LOGINAldara does not run and does not deny it and is waiting for them on the terrace of a house on Skye with tea for four, which Veira finds more disturbing than anything else about the afternoon.
"You brought the wolf," the old woman says. "And the vampire. And the other one. That is the correct composition and I am glad you did not come alone, because you would have, in February."
"Where are the children."
"In the house. Both of them are well, both of them are with a carer they have known for six days, and neither of them has any idea why they are here." Aldara pours. "Sit down, Ms Ashcroft. You are going to want to be sitting."
Veira does not sit. Sebastien stays at the top of the steps. Roman remains by the terrace door and Emre has not moved from beside the car.
"You maintained the register," Veira says.
"I have maintained the register since 1974, when Absalom Lieth recruited me to it, as he was recruited in 1951 by a Tide Elder named Corvo, who was recruited in 1919 by a Foundation conservator." Aldara sets the pot down. "It has been continuous since 1889. There have been nine of us. I am the ninth and I am the last, because I recruited nobody, because by 2011 I had come to believe the entire project was a mistake."
"What project."
"The separation." Aldara looks up. "Ingibjörg Halldórsdóttir went to Vienna in 1888 and restored the ordinal, and she was caught, and her seat was chained. What the Assembly never learned is what she did on the seventeenth of October, the day after, which was to persuade a Foundation conservator that the compact's persecution of hybrids had the wrong target and the right instinct."
"Meaning what?"
"Meaning she worked out what you worked out last week." Aldara's voice does not change. "The load moves by overflow. Two hybrids in proximity and it begins to spread. She understood that a conduit whose load is spreading across an uncontrolled population of children is not a distribution — it is a contamination, unbounded, moving to whoever is nearest, with no floor and no consent. She calculated what happens if it reaches a dozen people who do not know what they are holding."
"What happens," Roman says.
"Nothing dramatic. That is the difficulty." Aldara looks at him. "They each carry a fragment they cannot identify. It degrades them slowly across a lifetime. They die at fifty of something idiopathic and their doctors write it down and nobody ever connects one case to another, because they are in eleven countries and they have never met." She turns her cup a quarter-turn. "She could not stop the compact hunting hybrids. She could not restore the ordinal. So she did the only thing left, which was to make certain that no two of them were ever within range of each other, and to keep a count so that the next one would know."
"You've been hiding children," Veira says.
"I have been hiding children from each other, for fifty-one years, using the compact's own persecution as cover, and I have destroyed a great many families to do it." Aldara sets the cup down. "And in 2011 a woman in Aberdeen died and left an eleven-month-old and I looked at the map and I understood that I was maintaining a system whose entire logic was that these children must never be permitted to help one another, and that I had become the thing I had spent forty years telling myself I was preventing."
"So you stopped."
"I stopped filing. I did not stop watching." Aldara looks up at Veira with an expression that is not apology. "And then in January a conduit went to the north Atlantic and opened a sixth channel and came back eleven per cent down, and I understood that the overflow was about to begin whether I approved of it or not."
"So you moved two children towards it."
"I moved two children to a house on an island with a carer and a doctor and no other hybrid within four hundred kilometres," Aldara says. "Because you are going to have to make a decision in the next fortnight, Ms Ashcroft, and I have spent fifty-one years being the only person alive who knows what the options actually cost, and I was not going to let you make it in ignorance the way Morna Croft was never allowed to make it at all."
She finally stands.
"You want to distribute the load," she says. "You have wanted it since the boat. I have watched you want it since February." Her eyes do not leave Veira's. "So I am going to tell you the thing that has never been written down in a hundred and thirty-six years, and then I am going to go into that house and sit with two children while you decide what to do with it."
"Say it."
"It has been tried," Aldara says. "In 1889. That is why the ordinal was erased and the seat was chained and the register was begun." She walks to the terrace door. "Ingibjörg Halldórsdóttir did not theorise the contamination, Ms Ashcroft. She watched it. There was a conduit before Mireille that the Assembly has never acknowledged, and eleven receivers, and it did not work, and every one of them died."
"I don't think you do, actually, because you've been carrying the second half so hard you've forgotten I've been carrying the first." She pulls her coat round her. "I love you. Not the way you're asking. In the way where there are two of us in the world and there always will be, and if you ever needed me at three in the morning I'd be on a plane before you finished the sentence, and that isn't a consolation prize, Emre, it's the only relationship of its kind that has ever existed."He does not say anything for a while."That is considerably better than what I was braced for," he says."It's also true, which helps.""Is it Cole.""It's been Cole for about four years and I've been refusing to look at it because I was fairly sure I was dying." She picks up a stone and turns it over. "Which he knew, and never once raised, in four years."Emre laughs a real one, short and surprised."He's a better man than I am," he says."He's a better man than most people are. It's very irritating." She
She tells Nell on the deck as they come back into the fjord, because the boat is loud and the wind takes half of it and it is easier to say difficult things when the weather is doing some of the work."It's happened before," she says. "Three times. Same conversation. Somebody at the end of a channel apologising for closing it.""And it came back.""Every time. Not soon they were very clear about not soon, and their not-soon is not our not-soon." Veira watches the black cliffs go past. "But it's not an ending. I've been carrying it as an ending for a year."Nell is quiet for a while."Can I say something you won't like," she says."You will anyway.""You've been treating this whole thing like you're the last one. Since Aberdeen." Nell has her hands in her pockets and is not looking at her. "Every time you talk about the channel closing you say it like the door's shutting behind you. And there's nine of us and there's a school and there's an empty chair in Geneva that Zofia's going to s
It grieves her, which is different, and worse in a quieter way."Then I need to talk to them," she says. "Before it goes. Properly, not a report.""About what?""About what happens to a channel nobody can hold." She stands. "They've been in the Vein since before the compact. They waited seven hundred years for a conduit who could hear them. And in about a year there won't be one, and I'd like them to hear that from me rather than have it stop."Croft says, "You'll need a boat.""I'll need a boat," Veira agrees. "And I'd like Nell to come."Nell looks up sharply."You can't hear them," Veira says. "I know. But you're going to be doing this for sixty years after I stop and I'd rather you'd been in the room once."The Friðargeir is eleven years older and so is Brynja, who greets them at the Reykjavik dock with the expression of a woman who has been waiting five years to be asked again and would rather die than say so."You brought more people," she says."Six.""Last time it was seven."
The programme runs for four years.That is the sentence Veira will use afterwards, when people ask, and it is accurate and it conceals everything, because what four years actually consists of is Tuesdays.Nell takes a full share at seventeen and a second at nineteen and by twenty is carrying more than any of them, and it does not kill her, and by then Joon-Ho has eleven hundred days of monitoring data proving why: gradual, consensual, taught, and above all known the thing that killed the eleven in Utrecht was not the load but the fact that not one of them was ever told what they were holding.Aoife from Cork takes a share at twenty-two and immediately becomes insufferable about it.The girl from Kraków, whose name is Zofia and who did not speak for eleven days in her first month, takes hers at eighteen and then does something none of them anticipated, which is enrol in a medicine degree in Warsaw on the grounds that somebody is going to have to be able to treat this properly in thirty
The committee reports on the Friday and the Assembly convenes on the sixth of April, and Veira is not there.She watches it from the farmhouse on a link Sunnsdottir arranges through a procedural clause nobody has used since 1974, and Sebastien sits beside her for eleven hours and does not once say anything unless she asks him something.Croft opposes the conduit holding the seat. He does it in seven minutes and it is the best speech anybody makes all day and he loses the vote nine to four.Then Veira's written submission is read into the record by the convener, and Solvieg reads all of it, including the last paragraph, which several Elders have plainly not been shown in advance.I decline the seat. I ask the Assembly to create it and leave it vacant until a member of the restored bloodline is of age and willing to hold it. If that takes fifteen years, the vacancy is the accurate record of what was done, and I would ask the Assembly to look at it.There is a silence of about four secon
The committee reports on the Friday and the Assembly convenes on the sixth of April, and Veira is not there.She watches it from the farmhouse on a link Sunnsdottir arranges through a procedural clause nobody has used since 1974, and Sebastien sits beside her for eleven hours and does not once say anything unless she asks him something.Croft opposes the conduit holding the seat. He does it in seven minutes and it is the best speech anybody makes all day and he loses the vote nine to four.Then Veira's written submission is read into the record by the convener, and Solvieg reads all of it, including the last paragraph, which several Elders have plainly not been shown in advance.I decline the seat. I ask the Assembly to create it and leave it vacant until a member of the restored bloodline is of age and willing to hold it. If that takes fifteen years, the vacancy is the accurate record of what was done, and I would ask the Assembly to look at it.There is a silence of about four secon







