LOGINBILLIE
“Listen, Billie, they’ll eat you up at Crescent if you don’t get some different clothes. You have to at least look like you have style,” Fleming says to me during lunch at the Rock House. “I have access to the discretionary fund for the scholarship students. With my knowledge of consignment shops and outlet chains, we can get you fixed up. Let me help you.” “I can’t afford clothes. The scholarship is generous, I can afford my dance gear and I have a food and housing stipend. There’s nothing left for anything else.” “You’re forgetting the discretionary fund. If we say you need clothes, that’s what you need. It’s what it’s for. Besides, it would make me feel like a sugar daddy. Please?” I give him an assessing look. He really is into this. “I don’t know, it would have to be minus the sugar…” “Of course, everything strictly proper, no obligations. I know all the best places to go if you want to look like you have money. I promise I won’t spend too much of the fund.” “Well…Fine!!! Fine. Just a few things.” I really did need some clothes, almost everything I owned was torn or dingy. This seems to be important to him, and he's not putting any expectations on me. “Perfect! Now all we have to do is figure out your personal style. What are you drawn to?” I shrug a shoulder, self-conscious. “I’ve never had the luxury of thinking about this too seriously, but I guess there are some things I like the look of…” He makes a “go on” motion with his hand. “Well, I like black clothing. And charcoal gray. And dark red. I like form-fitting knits, like knit midi skirts and dresses with pencil skirts and plunging v necks or cowl necks. I like pleated skirts, and I like how it looks when girls wear thigh highs with the garter showing, or thigh high socks. I like velvet in general. And I’ve always wanted a flowy white lace sundress. And maybe some brown tweed.” “Girl, you are such a goth. You’ll fit right in. All that is doable on a tiny amount of money. Just let daddy’s pretend charge card take care of it. Let’s go have fun. Ever been to a consignment shop? It’s a fancy word for Goodwill.” Our first stop, to my embarrassment, is a Victoria’s Secret. “I’m not allowed to go in, but get everything you need, including some of those stockings and garters. And a decent strapless bra. Make sure they give you a fitting. A well-fitted bra is priceless. And don’t forget those little chemise silk nightgowns, guys love those.” “Are you…are you banned from Victoria’s Secret?” “By Tristan I am,” he says darkly. “Now scoot.” “Tristan? Does he know about this?” “Not a word from me, I promise. But if he found me in there with you, my head would be removed from my body.” Oh. Okay, then. I plow through the lingerie shop, not wanting to keep him waiting, and then we head over to a fancy consignment shop near an outlet mall. “These are your two best friends,” Fleming says. “Let’s do this.” By the end of the day, Fleming has railroaded me into a whole new wardrobe. What we come out with can only be described as “dark academia meets romantic goth”. Floral sundresses with rose and olive green cardigans, form-fitting black and gray knit dresses with flared skirts, a pile of pleated miniskirts and knit midi pencil skirts, a pleated brown tweed midi skirt with tan and mustard turtleneck sweaters, a gauzy white sundress with Swiss dots and lace, a black version of the same, a few velvet and knit tops and velvet babydoll dresses, a black sleeveless corset top, a faux leather knee-length burgundy skirt, a knee-high pair of black riding boots with block heels, a brown pair of lace-up ankle boots with heels, and a pair of kitten-heeled slippers. He managed to sneak in some accessories too, so now I can replace my ratty book bag with a black leather messenger bag. There are hoop earrings and dangly pearl earrings and long strings of black beads, thin long scarves, and red head bands, hair scarves, and ribbons, which according to Fleming, should be “my thing” with my black hair. “Okay, enough!” I tell him after the second outlet store. “One more thing, peaches. We need to stop at that Ulta. You need some decent palettes, a little blush, and a couple signature lipsticks. That’s all, I promise.” “That can’t be covered by the discretionary fund.” “My treat. Please?” So we come out of the makeup store with a brown neutral eye palette and a mauve and pink eye palette, a deep raisin, almost black, lipstick and a dark rose-colored neutral lipstick, some incredibly expensive mascara, black, nude, and red nail polishes, and a blush palette, with a set of makeup brushes. “I feel like Pretty Woman,” I tell him when we get in the car, overwhelmed but happy. “Just wait until Dominic gets ahold of you. His sister is a hairdresser. You’re in for a treat.” “Why are you guys being so…I don’t know, nice to me?” I ask him sincerely. “We like you, and we take care of our own. We as an organization have a lot of spending money. It’s simple as that.” He looks straight at me. “When you helped Thorne calm down that night at the Gaelic Wolf, you made a friend for life. And any friend of one of us…” “It was the right thing to do,” I tell him. “And we like people who do the right thing. It was also a very brave thing. For a small female human to approach a wolf shifter in distress, she risks being accidentally ripped apart. But you disregarded all danger and helped a wolf in need. That says a lot about the kind of girl you are, Billie Marie Black.”TRISTAN The day our pack becomes official dawns bright and early, a Midsummer day. For Billie and I, this day will be as important as the day we become handfasted–still six months away. Today will solidify our family. Our extended, artistic, creative, obsessive, insane, over the top family. This is a ritual every pack goes through to become official, and which every Alpha dreads as the last moment he could be rejected by his Pack. This is it. The final vote on my leadership, the final show of confidence. This is when I find out if they really believe in me. We took a vote and decided on a name for our newly registered pack, the first in this generation of Crescent University packs to become official. The campus secret society we're connected to will still go by the Underground, but our pack, our family, will be called Black Rose Pack. Our Luna, Billie, is our black rose, beautiful and sinister to her enemies. She stands on the dais of the Rock House Reception Center, dressed in
BILLIE The trip Tristan and I take to the coast is like a dream. Just the two of us, following each other's rhythms, making love in inappropriate places, eating crepes and Irish stew and Mediterranean food made by the live-in housekeeper/caretaker/cook, spending hours in the Jacuzzi. We needed this time to recharge as a couple without anyone else around. Some days, we couldn't stop talking, as if the words would never get loose quick enough. We talked about our families, our childhood, our philosophy on life. Our favorite music, favorite books, favorite colors. All the things we hadn't said yet. And some days, we barely said a word, basking in each other's nearness, making love in the middle of the day and the night, listening to music while we held each other. We fell deeper in love every day. When we finally return to campus, refreshed, it's to find Dom and Fleming have everything at the Rock House under control. There haven't been any skirmishes with Lunacy. Dom had taken my
TRISTAN Campus police need Billie to give a statement, but I insist she be allowed to give it from the Rock House with access to soft blankets and hot cups of tea. She sits in the common room wrapped in a weighted blanket holding a cup of Earl Grey (made by Raven just the way she likes it with lavender syrup, sugar, and frothed oat milk) for dear life. She goes over the harrowing realization that Hyde is a psychopath beyond all reason, and I have to turn away before I startle everyone with my growls. Doctors from the Werewolf Health Institute show up to look her over to make sure grabbing that cattle prod didn't do any damage. “Another record broken, Billie,” her main doctor says, with a hint of pride in his voice. I'm proud of her, too, but all I want to do is wrap her in cotton and soothe her nerves. I want all of these people out of our home so I can take her to her nest and we can comfort her. Soon enough, they give us what we want, and the guys help me get her up to bed. We s
ENID“What if she got a call from a family member?”“She would have said something.”“She would only take off like that to protect us.”“She can take on anything.”“Everyone has their limits, what if she’s overrun?”“It must be Hyde, right? He lured her out somehow.”I pinch the bridge of my nose with my fingers. If I squeeze hard enough, maybe they'll be quiet.“SILENCE.” “Thank you, Agnes,” I tell my sister. “If everyone can stay quiet, I can focus on this hair Agnes plucked off Billie when she was acting strange and figure out where she went.”I wrap the hair around my forefinger, close my eyes, and concentrate on its owner. I can see Billie standing in front of the Lunacy Asylum. There are two cars in the parking lot, so we may not be facing more than we can handle.“Agnes. Get on the phone and call Thorne. Tell him to have the Tidepool Cove boys meet us at the Lunacy Asylum. We're going after her.”“All of us, right?” Rachel asks.“All of us. Strength in numbers. And we need to
BILLIEThey have my mother. Someone connected with Lunacy–maybe all of Lunacy, or maybe just Hyde and his minions. We'd gotten word that Lunacy was splitting up into two groups, but we didn't know how many were in each group.I had no idea what I was going up against.The first thing I do is call the rehab. They tell me my mother was picked up for a shopping trip this afternoon. “Billie?”I jump out of my skin at Agnes's voice. She's standing at the crack of the door. “Hey. Agnes. Sorry, I have to leave early. I have to go.”“Is everything okay?”“Everything's fine. Abby can get Sophie and Rachel home. I have to go.”And not wanting to waste anymore time, I take off towards the front door with a jog.The path to the Asylum is twisty and long. Once I've finally made it there, I can see two cars parked in their lot. All the rest must have splintered off away from Hyde.I walk straight up to the front door and yank the screen off its hinges, then burst through the door barely out of bre
BILLIE “Where are you headed to tonight?” Dom asks me as he walks me home from the library. The early evening is bathed in half-dark twilight, the giant moon rising in the sky as the sun sets.“Just the House of the Children of Diana. I'd ask you to come but we're planning out patrols and we won't have time for any training.”Tristan has been gone for two days, and Dom is climbing the walls, making everyone anxious.Enid threatened to curse him if he didn't calm down at the Rock House gym yesterday during a demonstration of a throw. Then she offered him a natural anxiety medication. He said no, politely.I think we're all afraid of Enid's plants and the things she makes with them.“I'm just stopping by the Rock House to drop off my books and pick up Sophie, Rachel, and Abby. We'll go in a group. Don't worry about us.”“Okay, okay. I know when I'm not wanted.”“Dominic.” I wait for him to look at me. “You’re always wanted. We're just focused. And as much as we love your help, this is







