LOGINPOV: Seraphina Marcell
The room is heavy with warmth and the faint scent of rain-soaked cedar.
I can feel my pulse in my throat, a tremor that has nothing to do with fear and everything to do with Alex’s hands on my skin.He kisses like someone trying to erase a memory, slow, deliberate, a little desperate. Every touch feels like it’s made of questions neither of us wants to answer.
“Seraphina,” he murmurs against my neck. My name sounds different when he says it. Not like the polished version people use at fundraisers or family dinners, but like something softer, like it belongs to him.
“Don’t stop,” I whisper.
He doesn’t. His hand slides to the small of my back, guiding me closer, and the world outside disappears. No glass walls. No raised voices. No shattering vases. Just the sound of his heartbeat, unsteady and human.
He pulls back just enough to look at me. “You sure?”
The question hangs between us, a fragile thread. I nod before I can second-guess it.
He searches my face, eyes dark, conflicted, then leans in again, his lips finding mine in a kiss that feels like surrender and defiance all at once. My fingers tangle in his hair, pulling him closer, grounding myself in him, in now.
Every thought that used to matter, the fight, the blood, the perfume, fades.
I just want to be claimed. To stop being the girl watching from the sidelines of her own life.He breathes my name again, like a confession. His touch deepens, guiding, coaxing, taking, and I let him. Because for once, I don’t want to think. I just want to feel something that isn’t fear.
His jacket falls to the floor. My pulse drowns out the rain. The only light in the room comes from the streetlamps seeping through the blinds, striping his face in gold and shadow.
“Look at me,” he says softly.
I do.
The world tilts. My breath catches. The moment feels infinite, until the shrill vibration of my phone cuts through it.
We both freeze.
The sound is jarring, intrusive, cruel in its timing. I blink, disoriented, as Alex mutters something under his breath. His hand is still on my hip, the other pressed against the mattress.
The ringtone continues, slicing through the haze we’d built.
He glances at the phone on the nightstand. “Don’t answer it,” he says quietly.
I frown. “Why not?”
“Because I want you here. With me.”
His tone is low, almost pleading, but something in it feels… off.
“It might be important,” I say, reaching for the phone.
He exhales, sitting back slightly, the muscles in his jaw tightening. “Fine.”
I grab the phone, flipping it over. The name glowing on the screen makes my chest tighten.
Avery.
I hesitate. She never calls this late.
I glance at Alex, whose expression flickers for just a fraction of a second, something sharp and unreadable passing through his eyes before he masks it.
“Answer,” he says. “It’s fine.”
But it doesn’t sound fine.
I swipe to pick up the call, my voice unsteady. “Hey, Ave.”
“Phina?” Her tone is soft, concerned. “Are you okay?”
I glance at Alex again. He’s watching me, silent, expression unreadable.
“Yeah,” I say. “Why?”
“I just… I heard something earlier. You texted me weird before you left the house, remember? I wanted to make sure you were safe.”
I force a laugh, trying to steady my voice. “I’m fine. Just needed to get away for a bit.”
“Where are you?”
“With Alex.” The words slip out before I can stop them.
There’s a pause on the line, brief, but heavy enough to feel.
“Oh,” she says finally, her voice a little too bright. “That’s… good. He’s probably taking care of you then.”
Something in her tone makes me sit up a little straighter. “Yeah. He is.”
Alex looks away, running a hand through his hair, pretending to busy himself with the rumpled sheets.
Avery laughs softly. “I know how he gets when he’s worried. He probably rushed over the second you called.”
“He did.”
I study him as she speaks, the way his shoulders stiffen, how he won’t meet my eyes now. The memory hits me again: the smear of blood on his wrist. The faint trace of her perfume clinging to his collar.
I shake it off. Not now. Not when everything inside me is still raw and half-alive.
Avery’s voice softens again. “I just wanted to check on you, okay? Don’t let your parents get to you. Call me tomorrow?”
“Sure,” I whisper.
“Promise?”
“Promise.”
“Goodnight, Phina.”
“Goodnight.”
The call ends. Silence presses in again, louder than before.
Alex leans back against the headboard, watching me carefully. “Everything okay?”
“Yeah,” I say, even though my throat feels tight. “She was just checking in.”
He nods once, eyes flicking to the phone still in my hand. “You two talk a lot, huh?”
I frown. “We’ve been best friends since high school.”
He forces a smile, but it doesn’t reach his eyes. “Right.”
I set the phone down, trying to ignore the unease creeping up my spine. The air feels different now, not colder, just… heavier.
He reaches for me again, fingertips brushing my arm. “Come here.”
I hesitate, then move closer. His touch is gentler now, slower, like he’s trying to erase the interruption. His lips find mine again, but something in me is elsewhere, listening for an echo, a lie, a clue in the quiet.
For a second, I swear I still smell it, Avery’s perfume, faint but there.
He whispers against my mouth, “Forget the call.”
I nod, though my heartbeat says otherwise.
Because forgetting feels impossible now.
The warmth of his hands doesn’t drown out the thought burning at the edge of my mind, that while I was breaking apart tonight, someone else might’ve already been with him.
And if that’s true, then maybe I was never the one being claimed at all.
The phone buzzes again on the nightstand, another message from Avery.
This time, Alex reaches over and flips it face-down before I can read it.POV: SeraphinaThe cold night air bit at my skin, sharp and unrelenting, but I barely noticed. My chest heaved violently with sobs I could no longer hold in, hair plastered to my tear-streaked face. My blouse was half undone, clinging to me in all the wrong ways, and I could feel the raw ache of my body and mind pressing against every nerve.Every step I took on the uneven pavement felt jagged, each movement reminding me of the chaos I had left behind, the hotel room, Alex’s confusion, the shattering of everything I thought I could control.I stumbled onto the sidewalk, half-dressed and broken, and fumbled for my phone. My fingers shook so badly that I had to steady the device against my palm before dialing. Every nerve screamed at me to stay on the line with someone…anyone…but I knew only one person could bring me out of the spiral, even for a moment.Driver… I need a ride. Now.The line clicked, and I could hear the faint static of someone answering.My voice cracked as I whispered
POV: AlexMy instincts screamed at me to run to her, to catch her before she fell apart completely. Every fiber in my body demanded I move, that I step out of the car and wrap her in my arms, that I shield her from the storm I’d helped create. The night air felt sharp in my lungs, carrying a chill that made my pulse hammer faster.But before I could even step out of the car, a sleek black vehicle rolled quietly to a stop beside her. The tinted windows reflected the streetlights like pools of liquid shadow. My stomach dropped, twisting like a knife.She hesitated for a fraction of a second, then, without looking back, slipped into the backseat. The car pulled away smoothly, leaving only the cold night behind. My hands gripped the steering wheel so tightly my knuckles ached, white against the black leather.Probably her driver, I realized. That explanation didn’t calm me. It only added layers to the panic clawing through my chest.Where was she going? Was she safe? Why didn’t she let me
POV: AlexThe hotel room was silent now. Too silent. The air still carried her scent, the sharp, intoxicating, and overwhelmingly Seraphina. My shirt was damp where her tears had soaked through, my chest still echoing the impact of her head against me, the tremor of her sobs like a storm that wouldn’t end.I sank onto the edge of the bed, fingers running through my hair, trying to process what had just happened.Confusion twisted through me; sharper than any anger I’d felt before. She’d come at me like a hurricane, fierce and unrelenting, and yet… she’d broken away, left me alone in the wreckage she’d created.I pressed my palms to my face, the fabric damp with her tears. My heart was hammering in my chest, and for the first time in a long time, I felt powerless. She’d been so violent, so raw… so undeniably herself. And I hadn’t done anything to stop it.Not because I wanted her to hurt me, but because I didn’t know how to stop the tidal wave of emotions she’d unleashed.Her hands on
POV: SeraphinaThe moment I stepped out of the lecture hall, the air felt thick, like the weight of everything I hadn’t said was pressing down on me. The faint hum of conversations and footsteps in the hall seemed distant, muted, as if the world itself had slowed, waiting for me to act.My phone was already in my hand, my thumb hovering over the screen, trembling. I didn’t hesitate.Alex.I typed the message quickly, my fingers almost too fast to follow, as if moving slower would give the fear time to overtake me.We need to talk. Now.I hit send before I could second-guess myself. Before I could regret letting the fury, the hurt, and the confusion spill out like molten fire, burning everything in its path. The hall smelled faintly of polished wood, coffee from the nearby vending machine, and the lingering scent of perfume from students passing by, but I barely noticed. My focus was entirely on him, on the storm that awaited.Within minutes, he replied.Where?The seconds stretched be
POV: AveryThe lecture hall felt impossibly quiet, though the professor’s voice carried on like a faint hum beneath the thrum of my heartbeat. I tried to focus; I really did but my eyes kept flicking toward Seraphina.Something was off.She was fidgeting in her seat, a small, subtle movement at first. Her fingers continually tapping on her notebook, hair twisting around her finger and both ankles bouncing. They were just tiny signs of restlessness, but they screamed louder than words ever could. My chest tightened every time I caught her glance, a brief flick of suspicion, curiosity, maybe even hurt glowed across her face, before she quickly looked away.I forced myself to take notes, but the paper in front of me blurred into lines and loops as my thoughts drifted back to the scene in the parking lot earlier.Alex’s smile. That private warmth he reserved for me. The brush of our hands that had lingered far too long. The taste of it like fire on my tongue. I could feel it under my skin
POV: AveryI pushed open the classroom door and stepped into the hallway, my bag suddenly feeling heavier than it had all morning. My chest was tight, my pulse hammering against my ribs like it wanted to escape. Seraphina’s voice followed me, soft but insistent.“Wait up.”I froze for a fraction of a second, then forced my feet to move. I had to. I told myself I was meeting someone for a “group project,” but my stomach twisted with the lie. Every word felt brittle in my mouth, every breath sharp against the cage of my ribs.“I…I’ve got to meet someone real quick. Group project,” I muttered, forcing casualness I didn’t feel.Her brow furrowed. “Which group?”“Creative Writing,” I said too fast.She gave me that look, sharp, questioning. “We don’t have one.”I hesitated, forcing a laugh that felt hollow. “Right. I meant…uh…Lit Studies. Sorry, I’m all over the place.”Before she could respond, I slipped past her, moving down the hallway faster than necessary, ignoring the curious glances







