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Chapter 19Lucianna’s POVI woke up early the next day and I thought everything was just a nightmare but I proved myself wrong as my hands clutched on the familiar blanket. The fabric still has Justin’s scent. I sobbed, letting a low whimpers of cries.I killed him…I just killed an innocent man.My hand is not the one which was stained by his blood, but its not clean at all. I am the reason that he was killed! If only I become honest, if only I did not let my anger and my heat took me over, he might still be alive.My lips trembled and the sobs stopped but my tears continue flowing non-stop. If only…I know I can’t take him back. I lost to Jacob. Again. I fucking lose, I really am weak. I was not able to do anything to save Justin, I’m… the worst.‘Let’s run away… complete the mating with mate then let’s run away.’ my wolf said, repeating the same suggestion she thought last night.I cried silently again. I can’t! I can’t do that now! I am full of hatred and all I can think of his h
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Chapter 20Lucianna’s POV“What?” I asked, almost shouting. Jacob is already at the door when I turned to look at him. “I’m not sleeping with you--,” fuck the images in my head! “I-I am not sleeping in your room!”I heard him sighed and stopped walking.“I’ll wait for you in the kitchen.” is all he said before he walked away.I screamed my lungs out inwardly! God! This is so frustrating! Is he trying to decide on his own?!No! He can’t force me to sleep on his room! What is he planning?! I’m sure he is planning something like completing the mating process with me, right?!‘That’s good! We can run away from him!’ my wolf cheered.‘No! I rather raise hell than add more pleasure for him to enjoy!’My wolf continued to whine but I ignore her. She can’t make me change my mind! The thought of being all sweet and lovely in front of Jacob cringes me!I went to the bathroom and took a cold shower, stopping my head from creating illustrated ideas of me and Jacob in his bed!Fuck! I am sure I’m
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Chapter 21Lucianna’s POVI can feel the thing between my legs throbbing hard and my panties are soaked with the liquid gushing out of my core. The third heat is fucking my mind!Fuck. Fuck. Fuck!My legs are closed tight as if that will ease the burning flame inside me. Jacob did not stop knocking on my door, or calling my name. And it fucking frustrate me!His scent, his voice, his presence! All of it helps to escalate the heat and I don’t need that help!I’m breathing hard, huffing as if my lungs lacks oxygen. My body sweats like crazy and all of my body feels like burning, in flame, I feel hot all over!“Lucianna, please!” Jacob groaned. I closed my eyes tight and ran to the shower. I let my body drown to the cold water but it doesn’t help the heat to subside.I screamed my frustration. I don’t want this heat anymore! I have no use of it, I don’t want anything that came with the mate bond!Tears are falling on my cheeks, I’m too frustrated and its getting hard to fight myself!“Lu
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Chapter 22Lucianna’s POVDarkness has consumed the light and I kept on pacing back and forth inside my room.I can just lock myself here and try not to come out but well, I remembered that Jacob somehow managed to come inside the room so that was useless to do anymore!‘If you only complete the mating with--’‘Oh, shut up! I won’t do that!’ I cut my wolf from suggesting the same thing again.She whined but went silent.I sighed.Okay. Calm down, Lucianna or you won’t think of a better plan to do this. Breathe, okay?I tried making my mind work and after a while, I decided to be sure of the information I have by now.‘Harleyyy?’ I called on to the portal with Jacob’s Gamma.‘Yes, lamb?’ he quickly responded.I pouted. Why is he calling me lamb? This is the second time he called me that but I don’t have time to ask him why. My time is running.‘Uh, where are you?’‘Why are you asking? Don’t tell me-’I snorted.‘I’m just asking ‘cause I don’t want to be here alone with your mighty alph
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Chapter 23Lucianna’s POVI don’t know if its from exhaustion or Jacob’s warmth are just too comfortable that I fell asleep.Almost stumbling off the bed, I opened my eyes and looked to my side where I felt Jacob’s breath on my cheeks.He’s dead asleep.He was right when he said he’s too exhausted. Well, from all those sleepless nights for fucking his whores, of course.I scoffed silently.Jacob’s hand is rested on my stomach. I took my time to look at his face.He really is handsome…Those thick, manly shape brows and long lashes of him is what I’m envious of. No wonder the way he gaze at me always makes my heart flutter.It feels good. He feels good beside me.If only he didn’t…Sigh.There’s nothing to hope now, nothing can be moved backwards. And every scene of his infidelity will be stuck in my head like a venom on blood.Remembering it always makes my blood boil. Makes my mood sour, and the sight of him disgusts me.Hm, I think the night is still early. Did I sleep for too long-
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Chapter 24Lucianna’s POVThe color of Jacob’s eyes is richer than blood. It’s so red that it looked scary.I tried calming myself because my heart is in chaos, I can literally hear my heartbeats on my ear. It’s too loud and fear is clouding my head.I can’t. I shouldn’t.My walls of defense heightened as I tried to fought the deadly aura that Jacob has been emitting. That helped me calm down.Dylan is still on his knees, giving respect to my mate. My body is trembling but I managed to get down from the rock and moved beside Dylan in protective stance.I have a bad feeling about this.As if on cue, the moment when Jacob killed Justin flashes in my mind and I paled. I don’t want another innocent life to lose just because of me.I don’t think I’m worth a life.Jacob jumped from the top of the Hill and landed in front of us. His eyes are on me, those bright red eyes pierced through my soul that my conscience acted up.I felt guilty.“W-What are you doing here?” I managed to ask as I wal
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Chapter 25Lucianna’s POVI don’t recall how we manage to reach back home but right now, I’m laying on his bed with him settled on top of me.“J-Jacob~”His kisses were deep that I can feel anger from it. I can feel how my sexual urges elevates higher with every minutes that has passed with his lips on mine.“Don’t think of running away from me…” he said in between kisses.My top is nowhere to be found and I’m almost bare if he also had taken off my panties. I can’t remember how he ripped me off my clothes, I was so drowned with these ecstatic feelings he sent.“I want you mine. You’re mine.”My mind is clouded with dark desires, its too strong, I can’t follow on what he murmurs about!“I’ll do everything to keep you close. I want you so much, Lucianna…”What is he talking about?! Oh, god! Stop talking and keep on kissing me!“Ahh~!” I screamed my moan when his palm grabbed my breast, playing on its peak with his calloused fingers.I bit my lower lip hard when his lips travelled down
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Chapter 26Lucianna’s POVI feel hot. All over. My body feels like burning, it does not hurt but its calling for something.I’m in terrible heat!This wave is so different from what I had before. I can’t stop thinking about Jacob, and my body yearns for him, for his touch, for his presence!“J-Jacob!” Before my tongue connects to my mind, I already screamed his name.Jacob entered the room, slamming the door wide open.I was trembling, not in pain, not because I’m hurt. It sounds pathetic but its because my body wants him.I want him now.This feels like I’m under a spell!“Jacob! Please--!”I don’t know what I’m asking for. I’m not fucking aware of what I want but every words sounded right to me!Fuck you, mate bond!My core throbbed even harder. Is the bond cursing me?! What I’m feeling got worse with every wrath I have with the bond in my head.“I’m here, Lucianna.” Jacob held me in his arms and I fucking clung to him like he is the source of my life!Fuck!“Make it stop! Please!”
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