MasukBefore I could react— His hand seized my wrist in a painful grip.
“No…” I tried to pull away, narrowing my eyes in desperation, “No, no…”
He ignored my call as my strength was nothing compared to his iron grip.
“Please… Don’t.”
“Take your hands off my daughter!”
Father charged forward, uncaring of the consequences for challenging the strongest Alpha.
Every wolf in the courtyard was ready to bring out their wolf.
Alpha Zarius didn't spare them a glance. His attention remained fixed solely on me.
“Try. If you can.”
His claws slid free. Razor-sharp. Prepared to attack my father.
A gasp escaped my lips.
“No!”
I struggled with everything I had to rip free.
I kicked. Twisted. Pulled.
Nothing worked.
“Stop moving.”
“I'm not your mate!” I screamed frantically, using the only option I had left.
“He- He is lying! An act to lure you! Wh-Why would I be your mate, Alpha?!”
Useless.
“I'll be the judge of that.”
He didn't care. He had waited long enough for his mate. He didn't care who she was.
Only if she was the one or not.
He pushed my hair over one shoulder, ripping the fabric to expose my neck to me.
The morning air brushed against my exposed skin, my knees were giving out. I failed to uphold my energy and stumbled.
“Please, Alpha… Please don't.”
He didn't listen.
Humiliation burned hotter than fear. Dozens of people were watching in anticipation.
I couldn’t help but to sob miserably at my fate.
This wasn't how I imagined my marking.
“Please…” I whispered, shaking my head, “Don't…”
For one fleeting moment… His hand lingered follow by sharp pain.
His fangs pierced my neck, biting down to imprint his mark impatiently on me to find out the truth.
His other hand was already prepared to kill me the moment he was done.
A cry ripped from my throat, trying to push him away but he was far stronger, teeth sinking deeper into my skin.
It wasn’t long when the bond slammed like lightning.
Humming my blood in his rhythm and flooding heat in every vein.
Something ancient awakened inside my soul. A warmth, a strong longing… and an unquenchable thirst.
A pull so overwhelming it stole every breath and forced me to submit to the sudden powerful rush of the mate-bond.
At the exact same moment, he froze. His grip loosened instantly with an uneven breathing.
Our gazes met.
And I saw it.
Pure shock.
“...Impossible.”
For the next five seconds, the soulless Alpha seemed lost. But I ssensed his deepest depths.
His rage.
His endless exhaustion.
His darkness.
Just for a heartbeat.
Beneath it all, relief of finding the one he sought though it couldn’t last long.
As quickly as the sensation arrived, it vanished with the same speed.
Alpha Zarius abruptly released me and stumbled back a step.
Every eye was on him, waiting.
He stood there, breathless, running a hand down his face.
I held my neck where a mark was blooming along with a trail of blood.
Then, he laughed.
A low, dark and bone-chilling sound that made everyone– including his own people– to take a step back.
“I… I have found her…. I have actually found her.”
He looked at the sky, holding his hands out as though mocking fate, and Moon Goddess itself.
“My Luna. My curse…”
The words rolled effortlessly from his tongue. His smile spread wider than I thought possible as he looked directly at me.
“...finally has an end.”
My fingers instinctively held the fresh mark on my neck tighter, to tear the mark away, to scream and reject this mismatched bonding.
Instead, I could only cry.
Alpha Zarius tilted his head, the amusement in his eyes had transformed into a deadly possession.
“Bring her.” He ordered, holding a hand out. “And burn this pack.”
His warriors immediately moved.
A decision of hundreds of lives was spoken so casually that panic erupted, people began to scream.
How… how could he order a massacre so easily?
“No! You- You can’t do that, Alpha!”
I threw myself between him and my family.
“They- they are your mate's people! Her pack!”
He replied calmly, “I promised nothing."
“Please!” My voice cracked, seeking mercy.
“They've done nothing.”
“They sheltered you.”
“They didn't even know!”
“They exist. Here. Right now.”
His every answer grew crueler and colder. He took a step closer, staring dead into my eyes.
"They're witnesses and my witnesses don't live, little one.”
Despair swallowed me, “No…”
I looked at the terrified faces behind me.
Mother. Father. Robbie. The elders. Children who had never held a weapon. Everyone… No, I couldn't let him kill them.
They won’t pay the price of my silence.
My lips trembled as I struggled to breathe, “If...if you won't spare them…”
He waited. I gulped.
Trying to sound strong, using the only method I had.
“...I'll kill myself.”
His brows knitted together. Failing to understand the depth of my bold statement.
I forced myself to continue.
“Yo-you have marked your true mate. If I die...your curse wins. You'll lose me... An-and whatever this bond is..."
I removed my trembling hand from the mark, allowing it to catch some cold breeze and for him to witness what he had done.
"...it dies with me."
For several long seconds, all he could do was to stare, contemplating what I had just dared to do.
Threaten the strongest Alpha alive.
To my complete surprise… He smirked with genuine interest.
“...There she is.”
I blinked.
“The woman brave enough to threaten me.”
A quiet chuckle escaped him, closing the distance between us, his knuckles hovering near the mark.
"I was beginning to think fate had paired me with a frightened rabbit."
He almost touched, sending a deadly shiver down my spine, leading those knuckles to the side of my face.
“You've finally said something worth listening to.”
His thumb brushed away a tear from my cheek.
“I accept.”
Hope flickered through the crowd. He slowly turned toward the waiting warriors, giving a gesture of hand.
“Stand down.”
I couldn't believe it.
He had actually agreed.
“You have…” His gaze swept over my family, “...five minutes. Five minutes to say goodbye.”
I almost turned.
Without a warning, he took my hand in his, his eyes darkening.
“After that…” He gave my hand a tight squeeze.
“You belong to me.”
The more I intended to maintain a fair distance from her, the more she was approaching me and it was troubling me more than I could handle.What was wrong with her?Why desire me?In the evening, her scent caught me before she appeared. I didn't look up from the strategy maps spread across my desk. I couldn't.“You skipped dinner again. I brought you something,” Evelise said gently, giving me an expectant smile.Get out, my mind screamed. You aren't safe near me. The curse inside me was a silent, feral thing, waiting for a lapse in my control to tear apart anything I held dear. Unable to feel the bond's tether, I had no shield against the rage.Please leave, little one, I couldn’t bring myself to harm you anymore.“I didn't ask you to do that,” I spoke in a lifeless tone, not even bothering to spare a glance towards her.“I know,” she said, her light steps bringing her closer. “But you need to eat. You’ve been working yourself to death all week, Zarius. You’re barely sleeping.”Sh
~ ZARIUS'S POV:I tried, I swear, I tried coming closer, to dive deeper into the ocean of her heart but I had seen the consequences.Each slip of control from me results in danger.Each time my heart decided to react, it brought irrecoverable damage.Enough. ‘What? Tired already?’ Azrael teased me, his undesirable laugh echoing in my consciousness. ‘I thought we were going to fall in love with her.’“And let you take advantage of her? Never.” I hissed, leaning against my desk, rubbing my temples in frustration. I hated the look of disappointment in her eyes.She came closer despite I had given her nothing but anguish.She reached me with hopes.And all I did was to murder it.As I was lost in my thoughts, Wind appeared at my door and leaned against the frame, folding her arms at her chest. “What?” “You are hurting her.”“I know.”“She calls for you.”“I know.” I breathed out heavily, running a hand through my locks and making them messy. “But I no longer know how to approach her
Maybe he was just in a bad mood that day, I thought, tracing my fingers mindlessly on the sheets.Maybe I should try harder. Reassure him that I’m not going anywhere. Maybe one day Zarius will hold my hand and actually learn how to love…An unwelcome scoff echoed in the back of my mind. ‘What happened to you, Evelise?’“Huh?” I blinked. “What do you mean?”‘You were determined to leave. To escape this so-called nightmare,’ my wolf replied, her presence shifting in the dark corners of my consciousness. ‘Now you want to give it a chance? How?’“I thought the idea of me leaving would evoke emotions in Zarius,” I spoke truthfully, pulling my knees closer to my chest. “I didn’t know he couldn’t feel what we do.” I paused, the memory of another man’s—Yes, another man—face flickering in my mind. “And when Robbie offered me a way out, like he actually meant it, I couldn’t do it.” ‘That is what I am asking,’ my wolf pressed, her tone filled with protectiveness. ‘Why? What changed?’“Whe
The distance between us had become a physical ache. The mate-bond pulled at me relentlessly—a hopeless, desperate tug—while Zarius continued to shut himself out.Why was he not understanding? He barely spent two moments with me, let alone to talk. Was he still punishing me for the kiss with Robbie?Or punishing himself for letting the curse take over?As I sat alone in my room, heavy-hearted, a sudden breeze swept through the space. Robbie materialized out of thin air.I swear, this man was determined to get us both in trouble.“You? Again?” I frowned. “How do you manage to enter this room?”“That is a secret I cannot tell you.” “Why are you here?” “I thought you had reached an answer by now.” He shrugged, leaning against the wall, his impish smirk lingering.“Or are you thinking of staying for your little darling niece?” He mocked, tilting his head up with arrogance.A brief silence came between us as I looked down at my hands, confused.“What exactly is this Red Night, Robbie?”
~ EVELISE'S POV:What was with Zarius?Did alcohol always turn him into a creature of pure, unfiltered desire?...Useful information, at least.After an encounter that had left me breathless—with a sudden, thick heat pooling deep in my lower belly—the hardest task waiting for me tomorrow would be pretending everything was normal."Here. Do this." Mateo practically slammed a stack of files onto my desk, making me flinch.“What is your problem?” I hissed, glaring up at him.He had been shooting me with venomous looks and treating me like a plague for weeks.At first, I had tried to ignore it, choosing endurance over conflict, but it was pushing me to my absolute limit.“My problem is you,” he growled, leaning over the desk until he was entirely in my space. “You lie, you’re disloyal, and you ruin everything you touch.” Hatred burned raw and unmistakable in his eyes.“I don’t recall asking for your evaluation.” I scoffed, leaning back in my chair and crossing my arms."Oh, come on, Mat
After returning from the long lost memory, I decided to return to my room after days of avoiding her and found her sleeping in my shirt.I didn’t know why but it made me smile.She looked beautiful. She is beautiful. My steps stumbled, the haze from the alcohol had taken over my senses as I sat down and brushed my knuckles on her shoulders.She shivered.“Mhm….” My heart began to race, she was closer, extremely close yet so far that I won’t be able to reach even if I wanted to.But why?Why would I want to reach her in the first place?I had never desired love. Then why?Why did I feel so damn helpless and infuriated?“You’re… so—” Unable to control myself, I leaned down and pressed a kiss on her shoulder through the fabric but this heart…It was burning, screaming for more, to bite down and replace Azrael’s touch with mine. ‘Jealous? That I got her first?’ My jaw clenched, stopping immediately when his unwanted laughter echoed in my mind.I won’t deny it. Yes. I was.Extremely.







