That night Kaine met up with Emma after he got out of school "he finally told me to stop Emma and he seemed serious" Kaine was is that he's actually losing Seth
"I don't buy it..." She stops then has this look on her face like she has an idea then continues to speak " I GOT IT! you should do as he says as a test, I am willing to bet that he says something to you by next week when he realizes you took his words serious""You mean trick him?" Kaine liked the idea "and if he says something then that means he might actually have real feelings for me, right?""Yeah!""You think that'll work? what if I stop and he never says anything? I'd be losing him forever Em""Doesn't hurt to try, after a while if he doesn't say anything, then don't stop""Ok." they go their separate ways and Kaine went home thinking the plan out in his head. he gets home and walks in to find Seth on the couch watching tv "hey""Hey" Seth says keeping his focus on the tvAfter a minute Kaine says "I'll stop..." He went on "I'll stop trying to seduce you""Thanks" Seth smiles and Kaine made his way to his bedroom "hey you wanna watch a movie with me?""Sure" the guys sat together on the couch cracking jokes and just enjoying each others company, and Seth really liked it because he never gets to actually just hang out with Kaine anymore and he missed that. They fall asleep on the couch and wake up the next day to the sound of Kaine's alarm on his phone. he slowly wakes up rubbing his eyes trying to wake Seth up "hey wake up" he hits him on the shoulder repeatedly"I'm up Kaine stop it." Kaine heads to the shower to get ready and Seth went in afterward.Kaine went about his day thinking of ways to seduce Seth, but he couldn't because he had to get Seth to break and some parts of him were scared the Seth never would. "Hey wait up!" Emma calls out running towards Kaine "you bolted out of class, what's up?""Not much just tired, Seth and I watched movies all last night so I got little sleep""Oooh" she nudges him"It's not like that, he still hasn't said anything" Kaine replies a bit disappointed"Oh well give it time he'll come around" they walk to get some lunch then parted ways, Kaine heads home.Unlocking the door Kaine walks in on an intense make-out session between Cathy and Seth "OH GROSS!" he yells slamming the door "this is why we have bedrooms dude" Kaine walks in making gagging noises towards Seth and Cathy"Oh calm down Kaine" Seth says"You're just jealous because you get no action" Cathy adds"And you couldn't be any more correct" Kaine can only ever reply to Cathy's insults with sarcasm because he tries not to be too mean to her for Seth's sake. "alright nasties I'm gonna go to my room, think you can hold out until I shut the door?" he walks away and went to his room. Kaine might have acted cool but his insides were slowly shredding, he lost hope piece by piece thinking how Seth could be with her and not him, he is as good as she is if not better.Kaine crawls in bed heartbroken over what he saw, he was slowly realizing that Seth's never going to be his and maybe it was time to actually give up, but how could he? Seth is all Kaine's ever wanted but maybe he screwed up, maybe it was time to move on.Kaine could tell Cathy spent the night because he woke up the next morning he could smell bacon coming from the kitchen, and he knows no one else cooks in this house but him. Should he spend the day in his bed? Or should he put on a brave face and go out there? Getting up to take a quick peek at them he slightly opens the door and sees Cathy standing in front of the stove and Seth behind her with his arms around her waist. What Kaine wouldn't do to be in her position right now, he wishes that that was him standing there, his waist in Seth's arms, his neck getting light but beautiful kisses from the lips of the only boy he ever loved. Kaine shuts the door and gets back into bed deciding this is where he would rather be but he knew truly that he had no choice but to stay there.Half an hour later there's a knock on his door, Kaine refrains himself from answering so instead he stays quiet. Another set of knocks came but still no answer from Kaine so Seth opens the door and walks in on Kaine faking his sleep "dude wake up it's 11" Kaine did not respond so Seth went on "Cathy made breakfast if you want" Kaine shakes his head no "everything alright?" Seth sounds a tad worried but not enough to convince Kainenot bothering to turn around to face Seth, Kaine lets out a quiet "fine thanks." Seth walks away shutting the door behind him. Seth is worried and some parts of him knew why Kaine was acting like this, he feels responsible because of how he spoke to Kaine the other day. All of this worry had something brewing in Seth, something he couldn't put into a straight thought, something he knew would get him in a lot of trouble later.Still, without a way to contact Damien, I sit in my room impatiently waiting, leaving the window open for him I sit at my desk trying to do homework but failing miserably. I just got him back for 2 seconds and it's been 5 hours since I saw him. What the fuck else could've happened between then and now? Getting up I walk out of my room heading to the kitchen for a drink, staring at my phone as I walk around my house I'm almost to the kitchen when the doorbell goes off. "I'll get it" I reply being the closest to the door, walking over I turn the knob and freeze. Damien smiles as soon as he sees my face, "what are you doing?" I ask in a lowered voice "Is this not ok?" He asks walking in, "really wasn't in the mood to climb the tree""I-" "Who's at the door Ewan?" my mom comes from the kitchen asking. Stopping when she sees Damien and I standing there, "oh" this is happening way too fucking fast! Realizing I'm not going to say anything Damien walks to my mom, "Hi Mrs. Basilton my name
It's been rough I'm not going to lie, yes I know the truth now and sure I should be calm but I think I'm more worried than I was before. The thought of Damien in foster care scares me, and he might never come back, what if they make him switch schools? And I know he can't contact anyone who isn't family, but I just want to hear his voice, I need to know how he really is. Jaded and checked out of class I sit there but my mind is elsewhere. "Baz?" I hear the faint sound of my name but I'm too far dazed to focus on it. "Baz!" The person barks and I jump to find my teacher standing in front of me, realizing I'm sitting in English lit, I shift in my seat trying to make it seem as if I've been paying attention, and my teacher says "you need to focus Baz." "Sorry," I sit up straight."Now," she starts as she walks back to the front of the class, "Amber said that she thinks Ulysses' dream is the main symbol that moves the story, do you agree Baz?" I don't need to focus to tell her how wrong
Do it! Just do it Baz, this isn't about you or her, it's about Damien and you need to know where he is. No one else can tell me besides Eddie, and since he'll never say 2 words to me, my best bet is to make Silver ask him for me. Knowing her schedule as if it were my own, I wait outside her social studies class before lunch, when it's finally done everyone starts walking out and I don't see her until everyone's gone and she's the only one left still packing up. Walking in as the teacher leaves, the door shuts and we're alone. Throwing her bag over her shoulder, Silver doesn't see me until she turns Looking around she realizes we're alone "hi," she smiles even though I'm maintaining a straight face."I need help and I can't really go to anyone else with this" "Okay" "That's the only reason I'm coming to you nothing else" "I understand" "Seriously I mean it this isn't me giving you another chance, or thinking about it. Me talking to you is purely circumstantial." "I get it Baz,"
"I don't know I heard it was a fight," "A fight? With who?" "Not really a fight more like he got jumped by guys from Mesa High.""Damien got jumped?" I eavesdrop on the girls sitting at the lunch table behind me Turning around I ask, "are you guys talking about Damien Allen?" They nod, "who told you he got jumped?" One of them answers "some girls from the cheer team," of course, there are no bigger gossips in this school than the fucking cheer team. It's Tuesday and still not a single word from Damien, yesterday I was pissed but now I'm kind of worried 'You got jumped are you ok?' Why am I even bothering he's not going to answer. What the fuck am I supposed to do? Go to his house? Oh my god, should I go to his house? No that's crazy I can't just show up to his house if he's ignoring me. You did it before idiot... but that was different something is clearly wrong, and if it's not with us then it has to be with him. I'm not going to believe he got jumped until I talk to him thoug
"Ewan?" I hear my mom's voice as she softly knocks on my door "are you awake?" "I am now" I answer opening my eyes, Sticking her head in with a smile "good morning" "Morning" I reply "Dad and I are going out for breakfast and maybe go to the museum, would you like to join us?" "Um," I think about it and answer "sure I'm not doing anything better" "Great!" She grins "we're leaving in 10 so go brush your teeth and get dressed" She walks out and I sit up yawning, getting up I check the time on my phone it's almost 10. Leaving my room I walk to the bathroom picking up my toothbrush, as I'm brushing my teeth the doorbell goes off and I wonder who it could be. Not minding it I continue brushing After a minute I hear my mom call "Ewan!" "What?!" I shout back from the bathroom "Someone's here for you" me? Who the hell could that be? Rinsing my mouth I walk out of the bathroom going to the door to find Damien standing there with my mom behind him shutting the door. I stare at him st
"HOLY SHIT I WON!" I jump out of the chair throwing my controller down "I WON! OH MY GOD!" Jumping up and down I don't focus on the scream "YESSSSSS" I cheer hopping around my room "What's going on?" My mom opens my bedroom door confused by the screaming, "why all the yelling?" "Mom" I rush to her grabbing her hand pulling her to my desktop "look! I've been playing this online tournament for the last 5 weeks and I actually won! Against like a bunch of people" I explain while showing her the screen Reading the popup because I'm too distracted to do it, she says "well it says here you have to call that number since you're the winner, have you called?" "What no I was too busy winning!" I can't believe I fucking won and the only person I can tell is my mom who doesn't give 2 shits about video games."Well is there a prize" As I open my mouth about to answer I stop, I don't know how they'll react when they hear about the money. I shouldn't tell them until I actually have the money, rig