Chapter 180

Dwight Pov...

When I woke up all I want is to go to her and ask her all my whys and whats. I can't still move on that day when I heard that little girl calling her mommy. We only have Daniel and she can't get pregnant. I'm already going crazy on my bed that I wanted to explode. It's crazy that you want to do a lot of things but you are incapable because of the situation.

When the little girl held my fingers and played with it all unexplainable feelings gushed through making me wild and crazy. I couldn't grasp what feelings are trying to creep me but guilt and longing were prevailing. I want to hold her small hand to understand this feeling but only frustration waves me as I can't touch her at all.

I breathe out deeply when my feet land at the airport in California. I'm shaking nervously. The last time I landed my feet here was to attend the ceremony two years ago and didn't expect my work will be recognized. I earned another plaque of recognition and it was supposed to be my gift whe