Trevor’s POVA thorn. That word hasn’t been in my vocabulary for so long, but in the last few days, it has been used more times than I can count, and it’s all because of her. My mate, Sireen.The name drags a rake through my brain as I think about it, and it leaves a bitter aftertaste.I don’t want to think that I can be capable of hate, but I’m coming close with how much her very being has wrecked my existence since she came around, and I don’t even mean when I found out she was shoved into my life by the moon goddess. I mean when I found out she was there with my Kylie on the day of the attack and did nothing to stop it.If she had been a true werewolf and done something different, anything, Kylie would probably be in my arms now, and I wouldn’t be battling the earthquake inside me, tempting me to smash a stranger’s face into the toilet mirror next to me because of her, then chase her down and kiss her all over again. I hate that I’m being plagued with this irresistible urge to wa
Sireen’s POVI sense trouble. Big big trouble.Trevor’s face shows a worry that I’ve never seen before now, and behind him, Enzo is advancing slowly like he’s caging his prey.“Did he touch you, Sireen,” Trevor asks again, jerking me a little by my arm, and I gasp.It’s Enzo who replies. “Something tells me you could’ve shown this much concern to the people who inflicted those wounds on her but didn’t, so I think you’ve lost the right to ask her that question.”I am still unable to speak as Trevor turns around to square shoulders with Enzo.“And you assume that you have rights over her? Fuck you,” Trevor spits, staring Enzo dead in the eye.I’m not concerned about the fact that two males are discussing rights over me like I’m not in the same room as them, but I’m worried because they both look pissed off for different reasons and like they're about to throw punches at each other.Trevor is bulky for his age and he has alpha blood and strength, yes, but Enzo is not in second year like
Sireen’s POVI want to kill her, or at least come close so no one ever challenges the fact that I deserve to be with Trevor, not even him. Especially not him. If he was on my side in all this none of this would have happened, I just need to convince him that we were worth fighting for.“I acc-”“Don’t do it! ” Camilla screams from somewhere in the crowd. She weaves through gawking students before finally reaching the center of the circle. “I know that you are hurt and you feel like you have something to prove but please Sireen, don’t do it.” Tears gather in her eyes as she watches me.I turn from the crowd to face Camilla, lowering my voice so she can hear me. “I have to. He would accept me if he knows I deserve it.”Camilla vigorously shakes her head. “He won’t. I know you care about him too much to see this but he won’t, and if Kristy manages to kill you I won’t be able to live with myself.”“I. Won’t. Die.” I bite the words out. “Have some faith in me, Cami.”“That’s not the point…
Sireen’s POVI wake up back in my room, but I feel pain EVERYWHERE. Especially my chest.Memories of Trevor’s rejection flood, and I whimper at my loss. I sit up, or at least attempt to, when Camilla stops me.“You should rest more, Sireen. Today was a lot.”I grip hard onto my shirt just over where my heart is and start lightly beating against it before increasing how hard I hit myself each time. Camilla tries to stop me but I keep hitting myself.“It fucking h-h-hurts, Cami...” I rasp out in stutters before I start crying again.“I know, Sireen. And I’m so sorry, I am at such a loss for words right now,“ she says, wrapping her arms around me.I hold tightly onto Camilla, and I don’t even attempt to stop my tears. Streams of it fall down my face and onto her shirt. A lump gathers in my throat, and I try to get myself to stop, but I can’t.Finally, I released Camilla.“I’ll be fine.” I wipe my face. I don’t believe it but maybe if I say it often enough I might believe it. “I will be f
Sireen’s POV I do the next most sensible thing. I run away from Trevor, the kiss, and everything that just happened. I knew that being in my halfling state, I would be weird, maybe even disgusting to look at, but I thought Trevor understood me. I thought that we could put certain things behind us since the moon goddess wants us to be together. I remember the look on his face when he saw me shift, and I break into silent tears. I run, but Camilla finds me. In all my best hiding spaces, she still finds me in the middle of overgrown weeds at the back of school, sitting with my legs curled up. She gently settles in beside me. Her fingers patting me as I cry. “I don’t know how Trevor would do that,” I say under my breath. “He is my mate Camilla.” If Camilla is shocked, she doesn’t show it. “What exactly happened?“ “We kissed, and he said he wanted to see my wolf, so I shifted.” “Oh, Sireen! You know what it’s like when you shift. I don’t think you should have just let him talk you i
Sireen’s POV I walk stealthily towards my first class, trying to stick to the shadows as best as I can, and all I can think of is how much I regret sleeping in today. If I had been in school earlier, I could have managed to avoid what I call my epic walk of shame on the first day of my second year. As I take small cautious steps, I keep my head down and try to think of happy times. No such luck. Everyone's whispers keep playing on repeat in my head. I can’t even call these whispers if they’re audible enough that I don’t need my wolf’s enhanced hearing to pick up the words. “The moon goddess should have taken you in her place.” “I can't believe you'd do something that wicked to your own sister.” “It's all your fault.” I bite down the sting of the words, as well as the memory of my sister’s life slipping through my fingers right in front of me that night. Walking towards my lecture hall reminds me of how much I miss Kylie, and of how much I'd rather be anywhere but here. Maybe I sh