LOGINCHAPTER FORTY-EIGHTCALEB’S POV I sat in the library the following day at school, missing my mother’s wedding, which had almost been grounded, but luckily, Howard came through for me. I stared at the ceiling, cross-legged, and my back rested against the liberal chair firmly. I think I'm certainly trying to avoid Ralph, after yesterday, I had no guilt for having sex with Howard, actually, he made me his fucking whore. “Arrgg” I groaned as I heard a beep from my phone. I had no intention of looking at it, until Kelvin spun out of nowhere.“You have been ignoring me all day” he rolled his eyes, taking a seat near me.I looked at his worried eyes and felt bad because I was not going to tell him how weird my life had been. “I'm just in my head!” I choked out, trying to distract my mind, from. looking elsewhere.“I came for your mother's wedding and you weren't there” he scolded. “I want to be there for you, but if you keep shutting me out, that would be a huge problem.I heaved and
CHAPTER FORTY-SEVENCALEB’S POV An hour later we walked down the hotel corridor, hand in hand. We are both quiet, lost in our own thoughts. My heart was beating so fast, and I knew what was about to happen ... I'm looking forward to what was about to happen.He opened the door, and I entered the hotel suite he had booked. I looked around, and a smile crossed my face; he had booked us a suite because we had been apart for days. The door closed behind us, and he turned to him with a wide smile. We stared at each other, and then he wrapped his arms around me and held me tight as he put his head into the crook of my neck. He held me tightly ... as if scared to let me go.The love between us was palpable, with so much emotion and regret, and I found myself almost tearing up.I want to blurt out that I am sorry, that I hurt him, and that he has every right to be angry, but I wanted to let the moment just be. Let the feelings between us speak for themselves.He pulled back, and his e
CHAPTER FORTY-SIXCALEB’S POV Ralph sent an address to a bar in his text message, and I made my decision to see him. Besides, I caused this mess and I need to see him. The next minute, Howard knocked at my door and he entered before I could even respond.“Why aren't you ready?” he arches his eyebrow. I stared at Howard for a long time before responding. “He wants to see you,” I replied, almost in a whisper. I could hardly read his expression, but I was certain he wasn't happy."Caleb" Howard scolded. “He wants to meet tomorrow night!" He blurted out in a rush."Yes?" I smiled. "Did you tell him to go fuck himself? It's your mother's wedding?” he asked, folding his arms on his chest "No." I chuckled, nervously."Why not?" Howard was getting pissed at this point."Because I hurt him,” I yelled. “Just help me look invincible today, if you care about me, you would want my happiness” I pleaded, with a weak smile. I knew he wasn't in support of this, but he respected my wish an
CHAPTER FORTY-FIVECALEB’S POV I kept watching the video and Howard and I, fucking at his secret beach over and over again, which was all over school at the moment. The only good thing was that our faces weren't visible, but they knew it was someone from our school, no one would point fingers at me, and they didn't know I'm gay. “Piece of shit!” I growled, smashing my phone on the wall. I should have known Howard had other motives, but his touch was too blinding for me; now I have hurt Ralph, the only guy who actually loved me.“Is there a problem dear, I heard a smash on the wall” my mum yelled, knocking at my door continuously, she tried to open the door but it was locked.“I need a new phone!” I said, rubbing my forehead aggressively.“I'm on it!” she replied and walked off. I have sent Ralph multiple messages that he had refused to reply to, and countless calls that always end on voicemail. I feel so useful knowing he hates me, the heaviness in my heart is due to pai
CHAPTER FORTY-FOURRALPH’S POVThe silence in my car was louder than the screaming match I’d just walked out of. Every time I breathed, I felt a sharp, jagged edge in my chest, right where my heart used to be. I kept my hands locked on the steering wheel at ten and two, mostly because if I let go, I was afraid I’d shake apart. The video of Caleb fucking another guy was still fresh in my head, and it was ready to relive me.I trusted him. Not just "modern-dating" trusted him—I had handed him the keys to every insecurity I owned. And he’d used them to lock me out. I pulled into my driveway, but I didn't get out of the car. I just stared at the garage door, the memory of yesterday hitting me like a physical blow to the stomach, his denial struck a sharp pain in my heart, and I tried my best not to tear up. He doesn’t deserve it.“Hey, bro!” I heard Howard’s voice and looked out my window to find him grinning at me. I felt a very strong urge to punch him in the face, till he bled his
CHAPTER FORTY-THREECALEB’S POVMy eyes flared open, and I saw myself in my room, with Ralph holding me tightly.“Fuck!” I groaned, and I recalled what had happened last night. Howard and Ralph had gotten into an argument and I fell asleep, so I don't get to pick sides. Ralph must have taken me upstairs.“You are up already!” Ralph groaned, opening his eyes slowly. I watched how his lashes fell open, and his grey eyes stared into my soul. “How was your night?” he asked, climbing on top of me, making me wear a frown. “Did I do something wrong?” he asked, and I giggled.“Fuck no, you just have a bad morning breath” I laughed, earning a spank on my ass.“Ouch…” I grimaced, in between laughter. “That's for saying I smell like shit” he said, before taking my lips into his. I don't know how he smuggled himself into my room, but I'm certainly going to enjoy this and forget about my mother and our falling family. Our kiss deepened and he tried to unbuckle my pants, but I stopped him.
CHAPTER EIGHT CALEB'S POV Kelvin sat on the couch and looked at me suspiciously, as if my cover was about to be blown.“Who is she?” He asked and so just kept smiling.“It isn't something serious. We just had a few drinks, and we were drunk,” I shrugged, but he wasn't buying that.“You have bee
CHAPTER SIXRALPH’S POV My heart skipped as I saw the disappointment in Diana’s face, she just caught me gawking at her ex-boyfriend's body and I felt like shit.“It’s not what you think, I promise, “ I said, apologetically and she just shook her head.“You are being a pervert, Ralph and it's dis







