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*Charwood Beta Heir Daniel Richmond (Danni) * I got home just as the sun rose, stumbling through the door. Billy managed to give us all a ride home because he stopped drinking a while ago. Thankfully I didn't drive in the state I was in, half-wasted, and wouldn't remember where the fuck I was going. I start making my way to my room when I hear a thud and crashing sounds from upstairs. 'You should probably see if everything is alright,' Sam tells me. Grumbling because I know he's right, I head up the stairs towards Zander's room. As I get closer, I hear a second thud and a groan. I couldn't smell anything different in the hallways, just Zander's scent and our Alpha, who was down the hallway at the other end. I knock on Zander's door to see if he was okay. He groaned again, sounding in pain. Opening the door, the foul stench of stale alcohol and vomit reaches my nose. Zander's lying in the middle of his bedroom floor like he's passed out from trying to get out of bed. A few bottles
I waited for him that night, I've waited for him the last few nights, and I still haven't heard anything from him. I can feel him close by through Kia who is fuming that he won't come to us. He lurks in the woods, somewhere out there, instead of coming closer. At least he keeps a close distance, so he knows neither of us will become weak from not seeing each other. I'm confused and hurt. I feel used and cheapened, like he's just got what he wanted and ran. I've tried to do what mum suggested and work things out. Every night for the last few nights, I have been waiting at our place. I've only sent him one message. I don't think he needs more from me until he makes the next move. I won't seek him out because he needs to come to me and sort this out. It is his mess. He needs to take responsibility. Part of me understands why he is confused, but at the same time, I am annoyed he won’t talk to me about it. He won’t let me help him. I told my parents I wasn’t going to school the next few
“Hey, you ready to go?” Ollie asks as I head down the stairs. “Going where?” I ask back, looking back at him. “We have a few things to do around the other packs. We have to head to Riverview and Westfield this morning then Charwood later this afternoon,” Ollie states. “Charwood?” I choked out. I nearly stumble down the last two steps as he mentions Charwood. I don’t want to see him in his territory. This is not how I imagined a conversation would go if I see him today. Ollie raised an eyebrow, questioning, “yeah, is that ok?” I hesitate before answering, “I guess.” I shrug. I can’t do much about it if Dad and Uncle have asked us to go out. I grab a bagel off the kitchen counter before heading to the front door to wait for Ollie. Before long, we are in his car heading out to our first two meetings. I hoped Westfield wouldn't give us crap for last weekend. I was so busy thinking about everything else that I totally forgot about the little incident with Lachlan. I was curious why
Last night Jace took control. He'd had enough of my moping and ignoring our mate. In my defense, I wasn't ignoring her. I was trying to figure everything out before going to her about it so that I would know the answers to her questions. Is that so wrong? To want to be prepared? But of course, Jace didn't agree with me at all. He wanted her comfort and wanted to comfort her. I didn't realize the pain I was putting her in. Seeing her there last night felt so vulnerable. I felt like such an ass not talking to her all week, I hadn't realized I was treating her like every other ex, but I should have. She is my mate. She’s it, and I treated her like crap. I love her and don’t even have the guts to tell her. I was so taken back when she walked into my packhouse. I tried not to stare at her, but she looks so fucking amazing. My mind tries to scramble for what to say to her as they stood there. I went over and over everything and anything that wouldn't give away that we were mates. I guess I
Frustrated with everything, I try to think over and over again what the fuck I'm going to say to Ashleigh as I pull up to Liverpool's border. I don't have an appointment they know of. Considering Oliver and Ashleigh had a little over an hour's head start, I hoped that this was where she would be instead of the cottage. "What is your purpose for being here?" The warrior asked, eyeing me down and looking around in my car for any signs of danger. He could sense I was Charwood just as I could sense he was Liverpool, even if they didn't know who I was. I could see one or two pairs of eyes back in the woods surrounding the border before opening into the clearing where the main homes and packhouse were. It wasn't just us out here. There were a few of them around but hidden amongst the trees. "I'm here to see Beta Ashleigh," I respond, looking at him directly in the eye, using only a little of my command, so he knows I am a ranked wolf. "Beta Ashleigh does not have any appointments with Ch
Exhausted after everything, I didn't want to go to the cottage last night. I knew Kia had enough strength to last me one more night. As much as I hated the interaction with him yesterday, even if he said nothing, it was good to be in the same room as him. I needed to see his decision which he so clearly made. Whether he knew it or not, he chose her, and I am officially finished with him. I tried everything, I gave him a choice, and he chose her. So here I am on what is supposed to be the happiest day of our school year, sulking in my bedroom on my bed while Chloe is in the bathroom getting ready for our school formal. Every girl looks forward to the formal in their senior year. Every girl looks forward to being asked out by their crush and hopes they like them back, or my mate. A part of me wants him to show up tonight and pick me up, but the other half doesn’t want to face the embarrassment of my family. Only two people know that he’s my mate. And for now, I’d like to keep it that wa
When I left Liverpool after speaking with her mother, I went straight to the cottage to see if that's where she was. I even stayed a few hours into the night. But she never showed. I knew it was because of Grace. For the last few days, she would come to the cottage, but after the interaction at the packhouse, nothing. I debated for hours during the night and this morning whether I should pick her up or not. I even went to the car and got in once or twice, but I convinced myself that she wouldn’t want that, that she was already pissed off enough as it is. And throwing gasoline on the fire would only end up with me getting burnt or worse. Danni watched me running back and forth like a mad man with a stupid smirk on his face. He knows I’m still pissed at him for pulling the stunt he did. But I guess it fucking worked because now I’m more territorial over her and more wound up. I’ve had to shove Jace down a few times when Danni was around, so he doesn't rip his head off. He should have
My head is still spinning as I lay in my bed staring up at the ceiling, thinking about everything that has happened last night and over the last few weeks, going over and over them in my mind. I haven't slept a wink. Everything is just replaying in my mind. It's hard to switch it off. A part of me understands why he did what he did, but the other part that shares the bond with him hurts so much. It feels like our bond is a little bit broken because of it. At least before, it could have been mended, but now, even if he tried, I’m not so sure. He was so quick to jump and help Grace, so quick to jump and help her, yet forgot me in the process of everything, even after we mated, even after he promised I was everything to him. He didn’t show that to me last week. Who’s to say that will not happen again. He admitted he did wrong, but did he only realize it because he lost Grace in the process? Was I just a backup option to him? I hope I made it clear to him last night that I wouldn't be