ELEANOR
I stood before the wing of the Grand Log Mansion, my old suitcase in one hand and Kate’s small hand in the other. The familiar sight of the place where I once called home stirred a rush of memories. I stared at the door, feeling the weight of everything I had left behind—everything that had been taken from me. Despite the rush of emotions threatening to overwhelm me, Kate’s quiet presence by my side kept me grounded. “Mommy, we go in?” she asked, her soft voice breaking through my haze. I nodded, swallowing the lump in my throat. “Yes, sweetie. Just… give Mommy a second.” The wing of the mansion looked the same, even with the fresh coat of paint. The memories of my childhood—arguments, laughter, lessons—were still there. But now, standing here, I wasn’t sure I belonged anymore. After what felt like an eternity, I raised my hand and knocked. The sound echoed louder than I expected, cutting through the quiet afternoon. The door opened, and there stood Maurice, tall and muscular, with short dark brown hair and hazel eyes like mine. He looked stunned, his eyes widening as he took in me and Kate. His gaze lingered on Kate, her resemblance to me unmistakable, and his jaw dropped, but he couldn’t find words. “Eleanor?” he breathed finally in disbelief. I tried to smile, but it came out shaky. “Hi, Maurice.” Before he could say more, a familiar voice called out from inside. “Who is it, Maurice?” Oh Mom, I've missed you so damn much! Maurice’s head turned slightly, but he didn’t answer. He was still staring at me, as if unsure whether I was real. She came into view—my mom, in an apron, her auburn hair with gray streaks tied back, flour on her hands. Her sharp green eyes landed on me and Kate, and for a moment, she froze. Then, her face lit up with joy. “Eleanor!” she exclaimed, rushing forward. Her arms enveloped Kate before I could react, pulling her into a warm hug. “Oh, look at you, little one! What’s your name, darling?” Kate hesitated, glancing up at me. “Kate,” I said, my voice barely above a whisper. “Kate!” Queen—my mom, repeated, planting kisses all over her face. “You’re just like your mommy when she was your age. Oh, you’re beautiful, my darling. Absolutely beautiful.” Kate giggled, her shyness melting under my mother’s affection. Maurice stepped aside, shook off his shock, and smiled as he picked up Kate. “Hey there, kiddo,” he said, his voice still tinged with surprise. I watched as he took a moment to shake off the shock, regaining his composure. He cleared his throat and turned to the side, calling for an Omega Servant. "Excuse me, could you help Eleanor and Kate with their luggage, please," he instructed, his tone firm yet calm. The servant entered quietly, his steps calm and practiced. He was tall and lean, with neatly combed dark hair and a composed demeanor. With a polite bow, he took the luggage from me, his movements efficient and smooth. He carried the bags inside without a word, disappearing down the hall. Mom looked at me, holding me at arm's length, her eyes searching my face for answers. “How are you, Elle? What happened? Why didn’t you tell me you were coming?” I couldn’t hold it in anymore. Tears spilled out as I fell into her arms. “Mom,” I sobbed, my voice breaking. The pain hit all at once, sharp and heavy. It was overwhelming, like I was falling with no way to stop. She held me tightly, rubbing my back and murmuring soothing words. “It’s okay, baby. You’re home now. I've missed you too.” After a moment, she pulled back, wiping her hands on her apron. “Come inside. We were just sitting down to lunch. We have a visitor, it's our new Alpha, Lord Tristan.” My heart stopped. The name hit me like a cold wave, and for a second, I couldn’t breathe. My body went stiff, and I stood frozen in the doorway, the weight of those few words sinking in. Tristan. My first love. My brother’s best friend. The one who had hurt me in ways I still wasn’t ready to face. I hesitated, quickly wiping away my tears. Kate was already inside, carried by Maurice and talking about the cookies on the table. I followed them, but as I stepped through the doorway, a scent hit me—one I had never smelled before, yet somehow, I knew it immediately. Fresh cedarwood, earthy, a bit smokey, raw and masculine. It wasn’t just a fragrance; it was HIM, powerful and magnetic. Oh. No. No, no, no, no,no! My body froze, panic flooding me as a strange tingling rushed through me. My chest tightened, and I struggled to breathe. I knew this feeling—this undeniable pull. The Mate Bond. Tristan was the one all along. I had suspected it, but now it terrified me. Tristan betrayed me. He hurt me! How could fate do this? How could I be bound to him after all the pain he caused? I froze in the hallway, unable to move, my mind spiraling. “Eleanor?” my mother called, her voice distant and concerned. I took a shaky step forward, gripping the wall for support. As the living room came into view, there he was. Unaware of the turmoil inside me, mom smiled gently. “Elle, greet Lord Tristan. You remember him, don’t you? Maurice’s best friend. He recently ascended to the position of Alpha after his father’s passing, just around the time you were still in the Moonclaw Pack. You should show him the respect his new role demands.” Tristan turned, his eyes locking with mine. For a moment, we just stared at each other. He seemed just as shocked, his lips parting as recognition hit him. I couldn’t speak, I couldn’t think. I just stood there, frozen, as the weight of fate hit me. I realized she wasn’t done with me yet.TRISTANI’d had enough.It had been days, weeks, of this suffocating silence between us. The tension was unbearable, and I was losing patience. I tried to be understanding, tried to give her the space she needed, but I was done pretending that nothing was happening between us. I couldn’t keep doing this.I saw her slip out of the pack meeting, her head down, trying to disappear into the shadows. I knew her routine. I always knew where she was.I pushed through the crowd, moving quickly, determined to stop her before she could escape. I grabbed her arm gently, pulling her aside.“Eleanor,” I said, my voice low, but sharp. “Don't even think about running .”Her eyes widened, and for a moment, I thought she was going to pull away, to resist. But she didn’t. Instead, she took a deep breath and looked at me with those eyes. Eyes that used to hold warmth, affection. Now? Now, they were distant. Cold.“What the hell do you want now?” she asked, her voice barely a whisper. “There’s nothing l
ELEANOR“Did you hear? They say Alpha Tristan has already found his mate,” a voice whispers just behind me.I force myself not to react, though it’s impossible to ignore the murmur of gossip that surrounds me. I try to keep my eyes on the ground, pretending I haven’t heard the words. But my pulse quickens with each whispered sentence.“I heard she’s already been marked. He’s just trying to keep it quiet.” Another voice joins in, low and laced with gossip, like it’s all just one big secret waiting to be spilled.“Maybe it’s Lila?” someone else offers, their tone filled with curiosity. “They’ve been spending so much time together lately. Plus, she’s—” The voice lowers, “—she’s a firebrand, you know? She's exactly what the Alpha needs.”I feel the weight of their eyes on me, but I don’t look up. They think I don’t notice, but I do. I know they’re talking about me. About Lila. About Tristan. And every word cuts a little deeper than the last.Another voice chimes in, more skeptical. “But..
MAURICEThe days following my conversation with Tristan were tense. Every time I saw him, he seemed more withdrawn. It wasn’t just his mood; it was his entire demeanor. He was distant, almost distracted. There was a wariness in his eyes that wasn’t there before, as if he was carrying a burden he didn’t want to share.I decided to observe him more closely. It was clear that something was eating at him, but he wasn’t going to open up anytime soon. What struck me the most, though, was how he reacted every time Eleanor entered a room. His eyes would flicker toward her, just a brief glance, but it was always longer than necessary. And there was a softness in his gaze that I’d never seen before.At first, I thought I was just imagining it—maybe I was reading too much into things. But the more I watched, the more I realized it wasn’t a coincidence. Tristan’s control, his usual ability to keep his emotions in check, was slipping when it came to Eleanor. There was a tension there, something un
MAURICE“So,” I began casually, leaning back in my chair and taking a sip of my drink. “You excited for the mate-picking ceremony?”Tristan’s body stiffened the moment I said it. His eyes darkened, his jaw tightened. I could see the muscles in his arm flex as his fingers twitched, like he was fighting the urge to grab something—anything—to release the tension in his body.He didn’t respond immediately. I waited, watching him carefully, knowing he was trying to figure out how to avoid the question. But I wasn’t going to let it slide.Tristan wasn’t the type to let things go unspoken. But today, there was something different about him. Something… off. The usual confidence he exuded was absent, replaced by an uncomfortable silence that seemed to linger around him like a dark cloud.We’d been training together for years, and I knew him better than anyone. When you spend that much time with someone, you can read them like an open book. So, when I saw Tristan sitting across from me, his pos
TRISTANI could feel it. Eleanor was avoiding me. I saw it in the way she wouldn’t make eye contact, the way she’d leave training early whenever I showed up. It was like she was running from me, and it hurt even more because of the bond pulling me toward her.I couldn’t just let this continue. I had to do something.“Eleanor!” I called, catching her just as she tried to leave the training ground.She froze. Her back was to me, but I could see her shoulders tense up.“What now, Tristan?” she asked, her voice flat, as if she didn’t care.I took a deep breath, trying to stay calm. “Get your head in the game,” I said, trying to sound like myself. “I’m pushing you harder today. Maybe it’ll help you snap out of whatever this is.”She turned to face me, her jaw tight. “You think this is about training?” she snapped, her eyes flashing. “You think this is about anything other than the fact that I’m trapped?”I took a step closer, my chest tight. “Trapped? Eleanor, don’t—”“I can’t do this anym
LILAIt was becoming hard to ignore the cracks in Elle’s armor. The way her moods shifted, the way she tensed at the mere mention of Tristan’s name, the way she could never stay in the same room with him for too long—it was all there, if you knew where to look. And I, for one, knew exactly what I was looking at.She wasn’t fooling anyone, least of all me.The afternoon sun cast a warm glow over the training grounds, but despite the brightness, I felt a heaviness settle over me as I watched Eleanor. She was pushing through her drills like a machine, but her movements were stiff, like she was forcing herself to be there, forcing herself to pretend everything was fine. I could see it in the way she kept her gaze fixed to the ground, avoiding my eyes every time our paths crossed.I couldn't stand it anymore."Hey," I called out, walking up to her after she finished a particularly hard set of strikes. Her dark hair was damp with sweat, but she didn’t look at me.“Lila, not now,” she murmu