Addi
We started making our way toward block A, the medical wing. I had decided long before that I would want to go into medicine and help the pack through healing them.
Healers were truly a necessity, not that the other groups weren't don't get me wrong, but being able to heal someone held such truth to my own life right now especially, because I was a broken thing. Yet the healing I needed would never come, my mate was alpha Orsen and I had to share him with my twin sister which would never work.
Iris has always been someone who was incredibly headstrong, she knew what she wanted and took it. If we had actually gone through with becoming a mated triquetra I would have become lost in the flow of chemistry between Orsen and Iris, and I knew I didn't want to live my life that way.
I had been avoiding eye contact with them both the moment they stepped onto the field, I didn't want to seem like the lovesick, heartbroken one, pining after my mate
OrsonI'm sitting behind my desk and I can't concentrate on anything besides the fact that I actually allowed Iris to leave on that stupid pack representation thing that I organized because I wanted distance between Thomas and Addi, and now because of that Iris was on her way to the Greenfields pack with everyone else.Yes, the moment she told me that it would probably be a good thing to carry on every year going forward and it probably would, but I didn't want her going there, I want both of my mates with me right now.It hasn't even been two hours yet and already I feel like I'm going to lose it, the whole morning is dragging its heels and the paperwork on my desk still demands my attention even though it isn't exactly getting any less.Suddenly I hear a knock at my door and it doesn't even take me a second to know that it's Davies, "Hey alpha, what's up with you, you look like you're wolf wants to claw to the surface."Looking up from the paperwork in front of me I sigh as I run m
Addi Standing in a cubicle in the medical wing helping one of the young pups set his arm after breaking it, I suddenly feel woozy like I could faint at any moment. I'm not sure what's going on and the more I try and shake the feeling the worse it gets, one of the girls standing in to assist me while Thomas is away on this godforsaken Greenfields expedition, slowly starts making her way over towards me. I'm so annoyed with the fact that Thomas isn't here, and he isn't here because of the stupid and probably made-up pack thing Orson sent Thomas off to, the one that Orson just so happened to organize the moment that Thomas and I start becoming closer as a... well as a soon to be a couple I guess, it doesn't go unnoticed how he swooped him away to a conveniently planned pack thing that just so happened to include Thomas as our medical wings representative. Sighing I grab hold of my head as the dizzy spells suddenly have me seeing black spots
Orson I was determined not to leave things this way because in all fairness Iris didn't understand the real reason behind me not getting intimate with her, it wasn't because I didn't want her, it had nothing to do with that. But after what happened with Addi I just fucking feel so wired and afraid to lose them both that, the thought of messing things up again like I did that night with Addi in the forest instantly has my wolf recoiling. It's like even he knows that we fucked up to the extent that now we might completely lose Addi, to hell with the triquetra bullshit triangle bond between us, this went way beyond that for me. I had two mates, not just one. And as things stand right now I'm this close to losing both, the thought of that fucking petrifies me. So as much as I think that I can just let her go, allow her to calm down I can't. I find myself barreling from my car towards the packhouse door. My nose instantly picks up her scent
OrsonIris wouldn't speak to me the entire ride back to the packhouse, she merely stared out the window and tilted her body away from me as she crossed her arms across her chest.Not being able to take it any longer I decided that I needed to clear the air, I had a pretty good idea why she was upset but I needed to hear it from her.***After my intense shared moment with Addi, when the unexplainable electrical current had flowed through us. I was brought back to the reality that I had to now rapidly organize for our representatives to be welcomed with open arms into the Greenfields pack.I found Davies standing on the east wing of the field moving our fighters into groups of six, they were getting ready for some technical wrangling and my wolf immediately sensed Iris getting ready to seize up her opponent, and I immediately felt annoyed the moment I realized she was going up against Bran.He was twi
OrsonIt's driving me insane, I don't know how much more of this I can take. It's like I'm weakening each and every moment without Addi, and the more Iris and I try and keep ourselves preoccupied the worse it gets.I haven't marked Iris as yet, and we haven't exactly gone through with anything else either. Because each time that we start getting intimate, it's like Addi creeps into both our minds, and the moment is lost.Last night Iris tried to distract me, or maybe she was trying to distract herself more than anything else.I was sitting up on my bed with my laptop open, sorting out pack stuff regarding training schedules for this week.It's been a long and daunting few weeks since we started training camp, I keep sneaking glimpses of Addi every now and then when we all stop for lunch. I've wanted to pull her aside and talk to her, just find out how she is but she's always with fucking Thomas, it's like they're attached at the hip.
AddiWe started making our way toward block A, the medical wing. I had decided long before that I would want to go into medicine and help the pack through healing them.Healers were truly a necessity, not that the other groups weren't don't get me wrong, but being able to heal someone held such truth to my own life right now especially, because I was a broken thing. Yet the healing I needed would never come, my mate was alpha Orsen and I had to share him with my twin sister which would never work.Iris has always been someone who was incredibly headstrong, she knew what she wanted and took it. If we had actually gone through with becoming a mated triquetra I would have become lost in the flow of chemistry between Orsen and Iris, and I knew I didn't want to live my life that way.I had been avoiding eye contact with them both the moment they stepped onto the field, I didn't want to seem like the lovesick, heartbroken one, pining after my mate