His head dipped, lips barely grazing the rapid flutter of my pulse. I couldn't suppress a shiver at the featherlight caress. He smiled against my skin, clearly sensing the effect he had on me.
Distantly, I knew I should push him away, cling to some scrap of dignity. But I found myself immobilized, breathing quick and shallow as his hands slid possessively down my sides, rucking up the thin fabric of my nightgown. He would take what he wanted either way. I was powerless to stop him.
I was hyper-aware of his firm grip on my waist, his dizzying scent surrounding me. The rest of the world fell away.
"You're trembling," Damon whispered against my hair. "Are you afraid?"
"No." My voice was barely breathing.
His fingers trailed down my neck in a blazing path. I melted against him, my skin burning everywhere he touched. The rejection, the contract, nothing existed but his icy eyes consuming me.
When our lips met, it was like striking a match. Fire roared through my veins as I tasted him, returning his kiss desperately. He backed me against the bed, deepening the kiss until I was gasping into his mouth.
"Need to have you," he growled against my throat, nipping at the sensitive skin there. "Now."
In the haze of desire, I didn't care that this was reckless, that we barely knew one another. I wanted him with a force beyond reason.
"Yes," I pleaded, tangling my hands in his hair.
In one smooth motion he lifted me, guiding my legs around his waist. He carried me to the bed.
The rest was a blur of frenzied hands, tearing away clothes until there were no barriers left between us. When he finally joined our bodies, I cried out at the sheer bliss of it. No feeling had ever compared to this - being one with him.
I moved desperately against Damon's, chasing the mounting pleasure. His gaze locked with mine, brimming with animal need.
"You're mine now," he growled. In the next instant his teeth sank into the sweet spot where my neck met shoulder.
Pain and rapture exploded through me in equal measure.
"Damon!" I screamed his name to the heavens as everything shattered into starlight.
"Fuck...!" He cursed as wave after wave wracked my body as he held me close, his own climax following. I floated back down to earth wrapped securely in his arms.
Blayze kissed the mark he'd left, eyes soft. "Forgive me, little one, I lost control. Go to sleep now."
I sagged back against the sheets, absolutely drained. My body still thrummed from his claim. I knew I should go back to my room. But I needed time for my legs to work again first. Nestled in his arms, I soon find myself drifting into a deep peaceful slumber.
The next time I opened my eyes, it was bright out. The bed was empty, and I was alone in the room. I dressed slowly up, dreading what awaited me today. A sharp rap at the door made me jump.
"Come with me," the elderly maid instructed brusquely. I followed mutely as she led me up the back stairs towards the residential wing. My heart pounded, knowing exactly where we were headed.
The maid paused before an intricately carved door. "Go on then, serve Alpha his breakfast." With that, she scurried off, leaving me alone with a breakfast tray.
I took a deep breath and knocked softly. At the barked "Enter," I carefully balanced the heavy tray and pushed the door open.
Alpha Damon sat regally at the head of a long dining table, scanning a stack of documents with a furrowed brow. He glanced up briefly when I entered, gesturing for me to set the tray down without a word. I complied, keeping my eyes lowered submissively.
As I arranged the dishes, his rich scent enveloped me - pine and frost layered over something more primal and dangerous. That was when it hit me.
"Mate." Frey hauled for the first time since Caleb's rejection. I gasped, suddenly feeling the same attraction I had days ago with Caleb. I nearly faltered, shocked at its intensity.
Damon... Was my mate? How?
Cautiously, I raised my gaze to the Alpha's stoic profile. Did he sense what I did? But his attention remained fixed on the papers. My heart sank, fearing a second rejection in the span of one week.
Turning to leave, I paused, drawn by the inexorable bond tying us together. Before I could think better of it, I reached out to brush my fingertips over his shoulder.
The reaction was instantaneous. Damon recoiled from my touch with a vicious snarl. I stumbled back in surprise and fear. Those fathomless black eyes fixed on me with cruel impatience.
"Why are you still here, little one?" he bit out. "Your task is complete. You can leave."
I recoiled at his icy tone. Cheeks burning in humiliation, I whispered an apology and hurried from the room. The icy shard of harsh treatment pierced deep, but I clung stubbornly to the truth - he was my mate, whether he acknowledged it or not. And since he hasn't rejected me, I only needed to be patient. In time, he would feel what I did.
The day passed in a haze of menial tasks that kept me isolated from the rest of the household. By nightfall, my body ached from exertion and my spirit wilted from solitude. I yearned for company, conversation, kindness - anything to distract from my bleak reality. But I was merely a servant here, scorned and invisible.
As I prepared for bed, a sharp rap at the door heralded the elderly maid again. "The Alpha has a need for you," was all she said. Swallowing hard, I followed her to the now-familiar ornate door. My steps slowed, a knot of apprehension forming in my stomach. But refusing was not an option.
At the Alpha's curt command, I entered with hunched shoulders. Damon sat in a wingback chair near the hearth, still fully dressed. He tracked my movements with hooded eyes as I hovered just inside the door, unsure what to do.
When the silence stretched on, he chuckled darkly. "Come now, little one. We both know why you're here."
Heat flooded my cheeks. Of course - I was brought to breed. The thought of being intimate with this cold stranger made me shudder. Sensing my unease, Damon rose languidly and approached. I forced myself not to shrink away.
Grasping my shoulders, he leaned down to brush his nose along the curve of my throat, inhaling deeply. I squeezed my eyes shut, willing my body to pliant. It was futile to resist. Gentle fingers under my chin tilted my face up. Reluctantly I met his gaze.
To my surprise, his expression had softened. "You have spirit, little one, but there are some battles not worth fighting," he murmured. His tone was almost kind. "Let me take the pain away."
Before I could respond, Damon swept me effortlessly into his arms. I clung to him instinctively as he carried me to the massive bed and laid me down upon the silken sheets. His weight settled over me, surrounding me in his warmth and scent. My body recognized him as my mate, despite my mind's objections.
He must have sensed the change in me, my acceptance. "That's it," he praised. I turned my head away in embarrassment, cheeks burning. Damon's low chuckle vibrated against my throat as he nuzzled the sensitive skin there. Sharp teeth grazed my fluttering pulse point.
A frantic pounding at the door shattered the moment. Damon was on his feet instantly, a vicious snarl on his lips. "What is it?" he barked.
The door burst open to reveal a wide-eyed guard. "Alpha, rogues have breached the southern border!"
Damon crossed the room in quick strides, his focus solely on the threat. "Ready the warriors," he commanded. Pausing at the threshold, his gaze flickered to me briefly. "Stay here. I will return shortly." Then he was gone, the door falling shut behind him with an ominous thud.
I slowly sat up, wrapping my arms around myself. The room felt eerily still and quiet without the Alpha's commanding presence. What was happening out there? Would he be alright? Unsettled questions chased themselves in circles through my mind as I whited anxiously for Damon's return.
*Jane* "Ugh, never mind! I shouldn't even be bothered about him." I groaned, lightly hitting my head in an attempt to clear my thoughts.The memories of what transpired before alpha Damien departed still haunted my mind. The closeness between us made my heart momentarily keep beating.Feeling uneasy, I murmured to my wolf companion. "Frey, do you think I'm okay? I feel like my heart's about to leap out of my chest. It's ridiculous.""He's your mate, what else would you expect?" Frey bawl, sounding irritated.Upon hearing her response, I rolled my eyes, fully aware that she considered my question foolish.Despite knowing the answer, I couldn't resist asking, "Are you absolutely certain he's my mate?”Frey affirmed Damien's status as my mate, a truth that resonated deep within me. Yet, despite this inner knowing, I still harbored doubts and felt the need to confirm it. The idea of the notoriously cruel alpha, Damien, whom I had only recently encountered, being my mate seemed almost un
I struggled to maintain composure as I exhaled deeply. "What do you mean?" Since she didn't respond, I had no choice but to repeat my question.This time, she offered a response."I meant that you should go back to your room. You must be aware that this isn't where you belong. Your room is at the other side," she retorted, her tone tinged with irritation.Though I heard her words clearly, they didn't address what I truly wanted to understand: the reason behind her impolite demeanor towards me.She didn't tell me what audacity she has a maid to be disrespectful to a guest that has only been here for some days.In an effort to avoid confrontation, I promptly stood up. "I'll be on my way shortly. You can have the space back," I said, attempting to maintain politeness.She tightened her lips, scrutinizing me in silence.With a slight raise of my eyebrows, I inquired, "Is there something on your mind?”I could see she wasn't planning to leave, so I'd to ask her. "I cannot leave," she mutt
*Jane*I instantly trembled as I turned. The male voice was too authoritative and deep, causing my heart to constrict with fear.Without hesitation, I stepped back and glanced at the elder maid, who appeared equally stunned by the sudden question."Release my hands," I heard her loosen her grip, which had been poised to strike me.She regained her composure and addressed the male. "Butler Zeeb," she called. "I assume you're not interested in knowing what I'm doing?"Butler Zeeb? He's the Alpha's Butler?I was taken aback realizing he was the butler, given that he hadn't been introduced to me. Out of curiosity, I cautiously lifted my eyes and appraised him. Without saying much, I must admit he was a handsome man. Along with his tall, slender frame, he had curly hair. Everything about him seemed appealing, except for his sharp eyes, which glared at the elder maid.I snapped out of my scrutiny when I sensed the tense and stifling atmosphere. 'Gosh, he has sharp eyes for someone who's jus
*Damon*With my eyes shut, I sank into the plush seat, allowing myself a moment's reprieve. After resolving the pressing matter that had demanded my attention, I promptly returned to the library."Damn it, what's wrong with me?" I muttered, hands pressing against my face in frustration. Amidst the complexities of pack issues, inexplicably, her image kept intruding into my thoughts.Why on earth can't I have her out of my mind? Damn… so irritating.Before any of this, I've always been having the thought of getting myself a breeder to birth a child for me. Surprisingly, when I got to their pack, I stumbled upon that girl, and I just don't know why, but a sparkle of attraction towards her weighed on me.Right there and then, I made it within me that I'm having her as my breeder.But what's wrong with me now..? I shouldn't be thinking about her. She's just a tool for birthing my child and nothing else. Damn, am I getting crazy or what?Why can't I stop thinking about the closeness between
*Jane*Seated upon my comfortable bed, I released a long, deep sigh, feeling uncertain about my next move.The fear of touching anything and being reprimanded later on weighed heavily on me. Should I just stay on the bed like this or what? That elder maid or should I call her Mrs Hadassah has made it clear that there are some rules and regulations to abide by in this mansion, so I don't know whether or not I would end up making a mistake that would result in me being punished."Ah," I sighed again, my hands clasped behind me as I sank into the comfortable bedding, my gaze fixed on the ceiling.As I stared upwards, thoughts of my future in this place invaded my mind.Despite my uncertainty about what lies ahead, I couldn't shake the sense of relief that my quarters weren't akin to a dungeon or a servant's chamber.The room assigned to me boasts every luxury and beauty imaginable. It's a considerable comfort, indeed. Hehe…In the midst of my thoughts, a knock on the door startled me,
*Jane*As I let out my frustrations, I suddenly gasped and clapped my hands over my mouth. Would Mara be furious and report me for labeling the elder maid a "winch"? My mind raced with wild possibilities.Even though the elder maid had been dismissed, I worried about how the other junior maids perceived me. What if they sympathized with her and blamed me for her termination?Caught in a whirlwind of unease and confusion, I was startled by a burst of laughter.To my surprise, it came from Mara herself. Wasn't she supposed to be angry?I stared at her cheerful expression, my eyebrows furrowed in bewilderment, unsure of what to say or ask.As my gaze remained fixed on her, Mara exclaimed, "Oh my, did you just call the elder maid a 'winch'?”My heart lurched with a sudden chill upon hearing that question. I couldn't shake the feeling that it seemed more like a forthcoming attack, or perhaps it was just my misinterpretation?I found myself unable to respond, my mind blank, and could only c
*Jane* As my question spilled from my lips, I sensed my heart pulsating in a sparkling rhythm. Richey now, I find myself somewhat regretting posing that question."Does that make me a busybody?" I pondered silently, debating whether to request Mara to not bother giving me an answer."Mm, Mara..." I barely began when Mara's voice sounded."Since I've been employed here, not once have I witnessed a woman staying overnight, let alone for more than two nights like you," she remarked."Oh," I uttered softly, a small gasp escaping me. "So you're implying women have entered this mansion, but none have stayed overnight?"Mara offered a faint smile before confirming, "Yes, they have never been permitted to stay unless it was for business purposes."Her words sparked a sense of joy within me, though I couldn't pinpoint the reason for such a reaction.Neither Mara nor I spoke again after that. We both fell into silence as she continued to tend to my bruise."I'm finished now," she announced aft
*Jane*"Oh my goodness," I exclaimed inwardly, squeezing my eyes shut tightly, with the intent of not turning around again.At this moment, I wished fervently for the ground to open up and swallow me whole. But then, a sudden realization struck me: was that voice his?The voice seems to be one else but his.."Ahh," knowing who the voice belongs only heightened my anxiety and embarrassment. It was Alpha Damon, I guess..Standing before my wardrobe, I dared not to face him, the room enveloped in an uneasy silence. I wasn't speaking and he also wasn't saying anything.Frustration surged through me. "Why is he still here? Shouldn't he have left by now?" I muttered under my breath.Hastily, I grabbed the clothes in my hands, hastily wrapping them around my body. Though barely covered, it was a small comfort to know I wasn't completely exposed.Gritting my teeth, I clenched the fabric tightly and slowly turned around, head bowed. "Could you... please leave?" I managed to say, my voice bare