LOGINThe training field felt different in daylight.
Less mysterious. More brutal. Carolina stood at the edge of the packed dirt arena, arms tight at her sides as she watched wolves spar in pairs. The sound of bodies colliding, low growls, and sharp commands filled the air. It wasn’t graceful. It wasn’t controlled. It was raw. And today— She was part of it. “Step forward.” Carolina stiffened. The command didn’t come from just anyone. It came from him. Marcus Hale stood at the center of the field, his presence cutting through the chaos like a blade. Conversations died instantly. Movement slowed. Power demanded attention. And it got it. Carolina forced her feet to move. Each step felt heavier than the last as she crossed into the center of the arena, every eye on her. Watching. Judging. Waiting. She didn’t have to look to know Lyra was somewhere in that crowd. Smirking. “You understand why you’re here,” Marcus said. Not a question. Carolina lifted her chin. “To train.” “To prove,” he corrected sharply. The words hit harder. A murmur rippled through the watching wolves. Marcus circled her slowly, like he was assessing prey. “Strength is not claimed,” he continued. “It is shown.” His gaze locked onto hers. “And right now, you have shown none.” A flicker of anger sparked in her chest. Good. She needed that. “I’ll show it,” Carolina said. A few wolves shifted, surprised by her tone. Marcus stopped in front of her. Close enough that the weight of his presence pressed against her lungs. “We’ll see.” He turned slightly. “Pair her.” A beat of silence. Then— “I’ll take her.” Carolina’s stomach dropped. Lyra stepped forward. Of course she did. Confidence radiated off her like she already knew how this would end. Her eyes met Carolina’s—and there it was. That same cold satisfaction. “This should be interesting,” Lyra said lightly. Carolina clenched her jaw. Xander moved before he could stop himself. “No.” The word cut through the field. All heads turned. Carolina’s heart stuttered as she looked at him. He stood just beyond the ring, tension rolling off him in waves. Marcus didn’t even look surprised. “You don’t give the orders here,” he said calmly. Xander stepped forward anyway. “She just shifted. This isn’t training—it’s a setup.” Lyra’s lips curved slightly. Marcus finally turned to face his son. “Then perhaps she should prove she can handle it.” Silence. The challenge wasn’t just for Carolina anymore. It was for him. Xander’s jaw tightened. The bond pulsed—hard—like it was reacting to his conflict. To his need to step in. To protect. Carolina felt it. And this time— She pushed back. “I can do it.” Xander’s head snapped toward her. Carolina stepped forward, moving fully into the circle across from Lyra. Her heart pounded—but she didn’t let it show. “I’m not backing down,” she added. For a second, something shifted in Xander’s expression. Not relief. Not approval. Respect. Marcus gave a single nod. “Good.” Then— “Begin.” Lyra didn’t hesitate. She moved fast. Carolina barely had time to react before Lyra lunged, knocking her backward with a force that slammed the air from her lungs. The ground hit hard. Pain shot through her shoulder. “Too slow,” Lyra said coolly. Carolina rolled just in time to avoid another strike, scrambling to her feet. Her instincts screamed at her—react, move, fight— But everything felt just a second too late. Lyra circled her now. Controlled. Precise. “You don’t belong here,” she murmured under her breath. Carolina’s chest tightened—but she didn’t respond. Instead— She watched. The next attack came fast. But this time— Carolina moved. Not perfectly. Not cleanly. But enough. She ducked, twisting out of Lyra’s reach and shoving forward with more instinct than skill. It wasn’t strong. But it surprised Lyra. That was enough. A ripple went through the crowd. “Again,” Marcus called. Lyra’s expression hardened. This time, she didn’t hold back. The next hit landed hard. Carolina felt it rattle through her ribs as she stumbled again, barely catching herself. Pain flared. Sharp. Immediate. But something else rose with it. Her wolf. Not fully out. Not shifting. But present. Awake. Carolina’s breathing changed. Slower. Deeper. The world sharpened. Lyra came at her again— And this time— Carolina saw it. The movement. The angle. The intention. She stepped aside at the last second. Lyra missed. The crowd reacted instantly. Carolina didn’t think. She moved. Her hand shot out, grabbing Lyra’s arm and twisting—not perfectly, not with training— But with instinct. Lyra stumbled. For the first time— She lost control. Carolina shoved her back. They separated. Breathing hard. Staring at each other. Silence fell over the field. Marcus watched closely now. Really watching. Xander’s chest rose and fell, his eyes locked on Carolina like he was seeing her for the first time all over again. The bond surged. Proud. Fierce. Lyra straightened slowly, her expression no longer amused. “Lucky,” she said. Carolina didn’t answer. Because she knew— That wasn’t luck. That was something else. Something new. Something dangerous. Marcus stepped forward again. “Enough.” The word cut through the tension instantly. Carolina’s chest heaved as she stepped back slightly, her entire body buzzing with adrenaline. Marcus’s gaze lingered on her longer this time. Not dismissive. Not entirely. Evaluating. “You lasted longer than expected,” he said. Not praise. But not rejection either. Carolina swallowed, steadying herself. “I told you,” she said quietly. A flicker of something crossed his face. Then it was gone. “This is only the beginning,” Marcus said. Carolina nodded. Because she knew— He was right. And as she stepped out of the circle, her eyes met Xander’s again. This time— There was no hesitation. No doubt. Only one thing remained between them. Something stronger than before. Now they both knew. She wasn’t as weak as everyone thought. And that? Was just the start.The first day after was always the worst. The way every look sideways had a question folded into it—How long have you been hiding this? What will you do now? She let each stare slide off her as she crossed the muddy lot, Xander at her side, the two of them a gravity well for gossip. She was not unused to attention; she just hated the kind that involved her feelings.The training field was a wet sprawl of grass, cordoned off by battered fencing and the odd, half-collapsed barricade. Most of the others were already assembled, their breath rising in steamy clouds, half-listening to Hayden’s attempt at a pep talk while they passed a dented thermos around. Carolina caught the drift of cinnamon and remembered, faintly, the last time she’d let herself want something as basic as comfort.Hayden’s voice broke over the field: “—and that’s why if you aren’t at least pretending to care today, someone’s going to get their ass handed to them.” She glanced up, spotted Carolina and Xander, and someho
The morning pressed its way in through the window—a clear, pale slab of light slicing the room in half and falling directly across Carolina’s face. It was the shift in temperature, more than the brightness, that woke her: the air had that cool, dusty feeling that made her want to burrow in. Instead, she blinked against the glow, feeling the weight of the blankets, the heat of the body curled against her spine.Xander had not, apparently, moved at all since last night. He was still bracing her in place, chin tucked between her shoulder and neck, arm a heavy bar around her middle. Sometime in the night, she’d shifted that arm higher, so her hand rested atop his. She let herself hold still, breathing in the scent of him—a little woodsmoke, a little sweat, all wolf and summer.If she stayed like this, she could almost forget why sleep had been so necessary. That the world outside was already spinning up, waiting for her to step back into it. That the shrapnel of what had happened yesterda
“—insane,” she finished, blinking at him. “That was—” Xander braced a hand near her head, looking at once predatory and oddly vulnerable, like the wolf and the man still hadn’t decided who was in charge. He kept himself close, his breath cool and shivering against her skin. “That was?” he prompted, a hint of teasing behind the gruffness. Carolina shook her head, dazed. “I have no words.” He grinned in a way that made her want to punch him and kiss him all at once. “Good. Because if you’re out of words, you’ll listen for once.” She snorted. “Unlikely.” But she didn’t protest when he pulled her against him again, his mouth finding the hollow just below her ear, then the corner of her jaw. It was softer now, as if the rough edge had burned away. When their eyes met, she felt the full weight of him—wanting, watching, almost afraid. “Say it’s not too much,” he said, voice low. She stared at him, her thumb tracing the line of his collarbone. “It’s not enough.” Xander’s expression w
His hand left her waist and, with a slow, deliberate slide, tangled in the hem of her shirt. He paused just long enough for her to inhale—a single, tight breath—before he lifted the thin fabric. His palm flattened, grazing up her side, the contact electric in the hush of the room.Carolina arched toward him. His touch was tentative for just an instant—an old habit of restraint—then grew bolder, thumb sweeping beneath the curve of her breast. She shivered.“Tell me if you want me to stop,” he whispered, the words barely shaping the air.She shook her head, voice silent, body answering for her. His hand found her breast, fingers spreading, the heat of his palm striking through the thin cotton. She exhaled—shaky, unguarded—when his thumb brushed the nipple, slow and gentle at first, then pinching just enough to draw a quiet gasp from her throat. The sound seemed to undo him. He bent to kiss the side of her neck, grazing the soft skin just below her jaw with his teeth, not quite biting, t
The kiss didn’t soften.It deepened.Carolina felt it everywhere at once—Not just on her lips, but in the way her body reacted, in the way the bond flared hot and insistent between them.Her back pressed fully against the wooden post now, grounding her—But nothing about this felt steady anymore.Xander stepped closer.No space left.His body aligned with hers, solid and unyielding, and her breath caught sharply at the contact.The shift was immediate.No hesitation.No question.Just heat.His hand tightened at her waist, fingers pressing into her side as if anchoring himself—Or her.She couldn’t tell which.Maybe both.Carolina’s hands slid up his chest again, slower this time, feeling the tension beneath her palms—the strength, the restraint that was unraveling piece by piece.“You feel that?” he murmured against her lips.Her answer came out unsteady.“Yes.”Because it wasn’t just the bond anymore.It was him.The way he held her.The way he kissed her—like he was trying not to
The space between them didn’t exist anymore.Carolina felt it before she even moved.That pull—Stronger now.Deeper.Not just a bond.A need.Her hand was still on his chest, but now she could feel everything beneath it—The steady beat of his heart.The rise and fall of his breath.The tension he wasn’t even trying to hide anymore.“You’re not even pretending to be calm now,” she whispered.Xander’s gaze dropped briefly to her lips—Then back to her eyes.“Didn’t see the point.”Her breath caught.The honesty of it—The way he said it like he was done holding back—It sent heat curling low in her chest.Her fingers pressed slightly into him without thinking.His reaction was immediate.A sharp inhale.A tightening of his grip on her hand.There it was.That shift.Not just awareness anymore—Want.“Careful,” he murmured, voice lower now.Carolina tilted her head slightly.“Or what?”His hand slid from hers—Up her arm—Slow.Deliberate.Every inch of movement dragging heat behind it







