84: Loser

"Hmm.. I'm not sure what's the best way to answer your question…" Creed's eyes rolled a few times as if he was having difficulty to frame the words in his mind.

After a long pause he once again opened his mouth,

"To be honest, I've never been interested in archery since I was a kid. In reality, like most others, I used to think of archery as a flawed combat method. However, a few months ago while I was holding a bow. I'm not sure what it was, but I felt a tremor inside my guts, almost like the wail of a slumbering monster. At that exact moment, the bow in my hand felt like a long-forgotten part of my soul. Something took over me, and I felt an overwhelming ecstatic sensation of liberation that cut deeper than my conscience. "

Creed continued as he scratched his nose, "I'm not saying that I had some kind of moment of "so-called'' enlightenment; however I still don't have an explanation for it… My thoughts drifted erratically for the first time in my life, and I felt alienated from r