The pastry bag rustles as I carry it down the hall toward Jasper’s room. I got him a breakfast sandwich and six jelly donuts in case he’s still working and doesn’t want to go out, but if he’s really fixed the security breach, I’ll buy him a lot more. I couldn’t sleep last night because I was worrying about all that could go wrong if hackers got further into the town’s system. The fact that they entered through the Life Revenge program could seriously compromise or kill it.
I also spent a fair amount of time thinking about a future with Jasper. He’s turned out to be much more than the feral werewolf I thought he was, and I can’t deny my attraction for him is off the charts. I’d really like to see what Life Revenge’s matching would give us for a compatibility score.
When Jasper opens the door, his appearance surprises me. He’s wearing gray sweatpants that have a coffee stain on the thigh, his hair is standing on end, and his eyes are puffy behind a pair of glasses that are crooked on his nose. Now he’s hot in a sexy-nerd way, and I want to tug those spectacles off his gorgeous face and kiss him. “It’s done,” he says before I have a chance to greet him.
I hold up my bakery bag. “I brought breakfast.”
His lips turn up in a small smile as he grabs me around the waist and tugs me closer. He lifts my hand and opens the sack to peer inside.
“Can I come in?”
“Oh.” Jasper steps back and pulls me with him. “Sorry.”
The aroma of burned coffee wafts toward me, and on the table I notice a pile of candy bar wrappers. I guess he made a visit to the gas station for provisions last night. “Did you stay up all night working on this?” I ask as we sit down on the couch.
The day-old beard on Jasper’s chin rasps as he rubs it. “Yeah. And while I have a bandage in place for now, fixing this problem is going to be more work than I expected. Hackers are smart.” He bites into a donut.
“How much more work are we talking?”
He shrugs as he chews. “Won’t know until it’s done, but you need to assign someone to this. When does Ryan start work?”
He reminds me that I was going to ask Ryan about Jasper’s relationship with Kevin. I reply, “Monday.”
“Call him and get him in today. I’ll catch him up on where I’m at.”He takes another bite of his donut, and jelly oozes out. It dribbles on his chin, and while I’m tempted to wipe it off for him, his serious tone makes me flip into crisis mode instead. It’s clear Jasper knows what he’s doing, and I think he should be on this job. “What about you? It would go a long way in saving my job.”
He smiles at me as he licks his jelly-covered fingers slowly, and I bet it’s to remind me of when he did the same to mine. “I believe Kevin has made it my priority to find a mate.”
Damn it. I forgot. “I don’t suppose you’d fill out your profile for me now?”
“I already did.”
I raise my eyebrows at him because I wonder why he chose to do that instead of sleep. The bakery bag rustles as I reach in it for a donut. “Great. Have you gone through and picked out your women yet?”
“I only need one.” He grins at me and reaches for the laptop. “Interestingly, there was an Marilyn who looks like you with an inactive profile in the system. I took the liberty of activating it.”
“Cute,” I mumble through my mouthful of donut.
“I thought she might want to watch as logic shows her what I already know.” He pulls up his profile and slides closer to me so I can look at the screen. I see my avatar on the page. “How much do you want to bet we’ll match in the ninetieth percentile?”
I frown because he might be right, and I’m not sure how I feel about that. At first, I was convinced he wasn’t right for me, but finding out last night Jasper is smart as well as sexy has me seriously considering a relationship with him. Although I want to know for sure that we’re compatible. “You were truthful in your profile?”
“No sense in lying,” he replies. “You’d eventually find out.”
My brow knits as I consider the implications of instigating a match for myself. What if we don’t?—
“Are you afraid we won’t match?”
“No,” I retort, and I’m tempted to smash the enter key on the laptop.
Jasper nudges me with his shoulder. “Go on. It’s time to see the truth.”
I turn to gaze into his eyes, and my chest gets tight as I think about how this man might be the one I spend the rest of my life with. He reaches over and wipes the corner of my mouth with his thumb. “Sugar.” My heartbeat skips when he sucks the residue off and says, “So sweet.”
I wonder about what might happen if we don’t rank high enough to be a good match. My heartbeat skips again, and this time it might be from fear. I don’t bother to think when I lean in, and his glasses are warm in my fingers when I remove them to kiss him. The flavor of coffee and sugar is faint as we hold onto each other and let our unique chemistry sizzle. He tugs out my hairpins, and my thick, wavy locks are soft on my neck as they fall around my shoulders. Jasper grabs fistfuls of hair as if he’s trying to pull me inside his body. I never want this to end, and I wonder if he’s kissing me with the same desperation knowing it might be our last.
When it’s over, I take a deep breath for courage, and I reach to push the initiate match button as I ask, “What if we?—”
Jasper places his finger on my lips as he says, “Shhh,” and he kisses me again. I know the computer screen is showing the progress numbers, but I don’t dare look as I take as much of this man as I can get. When a bell chimes, I hear a female voice say, “Congratulations! Jasper and Marilyn Gammon are a match.” I try to pull away, but Jasper only lets out a low noise and pushes me down on the couch. It’s soft under my back as I lift my legs up to rest on the cushions, and he presses his body against mine to make our kiss become something close to an out-of-body experience for me.
We’re not supposed to go any further sexually, but when Jasper stops to remove his shirt, I don’t worry about where things are going. I gaze into his eyes, which have deepened to dark green from his desire, and I place my hand on his chest. A light dusting of hair is rough under my fingers, and when he begins to unbutton my blouse, I let him. I say, “You can’t—we can’t.”
“I know, Miss Rule Follower.” I nod as he moves down past my bra. He smiles. “I like your choice of underwear.”
I grin back because I’m happy I decided on a lacy set that matched. His fingers are hot on my skin as he opens up my blouse to get a full view. I tremble under his touch.
“You are so beautiful.”
He glances over at the screen and smiles. I look, too, and discover our match is one hundred percent. I sit up in shock. “No way.”
Jasper leans in and kisses my neck lightly. “I told you, Marilyn. There’s a reason electricity sparks when we’re close. You were just too uptight to admit it.”
“I was not.” I tug my shirt closed and think about how I wear blouses buttoned all the way up to the top and always pull my hair back to ensure the sophisticated look of a woman with power. I resolutely believe sex appeal doesn’t belong in the workplace. But was I taking my job too seriously by ignoring the possibility that Jasper was my perfect mate? His lips are soft on my neck as he continues to nip at my skin. I let my head fall back and drop my hands to let my shirt fall open as I enjoy the pleasure of his touch. “Okay, maybe a little.”
Jasper chuckles and lets a lock of my hair slip through his fingers as he gazes into my eyes. “It’s sexy. On the outside, you appear to be no-nonsense, but I can’t wait to see what peeling off your polished exterior will reveal.” He licks his lips, and my insides quiver in response. “I plan to release your wild side, Marilyn. Have no doubt.”
“So many lilies,” I say to Val. The scent from the gathered pink and white Stargazer lilies is strong in the conference room of Kevin Black’s office building, and I wonder how the werewolves in attendance are dealing with it. “Did you rob a cemetery?”“I had nothing to do with it.” Val holds up her left palm to shield her right index finger as she points to the scowling giant leaning on the wall with his arms crossed, looking like someone’s bodyguard. She mouths the words, “But I think he did.”I glance around the sunlit room. Round indents in the carpet mark where a table must have sat at one point, and a podium adorned with some of the flowers stands at one end of the room.“It looks fantastic in here, Val. Thank you.”“It’s not my best work. But the light is perfect. If we hurry, the sun will be setting right about the time you say ‘I do.’”I lo
“What do you think?” Ryan asks. The smirk on his face tells me he knows how sexy he looks in his perfectly tailored suit.I chuckle. “That’ll do.” But my smile is strained, and I can’t keep my gurgling stomach quiet, especially from werewolf ears. “Lunch didn’t agree with me.”“You didn’t eat much lunch. Or any breakfast.”“Yeah. I don’t eat breakfast. And lunch…” I walk over to him, replaying in my mind that scene from our picnic in the rain. His silk tie is smooth in my fingers when I adjust it. “I was a bit distracted.”But even the memory of our amazing physical chemistry can’t keep my hands from shaking.Ryan wraps his fingers around mine. “It’s going to be okay. You really are going to enjoy my bite.”“That’s no longer the part I’m worried about.”“I’m so sorry y
The teakettle hisses on the stove, but I can’t seem to climb out of my place on the couch to do anything about it.Ryan gets up, and not only does he remove the boiling water from the burner, but he splashes it into a mug he’s prepared to make tea for me. The pillow in my hands is soft as I squeeze it tightly to my chest.My phone dings with a text, and I glance at the coffee table to see a notification from Val. She’s dying of curiosity about how things are going with Ryan, but because I can’t tell her about him being a werewolf, I’m afraid to answer.The couch sinks as Ryan sits next to me and places my tea on the coffee table. “Talk to me, Charlie.” When I don’t respond, he places a hand on my arm so lightly that I can hardly feel it. “Scream, break something, hit me. Please. Whatever you need to do to get the frustration out, please do it.”I turn to him. “Would it make a difference?”“It might make you feel better. This quiet version of you is scaring me.”I snort. “You want to k
“You’re not listening,” Ryan tells me, gripping my wrists to keep me from peeling off his towel.We both took hot showers, separately, when we returned from the park, and I’m in a thin silk robe that I know hugs my curves and leaves little to the imagination.“I’m struggling to keep control, Charlie,” he says. “We dodged a bullet earlier, and now I need you to be strong for us.”“It’s not like my apartment is bugged or anything.”Ryan mumbles something under his breath that sounds a lot like, “But my mind is.”The idea that his alpha could be tapping into his thoughts for no reason seems ridiculous.I undo my robe’s tie, letting the smooth fabric slip through my hand, and shrug out of the garment. It slithers down to my feet, and Ryan’s chest expands with a sharp inhale.I smile. “Then perhaps I’ll just give you a little visual foreplay.”Ryan groans. “You’re going to be the death of me.” He drops his towel too.I sashay to the bed with him close at my heels. The mattress sinks beneat
We’re nearly done eating when a cold ocean breeze slices through the warm air, and we both glance out over the water to see dark clouds approaching.I turn to Ryan. “A storm is coming in fast.”Ryan polishes off the last bit of a sandwich and licks mustard off his fingers. “Rain?” He scans me with his gaze. “You in a wet dress…”I go there too. “You in a shirt stuck to your body.”His eyes twinkle with mischief. “We’re not going anywhere.”I chuckle. “I suppose not.” As soon as I get the words out, fat drops of water start to fall, splattering on the leaves of the tree above us.The storm turns out to be powerful, so we decide to pack up the picnic items. When strong gusts of wind begin to blast at us, I know it’s time for us to abandon our plan.“Come on!” I have to yell to be heard over the steady beat of heavy rain falling. When I jump to my feet to jog out from under the tree, my body gets completely soaked. Ryan joins me, and I grab his hand to tug him to the uneven rocky path wh
Ryan groans from the couch, and I glance over to see he’s got a green tint to his skin.“You’ve got a whopper of a hangover,” I tell him as I portion out coffee grounds. Ryan slept on my couch last night, where I managed to get him to lie down after he performed a stumbling version of a dance he’d seen in a movie about male strippers. “It’s obvious werewolves don’t drink for a reason.”“Your voice hurts my head.” He tugs the blanket over his head and moans. “This is your fault.”The fridge light spills out as I tug the door open. “I tried to warn you, but you said I was being a control freak.” I pour Ryan a glass of water from a chilled pitcher and open a cabinet in search of headache medicine. “And when I tried to keep you from drinking too many, you wouldn’t listen.”He whimpers. “I have a vague recollection of that. You can send me home now if you’d like.”“The thought has crossed my mind. But I bet that’s against the rules this early in the process. For now, we’re stuck with each