“I’m sorry , usually there is no one here”, I tried to justify myself.
“Hm, like in a whole year, that you’re coming here, even though you know it’s forbidden?” He asked, with a serious tone.
“Are you stalking me?” I was surprised, and angry as well.
He took my hand and pulled me close to him.
I could feel his muscular body on mine, as his hand was on my waist, and a thousand little sprinkles filled me.
I never felt something like that in my whole life, and I couldn’t resist like I was enchanted and drawn to him.
He had such a satisfying smile on his face, and his wolf was there, I could see that in his golden eyes.
That scared me and excited me at the same time.
He started to caress me, and I froze, not because of fear, but because I liked it, my body liked it.
“I’m your Alpha and the only person that can do this to you, understand me, Lotta?
He whispered hoarsely in my ear, while his lips slowly kissed my neck.
I moaned quietly, while my body was shaking from his touches.
I had no experience whatsoever with males, but I knew that was wrong for him to do, no matter who he was, but I was too weak, which made me angry at the same time.
He pressed himself on me, and I could feel his hardness, God...he was huge, and that scared me, but at that moment I was like in a dream.
My breasts hardened when he touched them, and I felt a strong desire for him, although my mind telling me otherwise.
The whole thing was driving me crazy, like a torture with bliss, together.
He removed my shirt, to free the spot on my neck, and I could feel his canines.
My heart started to pump, and I had a feeling I would choke to death if he marked me, that was insane.
What happened to him?
Why is he doing this to me, am I his mate, I don’t know, or does he want something else from me, because, I could only feel his divine scent?
I was shaking like it was the last day of my life, and suddenly, when I closed my eyes, waiting for the pain to come, he stopped.
His eyes were no, longer gold, but black, as usual.
He looked at me, and pushed me away, while his breathing was heavy, and a sweat dripped from his forehead.
He was deadly serious, I almost fainted.
“Pul yourself together, and get away from here, I forbid you to come in this garden ever again, as long I’m here!” He hissed and left in a hurry.
What the hell just happened here?!”
I was left there like the worst tramp there was.
I felt dirty and confused, but most of all, it hurt.
My heart.
It hurt.
Because I was broken from that night.
He never spoke to me again, not even the orders, or being close to me, like he was avoiding facing me, and honestly, I was grateful.
Sometimes, I could catch his look, like that night in the garden, but I immediately forced myself to think of something else, or work harder, just to forget.
But, the fact was, I couldn’t.
After a week, he left, to be trained for a future Alpha.
This pack was big and strongest among others and needed a strong leader as well, but, the Luna......that’s another story to tell.
Thank God I’m not one of them.
I was relieved when he left, but still, something inside me was missing.
It was like a part of me going with him.
Strange...
Viktor was the strongest warrior in the pack, and also my best friend that trained me, and no one didn’t know about it.
He tried many times to convince me to take my parent’s place and speak with an Alpha Tod, but I refused to even speak about it.
One day, when I had enough, I told him the truth, and he never mentioned it again, just continued to train me, which gave him my gratitude.
He was older than me, just like Drake, and I guess he already had a mate, but just like I, he too had his secrets that wouldn’t talk about.
I noticed that every time Agatha was near, or her name was mentioned, his face went pale, so I figured that maybe she was the one, which could explain it all, but it doesn’t have to be.
Life was tough for us anyway, but I was good, and if I had transformed into my wolf, I could beat Victor’s ass up in no time, as he said, but, I could do that any time, wolf or not.
Between my job and other responsibility, training and talking with him, were the only thing that kept me going.
I will be sorry when I leave, because, in Viktor, I had a true friend, just like he had it in me.
I was stronger every day, hearing my wolf Tess inside, wanting to get out, but still hadn’t, I couldn’t tell why.
Maybe soon I’ll find out, when I turn 18, or I thought so at least.
I thought about my family a lot.
It was strange looking at their pictures though.
Both of them were tall, blond, and had grey eyes, and I was the opposite.
I wasn’t tall, my hair was light-brown, with light highlights, and my eyes were green, not to mention that, my skin was too pale.
Theirs wasn’t.
But, I had no siblings, no one, except Victor now, and that was enough for me.
I didn’t want to spend my life among people that hurt me, the ones I trusted the most.
Time flies fast, and a month passes even faster.
Faster than I thought it would, because one night after I finished my training with Viktor, Alpha Tod announced Drake’s arrival the next day.
What a great birthday surprise...
Everything needed to be perfect for Drake’s arrival, not that it wasn’t though. As always, Agatha wanted to show herself off, and Mary allowed her. That made me sick in my stomach, and I had to do some preparations that weren’t a part of my duties, but as ever, I needed to do it. Agatha wanted to have that party in the garden, near the fountain, which was crazy. It was a special place, allowed for Alphas and their families, my mother used to tell me that was the place of peace and happiness that her father made for the late Alpha, Tod’s grandfather, and his Luna. Maybe I loved it there so much because it was true. That place was sacred for those who were in love, but I never saw an Alpha or a Luna there, just an Omega gardener who was taking care of it. And now, that spoiled brat wanted to party in there. Shit, I won’t serve them there, no way. “Lotta, why are you obeying my orders?” As an omega, you should do as I say!” Agatha was angry, as always, when it came to Lotta. “L
That night Lotta had a fever, which lasted until the next day and didn’t pass. Viktor was worried and tried to talk with the doctor about it, but he said that was usual, considering her state, so he came back after practice to see how is she doing. Her body was shaking and she tried to open her eyes. It seemed like she was fighting with herself. “Lotta?” Viktor called her, hoping she would hear him. And she did. She was aware the whole time of what was going on around her, but she just couldn’t tell. “The doctor said that your fever is normal, you got a few stitches on your back. “So, I know that is not how you imagine it, but happy birthday, Lotta”, he said and gave her a little box, but she couldn’t take it, she was too weak. “Here, let me help you”, he said and opened it. There was a silver bracelet with her name on it, and a pendant with a wolf’s head. On the inside was engraved Friends Forever. “I have the same one, so I meant what it writen”, he said. “Thank you, I
“I don’t think that anything will change if Alpha or Luna finding out what has Agatha done”, Lotta said. “What do you mean it won’t?” Victor asked. “She’s done something awful to you, it doesn’t matter what’s her title, she has no right, and she needs to pe punished.” “You are damaged for good!” Viktor was pissed. “Oh, please, for them I’m just a worthless omega”, she was bittered. “You know that’s not true, and you had a choice, damn it, Lotta, you still do!” “No matter what I do, what I I’m, Agatha won’t let me be, how can’t you understand that?” She was trying to explain. “You worth much more than she, especially now, when they see what you are”, Viktor said. “No!” She yelled. “No one mustn’t know, I forbid you to tell them!” “Why?” “Because you won’t stay here that long?” He found her weak spot. “If you’re my friend, you will understand.” “I’m your friend, and I’ll always will be, but I don’t understand Lotta.” “You are the best warrior I know, much stronger than me,
Lotta almost dropped the tray when she heard him saying that. “Then, every omega could sit out the table with us, which isn’t appropriate, don’t you think , brother?” Agatha’s tongue was vicious as usual. She couldn’t stand Lotta’s closeness. “She has the point, Drake”, Mary agrees with her daughter, as usual. Martin cleared his throat and caught. “Lotta isn’t like other omega’s”, Alpha Martin said. “And yet, you made her as one , father”, Agatha was ruthless. “I made a mistake, just to please you and your mother”, he was embarrassed. “Enough!” Drake’s strong voice made them in shock, even Lotta. She just stood there, not knowing what to think, or feel anymore, all she knew was that she wanted to leave. “Is that true, father?” Drake’s voice was calmer, but still firm and serious, just like his face. “Yes, son, but you were there, it was before your 18 birthday”, Alpha Martin said. “I thought she was doing it for other reasons, that you were trying to help her like you shou
Lotta was looking at him as if she could kill him, she was so mad. “You may win the battle, but not the war”, she told him. “How will you be with a woman that despises you?” Without love, or ...” She bit her lips, not wanting to continue, which made him laugh. “Oh, I’m not worried, my precious”, he said and approached very close to her, so she could feel his breathing. “I’ve seen how you reacted to my touch, and I’m sure you will be very hot in bed, our bed”, he whispered, while he gently caressed her cheek. Lotta’s face was never that red. She wanted the earth to open up and swallow her, now. He was much taller than her, and so hot, and yes. She was attracted to him, but that was a bond that all mates had, it doesn’t mean that love will be there and strong enough. But she wanted that, once... A long time ago, before he left, without an explanation, before she realized why she was so bonded to him, but now she did. They were mates, destined ones, and nothing could change
Lotta’s POV What an arogant man! Who the hell, is he?! Talking to me like that and telling me what to do with my life, not to mention that he wants to marry me, like I’m his property! “You are his mate”, she heard Tessa in her head. “It doesn’t mean he can do what ever he wants with me!” Lotta said to her. “Ohh, you are mad about a kiss.” “You must admit, it was a great kiss”, Tessa teased her. Lotta touched her swollen lips, still warm from his gentle kiss. Tessa was right, he liked the kiss, and the thing was she wanted much more than a kiss, and that was what made her angry. Oh, God, why him? Why now? The bond was too strong, even then, she could feel it, but she could never imagine that Drake was her mate. She was always intimidated by his appearance, always, and she thought that there was no way that he would ever look at her, he was so much above her as she always thought, and a future Alpha. At that time, she was broken and couldn’t tell what would happen to her l
“It was you all the time!” She raised her voice. “I can’t believe I was so stupid to see it”, she said. “Tell me, damn it!” She yelled at Viktor. “Yes, it was me”, he admitted, and in his voice was a relief. “So, you were pretending to be my friend?” She was bittered. “I’ve never pretend, I’m your friend Lotta and I always will be, regardless of Drake, or what you think”, he said. “I didn’t do it because he’s a future Alpha or because I will become his Beta, I choose to be your friend, because of you”, he said. “You’ll be his Beta?” “Great reward”, she said. “It’s not what you think”, he told her. “Really?” “How is it then, Viktor, because I would really like to know”, she was upset. He took a deep breath before he started to talk. “Drake and I were always the best friends, you could always see us together”, he said. “Yes, I saw you, but I thought it was because you are his father’s best warrior, and he needed to train”, she said. “That too, but we grew up together, and
“I’m not sleeping with you !” She said, upset. “He smiled, with satisfaction on his face. “You aren’t, at least, not yet”, he said, calm. “What they’ll is that supposed to mean?” She asked him. “You will move your stuff into your new room, at the main house.” “I have no peace when you are here in the pack house alone, with free males that running around”, he was serious. “Oh, and near you I’ll be safer?” She was sarcastic. “You know you will, at least until I became an Alpha because then you are moving with me, into our room”, he said. “You are crazy, I’m not going to do that”, she was firm. “Stop being so childish.” “You know I won’t do anything you don’t want me to, otherwise I would do it a long time ago, damn it!” He was frustrated, but he kept his calmness. She was quiet, thinking about what he just said. He was right, he could have her that same night at the garden if he wanted to, and she would let him. Shit! Why he must always be right?! And, so damn hot! God.