Chapter 4
\ \ \ \ \ \ \ \ \ \ \ \ \ \ \ \ \ \ \ \ \ \ \ \ \ \ \ \I was sleeping peacefully. I hadn’t woken up throughout the night because of the cold like I had expected to. During my half asleep state, I was suddenly jolted awake by the sound of a door slamming. My whole body writhed in fear as I snapped awake and assessed my surroundings. My pulse had skyrocketed and beads of sweat instantly formed on my forehead.“It’s fine. No one’s here. I’m fine.” I reassure myself audibly as I take deep breaths. I look down, noticing the warm comforter engulfing me on the recliner.Looking over at my bed, I notice it was empty and the bed was made. The comforter wasn’t there.I scoff. “I half expected him to throw that wet blanket on me during my sleep. I guess he isn’t that heartless. Though if he had done it, I’d take revenge so good he’d shit himself.”I wonder if this meant I had to stop retaliating against him. Of course not, right?My 2 cents are that this is all part of his plan. He will pretend to be nice so I can lower my guard and I’ll forget about the whole “roommates with a dude thing” so he can seduce me and take advantage!“ Sorry pretty (dumb) boy but your plan won’t flourish the way you want it to.” I mutter to myself as I get out of bed. I check my phone.Crap! I’m getting late.I quickly gather my books and notes and set them on the table. Then I run to the bathroom and….No way.The door I heard slamming. It wasn’t the door to outside. IT WAS THE BATHROOM DOOR!I aggressively knock and almost bang against the door.“Get out!” I yell.“Ha? I can’t hear you?” I hear his voice amidst the sound of streams of water hitting the floor. Why didn’t I notice the shower was on?I facepalm myself. I was getting late. I can’t go like this.“Come on I’m getting late!!” I practically scream through the door as I walk towards my closet and pick out my clothes.“Not my problem. Thought you didn’t want to be my roommate and now you want to use my bathroom? How dirty.”I could hear him smirking. His voice said it all, with a hint of teasing. I groan internally, what was I supposed to do now? I really don’t want to be late to class. I’ll miss so much.On the other hand I don’t want to go without showering and well, my basic nature needs. This is the worst. I can’t even blame it on having a boy roommate because it’s just a roommate problem in the first place.Can’t I just live alone?While I regret not waking up earlier, I gather there wasn’t anything I could do now. I had to leave in a few minutes at most if I didn’t want to miss. Moreover, proxies in forensic aren’t even possible. The teachers are extremely strict, especially with attendance and marks.I sigh deeply.I finally gave up and shout.“I reeeaallyy need to shit!” I burn in embarrassment. Trust me I would go to class exactly like this if I could but I needed to go so bad I don’t think I could last even 10 minutes in class even if I tried.I was expecting another quirky remark, in fact I was waiting for it but it didn’t come. I waited and waited and waited…. I hear the shower turn off and I give a sigh of relief. I could not even perceive what was about to happen next, while a part of me hoped that he was going to allow me some time, I knew it was too far fetched.I breathe deeply as I see the knob on that door turn so slowly, it felt like time had stood still. I bite my lip.The door creaks open.“Thanks for letting me use the bathroom. You can get out now.” I try to frame it as appreciative as I could. However, his intention wasn’t to leave, it was the worst thing I ever saw.The door opened completely and my eyes laid on him for a split moment before I screamed and covered them with my hands.“Creep!! Pervert ALERT! Someone HELP.” I shout. This man was crazy! I consider myself lucky that my eyes hadn’t trailed that far, I only saw his face and his neck.. His nicely shaped collar bones, his tattoos. A perfectly made one of a dragon on his shoulder, the head of the dragon extended to his chest. The tail of the dragon slowly curled around his arm and - I didn’t bother looking that down, I had already shut my eyes as soon as I could. Unlike this shameless entity, I was actually a gentlewoman.I kept my eyes shut with such force, random coloured shapes and spots were dancing around in front of my eyes.I hear silence.Well of course, what could he even say after doing such a nasty deed?“Are you done? I’m legitimately wearing a towel.”I purse my lips suddenly. “For real?”“For real.” His voice sounded condescending.I open my eyes, feeling embarrassed. “Well, thank you for letting me us- anyways, I’m getting late so if you would just-” I awkwardly try to maneuver around him to get to the bathroom but he was standing in the middle of the doorway and compared to the door he seemed huge. He raised his eyebrow.“You can go ahead and join me.” With a mischievous look he turns his back on me and heads towards the frosted cubicle. Thankfully due to the opacity of the frosting, nothing was visible clearly, however I could see the silhouette of his body as he took off the towel and hung it on the top of the cubicle.“You’ve got to be shitting me.” I mutter.“Aha! Good pun. The one who’s going to be shitting though, is in fact, you. Go ahead. Enjoy. Don’t forget to turn on the exhaust fan, I have a sensitive nose.”“...” I sigh.‘ Hate is a profound emotion that can pollute your spirit and poison your soul. If you have hate in your life, you probably know how damaging and mind-consuming it can become.Hate can:weaken you emotionallyaffect your body’s organs and natural processesmake other people want to avoid youAlthough it’s human nature to feel hate, you shouldn’t let your emotions get the best of you. When you begin to feel hateful thoughts, consciously challenge them and replace them with calmer rational thoughts.Understand why you’re feeling hateful and find a solution to the problem.Besides, you can talk to someone you trust to help ease the negative feelings.Below you’ll find our collection of inspirational, profound, and helpful hate quotes, hate sayings, and hate proverbs collected from a variety of sources over the years.Hate quotes on the dark side of human nature1. “I feel like we’ll forever live in a country that’s divided… Divided by race… Divided by love and hate.” – Raheem DeVaughn ‘This isn’t helping. I really do hate him.I read the random article on the Internet as I sit in class with one leg on top of the other, crossed and clenched in an attempt to fight the shit.In the end I had argued with him so much that time slipped by, I hadn’t realized it had been so long, unfortunately I didn’t even have time to go to Dani and Aria’s room to ask if I could use their bathroom.In the end I just grabbed my bag and went to class. I managed to spray some perfume on me before I went but I’m not sure if it helped much.At least I wasn’t late.The class was history and the amount of students continuously pouring in was overwhelming me, eventually the teacher locked the door and the rest of them stood outside for a few minutes, trying to convince the teacher to let them in. Soon enough, they gave up and left.A few students who were sitting beside me were turning up their nose as if they smelt something bad.“What is that?” I could hear one of them whispering. I don’t think they could tell it was me but it didn’t matter because I was already drowning in embarrassment.“It stinks pretty bad. Like someone farted or something”My face flushes, trying to ignore them. My only fear at this point was that they would figure out it was me. My heart started beating faster and faster, waiting for the class to be over. It was a long wait, and it seemed like the smell kept getting worse.After what felt like eternity the bell finally rang.Ting!Is it finally over?I thought it was over. I thought I was safe. Since the class had ended all I needed to do was leave quietly.I let myself relax too much. The relief had caused me to stop clenching and as I stood up from my seat, a long fart escaped my cheeks. It wasn’t particularly loud but it lasted a solid 3 seconds and it was audible to the people in my vicinity.My eyes widen and I quickly grab my bag and rush out of class with the rest of the crowd that was busy walking out. As soon as I leave, I plan to run to my dorm.I’m in the process of running for my life to save my face from further embarrassment. I would rather not stay and listen to everyone nickname me the fart girl. Why does this always happen to me? Somehow I find myself in embarrassing situations that I end up thinking about at night for the next decade.I cry internally.“Wait.” I hear a rough raspy voice call out from behind me.I turned around reluctantly, wondering if this was the right thing to do. Willingly let myself get humiliated further until there was not a single shred of dignity left inside of me. Internally crying, I mustered the courage to look the man in his eyes.“Yes?” I ask slowly. Perhaps, just maybe, he hadn’t heard me and he isn’t talking to me because of what just happened. I’m having a slightly hard time believing htat.“I needed to ask you something.” He grins.I have a bad feeling about this.“Sure but make it quick, I actually have to meet someone right now.” I lie through my teeth. Well technically I have to meet the bag of shit I’d be letting out as soon as I get to the bathroom.“Are you an airbender?” He took a pause but I already knew what he was going to say. “Because-”“Because I blew you away, we all get it, haha very funny and original, are you perhaps a writer?” I drawl out with a roll of my eyes as I begin to turn around.I was less embarrassed and more annoyed.\ \ \ \ \ \ \ \ \ \ \ \ \ \ \ \ \ \ \ \ \ \ \ \ \ \ \ \\ \ \ \ \ \ \ \ \ \ \ \ \ \ \ \ \ \ \ \ \ \ \ \ \ \ \ \\ \ \ \ \ \ \ \ \ \ \ \ \ \ \ \ \ \ \ \ \ \ \ \ \ \ \ \\ \ \ \ \ \ \ \ \ \ \ \ \ \ \ \ \ \ \ \ \ \ \ \ \ \ \ \\ \ \ \ \ \ \ \ \ \ \ \ \ \ \ \ \ \ \ \ \ \ \ \ \ \ \ \\ \ \ \ \ \ \ \ \ \ \ \ \ \ \ \ \ \ \ \ \ \ \ \ \ \ \ \Chapter 5\ \ \ \ \ \ \ \ \ \ \ \ \ \ \ \ \ \ \ \ \ \ \ \ \ \ \ \ He smiles sheepishly, something about it was unsettling. I walk away.“Hope we can get a cup of coffee sometime!” He calls out but I pretend that I hadn’t heard him and take the stairs down so I could head towards the dorm. Dead. There’s a point in self embarrassment where you stop feeling anything at all and don’t even care anymore. This was what I was experiencing at this moment. I had embarrassed myself to such an extent that I had stopped comprehending human emotions. Perhaps I’d hit a fuse within the nerves and stopped functioning entirely. “Maybe it didn’t happen? Maybe it was my imagination?” I mutter as I open the door. Thankfully there was no one inside so I could simply head to the washroom. While I continue to take the biggest shit of my life I bury my face into my hands while muttering about how I wanted to disappear from this world and hide under a crater somewhere on the moon. A part of me did not wa
Chapter 6 I had gone out for a snack, buying a pack of chips from the cafeteria and slowly taking a walk around the campus, on the grassy ground besides the path to the gate. Truthfully I was kind of nervous, wondering if I was going too far. A part of me pondered if any of this was even worth it, I have a feeling that it won’t make any difference. The only thing it will do is make him angry, I doubt it would annoy him enough to actually even consider leaving this dorm. If that’s the case then what am I even doing? Someone might say, I should just accept it. It is what it is, right? I can’t. I won’t be able to sleep peacefully. Not as long as I’m haunted by the memories. I sigh as I breathe in the fresh air, letting a couple of leaves attack my face as they fall from the trees.I head back to the dorm, opening the door while wondering if he had come in and saw the mess I mad-Wait a second. Why won’t my hand come off the door! Shit. “No no no no no, you’ve got to be kidding m
Chapter 7 Last night it was difficult for me to sleep. Moments from earlier that night had continued to haunt me before I fell into my subconscious. His warm hand and the way he had gently rubbed the glue off of me, despite knowing that this was what I had intended to happen to him! If it wasn’t for my own dumbness and short circuited memory, I would have been able to avert this crisis and Taranis would have been the one who ended up on that door knob, stuck. I’m afraid unlike me, he might have just pulled his hand roughly, losing the top layer of dead skin. “What if I told you If I was attracted to strange behavior?” He had asked with that signature smirk, the one that starts at one side of his mouth in a mischievously cute way. What is wrong with me?I had shaken my head and instead chose to focus on how I embarrassed myself in the morning class because he did not let me use the restroom and furthermore, he tripped me right after he had helped me. While I agree that was something
Chapter 8 He returned to the class wearing different clothes. Well, no one would have noticed it because earlier he was wearing all black, same as now. I’m sure of it though, he definitely changed his clothes. I let out a small sigh, oh well, it was fun while it lasted. Unfortunately it was short because he seemed to respond quickly, he even immediately figured out it was me. Of course I was going to deny his ‘false’ allegations towards me. This school is ridiculous. It’s not like I have anything against men, but is it too much to ask for ? Not wanting to live with a strange man? “You don’t want to piss me off.” He says in a low voice, low enough that only I could hear it and that too barely. “Call a truce, peacefully, or you’ll regret it.” It was the first time I saw him being serious about this thing. Usually, he was joking and laughed it off, like last night. He must be getting really annoyed by my pranks. I grin internally. This was exactly what I wanted. “I’ll stop when you
Chapter 9“So, where are we going?” He was driving us to some place, since I didn’t have a car of my own yet.“There’s only one good coffee place close to the campus, everyone goes there, you haven’t tried it yet?” “Nope.”“Well good thing you met me then.” He laughed. Uh huh.He smiled very wide. In a way, Taranis smiled wide too but something about this guy’s laugh was obnoxious, like he was full of himself. We reached the place.I could see why all the campus kids came here often, it was a nice place. Though the outside might seem slightly shabby, the inside was anything but. It gave a paradoxical illusion, since the white color on the walls outside was chipping off. There were yellow warm lights adorning the window and strings of flowers were wrapped around the wires. There were also two huge plants full of lovely flowers. A single bench lay between the 2 plants as a bridge.He opened the door for me. Awkward. Am I the only one who feels awkward when this happens instead of b
Chapter 10 After I had processed what had happened. I tried holding Taranis’s arm, to keep him at bay but he leaned down closer towards Ezekiel, whispering something to him that I could not hear properly but managed to catch a few words, it was something about a fork in an eyeball. I could only assume he was threatening him with things he did not want me to hear. Ezekiel’s expression turned dull and grey, his eyes widening ever so slightly, it slowly turned to anger and dismay as he stood up and brushed his clothes off, leaving grimly. I dig my fingernails into my palm. “Thanks, I think I could have handled it but I appreciate your help.” I let him know awkwardly. I hadn’t expected him to intervene. Hell, I didn’t know that he was even aware of the fact that I was sitting behind him. It was strange but also strangely comforting. I think in that moment, my negative feelings about him took a turn for the positive and I wasn’t sure why I hated him in the first place. “Really? It se
Chapter 11I had a peaceful night’s sleep. It was like my body knew that I was going to be safe, that it was okay to relax and simply allow myself to recharge. It was unexpected but I was grateful for it. No more unnecessary stress. When I woke up. I was obviously late. Completely ready to bash Taranis for hoarding the bathroom and breaking my precious rules, I sit up in bed and rush to the bathroom. I was about to bang on it when the door opened. “I um-” I begin, not sure where I was going with this.“Didn’t expect me to get ready on time did you?” He put his towel over his shoulder as he shook his head a little to set his hair. He looked different. He looked very different. “You… dyed your hair?” I notice. He looked surprised, clearly not expecting me to notice it.“You can’t tell me it doesn’t look good.” He murmured as he fixed a few strands of hair in the mirror with a grin, he looked back at me, the smile still plastered on his face.My heart skipped a beat.Not fair. Not fa
Chapter 12 “Oh you know, just this and that.” She said slightly nervously, she must have caught on to the change in his aura.Taranis didn’t seem like he wanted to let it go. “And what exactly is this and that?”“Just that you’re good looking and a lot of girls here want to get with you.”He scoffed lightly, as if he didn’t believe her. Turning to me, he says. “Are you perhaps, one of those girls?” He was joking of course, but she didn’t seem to understand that intention. “What, Hazel? Oh she was completely disgusted with having a boy roommate, made me think she’s into girls instead haha.” She laughed excessively, her eyes continued fluttering. I raised my eyebrow, I had not expected her to say something like that, it definitely threw me off guard for a second. She thought I was into girls? Does it really seem like I like girls? I think about it. My hair is a typical wolf cut, I definitely do not get boy haircuts. What else? No makeup? I do wear large hoodies and loose pants, does