FIFTY MILLION REASONS

LUCY

"I'm sorry," Robert tells them, his voice breaking. "I need to get her out of here."

"Of course," David says quietly. "Whatever she needs."

Robert helps me stand. My legs won't work. He wraps an arm around my waist, supporting my weight.

"Come on," he says gently. "Let's go."

I don't remember walking to his car or the gate closing behind us.

Just fragments: streetlights sliding past the window. Robert's knuckles white on the steering wheel. My breath fogging the glass.

And the thought, over and over:

My father died thinking I didn't care enough to come home.

---

Robert helps me inside his house and sits me on the couch.

He sits across from me, elbows on his knees.

"I thought you knew," he says finally. "Lucy, I swear I thought you knew. Kelvin told everyone at the funeral that you'd just had surgery. Emergency surgery. That you couldn't travel. That it was too dangerous for you to come."

I stare at him.

"There was no s-surgery." My voice comes out hoarse. "I was here. In Los Angeles. The whole time."

Robert goes pale. "What?"

"Four years. I lived at his mother's house. He never–I didn't know my father was–" My voice breaks. "They kept it from me."

"God." Robert stands abruptly, his hands clenched into fists. He paces to the window. Back. "I should have known. I should have insisted on seeing you."

"It's not your–"

"But why?" He spins to face me. "Why would he do that? Why keep you away?"

Silence stretches between us.

Then Robert stops pacing.

"Your father's will," he says quietly.

He turns to look at me.

"Half of everything to you. The other half to St. Catherine's Orphanage." His voice drops. "Cash, investments, properties. Your share was worth fifty million dollars."

The couch beneath me feels like it's dissolving.

Fifty million.

"As your legal husband at the time of his death," Robert continues, "Kelvin inherited your portion automatically. Community property law. But only if you didn't contest it. Only if you weren't involved in probate."

He takes a step toward me.

"He needed you away from the funeral. Away from the lawyers. Away from everyone who might tell you the truth."

Robert's jaw clenches.

"He stole your inheritance, Lucy."

I can't speak. Can't breathe.

My father trusted him. Gave him ten million dollars to build his dream.

And Kelvin repaid him by stealing everything from me.

"Did he give you anything?" Robert asks. "Any of it?"

Five hundred thousand dollars on a coffee table that I didn't take.

A payoff to disappear.

Out of fifty million.

"No," I whisper.

Robert swears under his breath.

He sits down heavily, his head in his hands.

We sit in silence.

Something cold settles in my chest.

Not peace. Not acceptance.

Rage.

Small. Flickering. Barely there.

I should do something. I should make him pay.

But I'm too broken. Too empty.

The rage doesn't die, though. It just... settles. Goes cold. Sinks deep where I can't feel it burning anymore.

Maybe that's worse.

Eventually the tears slow.

"Stay here tonight," Robert says. His voice is hoarse. "Please."

I nod.

He shows me to the guest room. Says something about towels. Closes the door.

I sit on the edge of the bed.

Four years I waited for Kelvin to come home.

Four years Dad waited to hear from me.

I was waiting for the wrong man.

I try to lie down. Can't. Every time I close my eyes, I see his face. Not disappointed. Just sad. Wondering why I never called.

I stand. Pace. The room is too small. Too quiet.

I can't stay here.

Can't lie in this bed where the ceiling is too white and the silence is too loud and my father is still dead.

I need air. Space. Somewhere that isn't here.

The hospital.

Dad's hospital.

If I go there, maybe I'll feel close to him. Maybe I'll understand why he spent so much time there. Maybe I'll–

I don't know what I'm looking for.

But I can't be here.

The decision settles over me like calm.

I check my phone. 10:37 PM.

I move quietly to the door. The hallway is dark. Water runs softly from the bathroom–Robert washing his face, maybe, or just standing there trying to process everything.

I slip out.

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The night air is cool.

I pull out my phone and open the Uber app. My fingers feel numb as I type the destination: Westside Medical Centre .

Two miles from here. The place where my father brought comfort to dying patients.

A car pulls up three minutes later. I climb in.

I watch the city slide past. Streetlights. Dark windows. People asleep in their beds with fathers who are still alive.

The last time I saw him, he hugged me at the door. Told me he was proud of me for supporting Kelvin's dream.

Said, "I love you, Lucy."

I'm sorry, Dad.

The hospital comes into view–tall, lit up against the night sky.

"Here's good," I say.

The driver pulls over across from the entrance.

I get out.

Stand on the curb, staring at the building across the street.

Cars stream past. Headlights blurring together. One after another.

I wait.

The traffic thins. A gap opens.

I step off the curb.

The hospital rises in front of me. White. Sterile. The place Dad loved.

The place he was when I should have been there.

Then light explodes beside me.

Headlights.

Too close.

I didn't see it coming from the other lane.

Brakes scream.

The impact hits like a building falling.

My body flies.

Then slams into pavement.

Pain everywhere.

Can't breathe.

A car door opens. Running footsteps.

"Oh my God–oh my God–"

A man's voice. Panicked.

He's beside me, his phone already at his ear, his hands shaking.

"I just hit someone with my car–in front of Westside medical centre –she's bleeding–" His voice cracks. "Please hurry–she's not moving–my name is Damian King–please–"

I try to speak.

Nothing comes out.

Everything's getting darker.

"Stay with me," he begs. "Please stay with me–"

The darkness takes me.

The last thing I hear is his voice, desperate:

"Please–you have to hurry–"

Then nothing.