The disappointment creeped into my heart. Was it really worth being in pain like this? Does the love that my parents, my cousins, and my whole family are talking about cause this pain? It was so painful that even though Takeru does not utter a word, it makes me want to cry. I didn't speak. I only focused on driving the car. Wala naman akong magagawa dahil wala rin naman siyang balak na magsalita. Even though I wanted to talk about things that we should talk about, I couldn't. I wanted to hold on to the glimmer of hope that I am holding, but I feel like I wanted to let it go. Was love always this painful? I think the more you love someone, the more it is painful when you get separated.My desire to reconnect with the things in our past seems dimmed out. Pakiramdam ko ay naiintindihan ko na. I don't have the right to be by his side in this kind of situation. But if I reveal things about me, wouldn't it mean that I gave those people access to my family?No, I don't want them to use my
I know that we should sort out all the things we have to sort out this night, but somehow, I feel like I don't want to. Was it because I was afraid? Or was it because I don't think that we still have a chance?The glimmer of hope that I had been holding since the day we broke up turned to ashes as soon as he stopped our topic during the ride.Also, being alone in a room with Takeru makes me feel nervous. The air seemed to change, and it was as if it were making me feel unable to breathe properly.Nakahiga lang naman kaming dalawa; hindi pa nag-uumpisa ang usapan namin. But here I am, thinking of things about which I should speak up. Gusto ko naman sanang sabihin ang lahat sa kaniya pero wala talaga akong lakas ng loob.His presence in a room with me stirred up a lot of memories in my head, and it undeniably had a great effect on me as my heart raced even faster with anticipation and fear.Nasa iisang kama lang kami at ang tanging naghihiwalay lang sa aming dalawa ay isang unan. If I mo
As our pheromones mix together, so do our saliva and sweat. The pain that I felt whenever he was out of my reach at the back of my neck went away. It felt so cold, yet a little warm. It was so relaxing that even if I was only kissing him without our clothes, as our dick started to rub each other with excitement, I could feel a great pleasure.When our mouths parted, I could feel the emptiness not only in my mouth but in my heart as well. However, looking into his eyes makes my heart skip a beat.Shit! I could feel that kisses were like whispered secrets. It can translate all the feelings that the two people feel for each other without using words.Napahiga siya at saka ko naman narinig ang mahina niyang pag-amoy sa akin."Um, are you okay?"Hindi ko alam kung magagalit ba ako or what? I mean, we’re having hot kisses here, and I'm expecting more since we’re both naked, but look at his guy; he’s so nervous.He chucked. "You have guts to ask me if I’m okay when you’re the one who looks m
Nang maka-recover ako dahil sa mga nangyari kagabi, pinilit ko ang sarili ko na tumayo at mag-asikaso. After all, I need to do my work well. If I don't want them to smear Takeru's name, I need to work hard. Although there is nothing between me and Takeru, me being his ex-partner can drag him down. After I made myself ready, I took a deep breath. Alright, I need to act well. I need to act normal. As soon as I saw him sitting at the edge of the bed, my cheeks warmed in embarrassment. The memories of the intense and passionate moment that happened between me and Takeru last night flooded my mind. Shit, hindi talaga magkasama ang omega at alpha sa iisang room. I know that my heat is coming, and I still let him be with me. Such a damn omega. I sighed. The memories played in my mind like a film strip, and whenever I think of them, the possessiveness that I have in my heart ignites. However, I quickly tried to shrug it off. It's not good to have these feelings. Hindi ko na lang pinansin
“The pillar, put it on the right. Adjacent to it, put some artificial flowers.”I continue guiding everyone to design the stage runaway. For now, everything flows well. Hindi ko alam kung dahil ba mayroong ginawa si Takeru or what; pakiramdam ko walang mangyayaring hindi Maganda. Also, I could tell that he gave his sister a warning.Paano ko nasabi? Well, that sister of his went to the company and happened to bump into me. Then she only rolled her eyes at me.Takeru’s siblings were all aggressive since they’re all alphas. Kaya naman alam ko na mayroong ginawa si Takeru dahil hindi man lang ako pinagsalitaan ng hindi magagandang salita.“Mister Takeshi? ”Napalingon ako at nakita ko ang kapalit ni Donna. “Hmm? ”“These are the documents that needed your confirmation. Sabi po sa akin ni Miss Donna, I need to let you read it for the last time before going to Sir Orries to avoid being scolded,” she said, blushing. I guess she was that shy.I smiled at her. “Alright, thank you.”Kinuha ko
Ilang araw ko na ba siyang iniiwasan? Isang lingo? Dalawa? Hindi ko na alam. Sometimes he tried to find me and talk about work, but after that, I always left.Napapagod na ako.“Sir?”Napalingon ako sa isang babae na beta na lumapit sa akin. I smiled. “Yes?”“Sir, pinapatawag ka po ni Sir Orries sa office niya.”Napakunot naman ang noo ko. Kakatapos lang ng meeting namin and everything went well kaya nagtataka naman ako kung bakit ako pinapatawag.“Hmm? Did something go wrong?”Umiling si Lara, ang beta na babae. “Hindi ko po alam.” Umupo naman siya sa upuan sa gilid ko. “Pero, sir, hindi ko gusto ang aura ni Sir Orries kanina. Hindi po kita tinatakot. It’s just that; it made me suffocate.”Suffocated. Takeru is releasing some pheromones in front of her. Well, I could faintly smell it.Tumango na lamang ako at ngumiti. “Thank you.”Even though I don’t know what’s going on, even though it made me confused, I still gather my courage to go there.Nang makita naman ako ng secretary ni Take
Aoi is busy with his work, and he rarely opens his social media account. Thus, it was difficult for his friends in NY country to contact him. Aside from his best friend, no other people know his private number. Kaya naman ang lahat ng gusto mangamusta kay Aoi ay dumadaan sa kaniyang matalik na kaibigan.Chiaki, Aoi's best friend, was always with Aoi during his downtime. Both of them have their own worries, but it has always been Chiaki who has helped him. Thus, when he finally meets someone, Aoi gives him a push. Kilala ni Aoi kung anong klaseng alpha si Chiaka, and it was really rare for him to take the initiative since Chiaki came from a conservative family of omegas. He was the only alpha in his family.Iyon na rin siguro ang dahilan kung bakit malaki ang pag-aalala niya kay Aoi simula nang aksidente nitong malaman ang tungkol sa broken bond niya at sa nangyayari sa kaniyang marka.During his work, Aoi's phone rang. He saw the caller ID and smiled."Hmm? Napatawag ka?"The smile on
Aoi happily came back to his work. A lot of people asked him who visited him, but he only smiled at them and said that he was his friend. Of course, some people don’t really believe him. The way the two talk and the closeness they have, it couldn’t be said that they were only friends. Thus, some of them think that he was his lover or his pursuer.Nararamdaman man ni Aoi ang ganitong klaseng pag-iisip ng kaniyang mga katrabaho ay hindi na lamang niya ito pinansin. Para saan pa? For Aoi, no matter what he says, they will not believe it. After all, they could tell that he has a mark and that he is a marked omega, but they couldn’t tell who was his alpha. It is because their mark is broken. With a broken bond, nobody could tell who was the alpha or omega. However, they could tell that they were bonded.Having a broken bond is quite uncommon. Thus, some people are not aware of the fact that once a bond is broken, the third person in their relationship won't be able to tell who is the alpha