ELARA
Days didn’t pass. They bled. Sleep wasn’t sleep. Not really. It was darkness soaked in static, smeared with foggy flashes of memory and pain. My body never found rest. My mind never truly woke. I drifted between numbness and nightmares, lost in a loop of silent torment. Nurses came and went. They whispered in gentle tones, as though afraid I’d shatter from the sound. They adjusted wires and drips, fluffed pillows, checked vitals. Their kindness was clinical. Routine. A part of the job. And Damien Rhys? He stayed. Not like a savior. Not like a friend. He didn’t offer flowers or empty promises. He didn’t talk just to fill the silence. He simply sat. By the window. In the chair beside me. Watching. Waiting. Always there, as though he was guarding something sacred. He didn’t treat me like I was fragile. He treated me like I was unfinished. My vocal cords were still healing or that’s what they told me. But the silence wasn’t only physical. It felt deeper, older. Like grief had clawed its way down my throat and built a nest. I hadn’t spoken since I woke up. Maybe I couldn’t. Maybe I didn’t want to. Because what words could survive what I’d been through? Milo. Every time I closed my eyes, I saw him. His curls bouncing in the wind. His tiny feet slapping against cold marble. His laughter echoing across the terrace. The scream. Sharp. Pure. Then the silence after. The sea was cruel. It had taken everything. I woke every time in a tangle of sweat and wires, my chest heaving from a scream that never left my throat. My hands trembled constantly now. My body ached in places I hadn’t known could hurt. The bruises were fading, but the pain wasn’t. --- I was allowed to sit up now. The nurses called it progress. The bandages around my arms and chest had been changed. The tight wrappings on my face loosened slightly. Still, no one spoke of the mirror in the corner of the room turned to face the wall like a sin too ugly to acknowledge. No one needed to. The scars on my arms were enough to tell me the rest. I didn't need a mirror to know that I had changed. --- “Your strength is terrifying.” His voice broke the silence one afternoon. Damien sat near the window, his back straight, fingers tapping quickly against a sleek black tablet. He didn’t look at me as he spoke, and yet every word felt like it had been carved for me. I tilted my head toward him slowly. A question. A challenge. Not that he could see it through the bandages, but I wanted him to feel it. “You survived the sea,” he said. “The fall. The betrayal. The kind of pain that breaks people long before it kills them.” He finally looked at me. “But you’re still here. That matters.” I didn’t nod. I didn’t flinch. But something in me stirred. He stood and placed the tablet next to my untouched tray of food. Not pushing it toward me. Not explaining. Just placing it there, quiet and purposeful. And then he left. The door clicked shut behind him. I stared at the screen. For a while, I didn’t move. Then slowly, with fingers that trembled and a heart that pounded, I reached for it. The tablet came alive beneath my touch. Images. Files. Documents. The villa. The cliffs. News reports. Legal papers. Financial statements. Photos of Ethan Cade my husband. Sienna Blake. Airline tickets. Security footage. A forged signature on a document transferring millions from a trust account—my trust. The one I hadn’t even known existed. My name was on everything. The betrayal had started long before the push. Long before the wine. Long before Amalfi. Damien Rhys knew everything. Why? Why would a stranger not only save my life, but investigate the ones who tried to end it? Why dig up a past that wasn’t his to carry? Unless… he wasn’t just some stranger. --- That night, I dreamed of fire. It wasn’t frightening. It was cleansing. Flames devoured the villa. Ethan’s screams echoed through the halls. Sienna ran, but the fire chased her like justice on wings. And I stood in the center of the inferno, untouched. Silent. Whole. --- When I woke, Damien was there again. Not in the chair. Not by the window. Standing. Waiting. I reached for the notebook the nurses had given me. I flipped to a blank page and wrote in slow, shaky letters: Why? He read it. His expression didn’t change. Then he pulled a chair to my bedside and sat down. “I saw him push you,” he said, voice low. “I was hiking along the ridge. I saw you. I saw him. I saw her. I saw the boy.” At the mention of Milo, I flinched. My fingers tightened around the pen. “I’m sorry,” he added, more gently now. “I... I tried to get down the cliff as fast as I could. I called emergency services. But by the time I reached the shore, there was only you.” The words cracked something open inside me. He continued. “I know what it feels like to be treated badly by the ones you love. Far too well.” His smile was bitter, humorless. “They thought they buried you. But I make it my business to dig up what others try to hide.” He paused. “You could say it’s my way of healing.” I studied him. Really studied him. There were no lies in his voice. No theatrics in his posture. Just something raw. Lived-in. Haunted. He had his own ghosts. “They stole something from you,” he went on. “But they also made a mistake.” I arched a brow slowly. Not that he could see it. He leaned closer, eyes gleaming. “They let you live.”ELARAThe body remembers what the soul tries to forget.Pain didn’t announce itself anymore. It hummed. A silent, steady rhythm under my skin, a haunting baseline to every movement I made. Recovery wasn’t linear. It wasn’t poetic. It was cruel. Relentless.Physical therapy began two weeks after the bandages came off. I’d assumed surviving meant I’d done the hard part.No.The hard part was learning to live again.Every morning started with an ache so deep it felt ancestral. My legs, though miraculously spared from the worst of the impact, trembled when I stood. The bones in my arms screamed with the memory of catching myself as I fell. The skin around my ribs, tight and new, pulled like it didn’t trust me to move.The therapist was a kind woman named Alina, with a voice like chamomile and eyes that didn’t flinch when they saw my scars. She spoke Italian, but her patience translated well enough. I didn’t speak back—not yet. But she understood the winces, the sharp intakes of breath, th
ELARA The days that followed the cemetery visit were quiet. Not peaceful—no, peace was a luxury I no longer recognized. But still. Muted. Like the world knew something inside me had shifted. Like the air around me was afraid of the thing I was becoming. I stopped asking questions like "Why me?" or "How could he?" I already knew the answers. Evil doesn’t always arrive in a storm. Sometimes, it slides into your bed and calls itself husband. Sometimes, it smiles at your child and whispers promises it intends to shatter. --- The doctors said it was time. Time to remove the bandages. I sat on the edge of the hospital bed, my fingers clenched into tight fists. The mirror across the room had been covered with a sheet since the day I arrived. I hadn’t asked why. I didn’t need to. Even before anyone said a word, I knew. My body remembered every crack of bone. Every splinter of rock that kissed my flesh as I fell. My mind still echoed with the pain. My voice, crushed and di
ELARAA few days passed—or bled—like they always did.Each hour slipped beneath my skin like frost. The silence no longer frightened me; it had become a roommate, a reflection. The only language I spoke now was quiet: the hum of machines, the rustle of a nurse’s shoes, the occasional click of Damien’s tablet.But inside?Inside, I was screaming.I still hadn’t seen my face. The doctors said the bandages could come off soon. I didn’t want them to. I wasn’t ready to look at the woman in the mirror, if she could even be called that anymore.They told me I crushed into stone when I fell. That the rocks had shattered parts of my cheekbones, torn skin, fractured the cartilage of my nose, broken my ribs. That my voice box had been nearly crushed by the pressure of the fall and the impact of hitting water with such force. The sea hadn't saved me. It swallowed me and spit me out broken.I didn’t understand why I lived.Why Damien Rhys pulled me from the water when he could’ve walked away.He s
ELARADays didn’t pass. They bled.Sleep wasn’t sleep. Not really. It was darkness soaked in static, smeared with foggy flashes of memory and pain. My body never found rest. My mind never truly woke. I drifted between numbness and nightmares, lost in a loop of silent torment.Nurses came and went. They whispered in gentle tones, as though afraid I’d shatter from the sound. They adjusted wires and drips, fluffed pillows, checked vitals. Their kindness was clinical. Routine. A part of the job.And Damien Rhys?He stayed.Not like a savior. Not like a friend. He didn’t offer flowers or empty promises. He didn’t talk just to fill the silence. He simply sat. By the window. In the chair beside me. Watching. Waiting. Always there, as though he was guarding something sacred.He didn’t treat me like I was fragile.He treated me like I was unfinished.My vocal cords were still healing or that’s what they told me. But the silence wasn’t only physical. It felt deeper, older. Like grief had clawed
ELARA The world didn’t come back all at once. It slithered. Pain, first. Not the sharp kind. The kind that clung. The kind that pulsed like an echo under skin. Like my body remembered being broken more clearly than it remembered being whole. Then sound crept in slow and hesitant. The sterile beep of machines, the soft whoosh of something mechanical, and a faint humming I couldn’t place. Like someone had left the world on low volume. Then came light. Faint, too bright all at once. My eyelids twitched. One gave in. The other stayed shut, heavy and swollen. My head throbbed. My throat felt like it had been lined with razors. Every breath came in struggle. I tried to move. Nothing responded. My arms were lead. My legs didn’t exist. I opened my mouth to cry, scream, ask. Anything. Nothing came out. Not even air. Panic bloomed fast. It started in my chest and clawed its way up. I fought the weight pressing down on me. My heart slammed against my ribs like a prisoner desperate for es
ELARA Golden hour cloaked the Amalfi cliffs in amber and honey. The wind was soft, sweet, and almost cruel in how gently it touched me as if mocking the ache I carried. I stood on the marble terrace of the villa, the sea stretching endlessly ahead, pretending I belonged in this postcard-perfect moment. I didn't. Milo’s laughter rang behind me like church bells. I turned, caught sight of my son—three years old, barefoot, chasing his own shadow across the tiles. His curls bounced as he ran, joy painting his cheeks. That boy was my everything. My reason. My breath. I smiled. Or tried to. "Wine?" Ethan's voice slid beside me, warm and smooth like polished lies. I looked up to see him holding out a glass. His smile was practiced, charming, so damn sweet it made my stomach twist. "Thank you," I said, taking the glass. Sienna laughed behind him. I glanced over. She was sprawled on the lounger beside the infinity pool, her legs crossed, sunglasses perched high, a sheer wrap clinging