ELARA
The world didn’t come back all at once. It slithered. Pain, first. Not the sharp kind. The kind that clung. The kind that pulsed like an echo under skin. Like my body remembered being broken more clearly than it remembered being whole. Then sound crept in slow and hesitant. The sterile beep of machines, the soft whoosh of something mechanical, and a faint humming I couldn’t place. Like someone had left the world on low volume. Then came light. Faint, too bright all at once. My eyelids twitched. One gave in. The other stayed shut, heavy and swollen. My head throbbed. My throat felt like it had been lined with razors. Every breath came in struggle. I tried to move. Nothing responded. My arms were lead. My legs didn’t exist. I opened my mouth to cry, scream, ask. Anything. Nothing came out. Not even air. Panic bloomed fast. It started in my chest and clawed its way up. I fought the weight pressing down on me. My heart slammed against my ribs like a prisoner desperate for escape. But my body wouldn’t listen. I was locked in. White. The walls were white. The ceiling. The sheets. The room smelled like bleach and something deeper. Like blood. Like antiseptic. Like survival. Then I felt it. My face. Wrapped. Bandaged. As if someone had tried to patch a shattered vase with gauze and hope. My skin itched under the layers, tight and raw. My chest felt wrapped in something stiff. My breathing ragged. What happened? What the hell happened? I squeezed my eyes shut. Willed my mind to rewind. Rewind. Rewind. The sea. Milo. His laughter echoing across marble tiles. Ethan’s hand on my back. Sienna’s smirk. My baby’s scream. Then darkness. The memory cut through me like a blade made of ice and grief. Milo. I gasped. Or tried to. My throat seized. No sound came. Just raw pain. My body jerked weakly against the bed, alarms blipping faster in response. The door creaked open. Then footsteps. Steady and sharp. A tall figure entered, shadows trailing behind him like silk. He wasn’t a doctor. Not with that suit. Not with that quiet command in his walk. His hair was slicked back, except for one rebellious strand that fell across his forehead. His features were cut from stone, all sharp angles and quiet restraint. But his eyes.... His eyes were what made me flinch. Because they saw me. Not the bandages. Not the wounds. Me. He paused when he saw my panic. “Hey,” he said softly, his voice deep, steady. “You’re safe. I promise. You’re okay.” I stared, chest rising in erratic tremors. He didn’t come closer. Just lifted his hands in a silent truce. “My name is Damien Rhys,” he said gently. “I found you. You were—” he paused, something flickering in his eyes, “—barely breathing. I got you out. You’ve been here in the hospital in Naples for several weeks. You’ve had multiple surgeries, chest injuries, internal bleeding.” He stepped to the side, pressed the nurse call button. “The doctors didn’t know who you were at first,” he added. “But I stayed. I’ve been waiting for you to wake up.” I blinked at him. Each word seemed to take a hundred miles to reach me. They dropped into my chest like stones. I opened my mouth. Tried to shape the one word that clawed its way through the pain. “Mi...” It tore out of me, raw and jagged. He took a single step closer. “You’re asking about the little boy,” he said gently. “Your son?” I nodded. Barely. The movement hurt like hell. Damien exhaled. And when he looked back at me, the softness in his eyes made it worse. “I’m sorry.” Two words. That was all. I broke. Silently. Violently and alone. There was no scream, no cry loud enough for what I felt. Just this pressure in my chest, this unbearable weight, this void. I had survived. And my son hadn’t. The nurse came in—a middle-aged woman with kind eyes and quick hands. She glanced at Damien, then at me, and immediately moved to check the monitors. “She’s fully conscious,” he told her. “But her voice...” “Her vocal cords were damaged,” the nurse said gently. “There’s still swelling. It’ll take time before she regains speech—if at all. The doctors will explain everything.” Everything. I didn’t want everything. I wanted Milo. The nurse fussed over wires and IVs. Damien didn’t leave. He stood still, watching me like he didn’t trust the world to touch me again. “You’ll need rest,” he said when the nurse left. “And time.” Again, I did't want time. I wanted Milo I turned my head slightly. Even that hurt. “You’re safe now. I’ll make sure you stay that way.” Why? Why would a stranger save me? I blinked slowly. My eyes stung. My chest burned. Milo. My baby. My joy. My shadow. Gone. I closed my eyes. And wished the sea had taken me, too. But it didn’t. And that meant something. It meant I was still here. Which meant Ethan and Sienna hadn’t finished the job. Which meant I still had something they didn’t expect me to have. Time. And vengeance. Because ashes don’t bleed. But they remember how to burn.ELARAThe body remembers what the soul tries to forget.Pain didn’t announce itself anymore. It hummed. A silent, steady rhythm under my skin, a haunting baseline to every movement I made. Recovery wasn’t linear. It wasn’t poetic. It was cruel. Relentless.Physical therapy began two weeks after the bandages came off. I’d assumed surviving meant I’d done the hard part.No.The hard part was learning to live again.Every morning started with an ache so deep it felt ancestral. My legs, though miraculously spared from the worst of the impact, trembled when I stood. The bones in my arms screamed with the memory of catching myself as I fell. The skin around my ribs, tight and new, pulled like it didn’t trust me to move.The therapist was a kind woman named Alina, with a voice like chamomile and eyes that didn’t flinch when they saw my scars. She spoke Italian, but her patience translated well enough. I didn’t speak back—not yet. But she understood the winces, the sharp intakes of breath, th
ELARA The days that followed the cemetery visit were quiet. Not peaceful—no, peace was a luxury I no longer recognized. But still. Muted. Like the world knew something inside me had shifted. Like the air around me was afraid of the thing I was becoming. I stopped asking questions like "Why me?" or "How could he?" I already knew the answers. Evil doesn’t always arrive in a storm. Sometimes, it slides into your bed and calls itself husband. Sometimes, it smiles at your child and whispers promises it intends to shatter. --- The doctors said it was time. Time to remove the bandages. I sat on the edge of the hospital bed, my fingers clenched into tight fists. The mirror across the room had been covered with a sheet since the day I arrived. I hadn’t asked why. I didn’t need to. Even before anyone said a word, I knew. My body remembered every crack of bone. Every splinter of rock that kissed my flesh as I fell. My mind still echoed with the pain. My voice, crushed and di
ELARAA few days passed—or bled—like they always did.Each hour slipped beneath my skin like frost. The silence no longer frightened me; it had become a roommate, a reflection. The only language I spoke now was quiet: the hum of machines, the rustle of a nurse’s shoes, the occasional click of Damien’s tablet.But inside?Inside, I was screaming.I still hadn’t seen my face. The doctors said the bandages could come off soon. I didn’t want them to. I wasn’t ready to look at the woman in the mirror, if she could even be called that anymore.They told me I crushed into stone when I fell. That the rocks had shattered parts of my cheekbones, torn skin, fractured the cartilage of my nose, broken my ribs. That my voice box had been nearly crushed by the pressure of the fall and the impact of hitting water with such force. The sea hadn't saved me. It swallowed me and spit me out broken.I didn’t understand why I lived.Why Damien Rhys pulled me from the water when he could’ve walked away.He s
ELARADays didn’t pass. They bled.Sleep wasn’t sleep. Not really. It was darkness soaked in static, smeared with foggy flashes of memory and pain. My body never found rest. My mind never truly woke. I drifted between numbness and nightmares, lost in a loop of silent torment.Nurses came and went. They whispered in gentle tones, as though afraid I’d shatter from the sound. They adjusted wires and drips, fluffed pillows, checked vitals. Their kindness was clinical. Routine. A part of the job.And Damien Rhys?He stayed.Not like a savior. Not like a friend. He didn’t offer flowers or empty promises. He didn’t talk just to fill the silence. He simply sat. By the window. In the chair beside me. Watching. Waiting. Always there, as though he was guarding something sacred.He didn’t treat me like I was fragile.He treated me like I was unfinished.My vocal cords were still healing or that’s what they told me. But the silence wasn’t only physical. It felt deeper, older. Like grief had clawed
ELARA The world didn’t come back all at once. It slithered. Pain, first. Not the sharp kind. The kind that clung. The kind that pulsed like an echo under skin. Like my body remembered being broken more clearly than it remembered being whole. Then sound crept in slow and hesitant. The sterile beep of machines, the soft whoosh of something mechanical, and a faint humming I couldn’t place. Like someone had left the world on low volume. Then came light. Faint, too bright all at once. My eyelids twitched. One gave in. The other stayed shut, heavy and swollen. My head throbbed. My throat felt like it had been lined with razors. Every breath came in struggle. I tried to move. Nothing responded. My arms were lead. My legs didn’t exist. I opened my mouth to cry, scream, ask. Anything. Nothing came out. Not even air. Panic bloomed fast. It started in my chest and clawed its way up. I fought the weight pressing down on me. My heart slammed against my ribs like a prisoner desperate for es
ELARA Golden hour cloaked the Amalfi cliffs in amber and honey. The wind was soft, sweet, and almost cruel in how gently it touched me as if mocking the ache I carried. I stood on the marble terrace of the villa, the sea stretching endlessly ahead, pretending I belonged in this postcard-perfect moment. I didn't. Milo’s laughter rang behind me like church bells. I turned, caught sight of my son—three years old, barefoot, chasing his own shadow across the tiles. His curls bounced as he ran, joy painting his cheeks. That boy was my everything. My reason. My breath. I smiled. Or tried to. "Wine?" Ethan's voice slid beside me, warm and smooth like polished lies. I looked up to see him holding out a glass. His smile was practiced, charming, so damn sweet it made my stomach twist. "Thank you," I said, taking the glass. Sienna laughed behind him. I glanced over. She was sprawled on the lounger beside the infinity pool, her legs crossed, sunglasses perched high, a sheer wrap clinging