Chapter 3- Ember POV
The cold air bit my skin as we stepped out of the cave, the glow of its runes still burning faintly in the back of my mind. The night stretched before us, dark and endless, the trees twisted into jagged silhouettes against the ash-gray sky. I hated how quiet it was. Silence used to mean safety, no footsteps, no voices, no crackle of fire where there shouldn’t be. Now it just made the questions louder, the ones I couldn’t ignore no matter how hard I tried. The cuff on my wrist weighed heavier with every step, a cruel reminder of what I’d lost. I flexed my fingers, trying to summon even a flicker of warmth, but there was nothing. Every time I’m reborn, I tell myself it’ll be different. That I’ll wake up stronger, more in control, less…lost. This time was no different. I glanced down at my hands, pale and unscarred, as if they’d never held power. They didn’t feel like mine. None of this body did. It was like wearing a stranger’s skin, too new and unfamiliar. “How many lives is fucking enough?” I muttered, the words slipping out before I could stop them. He didn’t turn around, didn’t even glance back. Just kept walking, his broad shoulders cut through the shadows like a blade. I hated how freaking quiet he was. Hail Ronan Stormcrest. The name came to me in whispers, scraps of memory gathered like ash on the wind. I’d heard it before I’d seen him, whispered by people who didn’t want to be overheard. A bounty hunter, they said. The kind who always gets what he’s after. But standing here, watching the way he moved, the whispers felt incomplete. Hail wasn’t just a hunter; he was a soldier. Every step he took was deliberate, calculated, his body built like a weapon forged for battle. He was tall, lean but powerful, his dark hair streaked with silver at the temples, a sign of stress more than age. A scar ran along his jawline, disappearing into the collar of his cloak. Beneath the cloak, he wore dark leather reinforced with metal plates at his shoulders and forearms. The blade at his hip wasn’t just for show, and neither was the smaller knife strapped to his thigh. A crossbow hung from his back, the bolts gleaming faintly even in the dim light. He looked like someone who didn’t trust the world not to try and kill him. I didn’t ask how he knew my name. Everyone knew it. Ember Aurelia Ashbourne, the last phoenix. Names carried power, people said. Mine carried expectation, fear, and a price tag big enough to make men like him willing to risk their lives to claim it. But the way he’d said my name earlier, flat, clinical, without the awe or revulsion I’d come to expect… was different. He hadn’t whispered it like it was something sacred or spat it like it was something cursed. He’d just said it. Like I was a job. And that was worse. The wind shifted, carrying the faint scent of ash and something metallic, sharp. I stopped walking, my muscles tense instinctively. “Do you smell that?” I asked, my voice low. He froze, his hand going to his blade. “Stay quiet,” he murmured. The air around us felt heavier, like the forest itself was holding its breath. My pulse quickened, and I strained my ears, listening for something… anything. Then I heard it. A faint rustling, too deliberate to be the wind. Before I could react, the shadows around us moved. Figures emerged from the darkness, three of them, their faces hidden beneath masks, their weapons glinting in the moonlight. “Shit it’s an ambush,” Hail said, his voice cold, sharp. He drew his blade in one fluid motion, stepping in front of me. My fire surged instinctively, but the damn cuff snuffed it out before it could even spark. Fuck! I cursed under my breath, my hands curling into useless fists. The first attacker lunged at Hail, their blade aiming for his chest. He blocked it with ease, his movements fast and precise. A second attacker circled around, swinging a staff at his back. He ducked, the blow missing by inches, and retaliated with a clean strike that sent the first attacker crumpling to the ground. I watched, useless and furious, as he fought. Every move he made was calculated and efficient, like he’d done this a thousand times before. The third attacker turned their attention to me, their masked face unreadable. They didn’t see a threat. Just a stupid girl in chains. Big fucking mistake. I ducked as they swung at me, grabbing a rock from the ground and slamming it into their temple. They staggered, holding their head with blood dripping down, but before I could follow through, the damn cuff flared, and pain shot up my arm. I bit back a scream, the distraction costing me precious seconds. Hail dispatched the second attacker just as the third lunged at me again. His blade flashed, and the attacker fell, blood pouring out, their weapon clattering to the ground. The forest went silent again, the only sound, my ragged breathing and the faint hum of the cuff. “You’re welcome,” Hail said, wiping the blood from his blade. “Don’t,” I snapped, stepping back. “I didn’t fucking need your help.” His gaze flicked to the cuff on my wrist, and I hated the way he didn’t even bother to argue. “You should’ve expected this,” I said, my voice bitter. “A phoenix isn’t exactly subtle.” “They weren’t here for you,” he said, his tone too calm. I frowned. “What?” He knelt beside one of the bodies, pulling back the mask to reveal a symbol etched into the attacker’s neck, a mark I didn’t recognize. “They weren’t hunting you,” he said, standing slowly. His gray eyes met mine, colder than before. “They were hunting me.” For a long moment, neither of us spoke. The bodies of the attackers lay still in the dirt, their weapons gleaming faintly under the pale moonlight. The forest was too quiet now, like even the shadows were watching, waiting. I folded my arms, glaring at him. “So, care to explain why someone’s hunting you?” Hail’s jaw tightened, but he didn’t answer right away. Instead, he knelt beside another body, his movements precise, practiced. He searched through their belongings with the cold efficiency of someone who’d done this too many times before. When he finally spoke, his voice was calm, measured. “It’s not your concern.” I scoffed, stepping closer. “Not my concern? These people nearly killed me, and you think it’s not my fucking concern?” His eyes flicked up to meet mine, and for the first time, I saw the faintest flicker of something in his expression. Guilt. “They weren’t here for you,” he said again, standing. “That should be enough.” I took another step forward, close enough that I had to tilt my head to meet his gaze. The scar on his jaw caught the light, making him look more carved from stone than flesh. “You’re hiding something,” I said, my voice low. His lips pressed into a thin line, but he didn’t deny it. That, more than anything, made my blood boil. “Let me guess,” I continued, my tone sharp. “Your master’s don’t just want the phoenix, do they? They want you too. A nice little collection of broken things to use and discard.” Something in his eyes shifted, a flicker of anger, quickly buried. “You don’t know anything about me.” I leaned closer, daring him to flinch. “Then tell me I’m fucking wrong.” He didn’t move, didn’t even blink. His stillness was unnerving, like he was calculating the exact amount of force it would take to end this conversation. “You are fucking wrong,” he said finally, his voice cold as steel. “Because I’m fucking not broken. And I fucking don’t need you to understand fucking my choices.” I laughed, the sound was bitter. “Choices? You think you have fucking choices? Look at you, Hail. You’re just as much a prisoner as I am.” The space between us felt charged, like a storm building just beneath the surface. His gaze dropped to the cuff on my wrist. “You might want to rethink that comparison.” “Why?” I shot back. “Because you’re the one holding the leash?” He didn’t answer, but his hand twitched toward the hilt of his blade. Not a threat, more like instinct. The reflex of someone who didn’t trust anyone, not even themselves. I turned away, my frustration bubbling over as I crouched beside one of the bodies. The mark on the attacker’s neck was intricate, a series of interlocking symbols that glowed faintly even in death. “Do you know what this means?” I asked, brushing my fingers over the mark. Hail’s voice came from behind me, low and tense. “It means they were sent by someone who wants me dead.” I looked over my shoulder at him, my brow furrowed. “And that doesn’t strike you as a problem? Because it sure as hell seems like one to me.” He stepped closer, his shadow falling over me. “What do you want me to say, Ember? That I’m sorry they came after us. That I didn’t know this would happen? I’m not sorry, and fucking I did know. But that doesn’t change the fact that I’m the only thing keeping you alive right now.” I stood, refusing to back down. “And what happens when keeping me alive isn’t convenient anymore?” For a moment, his mask slipped. The weariness in his eyes was sharper than the blade at his side, and it made me hate him just a little less. “I guess you’ll have to decide if you can trust me,” he said softly. The wind shifted again, carrying the faintest hint of voices, farther away, but moving closer. “They’ll send more,” he said, already turning toward the shadows. “We need to move.” “Move where?” I asked, following reluctantly. “There’s a safehouse not far from here,” he said, his tone all business again. “We’ll regroup there.” I didn’t like the sound of that. I didn’t like the sound of any of this. But for now, I followed. Because no matter how much I hated it, he was right about one thing: I couldn’t survive this alone. As we disappeared into the forest, the bodies of the attackers lay forgotten behind us. But their mark stayed burned into my memory, a warning I couldn’t ignore. Whoever had sent them wasn’t hunting the phoenix. They were hunting Hail. And if I was caught in the crossfire, I’d make damn sure I wasn’t the one who burned.Stepping through the flame like it was nothing more than irritating mist. Dain Castros, looking exactly as he had in the fragments of memory that had been haunting my dreams. Tall and commanding, with features that might have been handsome if not for the corruption that shadowed his eyes and traced black veins beneath his skin. He wore armor similar to the hunters but more refined, more personal, a general among foot soldiers."Ember," he said, and his voice sent a chill through me despite the fire dancing across my skin. "At last."Beside me, Hail went rigid, his knuckles white around the hilt of his knife. "Dain.""Brother," Dain replied, but the word held no warmth. "Still playing the reluctant servant, I see. How's that working out for you?"Memories hit me like physical blows—Dain's face, younger, uncorrupted, smiling at me across a council table. His hand in mine as we watched a sunset. His back as he walked away. His eyes, cold and empty, as he handed me over to Malagar in exch
As if summoned by my words, the chamber's far wall exploded inward. Three figures stepped through the debris, moving with an unnatural coordination that made my skin crawl. They wore black tactical gear with no insignia, their faces concealed behind sleek masks that reflected the room like dark mirrors. But I didn't need to see their faces to know what they were: corrupted souls bound to Malagar's service, just like Hail had been once. Just like he still was."Well, shit," Kade muttered, his men immediately taking defensive positions. "Looks like negotiation time is over."Everything happened at once. Kade's forces opened fire on the hunters. The hunters, unnaturally fast, closed the distance with terrifying speed. Hail shoved me behind him and loosed a bolt from his crossbow, catching the nearest hunter in the shoulder, a shot that should have been lethal but merely made the creature stumble.Lena fired precise shots from her position, each bullet finding its mark but doing minimal d
Lena tactfully busied herself with packing up the texts, moving to the far side of the small chamber. The moment felt strangely private, charged with things neither of us was saying.My hand moved of its own accord, reaching up to touch the scar that ran along Hail's jaw. His skin was warm beneath my fingertips, and he went very still, like prey caught in a predator's gaze, though which of us was which, I couldn't have said."I think I trusted you once," I whispered. "In another life. I think maybe I even…”The rest of the sentence died on my lips as memories flashed behind my eyes—flames, a battlefield, Hail's face younger and unmarked by scars, his hand reaching for mine as the world burned around us.I gasped and stumbled backward, the force of the memory making me dizzy. Hail caught my elbow, steadying me."What did you see?" he asked urgently."Us," I said simply. "I saw us."The look that passed between us then was worth a thousand words neither of us knew how to say. A promise,
The ancient murals watched us from the walls, phoenix figures trapped in eternal cycles of burning and rebirth. Just like me. I traced my fingers over the faded paint, and my skin hummed with recognition, a ghost of memory that belonged to someone I used to be. The cuff around my wrist felt heavier than usual, its cold metal pressing into my flesh like a reminder of everything I'd lost. But something was different today. As I stood in this cramped, hidden chamber beneath the library, my hands wouldn't stop shaking, and the cuff, the fucking thing that had locked away my power had developed the tiniest of cracks."You feel it too, don't you?" Hail's voice slid through the dusty air. He leaned against a wall covered in symbols I almost recognized, his shoulders a rigid line beneath his worn jacket. His eyes never left me, that piercing blue tracking my every movement like I might combust at any second. Maybe I would."It's like..." I struggled to find words for the electricity racing th
Embers back to me, leaning over the table. The chemical lantern sat at her elbow, casting harsh blue-white light that made her red hair look like liquid copper flowing down her back. She wore the same practical clothes as always—faded black pants, boots with mismatched laces, a jacket too large for her frame that she refused to replace despite Lena's offers of alternatives.I stayed perfectly still, watching. This wasn't the first time I'd observed her without her knowledge. The curse compelled me to track her, to learn her habits, and to find the perfect moment to complete my assignment. But over time, observation had become something else: a need to understand what made her different, what made her important enough for Malagar to send his best after her.She moved items around on the table, her movements deliberate and controlled. I could see part of the collection now—a dagger with intricate engravings along its blade, a cracked hand mirror with a tarnished silver backing, and what
The curse mark pulsed again, angry and insistent. Each beat sent fire through my veins, a reminder of chains I couldn't break, failures I couldn't undo. The face of every person I'd let down or couldn't save flashed through my mind: Dain before the corruption took him, the settlers at Riverview, my own family from a life that seemed like someone else's memory now.I pressed my back against the cool stone of the collapsed wall, feeling the rough texture catch on my coat. The hunters were closing in, their footsteps finally audible as they abandoned stealth for speed. The figure on the roof had disappeared, repositioning, not retreating.My options were limited and shrinking by the second. I could make a stand here, try to take down as many as possible before they overwhelmed me. I could run and try to lead them away from the library, away from Ember. Or I could do what the curse wanted, what it had always pushed me toward: capture her and bring her to Malagar.I flexed my fingers, feel
I ran like hell through the broken remnants of what used to be Fifth Avenue, my boots crunching over shattered glass and crumbling asphalt. The air burned in my lungs, but that was nothing compared to the burning under my skin where the mark pulsed with each heartbeat. Behind me, they moved with unnatural silence, their forms blending with the lengthening shadows of dusk. Not fast enough, never fast enough to catch me, but too damn persistent to lose.The pain in my ribs throbbed in time with my heartbeat. Dain’s last strike had knocked the air out of me, but the tunnel collapse had bought me just enough time to crawl out before the ceiling came down. I hadn’t seen him since. Not sure I wanted to.A rusted-out sedan blocked my path, and I vaulted over its hood, feeling the metal cave slightly beneath my weight. The impact jarred my knees, but I kept moving. Always moving. The moment you stopped in this city, you were dead or worse, caught.I'd spotted them an hour earlier while scouti
The library's air hung heavy with dust and forgotten words. Each step we took stirred motes that danced in the slanted beams of light filtering through broken windows. I trailed my fingers along the spines of books gone soft with age, feeling the whisper of stories. I couldn't read but somehow knew like my own past lives, glimpses and fragments, never the whole picture. The musty smell triggered something in me, a half-remembered sensation of peace that felt as foreign as it was familiar."Holy shit," I whispered, my voice carrying despite my intention. The main chamber stretched three stories high, with balconies hugging its perimeter; the ceiling above was partially collapsed, revealing patches of sickly sky.Lena nodded, her eyes calculating as she surveyed the space. "Libraries were knowledge repositories. Power, if you know how to use it.""That’s why we're here? For power?"She gave me a sidelong glance. "For answers. Your answers."I knew she was right. Finding Hail meant under
The tunnel mouth spat us out into blinding daylight, and I blinked away the sting in my eyes. Concrete and steel corpses loomed against a sickly yellow sky, their abandoned frames picked clean by time and desperation. My fingers brushed the cold metal of the cuff on my wrist, the dead weight that severed me from my power, while something else entirely, something warm and aching, stirred in my chest at the memory of Hail's touch."Fuck, I forgot how bright it gets up here," I muttered, shielding my face with my hand. The oppressive silence of the underground gave way to the whisper of wind through empty window frames and the crunch of glass beneath our boots.Lena moved like a ghost beside me, her dark braids catching what little sunlight penetrated the haze. She scanned our surroundings with practiced precision, one hand resting on the knife at her hip."Over there," she said, pointing toward a massive structure half-swallowed by climbing vines. "Library. Might have what we need."I n