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Elara’s POV
I had never been slapped before.
Not like this.
The sting exploded across my cheek, sharp and unexpected, sending a burst of heat through my skin. I staggered back a step in the dimly lit servants’ corridor, the tray of silver goblets clattering against my hip. Blood bloomed on my tongue where my teeth had caught the inside of my lip.
Luna Seraphine’s eyes narrowed, her voice low and clipped. “Careful, girl. Liora asked you to help the maids prepare the ballroom as your contribution to the Grand Mating Ball. If you can’t manage even that without making a racket, perhaps you should stay out of sight entirely.”
I blinked, stunned more by the strike than the words. In the Eclipse Pack, I wasn’t beaten or starved. I wasn’t locked in a dungeon or forced to sleep in a broom closet. I was simply… overlooked. Given chores, expected to serve quietly, treated with the same distant indifference most gave to a low-ranking wolf who hadn’t shifted yet. Liora had always been the one to assign my tasks, brushing her hair, fetching her gowns, helping with preparations like tonight but even she usually kept it to sharp words, not hands. Her parents never let her maltreat me. They have always been very good to me. But since they died, everything changed. Sometimes I wondered how such kind people could raise a daughter like Liora.
“I’m really sorry, Luna,” I murmured, lowering my gaze to the stone floor. “It will not happen again.”
“See to it that it doesn’t.” She smoothed her emerald gown and swept away, leaving the faint scent of roses lingering like an accusation.
I touched my cheek gingerly. It throbbed, but the surprise hurt worse. Why tonight? Why now, when the entire realm was arriving for the mating ceremony? I had always done what was asked. I kept my head down. I never complained. The pack tolerated me well enough, no one went out of their way to hurt me. So this… this felt wrong. Personal.
I shook it off, straightened my gray dress, and picked up the tray again. Liora had summoned me at dawn with her usual sweet-sharp smile. “You will assist the maids today, Elara. It’s important that everything looks perfect. You understand, don’t you?” I had nodded, as always. She was the princess, after all, the golden daughter everyone adored. I was just her handmaid.
By evening the grand ballroom shimmered under crystal chandeliers. Music floated through the air, soft and elegant. Alphas in dark velvet, Lunas in jewel-toned gowns, unmated daughters laughing behind gloved hands. I slipped among them like a shadow, tray balanced, offering champagne with quiet “My lord” and “My lady.” No one looked twice. That was how I preferred it. Being in the background, being unnoticed.
Then the scent crashed over me. I had never scented anything before. I didn't have my wolf yet. I was easily mistaken as a human most times. I even began to see myself as one since no one knew what I was. I was over 18 and still have never shifted. But this, this was a first.
I felt like my senses were heightened.
Pine sharpened by storm. Cedar smoke. Raw earth and lightning. It wrapped around my lungs, squeezed, pulled.
My fingers jerked. A flute tipped. Champagne splashed cold across my wrist and soaked the front of my dress.
The tray fell.
Crystal shattered in a glittering explosion across the marble. Liquid foamed around my bare feet.
Silence dropped like a guillotine.
Every eye turned.
Across the room, silver eyes locked on mine.
Alpha King Darius Thornwood stood on the dais—tall, broad, lethal. Black hair swept back, jaw like carved stone, midnight silk clinging to muscle. He radiated power so thick it pressed against my skin.
Our gazes met.
Heat detonated inside me.
A golden cord yanked taut between my ribs, stealing my breath. Fire raced down my spine, pooled low and insistent between my thighs. My nipples tightened against the damp fabric, visible now through the clinging material. A soft, involuntary whimper escaped before I could stop it.
Mate.
The word echoed in my head, deep, possessive, ancient.
My knees buckled. I caught the edge of a nearby table, knuckles white.
Darius’s nostrils flared. His pupils expanded, silver swallowed by black. His claws flexed, scraping faintly against his palms. I felt his wolf surge, hot, hungry pressure shoving at me from across the hall.
He stepped down from the dais.
Once. Twice.
The crowd parted.
Liora moved first.
She glided forward in pale gold silk, hair cascading perfectly, smile dazzling. Her fingers curled around his forearm like she already belonged there.
“My…, my King,” she purred, voice honeyed, “forgive the clumsiness. It’s only my handmaid, Elara. She’s here to serve, nothing more.”
Her eyes flicked to me. For a split second the sweetness cracked, cold, sharp, almost triumphant. The same look she sometimes wore when no one else was watching. Like she knew a secret that made my existence an insult.
Darius didn’t glance at her, it was almost as if she had not spoken.
His stare stayed on me, dragging slowly and deliberate down my body. Over the wet patch clinging to my breasts, over the rapid rise and fall of my chest, over the way my thighs pressed together against the humiliating slick heat building there.
I hated my body’s betrayal. Hated how his gaze made my pulse throb between my legs.
His lip curled.
“A wolfless handmaid,” he said, voice low and cutting, carrying to every corner, “dares meet my eyes?”
He closed the distance. Close enough that his scent drowned everything else—overwhelming, intoxicating. Close enough that I could see the vein in his neck pulsing, the faint tremor in his clenched fists.
The golden cord pulsed once—bright, desperate—then began to fray.
“This must be a joke! I will not have a wolfless nobody rule beside me.” He said, amused and voice slightly raised. The guests laughed, some murmured quietly.
“I, Darius Thornwood, Alpha King of the Northern Realms,” he declared, loud and final, “reject you, err…Elara, as my fated mate and any claim to my Luna.”
The cord snapped.
Pain ripped through my chest like claws tearing flesh. I gasped, doubling over. Blood trickled from my nose, warm and coppery, dripping onto the shattered crystal.
Whispers erupted around us.
Liora’s grip tightened on his arm. She leaned up, lips brushing his ear, murmuring something soft. The corner of his mouth twitched, almost a smirk.
I couldn’t draw air.
I turned and ran.
Bare feet slapping marble, then stone corridors, then cold night air as I burst through a side door into the gardens.
Behind me the music swelled again, laughter covering the scandal.
But even as I fled, I felt it, his gaze burning into my back.
Hot. Furious. Unfinished.
Elara's POVThe battle ended faster than I expected.One moment we were surrounded, the enemy pressing in from all sides, their swords raised, their faces twisted with rage and desperation. The next, they were breaking. Running. Throwing down their weapons and begging for mercy.Darius's army had been overthrown.I stood in the middle of the chaos, my hands still glowing, my chest heaving. Blood soaked the hem of my gown. Mud caked my boots. My hair had come loose from its braid and hung around my face in tangled white strands.But I was alive. We were alive.I bent down and placed my hands on the nearest wounded soldier. A young man, barely older than a boy, with a deep gash across his chest. His eyes were glassy with pain. His breathing was shallow.The light rose from my palms, warm and gentle. I did not heal him completely—I did not have the strength for that—but I did enough. The bleeding slowed. The edges of the wound pulled together. His wolf would do the rest."Thank you, my l
Lucian's POVThe battle was a slaughter.We were holding, barely. My warriors fought with the desperation of men who knew what waited for them if they fell. Women too. Even some of the older children who had gotten their wolves had taken up swords, defending the walls their fathers had built.But it was not enough.Darius had numbers. Siege weapons. Witches who threw fire from the edges of the battlefield. Every time we pushed them back, they surged forward again. Every time we killed one, two more took his place.I cut down three soldiers in quick succession. The first fell with my sword through his chest. The second lost his head. The third stumbled back, tripping over the body of his comrade, and I slit his throat with my claws before he could scream.Blood sprayed across my face. Hot. Thick.I did not wipe it away.Darius stood at the back of his army, surrounded by his elite guard. His silver eyes were fixed on me. On the walls. On the palace beyond.He was smiling.I wanted to k
Elara's POVThe voices pulled me out of the darkness.They were faint at first, like echoes from the bottom of a deep well. Then louder. Closer. One of them was old and tired, the other younger, sharper. They were arguing about something. Herbs. Potions. Whether to try another ritual."Her pulse is weakening," the old one said."No, it is stronger. Feel it. She is fighting."I opened my eyes.The ceiling above me was made of dark wood, crisscrossed with beams. A fire crackled somewhere to my left. The room smelled of smoke and herbs and something metallic. Blood.I turned my head.Two men in the room. The older one was bent over my wrist, his fingers pressed to my pulse. His face was lined with wrinkles, his eyes tired but kind. The younger one stood at the window, his back to me, staring out at something I could not see.The older man glanced down at my face.His eyes widened. His mouth fell open."You are awake!"The younger man spun around. He crossed the room in three quick stride
Elara's POVI sat on the glowing floor for a long time.My back was pressed against the door I had just closed, the wood cold against my spine. My eyes were probably red from all the weeping, my chest felt like a large rock was dropped in it. My mother's screams still echoed in my ears, and every time I closed my eyes, I saw the fire.I should have been stronger. Should have stood up. Should have walked to the next door and kept going.But I could not move.The hallway of light stretched before me, endless and indifferent. Doors lined the walls, some open, some closed, some locked. Each one held a piece of my past. Each one demanded something from me. I had given so much already. My tears. My grief. The last shreds of the numbness that had protected me."Elara."I lifted my head.The voice came from nowhere and everywhere. Not from behind a door. Not from a memory. From outside. From the world beyond this strange hallway of light."Elara, you have to fight this."It was old. Tired. De
Elara's POVThe next door felt different before I even touched it.Cold radiated from the wood, seeping into my fingers, my palm, my wrist. The handle should have been warm like the others, but it was not. It was ice. I almost pulled my hand away. Almost walked past.But I could not, I opened the door.The memory unfolded like a wound, how did I have this memory without actually being in it?I was already away with maid Phoebe's sister, wasn't I? This was never supposed to be a memory I had.I ignored the questions that flooded my mind and concentrated on the memory.My parents' great hall. The same hall where I had played as a child, where I had hidden behind my mother's skirts when the Lycan Queen visited. But everything was different now. The light was dimmer. The air was heavier. And the girl sitting at the high table, in the seat that should have been mine, was not the Liora I remembered.She was twelve when the switch happened. Thirteen now. Perhaps fourteen. Her golden hair was
Elara's POVThe hallway of light stretched before me, endless and glowing.I walked past the doors I had already opened, the memories still fresh in my mind. My mother's butterfly. My father's fear. The Lycan Queen's cold fingers brushing against the cloth that hid my white hair.Some of the doors ahead were different.They were locked. Dark energy seeped from the cracks around their frames, cold and wrong. I stopped in front of one and pressed my ear to the wood. Silence. But not empty silence. The kind of silence that waits. The kind that watches.I stepped back.I did not need to see those memories. Not yet. Perhaps not ever.I walked past them, my bare feet silent on the glowing floor, until I reached a door that was not locked. Its handle was warm. Inviting. I placed my hand on it and pushed._____________The room inside was a garden.Not the same garden from before. Smaller. More private. Hidden behind high hedges and climbing roses. A stone bench sat beneath an old oak tree, a
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Elara’s POVI felt hurt and bad that he could get angry like that even after our morning encounter. The teasing, the laughter, the way he had stayed with me through the nightmare — I thought things had changed between us. But the moment I stepped into that room, his anger returned full force, sharp
Lucian’s POVI burst through the palace gates with the unconscious girl cradled against my chest. The full moon still hung high, bathing everything in cold silver light. My bare feet slapped against the stone courtyard. Blood from the rogues still coated my skin and matted my hair.The two guards a
Elara’s POVThe cage bars dug into my back as I pressed myself against them. The metal was cold and rough, smelling of rust and something sour that made my stomach turn. I wrapped my arms around my knees and tried to breathe slow. My heart hammered so loud I could hear it in my ears.This was worse







