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Chapter 136

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Esmeralda's POV

I wake up and there is nothing to prepare for, that is the first thought that came to my mind, not a relieved thought or a triumphant one. Just a simple fact.The particular awareness of a body that has been oriented toward something for so long that the absence of it is its own sensation.

There was no testimony to rehearse, no motion to fight, no article to respond to.

No Julian.

I lie still and let the quiet of that settle.

Damien is asleep beside me, actually asleep, the deep
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  • Ashes Of His Regret    Chapter 136

    Esmeralda's POVI wake up and there is nothing to prepare for, that is the first thought that came to my mind, not a relieved thought or a triumphant one. Just a simple fact.The particular awareness of a body that has been oriented toward something for so long that the absence of it is its own sensation.There was no testimony to rehearse, no motion to fight, no article to respond to.No Julian.I lie still and let the quiet of that settle.Damien is asleep beside me, actually asleep, the deep even breathing of someone whose body finally believed the alert could be stood down. He slept the way he hasn't since before any of this started. I noticed it in the night, woke briefly at three and heard him breathing and thought: “good.” And went back to sleep myself.Now it is seven in the morning and the room is grey and still.I look at the ceiling.*****The first thing I feel is not what I expected.I expected relief. Or something like triumph, the clean, earned satisfaction of a thing c

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    Esmeralda's POVHe stands up and tells the truth.I hear every word, but I didn't bother to not look at him.Not because I can't, not because looking would cost me something I can't afford to spend today. But because his statement is not for me, it is for the record, for the room, for whatever version of himself he is trying to become in the wreckage of the version he was. That is his work to do. Not mine to witness.But I hear something that got my attention “Morrison Manufacturing was not failing. It was a healthy company run by a man who understood what he built.”The judge's face gives nothing away.Mine gives nothing away.Underneath both of those surfaces, I don't know what is happening in her. In me, there is something moving that I don't have a name for yet. Something that started when he said my father's name. Something that has not finished arriving.“That decision killed that man's belief in himself in the last years of his life.”My hands are flat on the table.I let the

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    Julian's POVThe judge asks if I wish to make a statement.Richard told me I didn't have to. Told me that in cases like this, statements from defendants before sentencing often do more harm than good, they invite scrutiny, create new material for the record, give the prosecution a final opportunity to respond.He told me to consider carefully.I considered it and stood up.*****The room is very quiet when I stand.The particular quiet of a space that has been loud all day, testimony, argument, the weight of accumulated words suddenly holding its breath.I don't look at the gallery.I don't look at the plaintiff's table.I look at the judge.She is watching me with the expression she has maintained throughout the entire proceeding, attentive, measured, giving nothing away.I speak.*****"I am not going to argue against the prosecution's recommendation," I say. "I'm not going to ask for leniency I haven't earned or suggest that the sentence proposed is disproportionate. It isn't. What

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