Despite the pain and fear caused by Ray's attack, Elisa tried to focus on her work at the store. She couldn't shake off the feeling of dread, though. Ray had never been that violent towards her before, and she didn't know what could have triggered his behavior. The possibility that he had developed some kind of aggressive streak after shifting into his wolf form sent shivers down her spine. If he became alpha of the pack, they would all be in serious trouble.
Elisa's thoughts were interrupted by her manager's voice. She snapped back to reality and started unpacking boxes of canned goods. She was grateful for the distraction, but her head was still throbbing from the assault. She had to hide her symptoms to avoid attracting attention from her colleagues or customers.
As she worked her way through the boxes of beans, corn, and beets, Elisa couldn't help but wonder why they sold so many beets. Did wolf shifters have a secret craving for them? It was an odd thing, but she had to restock them every week. She wrinkled her nose at the thought of beets and wished she could leave this place for good. She was determined to find a way out of this miserable life.
The mind-numbing task of restocking shelves provided a welcome distraction. Customers avoided eye contact and didn't engage with me at all, treating me like I was contagious. I didn't mind - it made it easier to leave this place behind.
I worked through the hours, unpacking boxes and replenishing the shelves until everything was up to date. It was time to take out the recycling, so I broke down the boxes and stacked them up outside. The cool spring air turned cold as the sun set, sending goosebumps down my arms. I usually enjoyed the fresh air, but tonight it was a little colder than usual.
As I tossed the boxes into the recycling bin, I turned back to the store's entrance and saw a familiar figure blocking the doorway. It was Ray, his towering six-foot-four frame unmistakable even in the darkness.
This was a first - he had never shown up to my workplace before, let alone cornered me in an alley. Was this his payback for my kick in the bathroom? I had hit him in the family jewels before, but it had been a while since I had been that desperate or stupid.
All my plans to escape this place had failed, and I was caught off guard. My heart pounded in my chest, but I refused to let him see my fear. With my arms crossed, I stood my ground and faced him, keeping my chin up. "Move out of my way," I demanded.
He stepped closer, and his words sent a chill down my spine. "I could kill you. Nobody would even miss you," he threatened. "I wonder how many days you’d sit back here with the rest of the trash before they found the body."
This was beyond the usual abuse. It felt like he was stalking me. "I didn't realize you'd moved on to stalking. How nice to see you think so highly of me that you had to go out of your way to see me," I retorted, trying to sound brave.
"You know exactly what this is about," he hissed.
"I have no idea what you're talking about. I haven't been included in any of your group chats or whatever this is," I said, trying to keep my voice steady.
"You shouldn't even be here," he said.
I rolled my eyes. "You tell me that every day. I'm stuck here, unlike you. I'll be out of your hair as soon as I can."
Ray let out a guttural growl, and his eyes turned feral. It was a sound I'd never heard before, and it sent a shiver down my spine. I took a step back involuntarily as he moved closer, his teeth bared and his body tense.
"He was resisting the change or perhaps even trying to trigger it himself, shining too brightly with his emotions. I took a step back, feeling uneasy. Even for a new wolf like Ray, this was extreme. He had only shifted for the first time a few weeks ago, and unless he had impeccable control, he shouldn't be able to shift again so soon.
Typically, new wolf shifters were forced to shift during full moons or when threatened or emotional. It was only after gaining mastery over their wolves that they could shift at will, free from the moon's influence. Ray's behavior suggested he was letting his emotions get the best of him." 'Ray, you need to calm down,' I urged, my voice shaking. This was too much, even for him. He had advanced on me, his body pulsing with energy and his teeth bared in a menacing growl. I was cornered, with a dumpster blocking my right and a chain-link fence to my left. I couldn't escape.
"I knew I wouldn't survive if he attacked me in his wolf form. He had already tried to kill me earlier that day when he was human, and he had always been stronger than me since we were both twelve. It wasn't fair that puberty brought out so many wolf qualities. I tried to stay in shape to keep myself strong, but I knew I couldn't match him.
"Desperate to calm him down, I said, 'I won't stay in your pack if that's what you're worried about.' I suspected that was the root of his aggression. In a few years, he would become alpha, and he probably didn't want someone like me, who would bring the pack down, around. But nobody else seemed to notice me or my mom, and we lived on the outskirts of town with the other rejects."
In our run-down trailer park, we were the only ones unable to shift. I attempted to sound confident as I warned Ray to back off before doing something he'd regret.
"I should kill you," he threatened.
Although Ray frequently beat me up, he never went as far as he could have, which didn't excuse his behavior. I hoped he'd suffer from a painful venereal disease due to his promiscuity with crazy women.
"Don't act like we're friends. We're not," Ray snapped."As if I needed reminding of that, dick," I retorted.
I was now backed against the wall with Ray trapping me with his hands on either side of me. My breathing quickened, and I maintained eye contact with him. Ray's pupils dilated, and a vein in his forehead seemed on the verge of exploding.
"You're fighting it," I observed.
"You don't want to change here. You don't want to be responsible for my blood on your hands."
"You don't know what I want," Ray growled as he leaned closer until our faces were almost touching.
Then he inhaled deeply, as if trying to detect my scent.
My entire body tensed. What was happening?Ray placed one hand on my hip, gradually moving it up my body until he reached my breast. Despite my horror, my body responded with a shiver of desire.No way. This was never going to happen. With all my might, I lifted my leg and stomped on his foot.
Ray howled in pain as he backed away. I tried to push past him, but he grabbed me, wrapping an arm around my chest and pulling me towards him. Despite my struggle to break free, he held me firmly in his grasp.
"Release me, you bastard!" I yelled, attempting to strike his stomach with my elbow. However, Ray seized both my arms, pressing me against him. I could sense his arousal and knew that wolf shifters had an insatiable sexual appetite. If Ray despised me, why would he go to such lengths?
He positioned his nose near my ear, breathing heavily on my neck. I couldn't determine if he was in control or if his wolf was taking over. Either way, I wouldn't fare well if I couldn't break free."Let me go, Ray. I swear to the gods I'll slit your throat while you sleep," I threatened.
Ray's sizable hand grasped my chin, turning my head so that I faced him.
"You'll be invisible until the full moon. I don't want to see you. When the magic fades, you'll be gone. If you stay, I'll finish what I started," he warned.
He released me, and I stumbled, falling to the ground on all fours. Trembling with fear, I glanced over my shoulder. I breathed a sigh of relief when I realized that I was alone.
I couldn't comprehend what had just occurred, but I had no qualms about adhering to Ray's proposal. I had already intended to depart anyway. Furious with myself for my vulnerability, I rose to my feet, brushing the soil from my hands and knees. I yearned to retaliate, but I loathed my inadequacy.
It wasn't equitable to be a human surrounded by these formidable beings who could effortlessly break me in two. The quicker I escaped from all things magical, the superior.
Ray seemed to be everywhere, whether it was in the halls, at the store, or even on the street. As instructed, I attempted to blend in with the crowd, cowering behind other people or even hiding behind a tree. It was hardly a stealthy approach since Ray had already spotted me, but to his credit, he averted his gaze. He even went as far as distracting his friends to ensure that they didn't catch sight of me, unless I was just imagining it.It didn't make sense. Years of being bullied and physically assaulted had left their mark on me. The memories of broken bones and bruises were too vivid for me to ignore Ray's warning. Every time I hid, I felt like a failure, even though I had survived so far on nothing more than sheer determination. Fleeing from a literal "big bad wolf" was wreaking havoc on my self-esteem.But the end was in sight. The only thing that kept me going was the fact that no one knew of my plans to attend a human college. I was determined to make something of myself, even
The abrupt sound of a slamming door jolted me from my sleep, instantly bringing me to full alertness, my heart racing. A man's voice erupted in a shout, followed by the resonating echo of my mother's voice, and then a loud crash against a wall. With urgency coursing through me, I hurriedly swung my legs out of bed and swiftly unlocked my bedroom door. Just as I stumbled into the living room, the front door to our modest trailer banged shut with a forceful finality.There stood my mom, disheveled and draped in a worn-out bathrobe, at the entrance of her slightly ajar bedroom. Her fiery red hair was in disarray, and smeared lipstick adorned her mouth. Even though she wasn't actively crying, the streaks left by her mascara hinted at recent tears."Are you alright?" I inquired, concern lacing my words.Slowly, my mother turned away from the partially open door and directed her gaze toward me. In that moment, her eyes widened as if truly seeing me for the first time in a while. Our interac
Furious, I slammed the cup down on the counter and stormed back into my room. The time had come to depart. I wasn't certain when the magic barrier would permit my exit, but I had no intention of lingering here. My educated guess was that I could probably venture out sometime after moonrise, but I couldn't afford to wait around. Any head start was better than none. Swiftly, I assembled a peanut butter sandwich and collected an assortment of snacks to sustain me over the next few days, just in case the journey to Wolf Bay took longer than expected. One more bitter aspect of this place gnawed at me: the lack of geographical knowledge. Though aware that we were situated in the United States, with temperate winters and scorching summers occasionally dusted with snow, the specifics remained a mystery. A hotel might be days away, or I might stumble upon a bustling city. But no matter how many adult
"Make your choice," Julian's voice dripped with a mixture of mockery and proximity to the door. "How wide can you manage to open that mouth of yours?""Disgusting," I retorted, repulsed by his insinuation."Why else would Ray want you around if you're not giving in?" Julian's taunting tone persisted."I'm not involved with Ray in that way," I declared firmly. In truth, I wasn't involved with anyone. There wasn't a single member of this pack I'd willingly share intimacy with. My desires were present, but they were far more subdued compared to the heightened libidos of shifters. I'd accidentally stumbled upon fellow classmates in compromising situations in the library on more than one occasion. While I might find my release privately, I reserved it for moments behind locked doors at home.At least the curse had its silver lining. I couldn't fathom engaging in sexual encounters with any of the detestable individuals here. The concern of human STDs wasn't a factor, but the risk of pregnan
With a monthly ceremony being a regular occurrence, it wasn't a significant event for the entire pack, but it held a special importance for the families of those who had recently undergone their first shift. In the human world, I had heard stories of extravagant parties thrown for significant milestones like birthdays or graduations.However, in our world, we did things differently. When we completed high school, we simply received our diplomas at the end of the school day on the last day of classes. No ceremony, no celebrations—just a casual "see you in the fall." The pack's sole focus was on one's ability to shift, making it the defining moment of our lives.Imagine being a wolf who couldn't do the one thing that mattered most in our society. That was my reality, and no one in our tight-knit community let me forget it. My mother and I were the sole members of our pack who couldn't shift, a cursed existence that made growing up a living nightmare. In middle school, I had spent countl
Billy's punches may have been less frequent than Julian's or Ray's, but he had certainly contributed his share of pain, whether it was by slamming me into walls or knocking books from my hands. In truth, he was just as brutal as the rest of them; I had simply failed to see it initially."Stop talking, Elisa. Your mouth is only going to make this worse," Billy cautioned."My, my, Billy, your friend Julian seems to be a fan of my mouth," I retorted.Billy came to a sudden halt. "Seriously, Elisa, just this once, stop pushing back. Maybe if you do, they'll go easy on you."I stopped and scrutinized him, trying to decipher his expression. What was going through his mind? Fear? Anxiety? Anger? It was a mix of emotions I couldn't quite decipher. How I wished I possessed the wolf's ability to read people right now.
I was abruptly pulled from my thoughts when a firm grip closed around my arm. I jumped, startled, and found Ray's large hand gripping my upper arm. I tugged my arm away, attempting to break free from his grasp. "Let me go.""So you can run off the moment the curse breaks? Not happening," Ray declared, pulling me toward the group. "You're staying right here until everyone has completed their shift. No early departures."I realized there was a good chance that Ray's wolf would compel him to shift as soon as he sensed the others transforming. He was new to this, and while he might resist the moon's pull, he probably wouldn't resist seeing his alpha shift.Jenny raised her hands, and dozens of golden bangles slid down her wrists, creating a melodious sound as they shifted and jingled. The group fell silent, their attention drawn to her. Even I found myself captivated by he
I stood there, paralyzed by fear, dreading that any wrong move might lead to a snapped neck or a wolf's jaws clamped around a vital artery. Then, Ray's fingers grabbed my chin, forcing me to meet his intense gaze. His eyes felt like they were probing my very soul. "You are my mate." It couldn't be true. The fates couldn't possibly be this cruel, pairing me with someone like him. It had to be a sick joke. In our pack, mating bonds were sacred and held deep significance. If a wolf was fortunate enough to form one, it usually came with increased strength and other benefits, possibly even the power to break curses. Ray must have known about that myth; he was likely trying to get in one last dig at me. "That's a messed-up thing to joke about, even for you." "I wish it were a joke," he admitted, his expression serious. "I wasn't certain until recently. As we got closer to the time you should have shifted, my wolf made it abundantly clear that we're meant to be together." My emotions ch