Getting into this Club wasn't for everyone; sometimes even having money wasn't enough. You had to drop the right name at the entrance, and I have the best one to give them. "Derek Ashford," I say to the woman up front while I adjust the sports bag on my shoulder. "He is expecting me."
"Your name, please." She says as I pull out my ID. "Isabella Sterling." The woman behind the reception desk studies my ID like it might bite her. Polished nails, perfect posture, and a practiced expression that says she’s been trained to spot the kind of people who don’t belong. Too bad for her, I do. Her eyes flicker from the ID to her screen. She types something, pauses, then nods once, just barely. “Yes, Ms. Sterling. Mr. Ashford left instructions. You’re expected.” Of course I am. She stands, gives me a polite but not warm smile, and gestures toward the main path that curves toward the courts. “Please follow the walkway past the garden lounge. The tennis courts are at the far end. Locker rooms are on the right if you’d like to change.” I thank her with a smile that doesn’t reach my eyes and walk on into the locker room. My tennis skirt is white, crisp, and perfectly tailored. My visor casts the right amount of shadow across my eyes, I walk through the gated entrance with a duffel slung over my shoulder and a knowing smile on my lips. Derek is already waiting by the courts, racquet in hand, sunglasses on. He’s dressed in navy shorts, a white polo, sleeves pushed up just enough to remind anyone watching that he’s more than suits and boardrooms. That he plays. His smile when he sees me is private. Not polite, not performative, just for me. “You came,” he says. “I said I would,” I say, my voice is light as melody. "Where is the rest of your family? You said they would be here." "They will be, just a bit later. My sister came back today from a trip, so they stayed behind to wait for her." His sister, Aurora. The only one of the family that seems normal, perhaps because she spends most of her life away from them. "And you didn't wait for her?" I ask, and Derek shrugs, a practiced, casual movement. "I talk to her in the morning, she told me that if I'm so excited to see you that I shouldn't wait." This isn't something casual that just slipped out; he wanted me to know he talks about me, so I play along. "You taled to your sister about me, why?" "Im close with my sister, I tell her everything. If there is one person on this earth that knows me inside out, its her." Then I'll make sure to get to know her as well. Anything that helps me get closer to my goal. "Do you have siblings, Isabella?" He asks me. "No, I... I am an only child." I am now, because of you and your family. The thought poisons my brain, and I close my fists, trying to get control over myself while forcing a smile on my face. "I'm alone in the world, except for some dear friends here and there." "Well, I hope I enter that list of dear friends, make you feel less alone." Derek says. I let out a soft laugh, just the right kind. The kind that sounds touched but hides every sharp edge beneath it. “I’ll let you know,” I say, brushing a speck of dust from my skirt. “Friendship’s a high bar these days.” Derek watches me closely, something unreadable flickering behind his eyes. "How about that match?" I say as I bring my racquet in front of me. "Are you prepared to lose?" I say as I poke his chest with the racquet in a playful manner. He grins at that, cocky and effortless, stepping just close enough that the poke of the racquet lingers between them like a dare. “Oh, I’m prepared,” he says, letting the words hang as he leans in closer.“…but I don’t lose,” Derek finishes, low and deliberate, the kind of line meant to land somewhere between flirtation and a warning. I meet his gaze, unflinching. “That’s the problem with people like you,” I say, my voice still sweet, still featherlight. “You confuse being unchallenged with being unbeatable.” His grin sharpens, a flash of something competitive and dangerous behind his polished charm. He likes the pushback. They all do, until it costs them. We take our positions, and the first serve cuts through the air with the kind of power that makes people turn their heads. He returns it, of course. Derek doesn’t do anything halfway. But even he’s surprised at how fast I come for the net, how deliberately I move. This isn't just a tennis game, it's flirtation at its best. Obvious yet still not an open declaration. By the third game, he’s pushing harder, his strokes more aggressive, his breathing heavier. I hit a spinning slice, low and fast. It skims the line. He lunges and misses. “Game,” I say, sweet and victorious. I give him a quick smile, just enough to sting. He tosses the ball high, catching it again with a low chuckle. “You weren't kidding, I have to admit defeat." He says as we walk over to the bench and take some water. I accept the water bottle he offers, twisting the cap slowly, deliberately. “Admitting defeat looks good on you,” I say, taking a sip. “It seems very rare. Very refined.” Derek leans back on the bench, one arm draped across the backrest, his racquet balanced on his knee. “Don’t get used to it. I don’t lose often.” I tilt my head, pretending to consider that. “Neither do I.” I say as I bring myself closer to his face and his eyes drop to my lips as if enchanted. I lean in closer, just enough to blur the boundary of personal space, and I can feel the shift in the air between us. He needs to feel me close, I need him close... it's the only way to make him fall. But I can give it to him that easily. I lean in, close enough that he can count every lash around my eyes, close enough for his breath to hitch. He tilts his head, just slightly, as if he’s already anticipating the taste of a kiss I have no intention of giving. I put my hand on his chest and pushed back slightly, then turned away. “I’m sorry, Derek,” I say softly, as if I mean it. As if I’m protecting him from me. “I wouldn’t want you to get the wrong idea.” He blinks, momentarily caught off balance. “We work together,” I continue, rising to my feet and stepping away, towel draped neatly over one shoulder. “Some distance needs to be held.” "The fact that we work together can't stand in the way of me feeling how I feel. It's as if I knew you from a past life. The moment you entered the office that day, I haven't stopped thinking about you." Good, that is what I wanted. I want you to have me always on your mind. "I'm sure that happens to you a lot. You have quite the reputation, Derek. And I am here to work, not to play." At least not in the way you would want. "I know the reputation I have, but that is the past; I'm just having trouble shaking it off. But I'm not that man anymore, I can't be." He says the last part with such heaviness I honestly can't tell if it's pretend or not. "Give me a chance, get to know me past my reputation. What do you say?" He says as he takes my hand and looks into my eyes, as people come in the tennis field and stand there, watching us. The whole family of Ashfords. "Derek, your family is here," I say as I take my hands out of his and grip my racquet while I prepare myself to meet the wolves. Can this black sheep survive them? Time will tell."What am I doing with my life?" I ask myself as I ride the elevator. I am tired. If only I had a time machine to go back in time and prevent all this mess from happening. But right now, it's too much to ask for a day away from this torture. "Are you even still in there, Katherine?" I yet again ask myself as I stare into the fake blue eyes in the mirror reflection. Too bad I dont have time to answer that one as the elevator door opens and I get out, heading straight to my office. Sometimes it's like I forget I still have an actual job to do. Yet it seems someone else forgot it too. My imposter was also not at her desk. I swear if she went to Derek, I'm gonna lose it.I opened my office door expecting an empty room, when to my surprise I saw her. Behind my desk, looking through my computer."Can I help you?!" I ask her and she jumps up."Miss Sterling... I was just..." She stammers, backing away from my desk like a child caught with her hand in the cookie jar.Her tone is sweet... too
As I enter Jack’s room, I see him sitting up in bed, cheeks flushed but bright-eyed, clutching his stuffed rabbit like a shield. His small smile when he sees me is all the fuel I need to keep going. I let my bag and the box of muffins hit the nearby table as I rush to his side, taking his little palms into my hands and kissing them. The room fills up with his laughter."My God, how I missed you," I say as I breathe in his scent, one that I missed so much and was now around me. "Did you miss me?" I ask him and he nods his head. "Now I will come and see you every day, ok? We won't be separated like before." "Do you think that is a good idea?" Valerie asks. "With Derek and everything. He could get suspicious." She is right, I know she is. But I dont care, plus I'm confident I can control Derek, even if I have to use my body to do so."It's fine, Valerie. I can take care of it." I say. "Did the doctor say anything new?" I ask.Valerie crosses her arms and leans against the windowsill, he
The sun crept in through the window. My face rested on Derek's chest as he slept, his arms holding me close. I stayed still for a long time, listening to the steady rhythm of his heartbeat beneath my cheek, letting it ground me, hold me steady against the storm that hadn't yet arrived, but I could feel it, building on the horizon.I kept blinking, as if trying to bring clarity to my thoughts. Torn between the man behind me, my loyalty to my brother, and the fact that I was very sure I had the key to open a file that holds a lot, if not all the answers. But that would have to wait, my son comes first.The thought landed like an anchor, quiet and immovable.He would be waking soon, probably already sitting up in bed rubbing the sleep from his eyes and reaching for the stuffed rabbit that had become his constant companion. My heart tightened at the image. In all of this... truth, revenge, betrayal, he was my center. My reason for staying grounded, for not letting myself be pulled under by
Jackson was innocent.The words eco around me, the words I so bady wanted to hear out loud. My brother is innocent. And he knew it. Yet... he did nothing to help him, he let him die."What?" I act out a surprise, a frown in my eyebrows, while controlling the rush of rage now boiling in my blood. I pull the sheet tighter around me, suddenly aware of how exposed I am. "What are you saying, Derek? How can he be innocent?" I ask, now that his wall seems to be down. His defences lowered after what just happened between us. An opportunity I couldn't miss. "He was framed for a crime he didn't commit." That much was clear, come on, Derek. Give me something I can use, even if it's against you. "I wanted to help him, but couldn't get to him in time. The night he was taken..." The same night we were together, the same night he dont remember me from. "What happened that night?" I ask. "That's not even my first question... if he didn't do it. Who did? Who caused the collapse?"Derek swallows, the
The room is wrapped in darkness now, just the soft hum of the city outside the window, the jazz long since faded, the candles extinguished by time and breath and movement. Only the scent lingers, amber, smoke, sweat, skin. We moved to the bedroom like an orchestrated dance, with each step a piece of clothing was lost. My dress was long forgotten in the hallway as Derek lifted me into his arms, my legs around his waist, while I pulled his shirt off of his shoulder and dropped it to the floor. My hands were grabbing onto his shoulder like I was holding myself on the edge of a cliff... holding for dear life.He laid me down like something sacred. Not fragile, no. I’ve never been that. But reverent. Like he knew I could ruin him and still wanted to be ruined. The sheets were cool against my back, silk sliding beneath silk, but his body was heat and gravity, anchoring me to a moment I didn’t plan to want. Every touch felt precise, like he already knew me beneath the surface. Like he wasn’t
The apartment is drenched in gold light, low and warm, like it knows what's about to happen. Jazz spills from the speakers, Chet Baker, lazy and smooth, floating through the air like a secret. The table is a study in symmetry. Twin crystal glasses catch the flicker of the flame as I light the last candle, my fingers steady even if everything else inside me is not. The scent of amber and something faintly spiced curls into the air from the candle wax. Not too strong. Just enough to be remembered. Everything is exactly where it should be. And so am I.The dress is red. Not burgundy, not cherry. Red like a warning, or a promise. Silk, perfectly cut to skim the body like a whisper. It clings at the waist, smooths down my hips, stops just shy of indecent. My hair’s curled softly, pinned loosely at the side. My lips match the dress, of course they do. Everything tonight is curated, calculated. Everything is a trap. And I am the bait.My heels echo once on the wood as I cross to the