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When I wake up Zayne is sitting beside me on the bed like he never left, his fingers caress my hair softly, which is what must have woken me up. I have to blink a few times to focus my gaze, “Hi,” he whispered. “Hi” I replied, it comes out scratchy. He gives me a searching look, “How are you feeling?” At his words, I remember how I got here, here being Zayne’s bedroom, me laying in his bed. I remember what happened last night. I blink slowly, feeling like I’ve been asleep for days. I sit up, running the fingers of my right hand through my hair. “Fine, I’m fine” I sighed. “How long have I been asleep?” “Hours, you looked really tired” I shake my head to clear it a bit before looking at the window, though heavy drapes prevent the sun from coming in, it is bright out, past noon already. “Shit" my head falls in my hands "I’m late for practice, I have to go” I try to rise, but I will only have enough time to run back to the lodge and get changed into something practical, no time f
The howl of a wolf wakes me up, I jerk up on all fours, and my legs are tangled in a blanket, I must have dozed off at some point last night. My right cheek feels numb from sleeping on the floor, after trying so hard not to fall asleep, at least there were no unfortunate late-night walks. I throw my blanket on the bed and strip on my way to the bathroom, I didn’t attend training yesterday and I’m already running late today. Great. I wash off as fast as I can, drying my hair and picking out my clothes at the same time. I don’t think I’m going to have time for my special assignment this morning, which means I have to do it before my run right after practice, just great. I quickly shrug on my clothes, a grey top over a sports bra and a pair of stretchy leggings. I brush my still soaked hair into a bun at the top of my hair, securing it with a hair tie, no time for a braid today, I Shove my feet into my sneakers and run downstairs. “Hey” I greet Winnie when I pass by the kitchen. “Can
“Come in”The door shut behind me. I look up at the Alpha, he sits behind his table, a bunch of papers in front of him, and a computer. He frowns when he sees me and inhales stating “I smell blood, Colin told me you weren’t hurt”“I’m fine”“Come here” “I want to stay here” “Alina” he scolds with a glare but I hold my ground.Zayne gets up and walks around the table, I think he’s going to come to me but he stops and leans against the table. His hands are folded as he looks at me.“Fighting Alina?” he looks mad, well so am I. “That’s what we’re learning to do, isn’t it? fighting?” leaning my back against the door, I shrug, expressing nonchalance that I’m not feeling. On the inside? I’m burning. Angry.A scowl on his lips and his glare intensifies “Not against your own pack.”Another shrug of my shoulders, “Well, she started it.”“That’s not the point!” he snapsMy gaze sharpens “Isn’t it? We both fought and she started it! how comes I’m the only one at the headmaster’s office?” my he
I slide out of his arms, arranging my wayward top from his ministrations on his chest, and hop off the table, I can’t look at him or my hands as I escape to the other end of the room, suddenly very ashamed at my lack of control and because I know the tips of my claws would be gleaming with blood for the second time today. “It’s fine” I hear Zayne say. “It’s not fine!” I blinked repeatedly swallowing past the painfully hard lump in my throat, “I’m not fine” I whispered admitting it broke something in me. But it’s the truth, what’s the use of denying it now? I bite my swollen upper lip between my teeth as my sight becomes glassy. “I feel like I’m going crazy Zayne. I’m losing it” I say to the door as tear rolls down my cheek. I don’t hear him but a moment later, Zayne wraps his arms around me from behind and a sob leaves my chest. “Shh… it’s alright princess” he turns me around until my face is against his chest. I don’t hold him back though. I can’t. Not when I just hurt him with th
I stand at the side the next morning, stretching a little while I wait for training to begin. I can feel the stares, have been since morning. One even did a double-take like she wasn’t expecting me. I definitely didn’t feel like coming this morning, just wanted to bury my head under my covers and sleep the day away, but I thought I should just get it over with. If I missed training today, I'd never be able to show my face again. And no matter how much I hate the stares or being talked about behind my back, it wasn't enough to keep me from getting strong, my promise, I have every intention of keeping it. So, I got up, did my early morning warm-up, had a really hot, long shower, and came for training. If anything, I'm more determined than ever. While getting dressed and braiding my hair, I told myself to calm the fuck down and focus. No more losing control. The last time was just that, an accident. What does it matter if someone calls me names? I can’t go off at anyone who whi
I sense him before I see him as Oliver and I get back to the arena after our run. The others who were way ahead of us must have already taken their things and left. Strangely enough, I’ve been expecting him, with the way we left things off yesterday, I’ve been hoping to avoid him, already planned on how I’m not going to go anywhere near the compound for some time, at least until I have everything figured out. Heat floods my face in embarrassment as I recall how brazen I'd acted yesterday, talking to my Alpha like that. I'd like to think it was bravery, and fire in my stomach that prompted me to act as I had, but it wasn't, crazy, I was crazy. He makes me so crazy I forget myself when he's around me. It's also why I can't face him now. I knew it would only be a matter of time before he came looking for me, I just didn't think it would be so soon. Oliver rubs my back as I’m bent over, hands braced on my knees to get more air in my lungs and buy myself some more time “See you later
*** Taking my hand empty hand that's not holding my hoodie and bottle, Zayne turns me and we begin walking again. “When I first met you, I could barely sense the wolf. I knew she was there, but she seemed…” he tries to find an appropriate word “Asleep? Your aura was faint, not very noticeable, usually the less noticeable the aura, the less dominant the wolf, but since that night, it’s like a veil has been removed and I can sense you better"I look at him out of the corner of my eye "Does that mean I’m a dominant female?" I ask with a small smile, not wanting to think of the implications of what he is saying.We come to a stop at the front of the lodge, I hadn’t realized we were standing so close “Compared to me or a fully trained enforcer you’re still a baby so don't go picking fights" I scoffed, my cheeks heating up in embarrassment. "That was one time" I whispered biting my top lip shyly, besides Tiana is a novice like me."But there is something to it though.” He tilts his hea
Thank the Goddess above there’s still some left when I get down. I help myself to a decent portion and a large slice of bread. I’m just sipping the last portion of my soup when Mara joins us. Like Esther, I don’t know her really well so I just give a polite smile and then proceed to tip my bowl halfway up so I can get every last bit. “Well, why are you smiling?” I hear Esther ask, with a quick look I confirm that she is indeed smiling, a cheshire grin on her lips. “Did you finally get Levi to fuck you?” Who’s Levi? I want to ask but again, don’t really know her, so it might be kind of rude so I bring my spoon to my lips and finish off the last of my meal. She waved her hand and scoffed, “That’s old news, I’ve moved on. But you won’t guess who I ran into on my way here” she gasped and fanned herself with the palm of one hand, her eyes rolling back in what I can only describe to be ecstasy. I half pay attention to them as I cross to the sink to wash my plate. Her cheeks look fl