Amaris
"Now, if everyone would turn to page 253 of their texts, we will begin,” our teacher says, trying to gain our attention over all of the noise of students chattering. Instead of paying attention, I lay my head on my desk, not caring in the least about this class, or school altogether. I'm only here so that I can finish my education, get my diploma and leave this godforsaken town and these godforsaken people.I begin to feel itchy, achy, and restless again. It's a feeling that has been happening off and on since I'd first woken up this morning and is one that I don't understand. It's like my skin is crawling and my entire body feels like I've been run over by a MACK truck, and I'm So. Damn. Tired. Maybe I'm coming down with the flu. Outside of the itchy, restless feeling, which is the closest thing that I can think of to describe this feeling.I hear the door to the classroom swing open, and a shiver racks my entire body, the scent of sandalwood, earth, and something else that I can't describe hitting me. Curling my hands into fists, my mouth begins to water, and not as if I'm going to vomit. Instead, my whole body turns heated, turned on at the mere scent of the person who entered the room.What the hell is wrong with me, I can't help but wonder at my reaction to the person who just entered."Ah, Mr. Clearwater, how nice of you to join us today," Mr. Ramirez says as the intruder begins walking towards his seat. Instead of going to where he usually sits, I listen as his footsteps move in my direction, continuing towards me until he stops next to my desk. I hear what sounds like sniffing before he makes a deep, low noise—one that I've never heard from another person before. I'm almost positive that he growled, just before the word "Mate!" quietly hits my ears.Confused, I glance up at Kenton, towering over me, a look of longing in his leaf green eyes. "What?" I mutter, the feeling that I'm about to crawl out of my own skin returning, only this time it's so much worse than before. My breathing picks up, and an excruciating pain radiates throughout my whole body, causing me to release an ear-shattering scream."Oh, shit!" Kenton growls then bends down, pulls me from my desk, and rushes towards the classroom door. The agony ripping through my body has me not thinking straight or remembering that this is the man that quite possibly walked out on my brother when he needed his help."Where do you think you are taking her, Mr. Clearwater?" Mr. Ramirez shouts, but the feeling of my bones shattering dulls out the sound of his shrill voice as I continue to scream, tears streaking down my face as Kenton ignores him. Picking up his pace, he rushes us down the hallway, and soon we're exiting the building, heading toward a wooded area behind the school grounds."What is happening to me?" I cry, then another surge of pain hits me, my spine feeling like it's breaking, "ahhh, fuck!” "You're shifting and I know it hurts, baby. But, I'm going to help you through it," Kenton says, stopping once we're deeper into the forest. He kneels down, gently placing me against the base of a tree then sits down next to me and pulls me into his lap, wraps his arms around my body, and rubs his hands up and down my back, trying to soothe the pain as it rips through me.I have no idea how long we sit there as my body breaks and then begins to feel as though it's coming back together again. My skin crawls once again and then, just as quickly as it all started, it stops. Kenton is looking down at me, a smile gracing his beautiful lips as he raises his hand and then begins to pet me?"You are absolutely stunning, Amaris," he says, stroking his hand along the top of my head. It feels amazing, so good that a strange growling type sound comes from my throat. I'm so embarrassed that I back up off of his lap, putting some distance between Kenton and me."It's okay, see..." he says, and then suddenly, where Kenton was standing just moments ago is a large black wolf with gorgeous bright green eyes. The same eyes that Kenton was just looking at me with.What the—no...there's no freaking way.I've read books about people turning into werewolves—shifters, they're called, but they're just works of fiction. This can't be real...I can't be a...The wolf slowly takes a step towards me, a low whimpering noise coming from him. Completely freaked out, I take a step back only to bump into a tree behind me and let out a yelp of surprise. The large black wolf rushes over to me, nuzzling me with his snout as if he's trying to simultaneously make sure that I'm okay as well as try to reassure me that everything is okay. After a few moments, he whimpers again and then begins licking my face.God, that feels good, I think, and then instinctually, I begin licking him back, the moment oddly intimate.What am I doing? I question, coming to my senses.Watching the black wolf carefully, not sure what to think about any of this, I shake my head, backing away once more, moving around the tree this time.The wolf takes a step towards me, more low whimpers coming from him.'Mate', a quiet voice says in my mind.What the—?Completely freaked out, I turn and run, the forest blurring past me as I run faster than I ever have before.The sound of the black wolf chasing after me spurs me on, fear and confusion consuming me.'Mate! He's our mate, don't leave him!' The voice shouts this time, then a feeling as if I'm being shoved out of the way hits me. Internally I struggle with whatever is trying to take over me, continuing to run faster and faster, not paying any mind to where I'm going.'What is going on? Who are you and why are you in my head?' I think, needing answers about what the hell is happening to me.'I'm your wolf. I'm you, only another part of you', the voice says calmly. 'Stop running away from our mate.''Mate?' I question, 'What does that even mean?''He is ours, fated to us by the Moon Goddess. He is our other half, and we are his,' the voice explains.This makes no sense! How is this even possible? I'm human and I'm hearing voices in my head—Oh God! I'm schitzo, aren't I? That has to be it, I think, finally coming to a stop at a stream running through the thick forest floor.The image of a white wolf reflects back at me, where my reflection should be.This can't be real, I think, completely in denial of what is right in front of me.'It is very real, Amaris. You, we, are a wolf.'I look around, taking in the dense forest, the tall trees, the damp soil, and the sound of wildlife, it feels so normal. Like home for what feels like the very first time. As I continue listening, I realize that I no longer hear the sound of footsteps chasing after me.The realization causes an odd pang of longing to hit me, a pain unfurling in my chest, around my heart.'Who is he?' I ask the voice in my head, wholly confused and unbelieving of what I witnessed—one moment Kenton was there, then the next, the black wolf was.'He is ours', my wolf says gently, 'You remember correctly. The boy, he is ours,' she continues as I shake my head in disbelief.This cannot be, it's not possible, I'm thoroughly in denial, there is no way. It's just not possible.But then, why does it feel so right?KentonI sit back and watch her from a distance as she stays by the creek, likely trying to work through this new revelation.I want to be there, desperately, to help her figure all of this out. But, she clearly needs to do this on her own.'I don't like this,' my wolf grumbles, wanting more than anything to go to our mate, to help her—to be close to her now that we've found her. He's desperate to be with her.How had she been right in front of my face this whole time and I not have any idea? I question, She's gone to the same school as me for the last six months, and not once did I get any indication that she was mine. Did she just recently turn eighteen?'I don't like it either, but from her reaction, she didn't know that she had been anything other than human. She needs time,' I tell him, hoping to placate him.'She's beautiful,' he says, admiring his mate. I'm surprised that she's a white wolf—they're incredibly rare—basically unheard of. Not to mention, typically our wolf's coat
Amaris When I wake next to the creek, darkness has taken over the forest save for the moon peeking through the treetops. Getting to my feet, I decide that I should probably try to find my way back to town. Although, it will likely prove difficult since I'm not familiar with these woods.'I got you,' the voice in my head says.'How?' I ask, curious.'Give me control and I can scent our way back,' she tells me as I begin walking away from the creek.Not far from where I had lain, hidden by a bush, I stumble across the black wolf who had been chasing me earlier. He'd been watching me.The thought makes me uncomfortable since I hadn't picked up on his presence, but my wolf speaks up, bringing me some comfort.'He means us no harm, and if he had, he would have taken us having been asleep to his advantage.''But how can you be sure?' I ask as I give the wolf a wide berth, walking as quietly as a field mouse, determined to not wake him.'Because he is ours, as I already told you,' she says
Kenton'Everything go okay with the she-wolf?' My best friend and future beta, Asher asks through the mind link as soon as I've dressed and fall into the driver's seat of my car.'Yeah.''That was crazy. I can't believe she almost wolfed out right in the middle of class,' he says, laughing likely at the memory. 'Did you know? I wonder which pack she belongs to.''No, I didn't,' I tell him as I put the car in gear and begin pulling from the lot, heading toward our pack lands. 'And I don't know that she has a pack. I got the impression that she didn't even know that she was a wolf.''What?' He asks, shouting through the link. 'What are you going to do about her?'Sighing, I run my hands through my hair, 'I've got to talk to my dad.''Woah, man,' he says, sounding surprised. 'You're going to the alpha?''I have to,' I tell him as I turn down an all too familiar gravel road.'What? Why?' He asks, 'Why not find out more about her first?''Because...,' I say, hesitating to say the next part
AmarisI stay back in the far recess of my mind, trying to come to grips with being a wolf, while she enjoys running through the forest, loving the feel of the wind whipping through her fur, splashing through the shallow streams of water, and enjoying her freedom.My wolf.I am a wolf.I've always felt out of place like I've never belonged anywhere. But, I always assumed it was due to Axel and I being orphans, not because we were fricking shapeshifters.I figured with my high, prominent cheekbones, nearly black hair, and naturally tanned skin, that I was of Native American descent, belonging to a tribe somewhere.And I guess in a way, I do. A fricking werewolf tribe—pack. They're called packs, not tribes.But do I? That would mean that I have an Alpha, but I don't. If I did, I would have known what I was, right?The sound of howls off in the distance breaks me from my inner monologue—and makes her still, ears perked, assessing if there is a threat nearby.The howls become closer with
KentonI turn to look at Amaris, thrilled and full-on excited as Dad announces our pack. But, the look in her eyes and the frown turning down her full, plump lips causes my stomach to turn and the smile to fall from my face.Why is she so mad? I wonder, dread filling me as she pulls away and takes a step back."Amaris—" I begin, reaching out for her, but she shakes her head as she takes another step away from me, putting even more distance between us."No..." she whispers. Panic, dread, and a dozen other emotions wash across her face before she takes off running. Mid step, she shifts—way too smoothly for a new wolf—and then leaps across the chasm that she created in the earth to keep the rogues at bay."How did she...?" I begin to say as she lands on the other side, then continues running as fast as her wolf's legs will take her."Son?" Dad says, watching her as well."She doesn't want me?" I whisper the words as hurt and anger war inside of me."I'm sorry. Maybe, it was too soon. Too
Kenton'Dad, where are you?' I ask through the link as soon as hockey practice is over.'In a meeting. Is everything okay?''Yeah, please let me know when you're done,' I tell him as I step beneath the spray of water. After my shower, I meet Asher and the others outside of the locker room. We all head to our respective vehicles and begin heading back towards the crowded house.'Dad?' I ask once I've made it into the pack house.'In my office,' he replies immediately. Turning, I make a left and head up the stairs to the second floor, stopping in the doorway of the office, and taking in my dad. My Alpha.His desk is cluttered, covered in stacks of papers and books. I move my attention from the desk to the man seated at it, taking in his appearance. His hair is mussed like he's been running his fingers through the thick locks in frustration or irritation. His face still looks relatively young, but there are circles beneath his eyes, exhaustion marring his features. "Is everything okay?
Amaris I ran and ran, staying in wolf form and putting as much distance between myself and Kenton as possible. My wolf is angry at me, not wanting to be away from her mate at all. And here, I am, wanting to be on a completely different continent than the one that he's currently on.I run for the majority of the night, noting how much sharper my eyesight is now that I have my wolf, compared to how it was before my shift. Before, I was practically night blind. And now, I can see just as well as if it were broad daylight out, I think, peeking through her eyes as we slink through the next town over. The cover of darkness, thankfully, keeps me hidden from any of the townspeople.The neighborhood dogs barking unnerves me, making me afraid that they will cause their owners to come out and see what is causing all the fuss. I make my way through the last part of the town, constantly looking over my shoulder, pausing at every vehicle that creeps down the road, and hoping to get back to the c
AmarisThankfully, instead of shifting, the siblings lead me across the clearing, through another small wooded area, ending with us emerging at the beginning of a road that has several buildings on either side of it."Where are we?" I ask, glancing around the area resembling a small town with people milling about, the laughter of small children playing in the jets of water that keeps spewing from the ground catches my attention, drawing me in their direction.I stop next to one of the buildings and just watch with a sad smile on my face as they play, laugh, and have fun, not having a worry or care in the world, trying to imagine where Axel and I would be, if he would still be here, if we had grown up in a place like this, in a pack."Amaris," the sound of Zach calling my name draws my attention away from the children, and back to him and his siblings. Zach and Zara are wearing matching sympathetic smiles, while Zane just looks annoyed as I make my way back over to them."Sorry…" I mut