LOGINThe lady was crazy. As soon she escorted me into this room, all doubt of her sanity vanished. She was insane.
That was the only logical explanation for the woman currently gesturing hysterically at the decor of the room. "So do you like it?" Her smile seemed so out of place on her pale face, her eyes stained with runny mascara and her tears. The purpose of her crying still eluded me. Taking in the beautiful room, from the Queen sized bed filled with enough pillows to build a palace, to the human sized windows that occupied the wall opposite the front door with a red seat attatched to one. Everything was beautiful. "Ma'am I think you..." The bronze door pushed open, interrupting me as Killian strode in, holding my tattered backpack which ruined his look with his crisp suit hugging his muscular frame perfectly. "Don't overwhelm her mum. She doesn't need to know the origin of every ornament in this room." The woman, Killian mum apparently, chuckled. "I'm just so excited. It'll be dark soon, but I just want to stay here forever." She moved forward, and my waist pressed into the wooden, honey colored chest of drawers from the instinctive step back. "She's definitely tired after that trip. I know you're excited mum, but maybe we should get her settled first?" The echo of his steps faded once he stepped onto the plush wine rug that took up the majority of the floor, towards his mum. "Oh, how foolish of me. You must be starving, let me go and check if the chefs are done cooking." She rushed towards the door, leaving me alone with Killian. My eyes roamed him, searching for any sign that he was angry or about to harm me in any way. It was inevitable, but it didn't hurt any more to be prepared. Rather than raging at me for leaving him for his mom though, he placed his hands behind his back, stepping forward, eyes locked to mine. "There's something important I need to discuss with you. Preferably after mother has calmed down." "Um..did I do something wrong, sir?" Whatever it was, if he couldn't discuss it infront of his mom then it had to be bad. "No, you haven't done anything. And I've told you, don't call me sir." He pressed two fingers to his temple, sighing deeply. "Sorry sir..er, I mean Killian. Mr Killian? Mr Morozcov?" "Killian is fine. Listen I_" His mother's high pitched voice cut him off, ringing in my ears like a Chinese gong as she stepped in. "Ella dear, I'm not sure what you like now but when Killian told me you were coming I had the chefs make a bit of everything." "Mother we'll join you soon, I just need to speak with her for a moment." "You've had hours to do so. Whatever you want to discuss can wait." She cupped my cheeks, then scrunched her nose like my scent mimicked that of a decaying rat. "Preferably you should clean up first, while the maids set the table." "Ok." She ignored my respose, glancing at Killian instead. "You should get cleaned up too. Go downstairs when you're done. I'm going to help her get cleaned up." Killian nodded, frowning slightly as he left the room. That wasn't exactly an unusual sight, in the short time since we met, smiling was a rarity for him. "The bathroom's over there, I'm going to get you something you wear. Leave your dress in the basket by the door." She pointed to a bronze painted door a few feet from the chest of drawers. She hesitated a bit before releasing my hand, then she was gone. This whole family was weird, but that lady was exceptional. She kept acting like I was her long lost daughter or something. And how she knew my name was beyond me, after all even Killian had asked when he took me from the brothel last night. The bathroom door pushed open as my hand turned the knob. The interior was quite similar to the bathroom in the hotel, only clearly more expensive and maintained. The yellow sundress fell of my frame, followed by my underwear and sandals, leaving me entirely bare. Goosebumps rose on my skin when the warm water of the shower made contact with it. My questions seemed to have doubled since we got here. Mrs Morozcov's reaction my arrival only fueled my confusion. Her son brought home a literal prostitute. Not exactly a mother's dream surprise. Perhaps she didn't know, but still, killian had to have told her something. Every logic seemed to only result to more questions, and zero answers. Ten minutes and a hot shower later, my feet brushed against the rectangular shaped rug in front of the bathroom door. Mrs Morozcov was already there, sitting on the duvet of the queen sized bed. "You're done?" Nodding, my eyes drifted to a beautiful navy blue, knee lenght dress laying next to her. "OK, I'll just leave you to get dressed then." She smiled her eyes welling up with tears once again. "I still can't believe Killian brought you home." "What?" "Even after all these years, he made sure to bring my daughter back." She pulled me into a tight hug. "I know it's been so long, but I promise the men who did this will suffer. And you'll never have to worry about a thing again, Stella." The clicking of her heels already faded out of the room and down the hall before her words sink in, and the questions doubled. "Did she just call me her daughter?" Saying it out loud only led to another head pounding question. Who the hell was Stella?(*SEVEN years later.*)The announcer called my wife's name, proud as I stood to clap.Ariella stepped onto the stage, smiling widely while her graduation gown flowed seamlessly down her body.She received her diploma, shaking hands with all her supervisors before stepping off the stage and joining the other graduates.She was probably the oldest among them, but the light in her eyes never dwindled with each day she'd spent in this college. And now she'd finally gotten the rest of her dream."Wow! Mama looks so nice. Her clothes look funny." Nikolai giggled, clapping as he hopped on the chair he stood on so he could get a good view of his mom.Alina sat next to him, swinging her legs, unbothered by her surroundings and completely occupied with whatever it is that goes through the mind of a two-year-old.Nikolai was three years older and way more self-aware, but in that moment, he didn't seem to care if anyone saw him as he clapped loudly, chanting his mom's name.Alina, suddenly curiou
Killian guided me as I drove, my body stiff and panicked.My feet remained firmly planted on the brake, ready to slam down on it when necessary. And even when it wasn't necessary."Just accelerate a bit. You're not going to go too fast or anything, but we've been in this spot for almost an hour." He didn't sound tired of me, if anything it was like he couldn't get enough."You're the one who told me to drive. Maybe this was a mistake, let's swap seats back."He leaned down, planting a soft kiss on my lips. "Nothing about you is a mistake love. Never forget that. Now let's start."It took another hour before he'd taught me and sweet talked enough to get me moving the car.After a few minutes it wasn't nearly as bad as before. He guided me through turns and junctions until we came closer to the estate."I think she would have wanted this. Me being happy with the woman I love." He glanced at me, his eyes shining.I nodded in agreement, smiling slightly.The next few weeks were absolute b
The words were barely out of Anya's mouth before Kirilli exploded, ranting and insulting Killian.His words blended from English to Russian quickly, but even without understanding I knew whatever words came from his mouth weren't good.Killian gave no reaction, simply standing still while his father berated him.It wasn't until Kirilli reached for me that Killian shifted.It was so fast I almost missed it.Killian's hand wrapped around his father's throat, slamming him onto a wall and squeezing."Killian!" Anya's voice was high and panicked, eyes wide as Killian continued to choke Kirilli with murderous intent.I rushed forward, yanking at his arm to pull him away. My effort made no effect. "Killian, please stop this. This isn't the way. Don't let anyone else in your family die."He froze, glancing at me for a moment. His grip on Kirilli loosened enough for him to escape.We stood in a tense filled silence for a second, before the sound of a heavy slap echoed across the room.Anya gas
She didn't get pregnant.Even after I got her a pill and test, she kept tapping her foot on the ground, completely paranoid.I didn't expect to see her today. After all, she'd never agreed to come to the funeral with me.My parents had already gone ahead, leaving me behind at home alone. With no one to force me to go.A part of me didn't want to at all. Attending her funeral meant acknowledging that my sister was truly dead.That these past few years, all that hope I'd held on to was for nothing, and all because I was too late to fucking save her.A knock on my door pulled my attention away from the framed photo in my hands. An old picture of me and Stella back when my parents dumped me in the little league."I'm on my way down. Who is it?" I waited for Ruth to come in with the message that my parents demanded my immediate presence, or Alex and Dimitri walking in to give me their sympathy.To my surprise, though, the person who stepped through that door wasn't one of those people.Ar
We went into my apartment right after my panic attack settled.He was so gentle, so calm like he didn't just give me his name and everything else to make me feel complete."Why do you keep doing this? You could have anyone. Literally any woman you wanted. Why do you keep chasing me and making this choice impossible to keep to?" My voice cracked at the end, unable to continue."Because I don't want just anyone. I want you." He sat next to me on my tiny bed, wrapping his arms around my waist and planting a firm kiss in my hair. "No other woman makes me feel like you do. No other woman makes me want to burn the world for them like you do. No other woman can be you."My throat clogged, eyes glistening with tears I'd been too stubborn to allow to fall for years now. "And when you get bored? When you realise you could have had so much better."He laughed. Actually laughed like my words were a joke."Better? Where?" He could hardly strain together those two words through his obvious amusemen
Ariella and Michael had gone outside to talk in private, comparing stories about their past and discussing their future. They left me with Ariella's tiny roommate. Her appearance was fooling though. She was a monster in a small body."She really likes you, you know that right?" She said, taking a small sip from the mug in her hands. "Yeah, I'm aware. I just wish she'd admit it. Just one more time." I groaned, frustration threatening to make me lash out."It's about time you stop wishing and take some action. You're on the right track with finding her family...but all you're doing now is giving her love to others. Take your share first." My eyebrows curled in confusion. "My share?""Take her on dates, let her feel like she already has a boyfriend. It's not just about you, it's about her too. This is her story too." Samantha turned to face me."And how do I do that?"She sighed like I was completely hopeless. "Honestly? You're already doing it. Your corny lines, persistent presence a







