LOGINALARIC
Pain was the first thing I felt.
It crawled through my body slowly, like something alive—digging into my bones, wrapping around my ribs, pressing against my skull. Every breath burned. Every heartbeat felt wrong.
But it was not unbearable. It didn’t feel like I was dying.
Then, I felt the surface beneath me. It was soft—so soft—just like my bed.
My eyes snapped open.
The ceiling above me was familiar. It had the ancient carvings of my Pack symbols.
I was in my room, and I was alive. That realization hit harder than the pain.
My jaw clenched as memories rushed back. Stephanie, that good-for-nothing bitch cheated on me.
I should have known that girls like her can’t keep their legs closed to any man. But to think that she ran straight to that Lucien.
I couldn’t suppress the scoff that left my lips. Of course, she was chasing the cure to the curse and knew she could only break free of it after she became a part of Lucien’s Pack.
Because, for some reason, only Lucien and his Pack members remained untouched by the curse that plagued the whole werewolf society.
I sat up in the bed and ran my fingers through my ruffled hair. The ease of the motion made me pause.
I looked down and stared at my bare body. There were scars littered everywhere, but no signs of any open wounds. Even my head felt perfectly intact.
How was that possible?
Suddenly, the memory of glowing gold eyes flashed through my head.
Her eyes—that girl’s eyes had met mine for a split second under the lightning. I could still feel it, that strange current that shot through my veins the moment she touched me.
That was not normal.
She had…done something to me.
“ Alpha! ”
The door burst open. Kael, my Beta, rushed in, his expression screaming worry that quickly turned into relief when he saw me awake.
“ You are finally conscious… ” He exhaled a breath. “ You have been out for almost a day, and I almost thought… ”
He didn’t complete what he was going to say, but I couldn’t care less. I was more focused on something else.
He said I was unconscious for a day.
My brows furrowed. This was not possible.
With the curse active, especially under the Blood Moon, I should not have healed at all.
I should have died in that forest.
But even if I survived, it should have taken at least weeks or even a month for those wounds to heal.
But here I was, completely fine as if nothing had happened to me.
“ Who brought me back? ” My voice came out rough, barely more than a growl.
Kael stopped close to the foot of my bed. His hesitation didn’t go unnoticed.
“ Just say it… ” I ordered, my brows furrowing.
“ We found you in the forbidden forest, Alpha. ” He swallowed. “ You were breathing. But…your wounds were already closing. ”
My fingers curled into the sheets. Already closing—Those words were strange to hear.
The werewolf healing no longer worked.
“ What do you mean? Explain! ” I hissed.
Kael shook his head. “ I can’t. We both know healing is not possible. I have looked into anything that could have helped activate your healing powers, but I found nothing out of place. You were healing…naturally. ”
“ Naturally? ” I smirked bitterly. “ Have you gone mad, Kael? You know it’s not possible. ”
“ I know! But…it’s true, Alpha. The curse…it was not affecting you the same way anymore. It was like… ” He trailed off, searching for the right words. “ Like something just…activated your powers? And I don’t know how. I am still trying to figure it out. ”
My chest tightened when my mind drifted to those glowing golden eyes again.
She was the only one there. What did she do to me?
“ Did you find anyone else there? ” I asked, my tone low and controlled.
“ There was…someone. ” He nodded. “ We didn’t see her at first. But the warriors caught a movement deeper in the forest. ”
I swung my legs off the bed, ignoring the dull ache in my ribs. “ a girl? ”
“ Yes, Alpha. ” He nodded. “ did she attack you, too? Was she with Lucien, that— ”
“ What happened to her? ” I straightened up, feeling a strange sense of anticipation deep in my gut.
Kael lifted his brows. “ We pursued her. ”
Everything inside me stilled. “ And? ”
“ I don’t get it. You should be more worried about Stephanie, Alpha. She has been missing since— ”
“ Where is the girl?! ” I growled, anger radiating off me in waves.
Kael paused and shook his head. “ We knocked her out and caught her. ”
“ Yes. Fucking yes! ” I couldn’t help but hiss. “ Where is she right now? ”
“ In the holding quarters… ” Kael revealed, confusion etched into his features.
“ You put that girl in the dungeon? ” My brows lifted.
“ We didn’t know what she was. She has no scent. No markings, Alpha. And she was carrying rare herbs. She was also close to where you lay, completely out of it. What else were we supposed to do if not put her in the dungeon? ” Kael’s nose scrunched as if he couldn’t believe that I was focusing more on a stranger than his cousin, that cheater Stephanie.
I ran a hand down my neck and walked close to the window that overlooked the garden. “ Kael, I know where Stephanie is. You don’t need to worry about her. ”
“ You do? Where— ”
He started but I cut him off. “ I will tell you later. But for now, just bring this girl to me. I need to see her. Now. ”
I could feel him still standing there. Kael had been my shadow since childhood. From little friends to the Alpha and Beta of this Pack, we had worked together all our lives.
He knew me well. Even if he was desperate to inquire about his cousin, he knew this was not the right time.
So, he turned and left without saying a word. But I? I was itching to see this girl.
She was the cure to the curse. She had to be. But what I needed to know was…
How did she do it?
ELARAI always wondered what the first memory of a person could be.As people grew up, they didn’t have memories of when they were newborns or even toddlers. But the long book of memories had to have a beginning, right?Today, I was watching that beginning.The first memory was supposed to be a person, or the memory of happiness, delight, or joy.But my first memory was of despair—Pure, unadulterated despair.It was the memory of pain, and screams, and tears. It was like my blood was boiling from inside, and my small body was convulsing on the floor as I screamed to be free from the agony.“ How can you punish a child? ” A woman was shouting beside me in the darkness of the room.Through my tears, I saw her face lifted towards the ceiling, as if she was trying to see something beyond it.“ How can you punish a child?! ” She was screaming, equally as hard as me.Another whimper escaped my mouth when the blood in my veins kept heating up, until my skin broke and blood started flowing fr
ELARA“I am tired of people deciding what I should know and what I should not know,” I whispered, my voice barely carrying across the room. Devon's expression softened slightly as he watched me. “Knowing everything is not always worth the price. ”He was not trying to frighten me anymore. He was genuinely warning me, and somehow that made the decision even harder. If Devon, who had every reason to want answers about me, was telling me to stop, then perhaps there really was something dangerous waiting behind those memories.“Maybe not.” I slowly rose from my spot, my legs still slightly unsteady beneath me. “But not knowing has already cost me enough. I need to know what really happened, Devon. I need to know who I was before everyone decided that I was better off forgetting.”He took a step toward me, his brows drawing together as though he could already see the choice I was about to make. “Elara—” “I need to know,” I repeated, more firmly this time.My gaze dropped toward the small
ELARAWe walked through several long hallways before reaching the same double doors I had entered earlier. The guards opened them as soon as they saw Devon beside me.The King was sitting exactly where I had seen him before. He looked up from the papers in front of him.“I heard there was some excitement in the east corridor.” His lips curled into a vicious smirk. “One of your people attacked her.” Devon's voice was hard.The King looked at me. “And I assume he is no longer a problem.”“No.” Devon replied. “He is not.”A small smile appeared on the King's face. “Good.”He looked back at me. “Sit, Elara. We have more to discuss.”This time, I obeyed. I lowered myself into the chair on the other side of the table, but I couldn't relax. My body was still tense after what had happened in the hallway, and every few seconds my fingers moved toward my throat without me even realizing it. The bruises left by the vampire were still sore, but somehow, that was no longer the thing bothering me
ELARAI threw myself sideways, my shoulder hitting the stone wall so hard that pain shot through my arm. I barely managed to avoid his hand as it cut through the space where my throat had been only a second ago. My heart was pounding wildly, but I did not give myself time to panic. My eyes landed on the heavy candlestick sitting on a small table beside me, and I grabbed it before swinging it toward his head with everything I had.He caught my wrist before I could hit him. His fingers closed around me so tightly that I cried out, and the next thing I knew, my back slammed against the wall. The air rushed out of my lungs, leaving me gasping as he leaned closer. I kicked his knee as hard as I could, hoping it would be enough to make him let go.It was not. He barely moved.Fear rushed through me, but I refused to stop fighting. I twisted my wrist, scratched at his hand, and tried to push him away, but he was far too strong. His fingers suddenly moved from my wrist to my throat, closing a
ELARAI noticed it while washing my face at the small basin in the corner of the room. My fingers brushed against something raised on my skin just below my ear.At first, I thought it was a bruise left from the fight at the house. My whole body was still sore from everything that had happened, and another bruise would not have surprised me.I leaned closer to the mirror and tilted my head to get a better look. The moment I saw it properly, my entire body went still.It was not a bruise.A half moon with three stars was marked on my skin. It was dark and clear, and there was no way it could have appeared there by accident.I slowly touched it with my fingers, my heart beginning to beat faster as I realized what I was looking at.A mate mark.It was a mate mark on my neck.Alaric had marked me.I sat down hard on the edge of the bed because my legs suddenly felt too weak to hold me up. My hand stayed over the mark as if I could somehow hide it or make it disappear. But deep down, I alre
ALARICThe trees blurred past us in the dark, and none of it mattered. Not the branches whipping against my shoulders, not the warriors keeping pace on either side of me, not the ache still lingering deep in my ribs from the fight. All of it sat somewhere far behind the only thought that actually held any weight right now.They had her.Dale ran a few strides behind me, breathing hard but steady. Behind him, six more warriors moved in formation, weapons strapped tight, faces set in the same grim determination I imagined was carved into my own. None of them had said much since we left the Packhouse. There was not much left to say. We all understood exactly what we were walking into, and none of us particularly cared.I thought about the ribbon still folded into my pocket. I thought about the way she argued with me over things that should have terrified her into silence, the stubborn tilt of her chin whenever she refused to back down from something she believed in.I thought about the w
ELARAI was going with the flow, just letting this man drag me to his Alpha. As we neared the big mahogany double doors, my feet suddenly came to a slow halt.A strange scent hit me, taking over my mind, and making me sniff the air as if I was desperately trying to know where this scent was coming
ELARAMy head was pounding with a terrible headache. I groaned under my breath and pushed myself upright. The floor underneath me was so hard that it felt like the stones might dig into my flesh any moment.Still groaning in pain, I blinked open my eyes. It didn’t take much time to adjust my vision
ELARAAlpha Alaric moved again. This time, he walked slow as if deliberately delaying the imminent attack he planned.But this delay became his biggest mistake. Lucien was back on his feet and moving towards him.I barely saw Lucien move.One second, Alaric stood there—focused on Stephanie, his att
ElaraMy blood was pure magic.It could cure any curse in the world.Some said it was because I was a descendant of the Moon Goddess. Some said it was because I was simply blessed.But I knew the truth. It was a curse. Because my blood only cured the curses of people I didn’t love.Once I loved som







