this. You love your breeder more than you loved your own fated mate.’A voice whispered in my head and I swallowed harshly when my heart skipped a beat and I didn’t try to deny it. It was right.I have grown attached to this small white haired female. I have fallen in love with her the moment her lavender eyes regarded me in fear and her sweet scent filled my lungs.But I have tried to deny it several times because I didn’t want to taint the memory of my old mate and my pup.It felt like a betrayal to start over and have a new family to care for someone new. When I thought of her as a breeder, things were different and easier.I t