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Closer Than Breath

Auteur: Big Queen
last update Date de publication: 2026-04-09 02:06:25

The world didn’t explode this time.

It quieted.

Carolina stood at the edge of the training field, the tension from earlier still lingering in the air—but something between her and Xander had shifted.

Not broken.

Not unstable.

Stronger.

Different.

She felt it in the bond.

It wasn’t just a pull anymore.

It was awareness.

Of him.

Always him.

“You’re doing it again.”

Carolina blinked, snapping out of her thoughts.

Xander leaned casually against one of the wooden posts, arms crossed—but his eyes were fixed on her.

“What?” she asked.

“Staring at nothing like you’re having a full conversation in your head.”

A small smile tugged at her lips.

“Maybe I am.”

His mouth twitched slightly in response.

The smallest reaction—

But she felt it anyway.

Through the bond.

That warmth.

That quiet approval.

It made her chest tighten in a way that had nothing to do with fear anymore.

“I wanted to try something,” he said after a moment.

Her brows pulled together slightly.

“That sounds dangerous.”

“It might be.”

That should’ve worried her.

But it didn’t.

Not with him.

“What kind of something?” she asked.

Xander pushed off the post and stepped toward her.

Slow.

Deliberate.

Carolina felt every step like it echoed inside her.

The closer he got—

The stronger it became.

The bond responded instantly.

Not wild.

Not painful.

Drawn.

Like gravity.

“Stand still,” he said quietly.

“I am standing still.”

“More still.”

She rolled her eyes slightly—but didn’t move.

Xander stopped just in front of her.

Close.

Not touching.

But close enough that her breath hitched anyway.

“Okay…” she said, her voice softer now. “Now what?”

He didn’t answer right away.

Instead—

He lifted his hand.

Slowly.

Carolina’s breath caught.

Not from fear.

From anticipation.

“Tell me if it feels like too much,” he said.

She nodded.

Barely.

His hand hovered near her arm.

Not touching yet.

And even that—

Even that—

She felt.

The bond stretched between them, humming softly.

“Do you feel that?” he asked.

“Yes.”

Her voice was quiet.

Honest.

“It’s… different.”

“Yeah,” he said.

And then—

He touched her.

Just lightly.

Fingers brushing her arm.

Carolina inhaled sharply.

The bond flared—

But not out of control.

Not explosive.

It deepened.

Warmth spread through her chest, steady and grounding instead of chaotic.

Her shoulders relaxed without her even realizing it.

“That’s new,” she whispered.

Xander’s eyes didn’t leave hers.

“You’re not fighting it.”

“I’m not scared of it,” she admitted.

That changed something.

She saw it in his expression.

Felt it in the bond.

That shift.

Pride.

Relief.

Something softer.

His hand stayed where it was—but his thumb moved slightly.

A small motion.

But it sent a ripple through her.

Not overwhelming.

Just… felt.

Carolina let out a slow breath.

“It doesn’t hurt,” she said.

“It’s not supposed to.”

His voice had dropped slightly.

Quieter.

Closer.

“When it’s right,” he added.

Her heart skipped.

“Is this… right?” she asked.

A dangerous question.

One that hung between them.

Xander stepped closer.

The space between them shrank to almost nothing.

“It feels right,” he said.

The bond surged in agreement.

Carolina swallowed.

“It does.”

Her voice was barely above a whisper now.

Neither of them moved.

But everything shifted.

The air.

The space.

The distance that didn’t exist anymore.

Xander’s hand slid from her arm to her hand.

Slow.

Intentional.

Their fingers brushed—

Then intertwined.

Carolina’s breath caught again.

But this time—

She didn’t pull away.

The bond wrapped around them, steady and warm.

Not demanding.

Not overwhelming.

Just there.

Holding.

“You feel that?” he asked softly.

She nodded.

“It’s… calm.”

That surprised her.

More than anything else.

Xander’s gaze softened slightly.

“That’s what it’s supposed to be.”

Carolina looked at him—really looked this time.

Not just the future Alpha.

Not just the boy everyone expected him to be.

Him.

“You make it feel like that,” she said quietly.

Something flickered in his eyes.

Something real.

His grip on her hand tightened just slightly.

“You do the same,” he admitted.

The honesty of it settled deep in her chest.

The bond responded—stronger, steadier.

Carolina took a small step closer.

Not thinking.

Just… following it.

Now there was no space between them at all.

Her free hand lifted slightly—

Then rested lightly against his chest.

She felt his heartbeat.

Fast.

Not as controlled as he looked.

That made her smile just a little.

“Not so calm now,” she murmured.

His lips almost curved.

“Don’t ruin it.”

“Too late.”

But she didn’t move her hand.

Didn’t step back.

Neither did he.

For a moment—

Everything else disappeared.

No pack.

No rules.

No expectations.

Just this.

Just them.

And the bond between them—

No longer something to fight.

But something to understand.

To build.

To trust.

Xander exhaled slowly.

“We’re going to have to be careful,” he said.

Carolina nodded.

“I know.”

But neither of them stepped away.

Not yet.

Because for the first time—

The bond didn’t feel like a threat.

It felt like something they might actually be able to hold onto.

Together.

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