Raina Williams
It was finally the day of the dinner, I was nervous and didn't know what to expect. Well I had been to many dinners and lunches with the Le roux family but this particular one was different because Angelo would be having his girl friend Yasmine over there. Sadly, that should be me.
I parked in the spacious parking that I have gotten used to and familiar with, even the Security of the Le roux's doesn't even question me anymore when-ever I come around.
"Ashton, Ashley...babies wake up we are at your Grandparents house." I whispered waking them up gently. They looked so peaceful as they both squinted their beautiful eyes looking at our surroundings.
I opened the drivers door as soon as I was out I opened the passenger door at the back."I can't wait to eat granny's blueberry pie." Ashton muttered stepping out of my Silver Land Rover. I don't know I guess I always had a thing for big cars.
"All you do is eat Ashton. Grandpa said you will be fat." Ashley replied a glint of innocence written on their faces as they argued which I got used to because it happened on a daily basis.
In about twenty minutes later we were all sat in the dining room. Alma with her husband Kennedy, who worked at his father's real estate company but it was soon to be his anyways besides that Kennedy Michaelson is a nice and kind young man and a great husband sometimes I find myself envying my own close friend Alma Le roux. She might have shared the same womb with Angelo but they are nothing like each other. On the other side Martha and Robert Le roux were sat together then of course Yaya and Angelo.
He didn't look happy at all when he saw me. I knew I wasn't welcome, when he pulled his mother to the kitchen to talk about me obviously as for Yaya she was dressed all elegant and she made my self esteem drop a little. I was dressed in a red knee length dress that shaped my figure and curves with black heels. As we ate there was a lot of tension around the table even though Richard tried lightening up with his jokes and Alma too but nothing would work. I really felt out of place.
I will always be the girl who got impregnated by her Boss's arrogant son.
The gracious family talked about all sorts of things and Yaya just seemed to fit in perfectly since she mentioned originating from Netherlands meaning she could speak dutch with the Le roux's
Perfect."Raina, so how is the Derrick case going ?" Richard tried adding me to the conversation.
"Its going well." I smiled then looked down at my not touched food.
"Raina, I'm actually working on a business collection for women and you have the perfect body for it." Yaya commented I had recently learned that she is a fashion designer by profession.
Suddenly Angelo coughed and I knew he wasn't happy about the idea.
"Honestly for someone who has been in the maternity ward you have a ravishing body Raina." Alma added.
"I'm jealous too dear." Martha added.
"Thank you, but Yaya I have to pass." I said in the most nicest way possible.
The twins were done eating and wanted to go and play with the dog Fierdo. Richards dog, he's quite the animal lover like his grandchildren. When the twins left Angelo cleared his throat as if he wanted to say something and I knew damn well it wasn't going to be splendid."Can I just make something clear ?" He said.
"Go ahead son." Richard spoke and everyone else nodded.
"Especially Raina." He sighed looking frustrated at the thought of my name... does he hate me that much?
"Honestly I don't know why you were invited to this dinner because it was meant for Yaya."
My breath hitched as he continued. Everyone looked shocked by his choice of words but it was honestly expected. I knew I had it coming but I just didn't expect him to be so heartless. This was the man, I had been madly inlove with-
"Don't meddle in my family, just stop meddling. Raina just because I made you pregnant doesn't mean I married you. I know you are inlove or rather obsessed with me but just move on stop forcing yourself on me or my family. I don't love you Raina and I never loved you and its likely never to happen ever. If I could get you out of my life I would trust me but I know the twins need their mother. I only tolerate you for their sake nothing else. Now, i would really appreciate if you stopped interfering in my personal relationships. Everywhere I go.. you're there. I can't even have piece of mind or space for fucks sake.
You are always at my dad's company, with my mom... I have to see everywhere even when the kids aren't involved which is honestly really draining for me."
I'm stupid.
Was all I could think, very stupid. Mixed emotions was all I felt but mostly pain, everyone was just as shocked as I was except Yaya who kept giving Angelo an encouraging smile. This was it, my official gut wrenching moment."Uhm excuse me." I mumbled feeling my eyes get heavy with tear under my eyes.
Good lord Raina you can't cry in front of them.
"Raina-" Martha stood up trying to stop me but Angelo was right, its time I moved on. But will I ever?
"Its okay Martha, thank you for the wonderful supper. I hope it won't be too much trouble if I left the twins....I just need to be alone." I swallowed the last words, I have to go before I cry.
"Its okay, honey." Martha hugged me.
"Go rest Raina, the twins will be fine." Richard stood up to hug me as well as Kennedy and Alma.
"Stop spoon feeding her for God's sake, she is a grown ass woman." Angelo spat bitterly.
As soon as I realized my body had betrayed me my eyes were flowing with tears I quickly pulled back.
"I have to go...thanks again." I muttered before walking out the door.
I think I heard Yaya say something between the lines."Well done babe, you really put her in her place."
I shuddered at the thought that it was her idea or rather their idea.
This is the last time I will cry for a man especially Not Angelo !Raina Williams It's been over a month, everything is splendid. I met up with Derrick's son Grayson, such a nice young man. He made me laugh and cry while laughing which I hadn't done in quite a while. He was hesitant to meet me but I told him that I would do everything to help his father's case. Fact is Derrick wouldn't be coming out of prison but the least I could do is get him a minimum sentence then if he serves nine months I will push for parole otherwise he will be serving Life imprisonment or twenty five years and more. Not to mention, I kept my word and distance throughout this past month, I didn't see Angelo. I avoided him for as long as I could after all its for the best. I also stopped talking to Alma and his parents honestly it's true I meddled quite a lot. If I was in his shoe's I would do the same thing, all I have to do now is keep my promise. "Miss. Williams.." Nadia walked in my office. "Yes, Nadia." I smiled going through some documents. "Mr. Le roux insists on se
Angelo Le roux"How is Raina doing?" My mother asked."Fine, I guess." I muttered under my breath."She never calls anymore you know and I have a fundraising at church she usually helps me bake the cupcakes. I guess not this year." My mom frowned."Yaya can always help, you know Raina only helped you to score points with me." I shrugged sat on the balcony with my mother admiring the nice view. My parents couldn't have chosen a better mansion."She helped me because she grew up in a Christian home, its just in her to help and she knows what and how to host these type of church functions.""Yeah yeah no wonder she was a virgin." I mumbled."You ruined her Angelo, would it have killed you to keep it in your pants." My mom glared at me making me flinch by how harsh her tone came."Does that mean you didn't want any grandchildren?" I smirked."No I love the twins they are everything to me.""I just think if you hadn't came in her life and ruined it all. Today she would be married to Someon
It was the weekend and I was resting a bit the twins were with Angelo. I just wore a huge T-shirt and some shorts underneath. Grayson was coming over, I didn't know why I was excited but I was.There was a knock, I ran to open the door. It reviewed a man with a 5 o'clock shadow like Angelo.Fuck what's wrong with me.His blonde dirty hair disheveled which just made him even more sexy even in a suit. His blue eyes staring at my own brown eyes."Come in." I said."What a great place you have." He said looking around."Thanks Gray, can I get you anything?""Just water, I want to be sober when I get home." He chuckled."Okay, make yourself at home while I get your water." I gestured for him to sit. Going to the kitchen, my phone suddenly rang. It was a text.Angelo : Ashley reminds me a lot about you.The same way Ashton reminds me of him. I didn't want to reply, that would just lead to something else. Angelo had been doing this all the time for the past three months, he sends me a message
Angelo Le roux.I had to get her out of my system, I had to stop having these puerile thoughts about her. Maybe I just needed one last fuck from her... A few months ago I could have sworn that when I had warned her not to meddle in my life, I meant it but why did I always have the sudden queer urge to always want to be around her at all times even even having some rather sickening dreams about her.What's wrong with me ?I had everything, Yasmine is everything I have always wanted. She had the most amazing smile...but Raina's is breathtaking... I love Yaya, I convinced myself, besides everything else Yaya is from Netherlands and i have always wanted to marry someone from my own origin, Dutch women I always found appealing; But Raina...I grew up in Netherlands, Amsterdam but I studied in London then came to USA to take over one of my father's legal branch, I wasn't really happy about it until I got introduced to her. She was wearing her black pencil skirt and a white blouse, both show
Raina.I woke up to a different scent, arms were around me as I laid on his chest. Then I remembered last night, I'm such a slut. I was reminded of how wild we were when the ache between my thighs pricked. It had been long since I had slept with a man, it was amazing but that was it, it's over that was our two minutes of pleasure before reality kicked in.Angelo loves Yasmine not me.I convinced myself, I had to be strong since Angelo was a compulsive liar, he was such a good pretender whispering sweet nothings in my ear. Of course to get inside my pants, he would do anything even lie while we fuck that he missed this, us. It was all in the moment but I kept quiet not wanting to say anything, I didn't mean in between the meaningless sex we were having. What am I saying all the sex we have ever had was a meaningless fuck. I watched him peacefully asleep, he was beautiful made by unfortunately I have accepted that, I don't stand a chance with hot fashion designer girlfriend. It's good
Angelo Le roux."Why are you doing this Angelo ?" my sister Alma hissed at me."Doing what ?" I acted innocent."You know what am saying you idiot !" I rolled my eyes running my hands through my hair."You have broken her heart too many times before without even realizing it sometimes because you have never cared. You ruined her once please don't ruin her again." Alma genuinely said."Your point is ?" I grabbed her cup of coffee and drank from it then gave her back. Not my type of coffee."Stop Angelo just stop with your games, stop leading her on." She spat."What ?!? Fuck no she is the one leading me on." I exclaimed."Oh right I believe you." She crossed her arms with a sly grin of mocking across her face."Why do you always act like she is the victim..." I said frustrated."Because she is. Wasn't it three months ago when you told her off, now you are climbing out of her bed. Stop taking advantage of her need to seek your approval.""You are so convinced that she is still in love w
Raina Williams.What have I done?You slept with your baby daddy.I couldn't process my thoughts throughout the day. It had been a busy day but my mind kept rushing back to my mind. Derrick was currently released on bail which really brought a smile on my face. Grayson didn't seem pleased with the fact that his father was out on bail."Honestly i don’t mind if he stays in jail longer?" Grayson muttered. He had these cute dimples with gray eyes that could lure anyone into captivity. His hair in a smart quiff."Why's that?" I asked sipping on my cup of coffee since i didn’t even get to have breakfast.Duh because Angelo satisfied you."It's complicated and besides you wouldn't understand." He frowned, which was really cute."I'm a lawyer i have listened to the worst confessions, might as well call me a priest. Gray, I'm sure i can handle what you have to say."We were sitting on the benches at California federal Prison waiting for his temporary release. I really assumed Grayson would be
Raina Williams."Derrick Collin's is not guilty because everyone is innocent till proven guilty..." I muttered to myself as i was planning my testimonial speech as his lawyer. For the past week I had drowned myself with more and more work because I didn't want to think about it. In a swift moment of aggravation I crumpled the paper and threw it anywhere it landed in my office. What's wrong with me why am I being fazed by this ? If Angelo of wants to marry Yaya he can marry her. What I need right now is the weekend off with my babies. Ashton and Ashley are my pride and joy."Nadia ?" I called with my office landline."Yes, Miss. Williams..?""Can you reschedule my meetings for Monday.""Yes but is everything okay...it's just you never take a day off from your court cases.""I just miss my family that's all. Can you book three business class tickets to Ohio as soon as possible." I said slumping into my seat."Okay Miss-""Just Raina, Nadia.""Okay Raina." I immediately set the phone dow