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CHAPTER 59: Wrong Choice

Author: Ellen Edgar
last update publish date: 2026-02-09 22:20:21

Rhiannon's POV

I run because that's all I can do, push my broken body beyond its limits one more time because my son needs me and nothing else matters—not pain, not exhaustion, not the magic reserves hovering dangerously close to empty after that five-form kill sequence and the barely-held shift I just forced.

I hate myself for going back.

Hate myself with a fury that rivals anything I've ever felt, because I had a choice—keep running toward Soren or turn back for Darius—and I made the wrong on
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