Logan POVAfter I put away the last pile of files I needed to handle today, I sat down by my desk, watching the pouring rain outside. My thoughts driftedThe conversation with Alpha Gray hadn't gone as Ihad expected the other night.I tried several times to make him reconsider, but he was now more adamant than ever that we were going to go through with the plan.No matter how much he tried to deny that he cared for Avalyn , I knew he did. And I just needed a way to make him realize that.I had to do something."Logan!" My sister's voice echoed from the other side of my door along with a knock, pulling me from my thoughts. Quickly, I opened the door. Clearly she was upset. Before I could ask whatthe matter was, she pushed her way into my room."What's wrong?" I was immediately on high alert."Did something happen?"Her expression was sad and angry. I knew she had gone to check on Avalyn …I had a bad feeling about it."Is Avalyn okay?!" | urged."Like you care.” she replied coldly,
Avalyn POVThe days seemed to pass in a blur after I got theconfirmation from Rebecca about Grey’s secret plan.And as much as I wanted to lay here day after day and cry my eyes out - I couldn't.Rebecca and I had talked things over. Even though she didn't tell me as much, I knew she hadconfronted Logan, because Logan stopped coming to check on me, and if we happened tobe in the same room, he wouldn't look me in the eye anymore."Ava?" Georgia's voice intoned softly as she walked into my room. "I was coming to see if you wanted to go down for lunch. I'm meeting Becca."Forcing a smile on my face, I turned to her.I knew very well that Alpha Gray didn't want me toleave my room. And ever since I had arrived at the Draco pack, I had made sure to comply with everything he asked me to. But, at this moment I didn’t care."That sounds wonderful." I replied, faking cheerfulness and following her out of the suite.If I was going to die, then I was going to do it on my own terms, and liv
Avalyn POVLunch with Georgia and Becca was lovely being able to do the things I wanted to and not having to worry about following anyone's orders was lovely.However, the joy vanished as soon as I was bymyself. My mind could not escape from thethoughts about Alpha Grey.How could he be so cold-hearted?I didn't know whether I would feel better or worse had he never shown me his gentleness.He gave me hope, but that made it worse.Never had anyone caused me so many emotions that I didn't believe could co-exist fear and pleasure, pain and……. love.The gentle ways he touched me showed me hecared, but he also acted as if the affection we had was nothing more than a business transaction.Since the first day I met him, I was attracted him. He saved me, he protected me, and he owned me. No matter what his decision was, I was foolishly and hopelessly in love with him.even if he wanted to take my life.I pondered over everything that had happened in my twenty years of life up until that m
Avalyn POVMy first ever fight with Alpha Grey ended on good terms. I was no longer grounded in my room but in return, I had a total of four guards with me at all times.Georgia stuck her head around my door smilingat me. "You ready?"I slid on my shoes and grabbed my bag. "Let's go.":The guards didn't hesitate when I informedthem Georgia was merely taking me on an afternoon walk on the ground floor like usual.Natalie made it known that exercise was important during pregnancy, and if I wanted easy labor, I would need to walk more."Georgia, where are we going? This isn't theway.."Shhh! Do you not want to go to the market?" “Excuse me?”"It's an outdoor space within the enclosure of the capital walls. The castle estate completely surrounds the market. Once a month, local people come to sell whatever they have to those of high society.Georgia wasn't known for being patient, and she clearly wouldn't wait for me to decide."Coming or not? I'll go by myself if you quit."I thou
Avalyn POVBeing around Alpha Grey for the rest of the afternoon wasn't easy. I couldn't lie to myself, after all.Luckily, I had the default excuse of being pregnant, so I ended up laying in bed while Alpha Grey focused on his work in the living area. As soon as he left, around dinner hour, I decided a nice warm shower to wash his scent off would be a great idea if I wanted to have some peace of mind for the rest of the night.My life was never going to be normal, and the sooner I accepted that fate, the better.Regardless of how Alpha Grey acted around me- regardless of how I put on a happy face-I had to live with the fact that I was only useful for a long as I was a breeder.Once my task ended, so would my life.'Don't cry, Ava. Tears are the most useless thing in the world!' I told myself.A knock on my door caused me to turn from the sofa to see who it was."Come in," I called out, wiping away the evidence of my pain. I had pushed off my dinner plans with Georgia and Rebec
Avalyn POV The smell of the clinic turned my nose up a bit.Ever since I had become pregnant, I had developed an aversion to many different smells.The smell of the capitol hospital was at the top of my "dislike" list. However, today, I was thrilled to be here."Good morning, Avalyn !" Natalie greeted me with a warm smile.I eyed hee, thinking. She was in charge of my health… did she know?She had been so supportive of me all along. though. I was certain she wasn't involved in Alpha Grey’s plan."Hey, Nat." I smiled sweetly, trying to remain positive. "Do we get to see the baby today?""That's the plan. We'll try and get a proper ultrasound done today. I know that last time we couldn't see much because you were too early, but I think, by now, we should be able to to get a real picture."Despite everything that was going on lately, this was something I had been waiting for. I was excited to see my child."Yes. I could barely sleep last night thinking about it.""Let me take a look a
Avalyn POV It was dark by the time I awoke to find myself on the floor. The photos of my unborn child were still lying in my lap.I didn't remember falling asleep, but the exhaustion of everything I had been through made me realize that I definitely needed more rest. I pulled myself up from the floor, my joints protesting the movement after being in that awkward position for hours. After a stretch, I opened the bedroom door and moved to the living room, which was dim, lit only by a small fire. I realized Mary had come in to bring me dinner at some point without me hearing her. "'Avalyn .” I jumped in surprise, a small scream escaping me as I turned to find Logan sitting on the sofa. "Logan-" I said in shock. I looked around, expecting to see Alpha Grey , but there was no sign of him. "What are you doing here?" Slowly, he rose to his feet, switching on a small lamp that sat on the end table near him. "Mary came to me earlier because you hadn't answered her, and she was worri
Grey’s POVMy mind had been full of a lot of things lately. With the war growing closer, and more of the outlying cities and villages being attacked, my warriors were stretched thin. James was persistent that we needed more troops, but my gut told me adding more men wasn't the solution for the problem.The enemy knew us too well. Romero's pack owned the islands between the East continent, which James ruled, and the West continent, where our enemy was located. It wascrucial that we had his support, both for additional troops and for the permission to use his islands as a base of operations.However, I was going to lose my godd*mn mind if I had to hear another word from Romero or his daughter.I couldn't believe that, with everything going on, I was basically being blackmailed into marrying a woman I couldn't stand.I knew that cunning old fox wanted to plant his influence in our kingdom, but something seemed off. I couldn't trust him fully, and if I ever found out he had any inten