He unfastened another button at the neck of his shirt, allowing a tantalising glimpse of brown flesh lightly covered with dark hair. His eyes narrowed, thick lashes veiling his expression. "Tilly told me you have been sick. What's wrong with you?" "What? Nothing. Nothing is wrong with me," Sasha retorted quickly, inwardly cursing Tilly for making a difficult situation worse. "You—you don't have to care. Tilly worries about me, that’s all." "She does worry a lot. With that, I agree." He paused, and she knew he was registering the color that had entered her pale cheeks as she spoke. "It was just a cold" she added. "Colds do not usually elicit such concern." "No, well, Tilly is a very—sympathetic person." Sasha made a helpless gesture. "And—perhaps she didn't expect you to— to—" "To what, Sasha?" The steps he took forward narrowed the space between them and she had to steel herself not to move away."To—to care" she said hurriedly, not prepared to admit that he could still hurt he
His fingers slid over her shoulders and down her back, caressing her hipbones briefly, before moving on to her bottom. Filling his hands with the rounded globes, he brought her deliberately against him, rotating his hips so she was made unmistakably aware of the pressure of his erection."Do you feel that?" he asked, his voice thick with emotion. "Yes, of course you do. But do you have any idea what it’s like to be this close to you and not be a part of you?" "Kaleb—" "You drive me crazy," he went on, as if she hadn’t spoken, thrusting his thigh between her legs. "Stark, staring crazy, and I still want you even closer to me, under me, spreading your legs for me, to give me some relief from this torment you’re putting me through." "Kaleb—" "Do not try to tell me I don’t know what I’m saying," he snarled. "I know. I know, Sasha. Believe me." "Kaleb, please—" The husky tone of her voice vibrated through him, but he was too far gone to listen to reason. He'd missed her damn much and
Since she'd found out that she was pregnant, fretting over the alternatives she was faced with, such sleep as she’d had had been restless and plagued with tortuous dreams. But last night she’d been so exhausted, she hadn’t been able to keep her eyes open.In consequence she felt rested, more rested than she’d done in a long time.Not since Kaleb had come back into her life, in fact. However, it was time to get up and face the day and it wasn’t just the familiar nausea that was causing her stomach to quiver in protest. Dear God, what had Tilly really thought when her brother had thrown open the door and stormed out of the house without any reasonable word of explanation the night before?At the time, however, Tilly had gazed after her brother as if she didn’t understand the situation. And then she'd looked at Sasha and found she was wearing only a bathrobe and an expression Sasha didn’t quite understand had crossed her face.Sasha's own face had been burning. She’d been all too aware t
His eyes narrowed, then dropped lower, until he was staring at her stomach, although the pregnancy wasn't visible yet, and she felt the force of his shock, the reverberation of his confusion. It slammed into the room, slammed against her, and if she weren’t so consumed with her own feelings she might almost have felt sympathy for him."Yes." She answered the unspoken question, her voice slightly shaky as she repeated her words. "I’m pregnant." He was silent for no more than a split-second. "Congratulations," he said evenly. "Who’s the lucky man?" Sasha stared at him. "Excuse me?" "The father," he explained. "Of your child." Sasha shook her head in disbelief and the French plait in her hair felt as heavy as lead as it snaked down her spine. Even in her very worst nightmares she could never have dreamed that he would be so insensitive. "Why, you are—of course." she said. "You are the father," His eyes swept shut, almost as if he could wipe this meeting from reality, as if he would
Sasha curved a hand around her stomach, trying to be generous, to remember he was shocked, that she’d had time to adjust to this news and he was being presented with it all now. "Really?" She arched her brow. "But it is," He swore and moved towards a bar in the corner, pulling out two bottles of mineral water. He stalked towards her and held one out and she took it without thinking, her fingers curving over the top, but she didn't drink it. She watched him take several gulps of the liquid before he dropped the bottle. "I can't…. I can’t be a father. I'm not ready to be one. I didn't plan to be one right now," Kaleb was madder than hell. It was so obvious: she had put him squarely in the frame as the father. No woman had enraged and inflamed him as comprehensively as Sasha. He had tried to put her out of his mind, but his body would not let him, a galling admission to make, but not one he intended to act on. His dark eyes raked assessingly over her. The tiny white shorts she wore hu
There was a long, loaded silence. His eyes met hers incredulously. "Does Tilly know… About the baby?" Kaleb asked in a shocked voice."No she doesn't, at least not yet, so don't worry about it," Tilly retorted.He was shaking his head as if he had just come out of some long-term trance. Surely this had to be a dream. Weeks ago he’d told himself that no matter how tempted he was—he wasn’t going to go near her again, but now here he was, dealing with the consequences of that one time together. "How far along are you now?" "Seven weeks" "You're kidding" "I wish I was."The dark eyes bored into her. "And what’s that supposed to mean?" Sasha looked at him. What did he expect her to say? That she was overjoyed at the thought of bringing an unplanned child into the world? A child whose father thought so little of her that he had not been near her since that night of passion weeks ago." I don’t know what I mean," she said. "I’m mixed up, I guess." Kaleb found his eyes drawn irresistibly
In that moment she felt really close to him. How peculiar that a simple hug could be infinitely more intimate than full-scale sex. She pulled away— knowing that it was dangerous to attach more than she should to small acts of support. You’d...better go… and me too. I should leave," "Yes." But he seemed strangely reluctant to move. "I'll walk you to your car," Silently, Sasha followed him. They walked silently to her car and he opened the door for her. She slipped inside and he stared at her for a while, "Goodnight, Sasha" he said at last. "When will I see you?" Funny, too, that her new-found ‘condition’ gave her the right to ask questions like this. "I don’t know," he told her. "I honestly don’t know." —-------------- Just as soon as Kaleb had left, Sasha was asking herself why on earth she’d been so passive. She shouldn’t have asked when she was going to see him. She should have demanded to know! Because things needed to be decided. Like what official story they were goi
And now he knew she was pregnant she suddenly looked like the most pregnant woman in the world. Cool and clean as a glass of water. All glowing and growing and radiant."Hi," he said, and his voice sounded much softer than usual. "Glad you could make it. Come in." "Thanks." Glad she could make it? Heavens, how formal they sounded—as though it was a boardroom meeting they were attending. And how surreal—given the circumstances of why she was there!She stepped into the wide hallway, with its sweeping staircase and softly gleaming wooden banister, and felt herself suddenly cloaked with insecurities.Kaleb noticed her body freeze with tension, and he frowned. "Is something the matter?" he asked She shrugged. "Nothing. I'm fine," His face darkened and he gave her a look which was the closest she had ever seen to Kaleb looking helpless. "Are you sure?" She nodded. "Come through," he said—and gestured towards a door at the end of the corridor. "To the kitchen." It was a huge kitchen,