LOGINMaximillian
"Are you sure about this, Max?" My brother, Julian, asked me." He appeared even more nervous than I was, despite my suggestion for him to wait in the car. Nevertheless, he insisted on joining me, accepting whatever challenges awaited us.
"This is your last chance to leave," I warned him as the screen door opened and Darius's mother, Annis Sterling, emerged with Darius's dog, Bomer. I had missed Darius's funeral due to a coma, making this moment even more significant.
"No way. If anything happens to you, dad will have my head," Julian protested as Annis descended the porch steps. He questioned whether I had informed our father about our presence here, but got no response from me. "You didn't tell him?!" His eyes went wide.
Just before she turned away, Annis noticed me, her expression changing from indifference to outrage. Despite her disapproval, Darius and I had always found ways to stay connected, even defying Annis's attempts to keep us apart.
The last encounter between Annis and Darius had been on my birthday, three months ago. Despite her prohibition, Darius had sneaked out to see me after I shared a photo of the new car my dad had gifted me. Little did Annis know, that would be the final time she saw her son alive.
"What are you doing here? You have the nerve to show your face to me." She demanded in a voice frigid enough to freeze the sun.
I sat in an electric wheelchair, still recovering from the accident and subsequent surgery that had saved my leg and face. It was evident that she wished it had been me, not her son, who died in the accident, judging by the disdain on her face.
"How dare you show your face to me after what you did?!" She yelled, her anger escalating.
Tears welled up in my eyes, and a single tear dropped onto the back of my hand. Attempting to speak, I found myself speechless, further fueling her rage.
"You killed my son, you bastard!" She accused, releasing her dog and lunging at me. Julian intervened, trying to hold her back, but she threw him off balance, and he fell on the mowed lawn. She attacked me, screaming, "I hate you! I hate you!"
"I'm sorry." I sobbed, my voice barely audible. "I'm so sorry."
"Justice!" I was abruptly pulled out of the nightmare, locking eyes with a stranger—her brown eyes filled with concern. Confused, I sat up, trying to comprehend my surroundings. Why did she call me Justice? Where was Julian?
"Are you okay? You were having a bad dream." She said, her voice gentle and reassuring.
I forced myself to focus on her face, realizing I wasn't in front of Annis, or in a wheelchair, or with Julian. The truth hit me like a ton of bricks—I had run away from home and was now in Havindelle, trying to start a new life as Justice, devoid of any memory of my past.
"I'm fine," I said hastily, wiping the tears from my eyes, feeling embarrassed at being caught crying. I hoped she wouldn't inquire about my dream, but thankfully, she didn't linger. Rising to her feet, she left me alone.
My memories, both before and after the accident, appeared to me as dreams. Every time I woke up, tears would be streaming down my cheeks. Some dreams lingered in my mind, while others faded away as soon as I regained consciousness.
"Edwina! Edwina Jonas!" A booming voice echoed from outside.
Intrigued, I rose from my makeshift bed and ventured outside to investigate. Before me stood a man, roughly fifty years old, brandishing a machete and wearing a menacing expression. I pondered whether his intention was to harm Edwina with the weapon or merely to intimidate her.
Edwina calmly emerged from the house and brushed past me, positioning herself directly in front of the man. Despite the threat, her demeanor exuded confidence, leaving me to wonder if she was foolishly fearless or simply pretending to be brave.
"What is it?" She demanded. "Why are you shouting my name like that?"
"You, this stupid girl! Where are the items you stole from my house? My wife informed me that you intruded this morning..." The man accused, his anger palpable.
"Correction... I didn't steal anything from your house. I simply took food items worth the money your wife owes my sister. It didn't even amount to that much," Edwina retorted, crossing her arms defiantly. "Are you here to settle the debt?"
"Are you mad?" The man exploded. "Why would I do that?"
"In that case, you have no reason to be here," She responded nonchalantly. "Kindly leave, sir."
"I'm not going anywhere until you produce those items, and I hope for your sake that you've not touched anything," He threatened her, menacingly brandishing the machete in front of her face.
Surprisingly, she laughed in the face of danger, and I couldn't help but think she was either remarkably brave or incredibly foolish for underestimating the man's intentions.
"Edwina," I called out, attempting to intervene.
Her head whipped around, as if surprised by my presence or my calling her name. The warning in her eyes urged me to mind my own business, but I couldn't stand idly by, watching her potentially seal her fate.
"Give him what he wants so he can leave," I urged, trying to reason with her.
"Will you pay the debt his wife owes me?" She demanded, glaring at me defiantly.
"No, but..."
"Exactly. Since you don't have the money to pay me, why don't you let me handle my family business as I see fit?" She snapped, cutting me off.
Feeling defeated, I raised my hands in surrender, turned on my heel, and retreated back into the house. If she wanted to face danger head-on, who was I to stand in her way? Foolish woman, I thought.
About twenty minutes later, she triumphantly walked back into the house, brandishing four crisp bills in her hand and wearing a smug smile on her face.
"Just because I'm a woman doesn't make me weak," She declared proudly. "Thank you for your concern, but it wasn't needed. I handled him all on my own."
"Got it, boss," I replied, my voice dripping with sarcasm, emphasizing the foolishness of her actions.
"Is that sarcasm I detect in your voice?" she asked, narrowing her eyes at me.
"Is it?" I replied, arching a brow.
"Whatever," She huffed. "I do not know why my mother insists on treating you like royalty when we don't even have enough food." She mumbled under her breath. "What would you like for lunch?"
"It's noon already?"
"Obviously," She sneered. "You went right back to bed after breakfast."
"Maybe because I'm still recuperating?"
"From what? You look fine to me," She said, eyeing me critically.
"I'm sorry for sleeping around like a lazy bum, Your Highness. I'll try to do better so I don't get thrown out of the house," I retorted. "I'll pass on lunch, thank you."
She gave me a scathing look before flouncing out of the sitting room, likely plotting ways to evict me from her father's house.
EdwinaBy the time we reached our suite, the weight of the day had settled into something quieter, more intimate. Max shut the door behind us, and for a moment neither of us said anything — just stood there, still in our wedding clothes, looking at each other like we were both still catching up to the fact that this was real."Mrs. Sebastiani-Jonas," he said finally, testing the name like it was something precious."I like the sound of that." I stepped closer, fingers finding the lapel of his jacket. "Almost as much as I like the man attached to it."He laughed, low and warm, and pulled me into him, resting his forehead against mine. "Three years," he murmured. "Three years I imagined this moment, and it still doesn't compare."Neither does anything I imagined, I thought, closing my eyes. This is so much more.His hand came up to cup my face, thumb brushing my cheekbone with a tenderness that made my chest ache. "I love you, Edwina. Today, tomorrow, every day after.""I love you too,"
EdwinaKing Leonidas placed my hand in Max's, his own eyes suspiciously bright for a man who prided himself on his composure. He didn't have to do this, I thought, throat tightening all over again.He didn't have to be the one to walk me down here. But he wanted to. He gave my fingers one last gentle squeeze before stepping back to take his seat beside the Queen.I turned to face Max fully, and for a moment the church, the guests, even Esther and Evelyn in the front pew, all blurred into the background.Here he is, I thought. The man who waited three years for me to stop running from my own heart.The pastor cleared his throat and opened his book, and the congregation settled into a hush."Dearly beloved, we are gathered here today in the sight of God and in the presence of these witnesses, to join together this man and this woman in holy matrimony." His voice carried easily through the church, warm and unhurried. "Marriage is not to be entered into lightly, but reverently, deliberat
EdwinaTwo months laterStanding in front of the full view of the mirror in my wedding dress, I still couldn't believe it was me. The woman staring back looked like a stranger wearing my face — softer somehow, lit from somewhere she couldn't name. If anyone had told me, heck, prophesied to me that I'd ever wear a wedding dress, I'd have laughed at that person first before whacking them upside their head. Life had a strange sense of humor, dressing her in white lace after everything it had put her through.Yet, here I was, wearing a beautiful wedding dress, waiting for the event planner to come in and tell me it was time. The silence in the room felt heavier than it should have. Tears glistened in my eyes as I realized that my father wasn't here to see me get married, which was the one thing he'd hoped for. Maybe even wished for. I could almost hear the gruffness in his voice, the way he always cleared his throat before saying anything sentimental."I'm happy now, daddy." I said, s
Maximillian A month laterIt was probably childish of me to avoid talking to Edwina at her father's funeral, but there I was, doing everything in my power not to go anywhere near her. Not even when Mom asked if I'd offered my condolences did I tell her the truth. I lied and said I had.If it had been anybody else, I probably wouldn't have shown up at all. But Edwina's father had been like a second father to me, and I loved the man very much. The church ceremony was quick, and even the procession to the cemetery moved faster than I expected. Before I knew what was happening, the whole thing had ended.I stayed back for a bit after assuring Mom I'd be right behind them. I wanted to pay my last respects to the man who'd taken care of me when I was on the brink of death — a stranger who'd lied about his identity to avoid being sent back home. A stranger who'd unintentionally caused a deranged woman to almost eliminate him and his entire family out of jealousy.I'm never coming back he
EdwinaThree years laterI've regretted many things in my life. At one time, I regretted not trying harder for my friendship with Steven. It wasn't my fault, not really — it had been his doing more than mine — but I still wished I'd handled it differently.But my greatest regret, the one I carried heaviest, was pushing Maximillian Sebastiani away. I was scared. Stubborn. Too foolish to see that he'd been right about everything. My father had gained a son the day Esther married Julian, and over the years Julian had become the brother I never had.I was so stupid, I think, even now. I didn't understand that letting go of him meant losing him completely.Max officially relinquished his claim to the throne. Julian was named second in line, which meant Esther — my sister, the person I trusted most in this world — was going to be the next queen of Mercia. Max left the country two days after the wedding and never came back. Not when Esther gave birth to the twins. Not when Evelyn married L
Edwina Two words, plain enough to be nothing but exactly what he meant. Simple. Honest. Certain. No flourish needed. The kind of words that didn't need embellishment because he meant every single letter.I wanted to say something else. I had a whole different word lined up, ready, the one every part of that meadow and that ring and that man kneeling in front of me seemed to be waiting for.My eyes burned.This is everything I've ever wanted... isn't it?No.That wasn't true.It was everything I'd ever wanted until it became real.Because loving him and marrying him were two completely different things.I loved him. God knew I did. More than I'd ever loved anyone. I loved him enough to imagine a future I'd never thought I deserved.Enough to believe happiness wasn't just something that happened to other people.But marriage...Marriage was another promise entirely.One I couldn't make.One I wouldn't make.Not because of him.Never because of him.Because of me.Because I knew myself.







