LOGINMaximillian
People say we each have our personal prisons, even though we're not physically confined; sometimes, we choose to remain trapped. It had been a year since my best friend Darius passed away, and I hadn't moved past my grief.
How could I, when everything around me served as a reminder of him? His face haunted my dreams, his laughter echoed in my ears, and his voice lingered, sharing dreams of a future he'd never witness, all ended by my own hands. I resented the pity mirrored in my parents' and siblings' expressions, and their delicate treatment of me as if I were a ticking time bomb. Rejecting their sympathy felt rude, and I couldn't openly express my disdain for my privileged life.
Writing a farewell letter to my parents proved to be the most challenging task I'd ever faced, yet it was necessary. I couldn't be certain if leading an ordinary life would ease my guilt or bring slight comfort, but regardless, I'd acknowledge my suffering as deserved. Having completed my letter, I sealed it in an envelope and placed it on my reading table, ensuring it was in a noticeable spot.
It needed to be found promptly, but not too quickly, allowing me time to escape. I was certain my mom, who worried excessively about me, would be the first to discover it. I didn't wish to subject her to this emotional rollercoaster, but being apart was healthier for both of us. Perhaps, in the future, I could return as the son she remembered, as this version of myself was unrecognizable even to me.
At 1 am, I grabbed a backpack, filled it with discreet clothes and two pairs of shoes. After securing my wallet in my jeans, I removed my credit cards, ensuring I had enough money to sustain me until I found a job, then quietly left my bedroom. Having pondered for two months, I devised an escape plan.
I studied the guards, noting their shifts and positions around the palace and gates. Exiting the house was a breeze, but the real challenge lay in bypassing the gates or scaling the fence. I tiptoed across the lawn, crawling quietly when necessary, until I reached the farthest tree in the corner, scaled it to the highest branch, and hid there.
After making sure the guards were gone, I carefully approached the fence, threw my jacket over the barbed wire, and jumped down. Experiencing a sharp pain from my knee to my ankle, I gritted my teeth in frustration. My left leg, injured in the accident, had undergone reconstructive surgery, sparing me a lifetime of limping. Now, I worried I might have worsened it, especially since I was still recovering from my second hospitalization incident.
Testing my leg to determine the extent of the injury, I sighed in relief when I found I could walk normally. Realizing my father's money had not gone to waste, I waved a final goodbye to the house, placed a black baseball cap on my head, and went my way.
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"I heard the bad news. I'm sorry for your loss. May her soul rest in peace. What are you going to do now? How will you take care of your children?" The man consoled his friend, expressing his condolences.
The friend, wearing a resigned expression, replied, "I intend to go back to my hometown. There's nothing for me here anymore. At least, my father's house is there waiting for me. I can work on the farm to take care of myself and my children. All I need right now is money."
"What about your truck? Sell it and use the money to travel." The man suggested.
The friend sighed. "And what will I use to carry my belongings? It's at the mechanic's shop waiting for me to come and get it after I've paid Silas all the money I've been owing him. It's really not fair of me to repay his goodness with evil."
"How much do you need?" The man inquired.
"I'm owing Silas twenty thousand. I need at least forty thousand." The widower replied.
"That's tough. I don't have any money right now." The man said.
Listening to these men discuss gave me an idea. All I needed to know was where he was headed and how fast he could leave before my father would send his guards out to look for me. I was cutting it too close as it was and couldn't afford to go back home.
Stepping out from behind the abandoned bus, I stood in front of them, startling them. They quickly composed their features when they realized how young I was and that I was unarmed.
"Who are you?" One of them questioned.
"I'm sorry to drop in on you like this, but I overheard your conversation. You said you need money, don't you?" I inquired.
The men eyed me warily, but I could see they were considering that I didn't look like a thief or a scammer. They exchanged silent looks until the one in need of money spoke up.
"I do. May I ask why?" He questioned.
"I'll double the amount if you take me along," I offered. "But, we must leave within thirty minutes."
"What's your name?" He inquired.
"It doesn't matter. I'll provide the money you need and pay you to take me wherever you're going," I explained. "But first, where are you headed? Is it far from Mercia?"
"It's a two-day journey without traffic or stops," He replied. "I'm heading to Havindelle, the last of the five kingdoms."
The mention of Havindelle brought back memories; my dad had once mentioned it was enemy territory. Grandpa had eliminated the entire royal family, and King Elroy's cousin had claimed the throne. Dad didn't like the late King's cousin either, but he seemed better than his predecessor.
"Perfect," I said. "I'll triple the amount if you leave your belongings behind."
Despite their initial wariness, the men couldn't resist the tempting offer. The man nodded, exchanged a handshake with his friend, and we departed. In less than an hour, with only their clothes for the trip, the man bundled up his three kids in the truck, and we began our journey to Havindelle.
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I could have accompanied the man to his house in Havindelle for the night, but I anticipated his expectations: covering accommodation and dinner costs. Initially doubtful, he became cheerful upon seeing the cash, addressing me as 'sir.'
I wandered without a clear destination, relying on his tip about a one-star hotel nearby. Planning to stay there for the night and search for a better place later, I dismissed approaching footsteps, assuming they were mine. However, I had to acknowledge that I was about to be robbed as two men brandishing pocket knives blocked my path.
I sighed, shook my head, and turned around, only to face three more men—one with a toy gun, the second with a baton, and the third with a dagger.
"I don't have the energy to face all five of you tonight," I declared. "But if you don't leave right now, I'll have to teach you a lesson."
"Five against one? That's amusing. Hand over your belongings, and we won't harm you." The supposed leader, his high top fade dreadlocks framing his face, retorted.
With a sardonic smirk, I cracked my knuckles. "Looks like you'll have to try and take them."
Dreadlocks exchanged glances with his mates before they lunged at me together. However, I skillfully dodged their blows, swiftly incapacitating one or two with powerful strikes to their stomachs and delivering a precise uppercut to another guy's chin, sending them sprawling to the ground.
Engaged in a stare-down with dreadlocks, I was caught off guard and couldn't dodge the blow that struck the back of my head, causing me to slump to the ground in pain. An irritated hiss escaped my lips as I tried to rise, but they relentlessly attacked me with kicks and punches, and one of them cut me with a knife.
"You should've handed over your stuff," Dreadlocks sneered, seizing my backpack. "And for that... Strip him down."
Left in just my underwear, I endured another brutal kick to my ribs. Through blurred vision, I watched them walk away, laughing and chatting. I recognized their faces; revenge would be mine later. For now, oddly, I wasn't furious—it felt like a well-deserved lesson.
As darkness enveloped me, a man's voice asked if I was alright, countered by a woman telling him not to bother. I wanted to agree with her, but my eyelids grew heavy, and I succumbed to unconsciousness.
Edwina “You know what, Steven?” I said quietly, the fight draining out of me. “Thank you. For your friendship all these years. But now I see who you truly are. Let’s end this here and go our separate ways.”“That’s not possible, Eddie,” he said, smirking in a way that made my skin crawl. “I can’t give you up. I had you first.”His words felt like poison seeping into the room. My stomach twisted at his words. Had me first? Was I some prize to be owned?“Well, I’m telling you to give up,” I shot back, my voice sharper now. “I don’t have feelings for you. I see you as a brother and a friend—nothing more.”“I love you, Eddie.” His voice cracked, desperation leaking through. “You can love me too if you want. I want you to love me.” he pleaded, grabbing my forearms as I tried to step back. His grip was rough, desperate.“Let go of me.” I ordered, panic starting to rise.“No, never!” he growled, his hands clamping down on my forearms as he yanked me closer. “Let me show you that I can be be
Maximillian For a second, everything around me stilled. My hand froze midair, and the sound of the pool’s soft bubbling suddenly felt distant, almost muted.My great-grandmother. Jean Anne. Gone.I couldn’t process it. The woman was nearly a hundred years old — just six years shy of that milestone birthday we’d all planned to celebrate. I’d imagined her there, smiling in her usual quiet way, the same way she did whenever she scolded me for missing church. And now… she is gone. Just like Great Grandmother Bianca before her.The weight in my chest settled like a stone.“How’s Grandmother doing?” I asked quietly, afraid to hear the answer.“She’s devastated,” Dad sighed. “She lost her father two years ago, and now her mother… I don’t know what I’d do if anything ever happened to my parents.”There was something raw in his voice — something that made me feel small again, like a boy who didn’t know how to comfort his father. I swallowed hard.“I’m sorry, Dad,” I murmured. “For not being t
Maximillian George didn’t inform my father about the incident—maybe because he was scared of what Dad would do to him. Still, I knew he wouldn’t be able to hide it for long. News like that always found its way home. Sure enough, Dad heard about it. He called, said a few sharp words over the phone—nothing I didn’t deserve—and then, surprisingly, he let it go.He wasn’t able to make it to Havindelle because he was on a trip to London with Mom, and honestly, I was glad. The last thing I needed was to see the disappointment in his eyes. He sent my uncle Andres instead, which was fine by me. I could handle uncle Andres. I couldn’t have handled Dad’s silence.Edwina was discharged from the hospital two days after the incident, and I took her home—to my house—because theirs was gone. Completely gone. Reduced to ashes and memories. The moment we drove past what used to be her family’s front yard, something inside me twisted so painfully I could barely breathe. I should have protected her.
Maximillian Two weeks later“Wake up, Max.”I jerked awake, my body thrashing as though escaping from unseen hands dragging me down. The dream slipped away like smoke, but the echo of it clung to me. Before I could even take a full breath, pain tore through my chest—white-hot, searing, like someone had lodged a knife straight into my heart.I doubled over, clutching my chest with both hands, a guttural groan ripping out of me. Not again. Please, not again. I swung my legs over the edge of the bed, hoping movement would dull the pain, but every second felt like I was splintering apart.Then, as suddenly as it came, the pain began to ebb. I dragged in a shaky breath, relief mixing with dread. This wasn’t random—this had meaning. It always had meaning. The last time I felt something like this, I’d been fourteen, certain death was coming for me, only to find out later it had been Georgina in danger. That memory haunted me—because it wasn’t just pain. It was a warning.I sat there, chest
Edwina “He knows a beautiful girl when he sees one,” Max grumbled, shaking his head with mock irritation. “Whenever you come around, I’m going to make sure he stays locked up in a room or something.”“I’ve never heard of a dog stealing a man’s girlfriend, but I wouldn’t put it past Maximus… What?” His voice trailed off when he noticed me staring at him.My heart skipped. Girlfriend. Did he just casually—like it was the most normal thing in the world—call me that? I fiddled with the hem of my shirt, staring down at my feet, my face heating up. “So… I’m your girlfriend?” I asked, my voice a little too small, a little too hopeful.“Obviously,” he said as though it were the most undeniable truth on earth. “What else would you be? Or do you want to skip the girlfriend phase and jump to the wife phase?”The word wife hit me like a slap. My body stiffened before I could stop myself, my throat tightening. Wife. A word that carried too much weight, too much expectation. My chest constricted
Edwina The news about the attack on Max earlier this morning spread like wildfire, each telling more dramatic than the last. Some whispered that he had been gravely injured defending himself against intruders, while others claimed he was on his deathbed. Deathbed. The word alone made my stomach twist. But I knew Max better than most. Even his little finger could inflict enough pain to make someone regret ever crossing him. The man wasn’t just strong—he was relentless, and that terrified people as much as it fascinated me.I thought back to the first time he’d been robbed, on his very first day in Havindelle. He’d been weakened by illness then, too sick to deal with those men the way he normally would have. That had been the only reason they’d gotten away. If by some slim chance these attackers were the same set of people, I knew Max wouldn’t have let them go scot-free this time. Not Max. He wasn’t the type to forgive and forget—not when betrayal or violence was involved.I asked Mo







