I slowly opened my eyes, the morning light streaming through the window and casting a warm glow over my room.
I blinked away the sleep, feeling a dull ache in my side where my rib was still healing. Memories of the previous night's confrontation with my parents flooded back, and I felt a surge of anxiety. As I lay there, I took stock of my surroundings. My room was small, with cream-colored walls and a single window that let in the morning light. My bed was a simple frame with a white comforter, and my clothes were scattered across the floor. The room was quiet, except for the sound of birds chirping outside my window. I sat up slowly, feeling a bit dizzy. I rubbed my eyes, trying to shake off the lingering fatigue. My gaze fell on the clock on my nightstand, and I saw that it was already late morning. I had slept in later than I had intended. As I swung my legs over the side of the bed, I felt a pang of pain in my side. I winced, remembering the broken rib. I stood up slowly, testing my weight on my feet. I was a bit unsteady, but I managed to stay upright. I looked around my room, taking in the familiar sights and sounds. My room was my sanctuary, my escape from the pressures of pack life. But today, it felt like a reminder of my confinement, of the expectations that weighed heavily on me. I walked over to the window and pulled back the curtains, letting in more light. The sun was shining brightly, casting a warm glow over the backyard. I felt a sense of longing, a desire to be free and unencumbered. Staring out my window for a few minutes, I heard a soft knock on the door. "Aria?" Ryder's voice was low and gentle. "Are you okay?" I turned away from the window. "Yeah, I'm fine," I replied, trying to sound more confident than I felt. The door creaked open, and Ryder stepped inside. His eyes scanned the room, taking in my disheveled appearance. "You look like you could use some help," he said, his voice filled with concern. I smiled weakly, Ryder was always worried about me. "I'm just a bit sore," I said, gesturing to my side. Ryder nodded, his eyes understanding. "Breakfast's downstairs but I could bring it here if you want" he said and added "Dad's gone to the pack house with mum and Reena's already in school" when I opened my mouth to protest. I nodded, feeling a sense of relief wash over me, at least I wouldn't have to put up with them this morning. "Okay, it's fine I'll be there in a bit" I said, he nodded and left closing the door behind him. I waddled to my bathroom carefully taking off my clothes to take a shower. I poked my purpled side and it hurt less than last night. The balm I applied coupled with my supposed werewolf healing ability was helping me heal. Brushing my teeth I examined my face. Straight light blonde hair framed a petite pale face housing wide green eyes that sat atop a straight small nose and small round cut lips. My swollen right cheek, still hurts but at least the bruise wasn't purple just a fading deep pink on my extremely pale skin. Next I brushed my hair and tied it in a messy bun, put on my cherry chapstick, a pair of dark grey sweatpants and a loose blue sweater shirt before walking down the stairs literally hugging the hand rails. I could smell the bacon and pancakes before I saw them. Ryder served breakfast for both of us and helped me sit. "Oh my goodness Ry, these are delicious" I said around the food in my mouth. It's been ages since I ate someone else's cooked food. It's been ages since someone cooked for me. "Thank you so much" I breathed. "Anything for you sis" he smiled and slid a glass of water and some pain killers to me when I'd finished eating. As we sat there, Ryder's eyes met mine. I saw a mixture of emotions before his expression became neutral. "Aria, we need to talk about last night," he said, his voice low and serious. I nodded, feeling a sense of trepidation. What did he want to say? Was he finally going to tell me that I was a disappointment, that I wasn't good enough? I'd always known that one day he'd get tired of me too. I was a default in the pack chain. I was a flaw. I'd never be accepted. I knew it, I... Ryder's words cut through my thoughts. "I'm worried about you, Aria," he said, his voice filled with emotion. "I don't want to see you get hurt anymore. It's my fault I haven't been here to protect you as your elder brother should." What? He thinks it's his fault? I mean how can it be? Why should he protect me from our parents in the first place. This is the guilt I didn't want him carrying. "Ry you're not..." I started, his hand reached out and covered mine, his touch warm and eyes locked on mine. "Aria you..." He stilled and his eyes glazed over which meant he was having a mind link. Just then the front door burst open with Dad and Reena rushing through. Dad's arm was bleeding. Bleeding? What happened? "Dad? What happened to your arm?" I squeaked as I ran forward but Reena blocked me from getting closer to him both their eyes flashing from grey to amber. "Rogues" Ryder growled behind me. They must have mind linked him about them. I gasped, my eyes wide as saucers and turned to face him "Rogues? What about mum?" "She's in the nursery with Luna Sable. They're moving the children and women to safety. Aria we need to get out of here. Dad will be able to shift in about 2 minutes and you need to come with me. I know it still hurts but you'll have to run for a bit" Ryder said moving around me opening drawers searching for goodness knows what. Thank goodness mum was fine. "Just leave her here" Reena spat glaring at me. "Reena stop" Ryder growled at her and earned a growl from Dad. Their eyes glazing over. "I won't leave her here, Reena shift when Dad shifts and move to the Northern border" Ryder growled again pulling my arm towards our backyard to the forest behind. "Here take this just incase" Ryder unsheathed a silver knife, sheathed it back and pressed it into my hand just as we heard a loud bang coming from behind us as we sprinted into the forest.That night, sleep brought no peace. The moment I closed my eyes, I was pulled into a nightmare more vivid and cruel than any I'd experienced before.I stood in the center of the pack's great hall, but it was wrong somehow – twisted into a grotesque amphitheater where every seat was filled with faces I recognized. Pack members, the Vale family, supernatural beings I'd never met but who somehow knew exactly who and what I was. All of them staring down at me with expressions ranging from disgust to pity to outright hatred."Look at her," Reena's voice echoed from somewhere in the crowd, though I couldn't see her face. "Still pretending she belongs here when everyone knows she's just a pathetic charity case.""She actually thought Alpha Kael cared about her," Victor's cruel laugh joined the chorus. "As if someone like him would ever choose a weak, powerless nothing like her."But it was Lyra's voice that cut deepest, dripping with venom and cruel satisfaction as she stepped into the c
The Lumina representatives were scheduled to arrive at dawn tomorrow, giving me enough time to wrestle with the decision that would determine the rest of my life. I spent most of it in the pack's garden, sitting on a stone bench with my mother's pendant warm against my skin, trying to sort through the chaos of emotions and revelations from the past few days.The garden was peaceful in the late morning light, filled with the kind of flowers that seemed to thrive in Portland's mild climate. Roses climbed trellises against the stone walls, their perfume mingling with the earthy scent of fresh soil and the distant pine fragrance from the surrounding forest. It was the kind of place that should have brought me comfort, but my mind was too turbulent for peace.I was so lost in thought that I didn't notice I was no longer alone until a shadow fell across the path in front of me. Looking up, I found Reena standing there with an expression of such pure malice that it made my blood run cold
I barely slept that night, Lyra's words echoing in my mind like a cruel lullaby. Every time I closed my eyes, I saw Alpha Kael's cold expression in the medical wing, heard him referring to me as "pack business," felt the sting of his formal dismissal. Maybe she was right. Maybe I had been fooling myself about what existed between us.Dawn was just breaking when a soft knock interrupted my restless thoughts. I expected to see Kayla or Chloe with breakfast, but instead found Ryder standing in my doorway, his kind grey eyes filled with concern and something that looked like guilt."Ryder?" I sat up in bed, pulling my robe tighter around myself. "What are you doing here? It's barely six in the morning.""I needed to see you before the Lumina representatives arrive," he said quietly, stepping into the room and closing the door behind him. "There are things you need to know. Things about your past that no one else will tell you."My heart began to race. "What things?"He moved to the
The guest quarters felt more like a prison than a sanctuary. I'd been moved here after my confrontation with Alpha Kael in the medical wing, supposedly for my "comfort and privacy" while the Lumina representatives prepared for our meeting. In reality, I suspected it was to keep me isolated from the pack members who were still processing their fear of what I'd become.I sat on the bed, staring out the window at the forest beyond, when a soft knock interrupted my brooding. Before I could respond, the door opened to reveal Kayla carrying a tray of food that smelled infinitely better than anything I'd been offered in days."I figured you might be hungry," She said with a warm smile that was so different from her brother's current coldness that it made my chest ache. "Hospital food is terrible even when you're not recovering from a magical awakening.""You don't have to—""Yes, I do," she interrupted firmly, settling the tray on the small table near the window. "My brother might be a
"Are you asking me to leave?" The question came out much smaller and more vulnerable than I'd intended."I'm asking you to understand that this situation has become extremely complicated. As Alpha of this pack, I have a fundamental obligation to consider the welfare of the entire community, not just..."He stopped abruptly, his jaw tightening with visible tension."Not just what?" I pressed, though part of me dreaded hearing his answer."Not just my personal feelings," He finished quietly, but the admission sounded more like a curse than any kind of confession of care.Adeline cleared her throat uncomfortably. "Perhaps I should give you two some privacy to discuss this sensitive matter.""That won't be necessary," Alpha Kael said quickly, his voice sharp with dismissal. "This isn't a personal conversation. It's strictly pack business."The casual dismissiveness of those words hit me like a physical slap. Pack business. That's all I was to him now – a problem to be efficiently man
I woke in the pack's medical wing three days later, my body feeling like I'd been struck by lightning and then trampled by an entire pack of wolves. Every muscle ached with a bone-deep soreness, my head pounded with a relentless rhythm that matched my heartbeat and the metallic taste of copper lingered in my mouth as if I'd been chewing on pennies for hours.The room was sterile white and unfamiliar, filled with the antiseptic scent that all medical facilities seemed to share. Sunlight streamed through gauze curtains, suggesting it was well into the afternoon, though I had no real sense of how much time had passed since Marcus Webb's attack."Easy there," a gentle voice said as I attempted to sit up too quickly, the world spinning dangerously around me. "You've been unconscious for seventy-two hours. Your body needs time to properly adjust to the magical awakening you experienced."I turned my aching head to see Adeline sitting in a chair beside my bed, her kind brown eyes filled w