Amaris
When I wake next to the creek, darkness has taken over the forest save for the moon peeking through the treetops. Getting to my feet, I decide that I should probably try to find my way back to town. Although, it will likely prove difficult since I'm not familiar with these woods.'I got you,' the voice in my head says.'How?' I ask, curious.'Give me control and I can scent our way back,' she tells me as I begin walking away from the creek.Not far from where I had lain, hidden by a bush, I stumble across the black wolf who had been chasing me earlier. He'd been watching me.The thought makes me uncomfortable since I hadn't picked up on his presence, but my wolf speaks up, bringing me some comfort.'He means us no harm, and if he had, he would have taken us having been asleep to his advantage.''But how can you be sure?' I ask as I give the wolf a wide berth, walking as quietly as a field mouse, determined to not wake him.'Because he is ours, as I already told you,' she says this in a sarcastic tone as if she's getting annoyed at my questioning her.'Don't give me that attitude!' I scold, 'You are just a voice in my head after all.'With a huff, I can practically feel her rolling her eyes, 'We both know that you don't really believe that. Now, give me control so I can get us out of here. I'm hungry.' As if on cue, my stomach growls, and I chortle out a laugh at the sound.'How do I give you control?' I ask, realizing that I know nothing about being a wolf other than what I've read in my romance books.'Just relax, close your eyes, and mentally pull yourself to the back of your mind. That should allow me to take over.'Taking a deep breath, I do as she's instructed and mentally hand the reins over to this other being in my head. And just like that, I'm a bystander in my own body. Only, I'm not and it's not really even my body, it's hers—my wolfs'.This is all too crazy to be real—only I saw it with my own eyes, didn't I? In the reflection staring back at me at the creek?'You will get used to this, to me,' She tells me. 'I am a part of you.''But how?''You were born this way,' she says, stopping to sniff the air, then taking off again.'I was not born this way. I was born human,' I insist.'You were. Your brother, too. Us wolves cannot emerge until your eighteenth birthday,' she explains.'But, that makes no sense. My birthday was almost a week ago,' I say, becoming more and more confused.'Yes, I came to you then but did not reveal myself. You were grieving. I did not want to throw anything more at you,' she tells me, her voice gentle, the pain of our loss clearly affecting her also.'Then why reveal yourself today? I'm still grieving, that hasn't changed.'If a wolf could sigh, I'm pretty sure she just let one out. 'With tonight being the full moon, and our mate so close, I could not control the shift.'Eventually, she emerges from the protection of the forest, and I realize three things.First, I'm a wolf and probably shouldn't go traipsing through town like this.Second, I don't know how to change back into my human form.And third, I really, really don't want to go home. It's not like I have anything there anymore to go back to now that Axel is gone.With a quick shift to my left, I duck back into the trees. 'If you can follow our scent, can that other wolf do the same?''Yes.''Can you mask it?' I ask, not wanting him, or anyone else for that matter, to find me.'No, but I can retrace our path,' she tells me, heading back in the direction we had just come from.'Won't that just take me right back to him?' a mixture of dread and excited anticipation that I don't understand filling me.'Possibly,' she says in a humorous tone. 'But, would that really be so bad?''I don't want to be around anyone right now,' I tell her with a sigh.'But he's our mate,' she insists, sounding irritated.'So 'you' say,' I reply, becoming exasperated with the mate talk.'Do you not feel the pull towards him?' She asks cautiously.'Do I?' I wonder more to myself than to her, 'I don't know honestly. I mean he's incredibly hot, but I'm feeling so many different things right now, it's kind of overwhelming,' I tell her.As she comes back upon the sleeping black wolf, she stops to take him in.'He's so big,' I tell her, looking at him through her eyes, 'and he does smell really good.''Yes, he does,' she murmurs back. 'How does he make you feel?''What do you mean?''How does he make you feel? How did it feel to be in his arms earlier while we were shifting?' She asks, taking a quiet step toward him.'Calm,' I tell her, thinking back on how it felt to be cradled against his chest. 'Both earlier and now, he makes me feel calm.''Good,' she states, leaning her face down to nuzzle his neck.'What are you doing?' I shout when he begins to whimper and move, making me begin to freak out. 'Please, move. Go. Run!''But why?' She asks, confused by my sudden panic.'Because I want to be alone. To figure all of this out and wrap my head around everything,' I tell her as she quietly steps back from him. When she continues to the stream, stepping into it to cross, I continue speaking. 'I'm not ready to face him yet.'
Kenton'Everything go okay with the she-wolf?' My best friend and future beta, Asher asks through the mind link as soon as I've dressed and fall into the driver's seat of my car.'Yeah.''That was crazy. I can't believe she almost wolfed out right in the middle of class,' he says, laughing likely at the memory. 'Did you know? I wonder which pack she belongs to.''No, I didn't,' I tell him as I put the car in gear and begin pulling from the lot, heading toward our pack lands. 'And I don't know that she has a pack. I got the impression that she didn't even know that she was a wolf.''What?' He asks, shouting through the link. 'What are you going to do about her?'Sighing, I run my hands through my hair, 'I've got to talk to my dad.''Woah, man,' he says, sounding surprised. 'You're going to the alpha?''I have to,' I tell him as I turn down an all too familiar gravel road.'What? Why?' He asks, 'Why not find out more about her first?''Because...,' I say, hesitating to say the next part
AmarisI stay back in the far recess of my mind, trying to come to grips with being a wolf, while she enjoys running through the forest, loving the feel of the wind whipping through her fur, splashing through the shallow streams of water, and enjoying her freedom.My wolf.I am a wolf.I've always felt out of place like I've never belonged anywhere. But, I always assumed it was due to Axel and I being orphans, not because we were fricking shapeshifters.I figured with my high, prominent cheekbones, nearly black hair, and naturally tanned skin, that I was of Native American descent, belonging to a tribe somewhere.And I guess in a way, I do. A fricking werewolf tribe—pack. They're called packs, not tribes.But do I? That would mean that I have an Alpha, but I don't. If I did, I would have known what I was, right?The sound of howls off in the distance breaks me from my inner monologue—and makes her still, ears perked, assessing if there is a threat nearby.The howls become closer with
KentonI turn to look at Amaris, thrilled and full-on excited as Dad announces our pack. But, the look in her eyes and the frown turning down her full, plump lips causes my stomach to turn and the smile to fall from my face.Why is she so mad? I wonder, dread filling me as she pulls away and takes a step back."Amaris—" I begin, reaching out for her, but she shakes her head as she takes another step away from me, putting even more distance between us."No..." she whispers. Panic, dread, and a dozen other emotions wash across her face before she takes off running. Mid step, she shifts—way too smoothly for a new wolf—and then leaps across the chasm that she created in the earth to keep the rogues at bay."How did she...?" I begin to say as she lands on the other side, then continues running as fast as her wolf's legs will take her."Son?" Dad says, watching her as well."She doesn't want me?" I whisper the words as hurt and anger war inside of me."I'm sorry. Maybe, it was too soon. Too
Kenton'Dad, where are you?' I ask through the link as soon as hockey practice is over.'In a meeting. Is everything okay?''Yeah, please let me know when you're done,' I tell him as I step beneath the spray of water. After my shower, I meet Asher and the others outside of the locker room. We all head to our respective vehicles and begin heading back towards the crowded house.'Dad?' I ask once I've made it into the pack house.'In my office,' he replies immediately. Turning, I make a left and head up the stairs to the second floor, stopping in the doorway of the office, and taking in my dad. My Alpha.His desk is cluttered, covered in stacks of papers and books. I move my attention from the desk to the man seated at it, taking in his appearance. His hair is mussed like he's been running his fingers through the thick locks in frustration or irritation. His face still looks relatively young, but there are circles beneath his eyes, exhaustion marring his features. "Is everything okay?
Amaris I ran and ran, staying in wolf form and putting as much distance between myself and Kenton as possible. My wolf is angry at me, not wanting to be away from her mate at all. And here, I am, wanting to be on a completely different continent than the one that he's currently on.I run for the majority of the night, noting how much sharper my eyesight is now that I have my wolf, compared to how it was before my shift. Before, I was practically night blind. And now, I can see just as well as if it were broad daylight out, I think, peeking through her eyes as we slink through the next town over. The cover of darkness, thankfully, keeps me hidden from any of the townspeople.The neighborhood dogs barking unnerves me, making me afraid that they will cause their owners to come out and see what is causing all the fuss. I make my way through the last part of the town, constantly looking over my shoulder, pausing at every vehicle that creeps down the road, and hoping to get back to the c
AmarisThankfully, instead of shifting, the siblings lead me across the clearing, through another small wooded area, ending with us emerging at the beginning of a road that has several buildings on either side of it."Where are we?" I ask, glancing around the area resembling a small town with people milling about, the laughter of small children playing in the jets of water that keeps spewing from the ground catches my attention, drawing me in their direction.I stop next to one of the buildings and just watch with a sad smile on my face as they play, laugh, and have fun, not having a worry or care in the world, trying to imagine where Axel and I would be, if he would still be here, if we had grown up in a place like this, in a pack."Amaris," the sound of Zach calling my name draws my attention away from the children, and back to him and his siblings. Zach and Zara are wearing matching sympathetic smiles, while Zane just looks annoyed as I make my way back over to them."Sorry…" I mut
Amaris"So, there are how many packs?" I ask, my head beginning to hurt at the amount of information that has been being hurled at me over the last half hour."Within the United States alone, there are almost fifty packs. In the world, there are more than a hundred different packs," Glendon, the Alpha tells me."Are there only wolves and humans that reside on the earth?" I ask, glancing between the four people around me."No," Zach says with a grin. "There are other shifters—bear, feline, dragon.""Dragons?" I ask, stunned."Oh, yes, Dragons," Zach says with a wag of his eyebrows. "You definitely don't want to get on the wrong side of a dragon shifter," he warns."Zach," Zara cuts in before he can say anything more, "let's not scare the girl. She's only just become a part of this world.""Fine," he sighs as he says this as though not talking about it is a serious letdown for him. "Guess it's a good thing that dragons aren't found in the U.S. There are also Kitsune and Selkie. Then, th
Kenton It’s been a week and there’s been no sight or scent of her. Asher, Boone, and I are on our way to the Leavenworth pack to the southeast of us, to see if maybe she’s made her way in that direction. Both my wolf and I are desperate to find her, feeling as if half of us is missing without her here with us. “God damnit!” I growl, slamming my hands down on the steering wheel as we drive down Highway Two through the mountains, not even able to appreciate the beautiful scenery due to the late hour, as darkness surrounds us from all sides. “You okay there?” Asher questions from next to me, eyeballing me warily. “I feel like I’m going out of my fucking mind!” Shaking my head, I blow out a frustrated breath. “I can’t explain it. I just need to have her back. I can’t concentrate on anything but finding her. I can’t eat. I can’t sleep. Shifting and running don’t help because I just end up trying to find her.” “Having a fated mate sounds like it sucks ass,” Boone mutters from the backs