Home Sweet Home

 

     A few days after my walk things have calmed down between me and my grandma. I try to be more understanding that she misses her son and daughter in law. I just keep getting the urge to ask her questions about them. It's like a voice in my head telling me that there is a lot that I need to know, and to get that information soon. But what could it be that my head is trying to tell me? What am I not remembering?

     I'll be an adult soon and my grandma will have to tell me. I need to run some bath water and relax, it's the only time I can think and not feel like I'm going crazy. The voice in my head subsides long enough to feel some peace and quiet. Once I get out, I smell dinner that grandma has cooked. I don't think anyone's cooking compares to grandmas cooking. I know I'll never starve living with her. I can smell her food down a block sometimes but that's just how good it is. I can't wait for dessert.

     After dinner, and grandma's carrot cake that we had for dessert, I was begging for my bed. I think I was officially in a food coma. Guess my conversation with grandma will have to wait another day. As I'm laying down in my bed, I contemplate what will be said during our conversation and how she'll react. If she will finally talk to me like an adult and not like some little kid. It's like my heart is the only thing honest right now and it tells me I deserve the truth and it's time to find out what that is. I will talk to grandma soon and I will find a way this time. For now, it's time to get some sleep.

 

 

 

 

 

 

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