Chapter 19

***POV:Amara***

I have to get a control of my emotions and this damn mate pull. I went from trying to do something nice for Clara and Mike to salivating over Cole through the window and being caught in the act by Imogen. I wish I could just shut down all my emotions. It’s like I am volleying back and forth between overwhelming heartbreak to inexplicable desire. As wolves, we are supposed to have full trust in Moon Goddess and who she chooses our fated mates, but why did it have to be a human, and why did it have to be now?

I just can’t wrap my head around Trent and Heather, and the long-term betrayal. I can’t shake the feeling of loss of a child that will never be born. And yet still, the pull to Cole is there, getting stronger every day. It doesn’t help that he is ridiculously delicious to look at. He is a serious man, but seemingly a kind and loving one when it comes to his family. I just have to stop thinking about him. If I am being honest with myself, it’s not even just about Co